EARTH LOGIC - ELEMENTAL LOGIC BOOK 2 - LAURIE MARKS








EARTH LOGIC

A sweeping drama of war, intrigue, magic, and love...
With Earth Logic, Laurie J. Marks continues the epic of her stunningly imagined 
world of Shaftal, which she first introduced in Fire Logic.
Shaftal has a ruler again, a woman with enough power to heal the war-torn land 
and expel the invading Sainnites from Shaftal. Or it would have a ruler if the 
earth witch Karis Gdeon consented to rule. Instead, she lives in obscurity with 
the fractious family of elemental talents who gathered around her in Fire Logic. 
She is waiting for some sign, but no one, least of all Karis herself, knows what 
it is.
Then the Sainnite garrison at Watfield is attacked by a troop of zealots 
claiming to speak for the Lost Gdeon, and a mysterious and deadly plague 
attacks the land, killing both Sainnites and Shaftali. Karis must act or watch 
her beloved country fall into famine and chaos. And when Karis acts, the very 
stones of the earth sit up and take notice.





Praise for Fire Logic, Elemental Logic


Marks has created a work that is filled with an intelligence that zings off the 
page...This beautifully written novel includes enough blood and adventure to 
satisfy the most quest-driven readers.
Publishers Weekly (starred review)


Laurie Marks brings skill, passion, and wisdom to her new novel. Fire Logic is 
entertaining and engagingan excellent read!
Kate Elliott


Marks is an absolute master of fantasy in this book. Her characters are 
beautifully drawn, showing tremendous emotional depth and strength as they 
endure the unendurable and strive to do the right thing, and her unusual use of 
the elemental forces central to her characters lives gives the book a big 
boost. This is a read-it-straight-through adventure! 
Booklist (starred review)


Fire Logic is a deftly painted story of both cultures and magics in conflict. 
Marks avoids the black-and-white conflicts of generic fantasy to offer a window 
on a complex world of unique cultures and elemental magic.
Robin Hobb






By Laurie J. Marks from Tom Doherty Associates

Earth Logic 

Fire Logic




EARTH LOGIC

Elemental Logic
Book Two

Laurie J. Marks

A TOM DOHERTY ASSOCIATES BOOK 

NEW YORK



This is a work of fiction. All the characters and events portrayed in this novel 
are either fictitious or are used fictitiously.


EARTH LOGIC: ELEMENTAL LOGIC: BOOK 2 

Copyright  2004 by Laurie J. Marks


All rights reserved, including the right to reproduce this book, or portions 
thereof, in any form.


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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data


Marks, Laurie J.
Earth logic / Laurie J. Marks.
p. cm.  (Elemental logic ; bk. 2) A Tom Doherty Associates book. 
ISBN 0-765-30952-1 
I. Title.


PS3613.A765E37 2004
813.54dc22
2003061223
First Edition: March 2004
Printed in the United States of America
0987654321





CONTENTS

Map

Part 1: Ravens Joke

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 


Part 2: How Raven Became a God

8 9 10 11 12 13 


Part 3: The Walk-Around

14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 


Part 4: Whats Inside the Buffalo

23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 


Part 5: How Tortoise Woman Saved the World

32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 





For the people of Melrose, Massachusettsespecially the baristas, poets, 
counselors, babies, delivery people, firemen, illegal parkers, students, 
parents, photographers, coffee drinkers, jaywalkers, and neighbors. And also for 
the people who love snow, plant flowers, hang Christmas lights, and refuse to 
put vinyl siding on their beautiful Victorian houses. And for their dogs and 
cats, and for the crabby snapping turtle I rescued from the middle of the road 
one afternoon, and for the flocks of geese that fly by overhead.





Acknowledgments


For four or more hours a day, for more than a year, I sat writing in the front 
window of a downtown coffee shop, in sun and snow, warmth and chill. The people 
of Melrose came and went before and around me and gradually they began waving 
hello, chatting, and inquiring about my progress. I am grateful to them and I 
am equally grateful to the smiling young baristas who concocted my lattes, 
visited my table to see if I needed a refill, and stayed to ask questions about 
writing, language, and education. Thanks also to the friends who suffered 
through my incoherent first draft, the members of my writing group, the 
Genrettes Delia Sherman, Rosemary Kirstein, and Didi Stewart. And, when this 
book hadwith their helpmoved beyond its early confusion, even more people read 
the manuscript and helped me to see how to finish it: Amy Axt Hanson, Diane 
Silver, Jeanne Gomol, Debbie Notkin, Deb Manning, my agent, Donald Maass, and my 
beloved Deb Mensinger. As my life is so filled with kind, intelligent, generous 
friends, its no surprise this book is filled with them as well.




Part 1

Ravens Joke






One day, Raven was bored. He left his home in the cliff that can be found at the 
end of the world and went flying back and forth over the forest, until he 
noticed a woman sneaking through the trees. The woman was trying to shoot a deer 
to cook for her three daughters, who had big appetites.
Raven flew up ahead of the hunter until he saw the deer, which was lying in the 
cool shade waiting for sunset. Raven shouted, Run away, deer, as fast as you 
can, for there is a hunters arrow aimed at your heart! The deer jumped up and 
ran into the forest. Then the hunter was very angry and cried, You are an evil 
bird, for because of you my daughters will go hungry!
Raven was ashamed of himself and said, You are right to be angry with me. So 
take your bow and arrow and shoot me, and take me home for your daughters 
supper. So that is what the hunter did. She killed the Raven and cooked him in 
a soup.
Even though the girls ate the soup, they were still hungry, and no matter how 
much they ate, they stayed hungry. And the hunter, their mother, who was tired 
because she had been hunting all day, stayed tired no matter how much she 
rested. And their neighbor, who was very old and sick, never died. And the 
summer never turned to autumn. And the harvest never ripened. And nothing ever 
broke, but the things that already were broken could not be mended.
One day everyone in the world came to visit the tired hunter and her three 
hungry daughters. Did Raven trick you into killing him? they asked. The tired 
hunter told them exactly what had happened. Everyone became very upset with her 
and said, Didnt you know that Raven is the one who decides everything? He may 
be mischievous and hard-hearted, but without him we cannot go forward with our 
lives. You should have thought of what you were doing. Now we will never see our 
children grow up, and whatever we are now, that is what we will always be, and 
nothing will ever change.
They all thought and thought, and then the hunters youngest and hungriest 
daughter said, I know where Ravens bones are. So they dug all Ravens bones 
out of the ashes of the fire. The middle daughter took some string and glue and 
put all the bones together the way they were supposed to be. Then, the oldest 
daughter found all the Ravens wing and tail feathers and glued them on the 
bones. Finally, the hunter took the arrow that had killed the Raven and smeared 
the bones with the blood that was still wet on the arrowhead. And then, all the 
people of the world began to laugh. Hey, Raven, they said, that was a pretty 
good joke! Raven, of course, could never resist a good laugh, so began to laugh 
too. Ha! Ha! he said. That was a good joke! And then he flew on his bone 
wings to the river to eat frogs and snails until he got fat and looked like 
himself again. The hunter shot a deer and her daughters were no longer hungry. 
The harvest ripened, the old neighbor died, and the world continued its journey 
as it should, from summer to winter, from life to death, and from foolishness to 
wisdom.






Chapter One



The woman who was the hope of Shaftal walked in solitude through a snow-muffled 
woodland.
Dressed in three shirts of threadbare wool and an ancient sheepskin jerkin, she 
carried an ax in a sling across her back, and dragged a sledge behind her, in 
which to pile firewood. She might have been any woodcutter setting out between 
storms to replenish the woodpile.
The season of starvation had brought down another deer. It was frozen in a bed 
of churned-up scarlet snow, and the torn skin now lay in stiff rags. Rib bones 
gleamed with frost, the belly was a hollowed cavern, and a gnawed leg bone lay 
at a distance. The woodcutter scarcely glanced at this gruesome mess as she 
strode past, breaking through the snows crust and sinking knee-deep with every 
step. But the ravens that followed behind her uttered hoarse shouts of discovery 
and swooped eagerly down to the feast of carrion. They stalked up to the deers 
remains, sprang nervously up into the air, and landed again. After this silly 
ritual of caution they began to bicker over the best pieces.
The woodcutter, having selected a tree, unslung her ax. As the sharp blade bit 
into the trunk, clots of snow were shaken loose from above. The ravens paid no 
heed, not even when the tree fell with a spectacular crash.
The woodcutter gazed with satisfaction at the fallen trunk. Her cut had revealed 
the trees sick center, the rot that would have soon killed it. Breathing 
heavily, she took off her bright knit cap to cool herself, and her wild hair 
sprang up like the tangled branches of a thicket. Its cold enough to freeze 
snot, she said.
The ravens, apparently easily amused, cackled loudly.
The woodcutter let her gaze wander upwards, across the tree-tops, toward a 
distant smear of smoke, nearly invisible against the heavy clouds. Scholars! 
Theyd die of cold before they noticed they were out of firewood.
Ark! protested a raven, as another stole a tidbit right out of his mouth. They 
scuffled like street children; feathers flew.
Uncivilized birds! The woodcutter struck her ax into the stump.
The birds looked up at her hopefully as she approached the dead deer. Using a 
knife that had been inside her coat, she trimmed back the deers stiff skin and 
sliced off strips of meat, which she fed to the importunate ravens. The birds 
were not yet sated when she abruptly rose out of her squat and turned toward the 
northeast.
She was tall: a giant among the Midlanders. Still, she could not see over the 
treetops, yet she seemed to see something, and her forehead creased. A raven 
flew up to her shoulder. Another storm is coming, the raven said.
Of course, she replied. But theres something else. Something strange. And 
terrible.
In the village, said the raven, as though he knew her mind.
Something has come, she said.
No, it has always been.
Not always. But a long time. Longer than Ive been alive.
Waiting? croaked the raven. Why?
She shrugged. Because some things wait.
The Sainnites came thirty-five years ago. Is this thing theirs?
Yes, they brought it with them.
After this firm declaration, raven and woman both were silent. Then, she took a 
deep breath and added heavily, It is my problem now.
Ark! exclaimed the raven with mocking surprise.
Oh, shut up.
Coward, he retorted.
With a sweep of the hand she flung the bird off her shoulder. He landed in the 
snow, squawking with laughter.
Tell Emil what I am doing, she told him.
She left her ax and strode off through the snow, between the crowded trees. She 
could see the storm coming: a looming black above, trailing a hazy scarf of 
snowfall. She walked toward it.



In the attic of the nearby stone cottage, Medric the seer dreamed of Raven, the 
god of death. I will tell you a story, but you must write the story down, said 
Raven. Medric went to his battered desk and found there a fresh candle burning 
and a newly trimmed pen, which he dipped into an inkwell. What shall I title 
this story? he asked.
Call it The Ravens Joke, said the god, and began: One day, Raven was bored 
...
Downstairs from the seers book-filled attic, a little girl was very busy. She 
had been induced to take a bath that morning, but now had smudges of dirt on her 
wool smock, and a spider web, complete with dead bug, tangled in her hair. The 
woman who sat on the hearth studying a book paid no attention as the girl 
rummaged through cupboards and closets, while conversing with the battered 
stuffed rabbit whose head poked out of her shirt pocket.
A man came into the parlor, looked vaguely around, and said to the woman on the 
hearth, Youre letting the fire go out.
The woman reached for a log and put it onto the coals without taking her eyes 
off the stained page of the ancient book. Her dark skin, hair, and eyes; her 
narrow, sharp features; and her long, complexly braided hair identified her as a 
katrim of the otherwise extinct Ashawalai people. The book she studied was 
written entirely in glyphs; few could have made sense of the arcane text.
Leeba, why have you taken my ink? the man asked the little girl.
I need it, she declared.
I need it also. What do you need it for? You have neither paper nor pen.
I need it for my journey. When I reach a place, Ill ask the people there if 
they need anything. And if they need some ink, Ill sell it to them. By the time 
I come home, Ill have a hundred pennies.
A hundred pennies? Well, lets see. How much were you going to charge for this 
lovely bottle of ink?
There followed an impromptu numbers lesson. The woman on the floor rubbed her 
eyes, for the fireplace was smoking. Finally, she looked up from her book to 
push the split log further into the fireplace, and to blow on it vigorously 
until the flames caught. The man went out, and came back in with a sheet of 
paper and a pen. He said to his daughter, Loan me some ink, Ill make some 
pennies to pay you with.
The woman studied the page, frowningor, perhaps, scowling with concentration. 
A few of the numerous slender plaits of her hair had slipped over her shoulder 
and looped across the page like lengths of black yarn.
The man paid for his bottle of ink with fifteen paper pennies. Zanja, he said.
Dont bother me, the woman said.
He bent over to examine the symbol at which she glared. My land! What are you 
reading?
Koles.
The poet? No wonder youre surly. The poetry students at Kisha University used 
to swear he had randomly copied glyphs out of a lexicon.
Theres always a pattern. Even if the poet himself didnt believe he had a 
reason, or didnt know what his reason was. Her voice trailed off into 
abstraction, and she abruptly reached for something that she expected to find 
dangling from her belt. My glyph cards!
Leeba! said Jhan, horrified.
Leeba interrupted her cheerful humming. Thirty pennies, she demanded.
Oh, dear, said Jhan, as Zanja uncoiled upward from her seat on the hearth.
But the little girl looked up fearlessly as Zanja plucked a pack of cards from 
her collected goods. Your daughter is a thief, said Zanja to Jhan.
Im your daughter too, Leeba protested.
A smile began to do battle with Zanjas glare. You are? How long have I had a 
daughter? How did it happen?
Leeba clasped her by the knees, grinning up at her. Thirty pennies! she 
demanded.
Extortion!
Ill buy them for you, said Jhan hastily. In gratitude. For not strangling 
her. Thirty pennies, Leeba? He began counting paper pennies.
Zanja protested, Its too much. Look at these worn-out old cards! Theyve been 
dunked in water, smeared with mud and grease, andthis is a bloodstain, I 
believe.
There must be some sweat-stains too, said Jhan. He paid his daughter, took 
the cards out of Zanjas hand, and then presented them back to her. A humble 
token of my esteem and gratitude.
Zanja was still smiling as she knelt again on the hearth, tugged the book safely 
out of range of the crackling flames, and began laying out glyph cards.
Leeba, who came over to watch Zanja lay out the cards, said eagerly, Its a 
story!
Its a story with half its pieces missing. In fact She shuffled through the 
deck. Did you take one of the cards? A picture of a person standing halfway in 
a fire?
No. Leeba sat beside her on the hearth and leaned against her. Theres a 
girl, she said, pointing at the card called Silence. Why is she so sad?
Maybe she has no one to play with.
Through this method of question and answer, the sad girls story was revealed: 
how she got herself in trouble due to the lack of a playmate, and how her toy 
rabbit came alive after being fed a magical tea from a miniature teapot. Leeba 
leapt up and ran out of the room. Jhan, who had been drawing again, commented, 
I certainly hope that Emils traveling tea set is well hidden. Is this a 
suitable replacement for the missing card?
He handed her a stiff piece of paper, on which he had carefully drawn the glyph 
called Death-and-Life, or the Pyre, in the lower left hand corner. Above and 
around the ancient symbol, he had drawn an anatomically convincing picture of a 
person half in, half out of a burning fire. The half that was in the fire was 
skeleton; the other half was a very muscular woman with what appeared to be a 
bush growing on her head.
Zanja gazed at it until Jhan began apologetically, Its not very artistic.
It looks like Karis, Zanja said.
It does? He looked at his own drawing in surprise. I guess that makes sense. 
It is the Gdeons glyph, after all. Its natural I would draw her.
In the kitchen, there was the distinct familiar sound of disaster, followed by 
the equally familiar sound of Norina losing her temper. Jhan rose from his 
squat, saying mildly, Hasnt Leeba learned not to drop a kettle when that 
mother is in the room? He went off to make peace in the kitchen.
Zanja said to his back, too softly for him to hear, Karis is everything. But 
shes not the Gdeon.
The parlor windows, double-shuttered against the cold, shut out the light as 
well. Jhan had drawn his pictures by lamplight, but he had thriftily blown out 
the flame as he left. Now gloom descended, and silence. By flickering firelight, 
Zanja studied the newly drawn glyph card in her hand. She felt no pity for the 
woman paralyzed in the flame.
The glyphic illustrations often gave Zanja a path to self-knowledge, but at this 
moment she was reluctant to acknowledge that she might be pitiless and 
impatient. For four-and-a-half years Leebas entire lifeZanja and Karis had 
been lovers. Yet Zanja understood Karis less with every passing year. Like the 
woman in the pyre, who was neither completely consumed nor fully created, Karis 
remained inexplicably contented. Zanja was the one who could not endure this 
inaction.
She heard Emil return from his weekly trip to town. With much stamping on the 
door mat, he announced unnecessarily that it was snowing, and added that 
according to his watch, which he knew was accurate since he had just set it by 
the town clock, it was time for tea. Leeba loudly demanded magic tea for her 
rabbit. The racket brought Medric blundering sleepily down the stairs, to 
plaintively ask for help finding his spectacles.
Im afraid Leeba took them, Jhan said. He called rather desperately, Zanja!
Im coming. She extricated both pairs of Medrics spectacles from Leebas 
pile, and forced herself to leave the quiet parlor and step into the chaotic 
kitchen. There Medric, even more tousled and beleaguered than usual, stood near 
the stairway peering confusedly into the cluttered room, where Emil fussed over 
the teapot, Norina sliced bread for Jhan to toast, and Leeba managed to be in 
everyones way. Zanja set a pair of spectacles onto Medrics nose and put the 
other into his pocket. Wrong! he declared, and, having exchanged the pair in 
his pocket for the pair on his nose, asked, Do you think there might be 
something a bit disordered about our lives?
Weve got too much talent and not enough sense.
Really? Is that possible? Well, if you say so. He added vaguely, Your raven 
god has been telling me a story about himself. Why is that, do you suppose?
Whatever Raven told you, Zanja said, dont believe a word of it.
Medric managed to appear simultaneously entertained and offended. Im not a 
complete idiot. Not more than halfway, I shouldnt think. I certainly know an 
untrustworthy god when I meet one!
Medric had spoken loudly in his own defense, and everyone in the room stopped 
working to stare at him. Norina displayed her usual expression of unrestrained 
skepticism, which was only enhanced by the old scar that bisected one cheek and 
eyebrow. Emil gazed at Medric with amusement and respect. That is a bizarre 
pronouncement.
Isnt it? An underdeveloped wraith of a man, Medric had to stretch to get his 
mouth near Zanjas ear. He whispered, Ravens joke: nothing changes.
She looked at him sharply, but he had already swept Leeba up in a madmans dance 
dizzy enough to put all thoughts of magic tea right out of the little girls 
head.
The last time Zanja heard the Ashawalai tale of Ravens Joke, she had been 
huddled with her clan in a building much more crowded than this one, while the 
snow, piled higher than the roof, insulated them against the howling wind of a 
dreadful storm. To her people, the tale had made sense of the maddening stasis 
of winter. Now, perhaps Medrics vision was admonishing her for her impatience. 
Or perhaps it was congratulating her for it.
Wheres Karis? asked Norina.
Emil looked surprised. You dont know? A raven told me she had gone to town, 
though I didnt see her there.
The toast was buttered, the tea poured, and the letters distributed from the 
capacious pockets of Emils greatcoat. All three men had received letters, for 
they each kept up a voluminous correspondence. Today, even Norina had a letter, 
which she viewed with doubtful surprise and seemed disinclined to open. Zanja 
helped Leeba with her milk and spread jam on her toast, then lay out the glyph 
cards again.
Once again, she studied Leebas sad girl, the glyph called Silence. To Zanja, 
silence signified thought, but to Karis it might signify inarticulateness. What 
has Silence to do with the Pyre, Zanja wondered? In the Pyre, death becomes 
life; life becomes death. But if nothing changes, the fire cannot do its work of 
transformation. Thus the person in the pyre is trapped between death and life, 
and cannot speak at all, not even to say, Help me.
In the hush, it almost seemed Zanja could hear the snowflakes floating down and 
settling outside the door. She was aware that Medric, across the table from her, 
was only pretending to read his letter. Then Norina, who had finally broken the 
seal of her letter, uttered a snort, Emil grunted, and Jhan folded up a letter 
with apparent satisfaction. The trade in smoke appears to be in a serious 
decline, he announced.
Of course it is, said Emil. Havent you healers cured almost every smoke 
addict in the land, now that you know how to do it? He tapped his own letter 
with a fingertip. Heres something downright strange. Willis, from South 
Hilldo you recall him?
Medric had known of Willis but had never met him, Norina had met him only once, 
and Jhan might not remember who he was and what he had done. Zanja responded, 
though, as if Emils question had been directed to her. Willis? Wasnt he the 
one who shot me, beat me, imprisoned me, called me a traitor, and nearly had me 
killed? No, I had completely forgotten him.
I am extremely surprised to hear that, said Emil gravely. Listen to what my 
South Hill friend wrote to me: We have received some word of Willis at last. He 
claims to have had a vision of the Lost Gdeon! Apparently, he has formed a 
company of his own, for he believes he has been chosen to single-handedly lead 
the people of Shaftal in a final battle that will eliminate every last trace of 
the Sainnites from the land.
There was a long, amazed silence. Zanja sat back in her chair and began to 
laugh. Oh, Emil, write a letter to Willis and tell him exactly where the Lost 
Gdeon is, and what she is doing.
Wouldnt you rather tell him yourself? asked Emil with a grin.
My letter is just as peculiar, said Norina. Listen to this: I must speak 
with Karis on a matter of some urgency. I beg you, in the name of Shaftal, to 
convince her to meet with me as soon as the weather permits travel, in a place 
of her choosing. Signed, Mabin, Councilor of Shaftal, General of Paladins.
Emil, who had just picked up his teacup, set it down again rather sharply. I 
dont believe it.
Norina passed him the letter. He examined it closely. Well, it appears to be 
Mabins handwriting.
Norina said, If Mabin thinks Karis will even be in the same region with her
Mabin must think you can change her mind.
Norina snorted. Well, the councilor is under a misapprehension.
Medric, to protect his unstable insight, did not drink tea and avoided both fat 
and sweets, so he had nothing to eat but a piece of dry toast that he had torn 
into bits. He now sat very quietly with his palms together and his fingertips 
against his mouth. He returned Zanjas glance, and his spectacles magnified the 
intentness of his gaze. Even without the seers expectant look, all these 
significant letters would have seemed like portents to Zanja. At last, something 
was going to happen!
Then, they heard the sound of Karis stamping the snow off her boots outside the 
door. Leeba leaped up, shrieking with joy, making every mug and cup on the table 
rattle ominously. A flurry of snow followed Karis into the house. The door 
seemed disinclined to shut, but could not resist her. Karis let Emil help her 
out of her coat, and bent over so Leeba could brush the snow out of her tangled 
thicket of hair. The room had shrunk substantially; the furniture looked like 
toys; even lanky Emil seemed reduced to the size of a half-grown child. If Karis 
had stood upright, her head would have dented the plaster. But it was not the 
mere impact of her size that made the house seem to stretch itself, gasping.
Perhaps Karis was immovable, thought Zanja, but she also was unstoppable.
Kariss kiss tasted of snow. Zanja, the ravens would have told you where I had 
gone, but you didnt venture out the door. What was I to do? Send a poor bird 
down the chimney?
Emil had pulled out a chair for Karis. The chair groaned under her weight, and 
groaned again as Leeba crawled into her lap. Zanja pushed over her own untasted 
toast and untouched cup of tea, both of which Karis dispatched before Emil could 
bring her the teapot and bread plate.
Theres an illness in town, Karis said. And theres going to be a lot more of 
it. And not just here. She tapped a forge-blackened fingertip on the tabletop. 
Here, she said. Here. And here.
Jhan examined the tables surface as though he could see the map of Shaftal 
that to Karis was as real and immediate as the landscape outside the door.
And here, Karis added worriedly, tapping a finger in the west.
Leeba peered at the tabletop, then up at Karis. Whats wrong with the table?
Illness doesnt spread like that, Jhan objected. Not in winter, anyway. Sick 
people cant travel far in the snowso illness doesnt travel far, either. He 
frowned at the scratched, stained surface of the table.
It was already there, Karis said. It was waiting.
Then it could be waiting in other places, too.
Yes.
Jhan stood up. Ill start packing.
Karis nodded. She said belatedly to her daughter, Leeba, theres nothing wrong 
with the table.
You said the table is sick!
No, its Shaftal thats sick.
Leeba looked dubiously at the tabletop.
Emil, busy smearing jam on toast almost as fast as Karis could eat it, gave 
Zanja a thoughtful, level look. He was worrying about Shaftal he always was. 
How will this illness affect the balance of power in Shaftal? He was probably 
wondering. Will it show us a way to peace?
Zanja plucked a card from her deck, but the glyph her fingers chose to lay down 
on the table did not seem like an answer to Emils unspoken question. It was the 
Wall, usually interpreted as an insurmountable obstacle: an obdurate symbol that 
in a glyph pattern often meant utter negation. She could not think of what, if 
anything, the glyph might mean at this moment.
From the other side of the table, Medric said, That glyph looks upside down to 
me.
Maybe youre upside down, Zanja said.
Maybe you are, Medric replied solemnly.
Zanja considered that comment. If it was intended as a criticism, it certainly 
was gentle enough. She said to Karis, Im coming with you and Jhan.
Before Karis could reply, Medric said, Pack carefully, Zanja. Ill go copy a 
few pages of Koles for you to bring with you. Itll keep you preoccupied for 
months.
For months? Karis asked sharply.
Medric waggled his eyebrows. Oh, and Ive thought of another book you had 
better bring along. He headed back upstairs to his library. A notorious waster 
of time, he could be quite efficient when he had to be.
Norina said, Karis, you have to look at this letter and tell me what to do with 
it. She pushed it across the table.
As Zanja left the kitchen to start packing, Karis was already reading Mabins 
letter. A moment later, Zanja heard her utter a sharp shout of laughter.



Chapter Two



In the hot kitchen of the Smiling Pig Inn, Garland had finished feeding everyone 
and was starting the stock for tomorrows soup when the serving girl bustled in 
and informed him that a dozen people had just arrived. They had taken all the 
places closest to the fire, which had left the regular customers feeling put 
out. Garland had to make a lot of fried potatoes, and the girl nagged him to 
hurry up. Give them some soup, he told her. You know theyll complain even 
louder if I serve them scorched raw potatoes.
No ones fussier about their food than you are, the girl said, and Garland 
took that as a compliment. She filled bowls with bean soup and would have 
forgotten to sprinkle them with bacon crumbs and caramelized onions if Garland 
hadnt stopped her. She complied, rolling her eyes with exasperation.
Theyre already asking about tomorrows breakfast, the girl reported when she 
returned with the empty bowls. They have to leave at first light, they say. And 
they want to carry dinner with them when they go.
First light? Whos in that big a hurry at this time of year?
Theyre skating the ice road all the way to the coast, and the old timers are 
telling them the ice will break up any day now.
Garlands heart sank. When the ice broke up, it would be spring. And what would 
become of him then?
The potatoes are done, he said. Take those plates out of the warming oven, 
will you? He served, swiftly, slices of crispy roast pork, mounds of crackling 
fried potatoes, and scoops of steaming pudding, all in the time it took the girl 
to ladle out the boiling applesauce. Five months Garland had been cooking in 
this kitchen, from first snow to last, and no one had yet complained that their 
food was cold. In fact, no one had complained at all, and many had asked for 
more.
Help me with this! the girl said impatiently. Garland glanced around to make 
certain there was nothing on the stove or in the oven that demanded his 
immediate attention, picked up a tray, and followed her out into the public 
room.
The room was crowded, and everyone huddled as close to the fireplace as they 
could get. It might have been nearly spring, but that didnt prevent the wind 
from blowing hard and bitter enough to find a way in through stone and mortar. 
People had taken off their coats and gloves, but tucked their hands in their 
armpits and loudly demanded that another log be added to the fire.
Heres supper, the girl called cheerily. Sizzling hot! Take the cold right 
out of your bones!
Is that the cook? someone asked. That was a fine soup.
The newcomers crowded the trestle table. Yow! cried one young woman as she 
burned her tongue on a piece of potato. It seemed an unlikely group to be taking 
such a long, fast journey together, Garland thought as he distributed the hot 
plates. Members of a farm family usually bore a regional resemblance to each 
other even if they were only related by marriage, but these people did not look 
much alike. And in any case, it would be unusual for so many members of a single 
family to travel together like this. Garland had learned a little about farming 
during his years of wandering: a farmstead that missed spring planting time 
because its farmers were on a trip was surely heading for disaster.
The way they passed the plates to each other revealed a peculiar hierarchy. 
Among Shaftali, the hierarchy should be determined by age, but here the man most 
fussed over was not the oldest. While fetching salt cellars and mustard pots, 
Garland kept glancing at him surreptitiously, noting how everyone fell silent to 
listen to his trivial remarks.
Back in the kitchen, Garland cubed the leftover pork and mixed it with parboiled 
vegetables to make a filling for turnovers. He put together a sturdy dougha 
tricky business to make a dough strong without making it toughand seeded it 
with dried rosemary before breaking it into fist-sized balls and rolling them 
out.
The girl came in, and before she opened her mouth Garland said, Bring them 
slices of dried apple pie. Theres clotted cream in the pantry. He crimped the 
edges of the first turnover, and sprinkled it with a bit of salt.
Is that for their dinner tomorrow? the girl asked as she got the pies out of 
the warming oven. Will it taste good cold?
Well, Im spicing it up a little more than I would if it were eaten hot, and if 
those people have got any sense theyll keep their dinner inside their coats so 
it doesnt freeze.
Garland flinched as the girl lost control of the pie server and wrecked what 
would have been a lovely slice of pie. Who cares what it looks like? the girl 
said impatiently.
Garland said, So what do you think about those people? Are they Paladins?
They must be. The girl frowned with concentration as she served out the 
dollops of cream. Garland had tried to teach her how to make each spoonful a 
work of art, but the lesson didnt seem to have taken hold.
That looks nice, he said, to encourage her.
Youre an odd sort of man, she replied irritably, and then added, Its 
peculiar to see Paladins traveling at this time of year, dont you think? 
Usually they winter with their families, dont they, like ordinary people?
This comment may not have been intended as a criticism of Garlands irregular 
status, but he didnt reply, and pretended to be having difficulty with the 
turnover dough. The girl finally said apologetically, I guess some people dont 
have families.
A person who lacked a family was assumed to be at fault, and so most vagabonds 
made some effort to counteract this social disapproval by concocting ornate 
tales of family tragedy or betrayal that made them look like victims or heroes. 
However, Garland did not know enough about Shaftali families to be able to 
conduct such an elaborate pretense, so he always declared that his past was too 
painful to talk about. For nearly five years, that approach had kept people from 
prying, but it also had kept them from even considering offering Garland a 
permanent home. He was lucky to have this temporary position, lucky that the 
innkeeping family had found themselves unexpectedly short-handed when Garland 
happened to be wandering through last summer. But two young people would be 
marrying into the innkeeping family come spring, and both of them were reported 
to be competent cooks.
Garland sometimes wondered what would happen if he told someone he was a 
Sainnite. It seemed to him the truth should earn him sympathy, but he thought it 
much more likely the truth would get him killed. Those Paladins out there in the 
public room, for instance, who even now were gobbling up his delectable pie, 
they would nod with satisfaction, belching as they washed his blood from their 
hands. One less monster in Shaftal, they might say. Too bad he was such a 
good cook.
Later, with the pots washed, the leftovers in the cold cupboard, and the next 
mornings bread dough rising in the lingering warmth of the oven, Garland 
finally got around to serving himself a little supper, and went out into the 
public room to eat it. Most of the guests had left for home or gone to bed, but 
the twelve ice travelers remained; some huddled by the good oak fire still 
trying to get warm, while others took turns sharpening their skate blades. 
Garland went to sit at an empty table, but someone called, Hey, cook!
It was the Paladin commander, beckoning him over. No, bring your meal and join 
us. Its warmer over here.
Garland protested to no effect. One of the Paladins had already risen to make 
room for him, and he found himself seated beside the commander. His appetite 
evaporated. He knew his Shaftalese was as good as anyones; he knew his 
appearance was nothing extraordinary, both language and appearance having been 
given him by his Shaftali mother. But he did not particularly trust his ability 
to tell believable lies.
Youre awfully thin for a cook, the commander commented. Are you just getting 
a chance to eat?
Its been a busy night, Garland said. He took a spoonful of the soup, and 
though he analyzed its constructionthe onions were bitter, but that couldnt be 
avoided at this time of yearhe did not actually enjoy the taste. He glanced 
sideways at the commander. Older than Garland, probably in his forties, the 
commander had a rough look about him: a face burned to leather by wind and sun, 
an untrimmed, grizzled beard, and tangled hair. Garland noticed no piercings in 
the mans earlobe. He looked again to make sure, and accidentally caught the man 
making a similar survey of him.
Im Willis, said the commander, and introduced some of the others nearby.
I hear youre skating to the coast, said Garland.
The others energetically recounted tales of their journey, and in the telling 
made their chilly, effortful trip seem more adventurous than miserable. Garland 
managed another sneaking glance at the commander. He did not even have scars on 
his earlobe from old piercings. Most Paladins were irregulars, recruited into 
the war after the Fall of the House of Lilterwess some twenty years before, but 
Garland had often heard that Mabin would promote to commander only those who had 
taken Paladin vows, as this man apparently had not. So these people were not 
Paladins after all. But what were they?
Willis turned to Garland, who hastily jammed a chunk of meat into his mouth. We 
hear youre not one of the innkeepers. Youre a wandering man, taken in for the 
winter.
Garland nodded, chewing.
Youve put some fine food in front of us tonight He looked around, and his 
companions uttered enthusiastic confirmations excessively enthusiastic, Garland 
thought.
Thank you, he mumbled, and stuffed in another bite.
So what is it youre seeking? What would it take to end your wandering?
It was a shocking question, and not only because Garland realized he was being 
recruited. He swallowed, and said carefully, Sir, fact is Im a coward.
Garland had surprised Willis in return, he saw, and this was not a man who liked 
to be surprised. Cowardice? Theres no such thing! People who believe enough in 
what theyre doing, that belief overrides fear. Thats what bravery is. You just 
need something worth believing in.
The serving girl had gone to bed and wasnt around to come to Garlands rescue. 
If he suddenly declared he had to check something in the kitchen, it would raise 
suspicions rather than fool anyone. Garland said, I do believe in something: 
food. And Im still a coward.
Willis apparently decided Garland had to be joking, and uttered a hearty laugh 
that all his sycophants echoed just as heartily.
Give me your hand, brother, said Willis. Helpless to refuse, Garland 
reluctantly let his hand be clasped. Williss hand was warm, rough, his grip 
strong. Im going to tell you something that happened to me, said Willis. And 
when Im done, youll have something to believe in.
For a single, dreadful moment, Garland felt himself begin to slip. These people 
wanted him. And wasnt that, after all, what Garland sought? He wanted it so 
badly he almost could believe it was possible he could belong with thesebut 
what were they? Garland applied himself desperately to his plate, thinking that 
the sooner he finished, the sooner he could claim exhaustion and take himself 
off to bed.
It quickly became apparent he would run out of food before Willis ran out of 
words. I was a wandering man like you, once, Willis began. You remember all 
that business in South Hill, five years ago? Well, you must have heard about the 
Wilton garrison being burned down, at least.
Garland had heard about it, all right. That had happened in his first months as 
a deserter, the first summer that Cadmar had been general. Garland hadnt yet 
learned to trust his ability to disguise himself as Shaftali. Peoples anger at 
the Sainnites had been running high that year, and with every reported atrocity 
in South Hill, it had risen even higher. Never mind that the Sainnites had taken 
as bad a beating as they had giventheir garrison practically burned to the 
ground, and who knows how many seasoned soldiers killed or disabled. Of course 
Garland could not ask someone to explain to him why, if the violence in Shaftal 
was such a terrible thing, no one became outraged at, or even mentioned, those 
dead Sainnites.
Willis had been telling him about his own involvement in the events in South 
Hill, and Garland didnt want to care or pay attention. Now Willis was saying, 
And that was cowardice. That commander was always holding back. And Mabin, 
backing him up, that was cowardice too.
Garland looked up from his nearly empty plate, shocked. Even among the 
Sainnites, Councilor Mabin was a legend. Someone else at the table said swiftly, 
Oh, Mabin is a great leader, no doubt about that! But perhaps she has lost her 
vision. Thousands of fighters shes got at her commandmaybe not as many as 
there are soldiers, but close enoughand yet she wont let them take offensive 
action. A few decisive blows is all that would be required!
She doesnt believe enough, someone else murmured. She doesnt believe in 
Shaftal enough.
These other voices fell immediately silent as Willis took up his tale again. So 
I left South Hill. And for a good long while, I confess I was giving in to 
despair. I dont know how long youve been without a family, but for me a year 
was nearly enough to kill me. There I was, half frozen in an inn like this one, 
begging someone to spare me a penny so I could eat a bit of bread. Well, you 
know, it leaves a person thinking that he really is of no account. And that was 
when I heard the story of the Lost Gdeon.
Garland looked around himself. Everyone at the table appeared transported by 
devotion. After all this talk of courage and belief, Garland belatedly realized 
what these people had actually meant. They believedhed never seen anything 
like it beforeand what they believed in was a story. Garland had heard the 
story, of course, but when he had heard it the first timethat same winter, 
apparently, that Willis had first heard ithe had given it no importance. He had 
thought that this wild tale of a big woman piercing Mabin in the heart with a 
steel spike was just another legend about the Councilors astonishing ability to 
survive. But eventually Garland had figured out why Shaftali people were 
enthralled by this story, a reason that several people at the table were now 
repeating in an eager chorus: Only the Gdeon can spike someones heart and 
leave the heart still beating. Only the Gdeon can do it, without a trial, to 
put that persons life in the Gdeons hands.
And a question came to me, said Willis, his voice more and more taking on the 
sonority of speechmaking rather than conversation. I thought to myself, if 
theres a Gdeon in Shaftal, then why does she not act to free us of the 
Sainnite curse? Why does she spike the heart of our brave, much admired general? 
And then she came to me, the Lost Gdeon herself.
Youve met her? Garland cried.
A vision, impatiently muttered the woman at his left. Apparently, this was not 
the proper time to interrupt Willis.
She came to me, continued Willis. And she said, Dont you see, you fool? 
Mabin has failed Shaftal. And so have you, she said to me. But Im giving you 
one last chance. Act decisively! Rid Shaftal at last of the Sainnites that 
befoul the blessed land! Eliminate the Sainnites, and I will come at last. Do 
not make me wait! Williss voice had risen to a shout; now he lowered it to a 
murmur. Thats what she said. And I was pierced by her words, I say, pierced to 
the heart. And from that day on Ive lived only to do the Gdeons will.
He turned to Garland, no doubt to check the effect of his words before he 
delivered the final persuasive speech that probably had convinced each of his 
devoted followers to join the company.
Garland stood up. Good luck to you! He fled, even leaving his dirty plate 
behind. He ran full tilt up the stairs to his bedroom in the chilly attic, and 
bolted the door for the first time since he had become a resident. They could 
easily kick down the door, of course, but the innkeeper family would surely not 
stand for that. Surely not!
His sweat was ice cold. He was shaking so he could hardly stand, but was too 
terrified to sit. His ears ached with listening, but he heard only the sound of 
the roof creaking the way it always did on a windy night.
After some hours he finally convinced himself to get into bed, and, some hours 
after that, to fall asleep. His dreams were full of bloodshed. He ran and ran, 
but wherever he fled, his mothers people and his fathers people were in battle 
with each other. And then Shaftali and Sainnite both turned on him crying out, 
No one of your heritage will ever cook for us! So what? he replied, 
absurdly. At the rate youre killing each other, there soon will be no one to 
cook for!
He awoke late, with an innkeeper pounding on his door, and by the time he 
stumbled downstairs, Willis and his people were long gone.



Chapter Three



A soldiers life swings between boredom and terror. Even though 
Lieutenant-General Clement had endured thirty-five dull winters in Shaftal, she 
still preferred the boredom. But oh, she yearned for sunshinethough not for the 
renewal of conflict that would accompany better weather.
Surely I am old enough to know that theres no point in wanting anything, she 
thought.
As she stepped into the spare quarters that housed the General of Sainnites in 
Shaftal, she could hear the hollow clangor of the midday bell. Cadmar, though he 
had even less to do at this time of year than Clement did, was just getting 
around to shaving. Peering into a tiny round mirror, he deftly turned his face 
this way and that to follow the track of the razor. His chin glimmered with a 
white frost of stubble where he had not yet shaved, and he had to stretch his 
sagging skin for the razor. Well? he said, without looking at Clement.
Nothing to report, General.
He grunted and gestured with his razor in the direction of his table, on which 
sat a dented, soot-smeared tea kettle. Clement crossed the chilly room to the 
even chillier bay window, where one shutter hung open to let in what passed for 
light. Soldiers desperate for something to do had recently refinished Cadmars 
battered table, and its surface now shone like ice and was just about as slick. 
As Clement poured herself tea, the heavy pottery mug nearly slid over the 
tables edge. The tea did not steam as it poured, and no warmth seeped from the 
mug into Clements cold-numbed hand.
Do you want some tea, Gilly? she asked the generals lucky man, who sat like a 
blasted crow on his stool.
Not if the tea is cold, Gilly said, without looking up. He turned a page, 
squinting in the dim light.
You need spectacles.
Cadmar, still peering into his tiny mirror, uttered a snort. Spectacles 
wouldnt help his appearance any!
They couldnt hurt, said Gilly absently.
Gilly was a hideous man. His face and form might have been put through the 
wringers in a laundry and then frozen in that twisted, crumpled state. His face 
was crooked, his eyes uneven, his ears out of level, his shoulders hunched in a 
position of permanent furtive-ness, his spine so contorted it seemed amazing he 
could stand, even with the support of a sturdy cane. However, Clement was 
oblivious to Gillys ugliness except when Cadmar amused himself by pointing it 
out. Cadmar had plucked the ugly beggar boy out of a Hanishport gutter thirty 
years ago, but it was Clement who, by defending him from the soldiers abuse, 
had won his lifelong friendship.
The Sainnites had still believed then that every winter in Shaftal would be 
their last. Any day now, they believed, they would conquer this land of stubborn 
farmers, and offer the subjected country to one of the lords of Sainna as a 
bribe to let the exiled soldiers come home. In the early years, none of them 
could have imagined that they would die of old age in a still-unconquered land.
Clement drank the cold tea and half listened to Cadmars tedious account of the 
various bouts he had fought in the training ring that morning. Fortunately, 
Clements smaller size had always excused her from being the big mans training 
partner. Though she often wished to pummel him, it was more likely to be the 
reverse: no one admired Cadmars acumen, but his prowess as a fighter was beyond 
doubt.
Cadmar began telling old, often repeated jokes that he had heard in the mens 
bathhouse. Gilly finally looked up from his book and rescued Clement with a 
comment about the storm that was approaching. They argued amicably about whether 
or not this winter was lingering longer than the last, until Cadmar, impatient 
with any conversation that was not about him, dismissed her.
Gods be thanked, muttered Clement after the door was shut behind her.
However, she had nothing else to do. She had tended the flower bulbs that 
bloomed on her windowsill; her quarters were pristine, her uniforms clean and 
mended, and she had bathed herself and changed her bed linens only yesterday. 
That morning she had attended the gathering of the garrisons senior officers, 
who were themselves desperate to create new projects to divert the soldiers from 
picking fights with each other.
They were all half mad with cold and confinement and the bad humors that move 
like evil spirits from one barracks to the next. But Clement doubted that anyone 
had more cause for wretchedness than she had. For five years, she and Gilly had 
conspired to keep a dreadful truth secret from everyone but Cadmar. And Cadmar 
sustained his own equanimity by listening selectively or, when that failed, by 
re-shaping the inconvenient facts into a comforting new form.
The man was a marvel, really.
Clement started down the hall. She would take a walk before the storm confined 
her indoors again. At the front door, she found that the soldiers on watch duty 
had already taken shelter in the anteroom. Its gotten awfully cold out there, 
Lieutenant-General, one warned. Clement set her teeth and stepped out the door 
into the rising wind. By the gods, it was a bitter day! Surely, if the Sainnites 
had arrived at Shaftal in winter rather than in summer, they would have simply 
expired of cold.
Winters in their homeland, Sainna, had been little more than interruptions in 
the growing season. In Sainna there had been lush croplands, vineyards, fat cows 
in green fields. And there had been soldiers, fighting in the service of one or 
another bloodthirsty lord, killing each other over possession of one or another 
tract of land. In Sainna, Clement had been born in a child-crowded hovel outside 
a garrison, and had never been certain which of the four constantly pregnant 
women had given birth to her. She regularly saw her siblings sold to soldiers, 
then one day was herself sold to a new mother, Gabian, who took her into the 
garrison to become a soldier. A couple of years later, their entire battalion 
was forced to sea, and they became refugees.
Clement remembered riding on her mothers back as they ran for the docks with an 
army at their heels. She had been eight, or maybe nine years old. She did not 
know she was screaming with fear until her mother put her down on the ships 
deck and slapped her to make her be quiet. After that, a blur of seasickness, 
bad water and worse food, and a single clear memory of being brought above deck 
to see some gigantic fishes, bigger than the ship. Their ship had run aground on 
the rocky, inhospitable coast of Shaftal, and Clement arrived in her new land by 
being heaved out of a longboat and dumped onto the sand, along with several 
other children and a great pile of armor, weaponry, and supplies. One of the 
soldiers who rowed that boat repeatedly through treacherous waters so as to 
unload the wrecked ship of its supplies and passengers had been as a god to her: 
a big, golden-haired young man whose great muscles gleamed with freezing spray, 
whose blue eyes glinted with joy when a jagged rock or towering breaker 
challenged his strength. That man had been Cadmar.
It had been high summer then, but the Sainnites had soon learned the bitter 
facts about Shaftals weather. Today, the wind felt sharp enough to trim the 
skin off Clements face. She pulled the muffler up to her eyes, jammed her hat 
down over her ears, and set out across the sand-strewn ice. She walked briskly, 
giving every appearance of having a destination, exchanging greetings with the 
few soldiers unfortunate enough to have outdoor business. Most of the five 
hundred here in Watfield Garrison would be in the barracks, huddled together 
under blankets rather than using their days ration of fuel, grumbling, arguing, 
gambling, and telling each other the same worn-out stories over and over again.
Clement walked a half-circuit of the garrison. At the edge of a wasteland of 
snow, she perched on an ice-encased stone bench and tried to imagine the garden 
that would emerge here in the spring. The flower bulbs she had inherited from 
her soldier mother were planted under this snow. That they would soon bloom 
seemed unbelievable.
The cold had taken hold of her very bones when the gray sky blithely began 
scattering stars of snow across her lap. She broke her own torpor by cursing the 
weather, and then, because it made her feel better, continued to curse as she 
walked, starting with her enemies, but not neglecting her friends and herself. 
She cursed everyone in Shaftal while she was at it, and everyone who had ever 
been born, and only stopped short of cursing the gods because her angry, 
snow-kicking perambulation had finally brought her near enough to the gate that 
one of the guards might have noticed and been perplexed by her behavior.
The gate, just then being shoved open to admit a new arrival, contained the city 
beyond in an illusory cage composed of its heavy iron bars: the narrow street, 
the high, steep-roofed buildings that seemed ghostly and restless in the falling 
snow. In those buildings, the people of Watfield did whatever they 
didtirelessly busy, indifferent to weather, oblivious to the threatening 
presence of the garrison. Artisans, shopkeepers, builders, brokersthey worked 
hard, ate well, lived comfortably, and followed rules or laws that Clement 
simply could not comprehend, no matter how often Gilly explained them to her.
Clement walked over to the gate captain and pulled aside her muffler so he could 
see her face in case snow had obscured the insignia on her hat. He saluted 
casuallyafter five years it was generally known that Clement didnt share 
Cadmars obsession with protocoland said, Its a messenger from Han.
Han? Thats a journey of a good twelve days.
In good weather, said the captain, on a clear road. But it took this soldier 
some twenty days, she says. She sure walks like she has a case of frostbite. 
Here, you, soldier!
The limping messenger blundered her way to the captain and made a vague gesture 
that might have been a salute. The captain said, This is Lieutenant-General 
Clement. You can give your message to her.
The messenger peered at Clement, apparently snow-blind, and asked hoarsely, 
Youre Clement?
Clement had once known every soldier in Han Garrison, but she did not recognize 
this woman. Im afraid I am. Have you got a packet somewhere inside all those 
clothes? Lets get you out of this weather, eh?
Take her in the barracks, said the captain, gesturing so Clement would know 
which barracks he meant. Theyre having a birthday party on the mens side, if 
you dont mind a bit of noise.
Whose wretched luck was it to be born in this dreadful month?
The captain grinned. Eliminate all the dreadful months and you wouldnt have 
many left for people to be born in.
Clement took the messenger by the elbow and led her to shelter. In the cold trap 
it was not much warmer than it was outside, but further inside, the coals in the 
fireplace still gave off a little heat. f he room was plain, low ceilinged for 
warmth, with its windows caulked shut and insulated with straw and burlap. The 
neat room, crowded with beds, smelled as bad as might be expected, of dirty 
linens, unwashed chamber pots, and used blood rags. The messenger took a deep 
breath of the stink and said hoarsely, Home.
Knock some of that snow off your clothes, will you, and Ill get these coals to 
flame a bit.
On the other side of the dividing wall, the company was enthusiastically, if 
tunelessly, thumping and shouting their way through the last verse of a 
particularly raunchy birthday song. The cake they ate would be gluey at best, 
since Cadmar had driven away Watfield Garrisons talented cook some five years 
ago.
When Clement commanded Han Garrison during the three years she had managed to 
get herself out from behind Cadmar, the entire garrison had turned out to sing 
to her on her birthday every year. Then the old general died, Cadmar was elected 
to replace him, and he gave Clement her unwelcome promotion. Now, no one cared 
when it was her birthday.
Im glad to see you, Clement said to the exhaustion-addled messenger, now the 
fire was burning. Youve distracted me from poisoning myself with pity.
Eh? the messenger said. Its dark in here, isnt it?
Clement brought the messenger to the fire, unbuttoned her coat, and sat her down 
on a stool. Can you see my insignias now? So you believe who I am?
The messenger peered blurrily at Clements hat. All right. She plucked a 
packet from the inner pocket of her coat, releasing with her movements a stink 
of sweat and another smell that reminded Clement unpleasantly of rotten meat. 
The woman handed Clement the packet, then toppled messily off the stool.
Startled, Clement felt the womans greasy skull to make certain she hadnt 
cracked her head open. Her head felt scalding hot. She left the woman collapsed 
on the hearth, head pillowed on stone and one leg still tangled in the stool, 
and shouted out the door at a passing soldier to fetch a medic. Then, she broke 
open the packet and read its contents by the dim, glittering light of the 
snowstorm.
Commander Taran had written with the unapologetic terseness of extreme duress. 
An epidemic has overcome the garrison, a hideous illness so swift and vicious I 
fear for all our lives.
Gods of hell! Clement cried. She dropped the letter, slammed her fist through 
the thick skin of ice over the water in the bucket, and plunged in both her 
hands. A yellow bar of soap lay nearby; she whacked it on the floor to break it 
loose from its dish, and began vigorously scrubbing her hands. But she could not 
think how to scrub the womans contaminated breath out of her lungs.
An epidemic could do us in, she muttered. Bloody hell!
The stricken woman uttered some ugly, choking sounds and flailed her arms 
vaguely. The fetor of the room was overlaid by the appalling stink of vomit.
Did you have to be such a hero? Clement asked her. Couldnt you have died on 
the road?
The womans aimless movements stilled. Clement slammed open the barracks door 
and again shouted for help. The snow, falling heavily now, swallowed her voice, 
but eventually a shape approached out of the white curtain, and she told the 
soldier to fetch the guard captain.
The entire gate watch goes into immediate isolation, she told the captain. 
Send someone who had no contact with the messenger to inform Commander Ellid.
Youll have to be isolated too, Lieutenant-General.
Aye, she said glumly. Better inform the general of that fact.



The stricken messenger died before the day was out. When the dead woman was 
undressed, the medic found a horror: a gruesome sore in the armpit that seeped 
pus and stank of rot, and black marks like the footprints of a fell creature 
that had marched across her belly and thighs. They burned the body, the 
clothing, and everything the messenger had touched, and the entire contents of 
the barracks in which she had collapsed. The company that had lived there was 
relocated, and Clement and her unlucky fellows were locked in, without even a 
window through which to watch the world melt its way from depressing snow to 
appalling mud. For twenty days they endured each others company, playing cards 
or listening to Clement read out loud Gillys wry and witty daily letter, which 
he illustrated with unflattering caricatures of people they all knew.
At first, the confined soldiers were so anxious that every sneeze or cough 
seemed a death knell, and to complain of an itch or a pain was to be condemned 
to days of avoidancenot easy in these cramped quarters. However, after a few 
days in which none of them experienced a worse affliction than boredom, they 
began making a joke of this enforced idleness. Clement gave up fretting over Han 
Garrison, since there was nothing to be done. Often, she found herself actually 
enjoying the company of her fellow soldiers. She had not slept in a barracks in 
at least twenty years, but the members of this company had lived together for so 
long that they had blunted each others sharp edges years ago. Though Clement, 
along with the medic, got the usual courteously distant treatment accorded 
outsiders, the conviviality was still comforting enough to make her nostalgic 
for the days when the members of her company had constituted her entire world.
By the end of her confinement, five more messengers had arrived bearing news of 
garrisons devastated by illness. The messengers were all quarantined in a dank 
basement, where two had died, while the other three idled away the time and 
complained about the food. In the quagmire of the garden, bright green spikes 
had broken through, and Clement, along with most of the soldiers in the 
garrison, checked every day to see if any bulbs were blooming yet. It rained, 
and rained, and rained.
Seeking Gilly in the archives, Clement trotted through a downpour with a packet 
of papers inside the oiled leather of her coat to protect it from the wet. The 
archives were in a massive storeroom near the stables: a dusty, cluttered, 
mildewed space in which the shelves crowded so close together that it was almost 
impossible to pass between them. Gilly had visited the archives only once before 
and had declared the place a hopeless trash pile of worm-eaten paper. Now, 
Clement found him crouched miserably in the dank room at an unsteady table, 
leafing through hundreds of deteriorating documents with a girl soldier fresh 
out of the childrens garrison to do his fetching and carrying.
All the messengers are still well today, said Clement, as she sat beside 
Gilly. Gilly hushed her, jerking a thumb towards a lamplit corner, where his 
young assistant was shuffling papers. In a low voice he asked, And no one in 
Watfield Garrison is sick yet?
No. Nor anyone in town, either, Im told. But in some towns, as many as half 
the people are sick.
And its an ugly way to die. Gilly stretched his crooked back, grunting with 
pain. Look at this, will you? He opened a leather-bound book and showed her 
how an enterprising mouse had made herself a cozy nest inside some garrisons 
old logbook. Six naked mouse babies lay in the hollow chewed out between the 
covers, curled in a bed of shredded paper. Sometimes I think this is all these 
books are good for, said Gilly. But I have learned a few thingsnothing very 
useful, yet. You soldiers probably brought this illness with you from Sainna. 
Ive learned that.
But this thing is killing Shaftali people as well.
Do you think an illness can pick and choose between you and me? His bitter 
gaze mocked her.
But we came from Sainna over thirty years ago. Where has this illness been 
hiding?
What do you expect of me, Clem? If you need expert understanding, youll have 
to bring a Shaftali healer back from the dead to consult with.
For Clement to actually be able to resolve one of the problems that were her 
unfortunate responsibility was a rare event. As requested, she said, gloating 
as she put the thick packet in front of him.
What? What is this?
Well, I cant read it, since its in Shaftalese. But someone handed it through 
the gate at first light, and told the guard it was from a healer, and that its 
about this terrible illness. Cadmar is suspicious, of course. I myself am 
wondering why a healer would help us, if thats what this is.
To keep healthy Shaftali from being infected by sick Sainnites, said Gilly, 
studying the first page. Thats what the healer writes here.
He scanned the documents. Look: a drawing of a persons insides. This healer is 
a bit of an artist. Later he said, Well, heres the answer to why it might 
take thirty years for the illness to reappear. Its an illness of rats, he says, 
and only occasionally does it get transmitted from rats to people. Through flea 
bites. Now I wonder how the healer figured that out.
A rat illness, carried by fleas? Its bizarre!
Gilly, apparently fascinated by the healers exposition, turned back to the 
anatomical drawing. This healer says that if a sick person gets big, painful 
boils here or herehe pointed at the groin and the armpitsthen the sickness 
can only be passed from the sick person to the well person by fleas. But if 
there are no lumps, then the illness is in the lungs, and can be transmitted by 
the sick persons breath. These are the people who must be quarantined, and they 
almost certainly will die within a few days of falling ill. The others can be 
cared for in the infirmary, so long as its free of fleas, and half of them may 
survive.
Clement gazed at the drawing in horrified fascination.
I think this is no fabrication, said Gilly. This healer writes from a 
knowledge that far exceeds mine.
Or maybe its the healers imagination that exceeds yours.
That, too, said Gilly enviously.
They sat in silence for a while, then Gilly called loudly, Kelin! Come out of 
your dark corner!
Clement looked up as a slim girl, bearing a lamp and an armload of documents, 
approached out of the darkness. Half a year ago, when Kelin was first released 
from the childrens garrison, Commander Purnal, who was usually irascible, had 
acknowledged her potential with what passed for him as eloquence: Keep her from 
getting herself killed. Clement had assigned Kelin to a particularly reliable 
company, right here in Watfield Garrison. She had wanted to keep an eye on her, 
for young soldiers did have a way of getting themselves killed. Even though 
Captain Herme immediately assigned a veteran of his company to look after Kelin, 
Clement had forbidden the girl to go outside the garrison. Throughout the 
winter, Gilly had given her an actual education in reading and writing and also 
in speaking Shaftalese, none of which Commander Purnal bothered to provide his 
young charges.
In six months, Kelin had never ceased to interest and even delight her 
guardians. She was eager, high spirited, and unrestrainedly curious. After half 
a year, the young soldier had an entire battalion of hardened veterans watching 
out for her as obsessively as any devoted parent. Never had a young woman been 
more coddled and worried over. Naturally, Kelin complained about it: she was 
fearless, and could not imagine what her battle-scarred elders were protecting 
her from.
Kelin stopped short when she saw Clement, and apparently was confused by the 
problem of how to salute with her hands full. You can always greet me, Clement 
said.
Good afternoon, Lieutenant-General.
Good afternoon, Kelin. I have been receiving good reports of you.
I hope so, Lieutenant-General.
Why dont you put that lamp down before you drop it and set us all on fire?
Yes, maam. Kelin set down her burdens and said apologetically to Gilly, Most 
everything is eaten by bugs or covered with mold.
Oh, ours was a doomed project from the beginning, said Gilly lightly. But 
its kept us out of the rain, eh? And now the very thing we were looking for has 
been sent to us by a healer.
Gilly showed Kelin the document, which she studied with interest even though she 
could read Shaftalese no better than Clement could.
I thought we killed all the healers, Kelin said.
Tell me, Kelin, said Gilly. If there were five hundred healers scattered 
across Shaftal who looked and dressed exactly like everyone else, and if 
everyone you talked to was determined to keep their identity and location 
secret, how exactly would you kill them all?
One at a time, said Kelin. And I wouldnt give up. Or lie about it.
Never give up, and always tell the truth, said Clement dryly. Its amazing we 
didnt try that.



Kelin was more than relieved to be released from the moldy prison, even though 
it just meant shed go back to being bruised and humiliated and rolled in the 
mud by her bunkmates, who were unrelenting in their efforts to improve her 
weapons skill. With some difficulty, Clement and Gilly convinced Cadmar that 
following the mysterious healers recommendations could not cause any harm, and 
Gilly and the company clerk spent a day copying and re-copying a complicated 
general order that, among other things, detailed the care of the sick, defined 
methods for killing fleas and domestic rodents, and recommended that the 
commanders populate the garrisons with house cats. In due time, the responses 
returned that these measures had proven effective, but that cats were nowhere to 
be had. Kittens, one commander reported, were sold before they were even born, 
at exorbitant prices. Besides, commented another commander, what do soldiers 
know about keeping cats?
If the soldiers had known something about keeping cats, thought Clement angrily 
as she pored over the duty rosters, maybe the illness wouldnt have reduced 
their force by another three hundred irreplaceable fighters. Maybe it was time 
they learned.



Chapter Four



That years spring mud was a tortuous season: rain fell and stopped, the roads 
firmed up, then rain fell again. Many a farmer, thinking the rain had ended, 
went out to sow the fields, only to watch the precious seeds wash away. Many a 
wanderer thought it was time to travel, only to be stranded by renewed flooding 
and boggy roads.
Norina had been spared such frustrations, for though only a water witch could 
control the weather, an earth witch like Karis could at least predict it. Norina 
was able to sandwich her journey neatly between rainstorms, and arrived dry and 
cheerful at her destination. The same could not be said about Councilor Mabin, 
who arrived on horseback several days later, muddy and wet, taunted by the 
sunshine that after four days of rain once again rent through the storm clouds 
and set the sodden fields to sparkling.
Norina had last seen Mabin the year Leeba was born. Since then, the councilors 
hair had gone to white, and her vigorous frame had begun to shrink. Her face, 
however, was no more or less hard and embittered than it had ever been.
The councilor was escorted by a half-dozen black-dressed, gold-earringed 
Paladinsa rare sight these days, for most of the surviving true Paladins had 
put on plain clothing and were commanding companies of Paladin irregulars, as 
Emil had done for fifteen years.
Some of these who served Mabin were Emils age, and they seemed to know of 
Norinas connection to him, for their inquiring glances asked questions about 
him: What has become of our brother Paladin? Why will he not explain his sudden 
retirement? These sharp looks were puzzled, impatient, but not condemnatory. 
Just as a Truthkens duty was to judge, a Paladins was to suspend judgment. 
With Mabin avoiding putting herself in a position where she would have to answer 
questions, and with Emil maintaining a bland silence, the Paladins apparently 
had simply suspended judgment of him, and of Mabin, for five years now.
It was a remarkable exercise of philosophy, Norina thought, and wondered briefly 
how this paralysis of silence might finally come to an end. Mabin was both an 
air blood and a Paladin, a rare combination that condemned her to a life-long 
duel between flexible ethics and rigid principles. The principles won, of 
course, for ones natural elemental logic would always prevail, and as a result 
Mabin was often in the exceptionally awkward position of having to ethically 
justify acts that were grounded in unexamined prejudice. The Paladins in her 
command certainly would not overlook such intellectual sloppiness. The pain of a 
steel spike in her heartthat Mabin could bear with equanimity. But the 
inability to explain how and why it had happened, that must have been almost 
beyond endurance.
Norina had stood silently without greeting Mabin for some time, and Mabin had 
neither spoken nor dismounted. The exercise of politeness was an expression of 
status, after all, and Norina wanted to establish that she was not under Mabins 
command as badly as Mabin wished to establish that she was. Norina was about to 
turn her back and walk away, which certainly would force Mabin to accede, when 
Mabin said nastily, Well, Norina, everyone in the region could tell me where to 
find you. Though I suppose if I had asked the Sainnites in their garrison, they 
would have been surprised to learn that their region is ruled by a Truthken.
Oh, no, Norina said. The Sainnites have put a price upon my head, which goes 
up every year, much to everyones amusement.
Mabin dismounted stiffly. The farmers, who had gathered around with their tools 
in their hands, curtsied unnoticed. Their work-dirty children stared; only the 
chickens took no interest in the living legend that had trampled through their 
muddy farmyard. The family elders invited Mabin into the tea room.
Mabin greeted them, though Norina could see behind the gracious mask to the 
councilors resentment at having to waste her time and energy on people she had 
no use for. Mabin was too canny a campaigner to forget that when the Sainnites 
left the Paladins devastated, it had been the farmers who had taken up arms and 
given her an army to command. But when she was finished with courtesy, she 
muttered, Little do the farmers suspect that you should be as much an outlaw to 
them as you are to the Sainnites!
Norina found this comment no less entertaining for the fact that Mabin 
apparently believed it true. However, Mabins truths were extraordinarily 
difficult to read, for the disguises she cast over her secret motivations were 
several layers deep. So now, to keep testing her own judgment, Norina said, 
Shall we tell these farmers what happened four-and-a-half years ago, and let 
them judge between us? I will admit that I violated a councilors edictnever 
mind that a Truthken isnt much use if she cant challenge and refuse an 
unlawful command. But you must admit in turn that you tried to murder the vested 
Gdeon.
I acted for Shaftals sake, said Mabin.
You nearly killed Shaftal.
They were about to step through the commonhouse door. Mabin paused and looked at 
Norinaa deliberate look, deliberately revealing, and no less surprising for all 
that. I tried to murder the vested Gdeon, she said. She spoke as a repentant 
criminal, as sincerely as possible, considering that she was not actually 
convinced of the wrongfulness of her actions.
Norina said, Councilor, you cannot be hoping to deceive me. But you certainly 
are surprising me.
An anxious child helped Mabin remove her boots and coat, and Norina showed the 
way to the tea room, which the family had spent two days cleaning. Now, the 
new-painted walls glared with reflected sunlight, the rare old Ashawalai rugs 
bright colors and ornate pattern had been released from a prison of dust, and 
the heat of a brisk fire in the scoured fireplace competed with a cool breeze 
coming in the open window. The sideboard was spread with an extravagant array of 
morsels: savory dumplings, dried fruit compote, sausage rolls, a steaming loaf 
of bread and golden pat of butter, a half dozen bowls of jam. But Mabin, 
noticing none of this, stopped short in the doorway and said sharply, Where is 
Karis?
Shut the door, said Norina. When Mabm had complied, Norina leaned out the open 
window. Raven!
The raven, who had been lingering at the top of a nearby tree, flew down and 
landed on the windowsill. The councilor wants to know where Karis is, Norina 
said to him.
The raven said, She is with Zanja and Jhan, in the Juras grasslands.
Pretending she had not noticed Mabins rigid surprise at being confronted with a 
talking raven, Norina said, Tell the councilor why she is there.
Karis has been eradicating a plague, town by town. And now she is fighting the 
illness among the Juras people.
Norina turned to Mabin. My husband believes that some half of the people in 
Shaftal would have been dead by summers end if Karis hadnt acted so quickly. 
No one knows to thank her, either, not even the healers, who are winning the 
battle because Jhan has written to all of them to tell them how. So, Norina 
added, theres your lesson, Councilor, should you choose to learn it. Do you 
care to take some tea?
The silence lingered as Norina poured, offered a cup to Mabin, who appeared not 
to notice, and sat down at the table with a filled plate. She gave the raven, a 
big, unlovely bird, a meat dumpling to eat.
Mabin finally said, rather unsteadily, What is that bird?
The raven is Karis, said Norina. He is her eyes, her ears, her thoughts.
The raven took a pause from gorging itself to ask, Why did Mabin want this 
meeting?
To berate you, Norina said.
No, Im here to be berated, apparently, said Mabin.
Ive always admired your ability to recover from surprise, said Norina 
politely. Are you certain you dont want some tea? These dumplings are really 
quite good.
The councilor came to the table, picked up the teacup Norina had poured, tasted 
it, then added a half spoonful of sugar. Stirring the cup, she said to the 
raven, Tell Karis that what I have to say to her deserves to be said in person. 
But of course I admire what she is doing, and I dont doubt that its more 
important.
Half true, murmured Norina. At best.
Mabin said coolly, Will you be satisfied for once, Madam Truthken? Half truths 
are all you ever get from anyone. She tasted her tea again and appeared to be 
considering more sugar. Karis is acting like a Gdeon, she commented.
Karis is doing what she cannot help but do. She is acting like herself.
There was a silence. Mabin said again, In acting like herself, she acts like a 
Gdeon. Why does she not call herself what she is?
Twenty years ago, almost immediately after being vested with the power of 
Shaftal, Karis had been forbidden to act as Gdeon, a decision that could only 
be reversed by Mabin herself. Yet Mabin was in no position to prevent Karis from 
doing what she liked, so her question was not quite so absurd as it at first 
seemed. Norina said, Are you demanding that she explain herself? Or are you 
simply sick of trying to anticipate what shell do? This strategy of listing 
possibilities and observing the reaction was usually sufficient to get a 
reluctant witness to reveal her secrets. But Mabin did not particularly react. 
Why are you here? Norina asked. Its early spring; the Paladins are 
sharpening their blades and grinding fresh gunpowder. You have work to do. Now, 
at last, a momentary trembling of Mabins disguises. Norina said swiftly, But 
you cant do it, can you? No, you cant, and though youve come all this way to 
ask Karis for her help you cant bring yourself to ask for it. Councilor, why 
must you make my business so difficult!
Mabin drank half her cup of tea in a swallow, and didnt flinch. Perhaps you 
already know this, but I doubt you understand it. The rumor of a Lost Gdeon has 
inspired a new uprising.
Are you referring to Willis of South Hill and his little band of fanatics?
Im told he has fifty followers, which means he really has at least two 
hundred. And most of them are veteran Paladin irregulars, like him, not the kind 
of people I would lightly dismiss.
Mabin paused, perhaps expecting that Norina would use this opening to continue 
to accuse and challenge her. Do continue, Madam Councilor, Norina said.
If Karis were to join these people who call themselves Death-and-Life, their 
numbers would immediately swell to thousands. An irresistible army. The 
Sainnites would be defeated.
Now it was Norinas turn to use her teacup as a prop to make herself seem 
unsurprised, and even indifferent. But the raven spoiled the effect by uttering 
a harsh caw of laughter.
Norina said, And yet you want to prevent this from happening? I thought you 
wanted to rid Shaftal of its Sainnite scourge.
Has Karis thought of joining them? She must have heard that they believe the 
Lost Gdeon will appear to them.
Ill answer you, if you tell me why it would be so terrible if she did. Because 
you yourself would be put out of power?
Mabin said quietly, Although these people call themselves Death-and-Life, they 
have no alliance to the old ways. They would dismiss the orders, the law, the 
code She paused. Madam Truthken, I am an old woman, and sometimes I am very 
tired. InevitablysoonI will be put out of power by someone, or by death. But I 
do not want to die in a land I loved and could not save from destruction.
Truth! said Norina, amazed.
Mabin gave her a wry look. How can you waste such talent?
Its no waste to serve Karis, I assure you.
Who also wastes her talent.
Shes saving the land from being devastated by plague.
Saving it for what?
This is a fruitless argument, Norina said.
Will she join these people who call themselves Death-and-Life? Or not?
Of course not. They are war-mongers, and war makes her sick.
But Mabin did not seem relieved. She set down the empty teacup on the table, and 
took a breath. I want Karis to know that I regret that she was hurt by the way 
she was treated in the past. I thought I was acting for the best
I listen to people try to justify themselves all day long, Norina said. I 
wish I might meet one who could do it with brevity.
What I did was wrong, Mabin said. I wish to ask Karis to come to me, to the 
Lilterwess Council, and take her rightful place in the Gdeons chair.
A long time Norina gazed at her, but, although she was not certain what had 
caused this amazing reversal, she could see no sign of dissimulation. Even the 
raven stared at her, speechless. The last time I saw you, Norina said, you 
declared that Shaftal would never come into the hands of a Sainnite pretender, 
the smoke-addicted daughter of a whore. Those are your words, exactly as you 
uttered them.
Karis no longer uses smoke. Her mother was of an ancient, respected people. I 
would wish Karis a non-Sainnite father, but so might she. Mabin seemed to 
realize how self-serving these corrections on her past statement might sound, 
and added, Im very sorry for those angry words. I was mistaken. And I was 
wrong.
Norina turned to the raven in astonishment. Did Karis think shed live to see 
this day? How shall I reply? Does she want to know why Mabin has changed her 
mind? Or does it even matter?
The raven said, Give her the note.
Norina found herself reluctant. The councilor has made a sincere apology.
Give her the note.
Karis had written the note many weeks ago, shortly before she, Zanja, and Jhan 
stepped into the snowstorm. She had not asked for Emils advice on how to deal 
with Mabins request. She had simply written three words on a piece of paper, 
which Norina took out of a pocket now and handed to Mabin. Leave me alone, 
Karis had written.
Mabin read the note and then crossed the room, threw it into the fire, and 
watched it burn. When she turned back, though, she seemed calm enough. She said 
to the raven, Havent I already left her alone, these four years? And not 
because I feared this. Her hand briefly touched her breast, where Kariss steel 
pierced her heart. Shell regret making this choice. What is happening in 
Shaftal is worse than a plague.
There is no choice, the raven said.
Mabin turned to Norina, who read in her face an honest desperation. Will she 
give up Shaftal to Willis, rather than give up her anger against me? Will you 
knowingly allow her to do so? And will even Emil fail to intervene? Does every 
one of Kariss followers think loyalty must be blind?
We are not her followers, and we argue with her and with each other 
incessantly. I dont know how Emil would advise Karis, but he certainly would 
disagree with you about the way you have conceived these choices. We air bloods 
are always drawing neat lines through everything, as though dividing good from 
bad and right from wrong were a simple business. When I first began to live with 
three fire bloods, I feared their chaos of possibilities would drive me insane! 
My companions live courageously, in doubt and loss and desperate uncertainty, 
and Ive come to tolerate their thinking and even to admire it sometimes. But 
your way, Councilor, is too simple. If Karis refuses to restore the old order, 
and also refuses to embrace the warmongers, why does that mean she has no other 
options?
There was a silence. Mabin said, I used to have arguments just like this with 
Harald. Might as well argue with a wall. Shout all I want, the wall is unmoved. 
She turned away as though to leave the room, and then turned back. Karis is the 
hope of Shaftal. How can she refuse?
Norina said wearily, When I was young and knew no better, I delivered Karis to 
you, and betrayed her without knowing it by pressuring her into obedience. I am 
fortunate that she forgave me for it. But she is in her full power now, and even 
I dont know exactly what that means. Only a fool would trifle with herand I am 
not a fool anymore.
Im not asking you to betray her, just to remind her, Mabin said. When the 
day comes that she can leave her bitterness against me behind, remind her that I 
said I would acknowledge her.
I will remind her, Mabin, though a reminder will not be necessary.
When Councilor Mabin had left the room, taken her leave of the farmers, and 
ridden off with her attendants down the muddy road, Norina said to the raven, I 
had to promise Mabin something or I would not have gotten rid of her. Are you 
still hungry, raven?
The raven flew away with a sausage roll in its beak. Norina tossed her cold tea 
out the window and poured a fresh cup, but then sat without drinking it. She was 
expected in a nearby town to judge an accused murdererand, if necessary, to 
execute him. But she was considering what a relief it would have been to her had 
Karis simply accepted Mabins offer. And then she considered how little she 
would admire Karis had she accepted.



Chapter Five



Zanjas clan brother, Ransel, had been dead for years, yet every day she missed 
him. They had been born in the same lodge within a month of each other, and as 
infants they had nursed at the same breasts and slept in the same cradle. 
Inseparable as children, they had remained scandalously close into adulthood, 
and the gossips were always examining Zanjas shape, hoping to be the first to 
discover that she was concealing an incestuous pregnancy. The fire clan of 
Tarwein was mostly known for its skilled, artistic rug weavers. Only 
occasionally did the clan produce a person like Zanja whose elemental talent, 
and the confirmation of the owl god Salosa, destined her to be a crosser of 
boundaries. But Ransel also had become a katrim, and served the raven godRaven 
in his trickster aspectfor Ransels relentlessly lighthearted delight in the 
world had seemed inextinguishable. Nearly six years after the Sainnites killed 
Ransel, what Zanja remembered most vividly was his wide grin and his loud 
laughboth rather shocking among a people of such emotional restraint.
Zanja had survived without hima bereaved twin, uncertain how to know herself 
without her alternate self to measure by. And then she met Emil. Now, Shaftali 
people, whose big, loose families accommodated every kind of coupling 
imaginable, occasionally referred to Emil as Zanjas husbandwhich startled and 
embarrassed her, but inspired Emil to laugh. Hed say,
We fire bloods are always arguing about words because theyre so inadequate. 
Thats a good example: husband.
After five years with Emil as her commander, teacher, father, brother, and 
friend, Zanja could predict both what he would say and what he would be 
thinking. During their long summer separations, Zanja conversed with Emil in her 
imagination, and would discover, months later, that Emil remembered those talks 
as though they had actually occurred.
Now she plodded through thick mud in a merciless rain, with Jhan suffering 
silently behind her, and Karis finding the way by dead reckoning through a 
woodland of sparse trees and dishearteningly dense thickets. Karis often 
resorted to simply forcing through the bushes, dragging Zanja and Jhan behind 
her. Thorn-pricked, twig-scratched, rain-soaked, mud-coated, and unspeakably 
weary, the three of them were about to chase the springtime plague right out of 
Shaftal.
Youre crossing the boundary, Emil commented in Zanjas head.
A boundary of thorn bushes, Zanja responded crabbily. Another one. And 
another one after that.
No one ever promised it would be easy.
Ahead of Zanja, Karis had paused to sense the land ahead, stretching to her full 
height to see over an obstacle that Zanja was too exhausted to trouble to 
identify.
Emil said in that quiet way of his, She seems so ordinary.
In all these months, no one has paid her much heed, other than to remark on her 
size and strength. She goes steadily from one task to the next, until the 
impossible project is completed. Her persistence is what is supernatural. Her 
imperviousness is whats supernaturalher imperviousness to discouragement, her 
strength of will.
These qualities are both admirable and maddening, commented Emil. What do you 
think shell do next?
I dont know! She wants to serve the land as she is serving it. But Shaftal 
needs a leader, not a servant.
Does it? Emil said thoughtfully.
Karis was pushing through a thicket again. Zanja pressed up against her to use 
her as a shield. Still, the thorns grabbed hold of her; her ragged rain cape 
made a ripping sound; she was snagged. Then Karis reached casually back and 
jerked her loose, out of the thicket into the abrupt, surprising flatness of a 
new land.
How about that! said Jhan, as Karis pulled him loose in turn.
They stood at the southern edge of Shaftal. At Zanjas back lay the woodland. 
Ahead lay flat, featureless sand, as far as could be seen. The rain was falling 
so heavily now it seemed a wonder they were not swimming. Karis pointed a wet 
finger at the nearly invisible horizon. That way, she said.
The sand seemed to last forever. Unintimidated, Karis began to cross it.



Four days later, Zanja awoke from an exhausted, uncomfortable sleep to the sound 
of rain falling on the oilcloth of the makeshift tent. Karis, sound asleep, 
clenched her arm across Zanjas chest in a grip it would not be easy to escape. 
Curled against Kariss back, Jhan uttered a small snore. The three of them had 
slept like the dead in a makeshift tent, in wet clothing, under wet blankets, in 
a flat and featureless land devoid of tree or stone. It had been a dreary, 
disorienting journey across the sand, with no sight of the sun or stars to 
reassure them that they were not walking in circles.
Jhan snored again, and Zanja heard another sound as well: faint and distant, 
but distinctly familiar. She lifted an edge of the sagging oilcloth and peered 
out. A low sky swallowed up the flat horizon, rain pelted the sand, and a haze 
of sprouting grass seedlings quivered in the watery assault. There was nothing 
else to see. Mumbling a complaint, Karis hauled Zanja back under the blankets.
But Jhan had awakened. Did you see something?
I saw an inn, Zanja said, with smoke rising from the chimneys and bread hot 
from the oven.
Jhan groaned. No, you saw sand, grass, and water. Why do you torture me?
I heard a goat.
A goat? Jhan shook Karis roughly by the shoulder. Were taking this tent 
down!
Cruel healer, Karis mumbled, Let me sleep!
With some effort, Zanja extricated herself from Kariss powerful grip, and she 
and Jhan began rolling blankets. Not until they had put on the rain capes that 
formed the tent, so that the downpour was falling in Kariss face, did she get 
up, heavy and reluctant as an old bull. Why dont we just let them all die? 
she suggested grumpily. But when she took a deep breath, she smiled. I smell 
smoke. What do you suppose the Juras eat for breakfast?
Sand porridge, said Zanja. With bits of grass for flavor. Made with 
rainwater, of course.
So long as its hot! said Jhan.
They had not walked far before the sand turned quietly to stone. The clouds lay 
down and kissed the earth, and Karis had to grab Zanja and Jhan by the capes to 
keep them from stepping over the edge of a cliff. Below them, beyond this 
dramatic step in the land, where the sand began again, lay the Juras camp at 
last: an unassuming cluster of circular huts with walls of rubble and roofs of 
skin, and smoke seeping out from holes where the radiating poles met the lodge 
pole in the middle. Some small piles of hay remained of the haystacks that in 
autumn must have garrisoned the camp, supplementing the great wind block of the 
cliff.
As Karis found a path and led the way down the cliff, Zanja noticed that the 
base of the cliff was riven with wide cracks where dun goats crowded. One of the 
goats spotted them, uttered a warning bleat, and soon all the goats were 
shouting an urgent clamor, like townspeople at a fair who all shout thief at 
once. By the time they reached the bottom of the path, a half dozen giants had 
come out of the huts: people in their prime, as big as Karis, though not quite 
so powerfully built, their hair bleached almost white by sun, and falling in 
locks like orderly strands of yarn, with eyes like polished chips of lapis 
lazuli.
One of them, at least, spoke Shaftalese. He said, We cannot offer shelter. We 
have a sickness here. His voice was deep and sweet as a pipe organ.
All six of them had glanced curiously at Jhan and Zanja, but it was on Karis 
that their gazed lingered. Her voice, damaged by years of smoke use, was no more 
musical than a file on wood. We have traveled far to cure this illness.
Jhan added, I am a healer.
The man spoke to the others, and the others spoke back. Zanja shut her eyes and 
listened. The rich, deep voices seemed to almost sing: question and answer, a 
harmony complex with adjectives. She said in a low voice, This language is not 
conducive to quick decisions. Well be standing in the rain for some time.
Jhan said, After studying their language in a book for a couple of months, you 
are able to understand them? You will never cease to amaze me.
The book Medric had slipped into Zanjas pack had proven to be a grammar of the 
Juras language, the life work of a long-dead scholar who had probably never 
imagined his dry study being put to such serious practical use. Zanja said, 
Well, an hour or two of listening would help a great deal
An hour! said Jhan.
An hour? said Karis. Someone is dying! She dropped her pack, and stepped 
briskly past the head-crackers. Fortunately, they proved indecisive about 
wielding their knob-headed sticks until she was past them. Then, one uttered a 
cry that seemed intended to give courage, and they drew themselves up to attack.
Zanja said sharply, in the Juras language, She is shamre!
They turned to her, startled, their lifted sticks beginning to lower. A witch? 
said the man in Shaftalese, as though he thought Zanja had spoken a word of his 
language by simple accident.
Your people are singing someone into death, are they not? Zanja had noticed 
the melancholy murmur of sound, but until she spoke she had not known what it 
signified. The shamre will save that persons life.
The man spoke to his companions, not translating, but announcing in his own 
convoluted tongue that these three strangers were sent by the gods. Well, 
Zanja said to Jhan, I think they might let us come in now.
But will they feed us sand porridge? he asked.



It was porridge, sure enough, made not from sand but from some kind of ground 
seed that looked fit for chickens, with bits of dry goat meat mixed in it, and 
chunks of something chewy and sweet that Zanja did not attempt to identify. In a 
storage hut hastily converted to guest quarters, Zanja and Jhan contrived a 
laundry line and hung their blankets and clothing over the dung fire to dry. 
Karis returned, consumed a great bowl of the chickenseed porridge, and lay down 
on a pallet of goat hides. The place is crawling with vermin, she said. The 
people are so crowded together they can scarcely find room to separate sick from 
well. They kept handing me their babiesbabies the size of calves! They know 
what an earth witch is good for. Karis shut her eyes. Ill kill the fleas, 
she promised, her words already blurred by sleep. Why am I so tired?
Zanja and I will manage, Jhan said.


* * *


They went out again into the rain and found the six head-crackers, crowded with 
two dozen others into a bursting hut where the only people not talking were 
wailing children. The din fell still as the two of them ducked through the 
skin-hung door. The fetor was overwhelming. Zanja said to the man who spoke some 
Shaftalese, You must help me to explain something to your people. They are in 
great danger, and we have come to help them. This illness has traveled to you 
from the north, and we have followed it. We know it well. We have seen it kill 
entire families.
The man sat still, his big hands folded. That may be so, he said. This 
sharrire who healed Si-wen-ga-sei-koche-ni-so-sen. She is a Juras 
woman-born-outside-the-plain? Whose child is she?
She does not know her mothers name. She was born among strangers who did not 
care to remember her mother for her. Please, I know that you are curious, but 
your people are in danger. Do you understand?
The man said, You want me to speak to my people. But they will not hear my 
words until they know this womans mother-name.
Jhan murmured at Zanjas elbow, Your people also had peculiar ways, didnt 
they?
And manys the time I wanted to scream at them, too, Zanja muttered. Perhaps 
you could barge your way into the sick room without being invited.
She gave him the bags of supplies she carried, and watched him walk out of the 
door before she turned again to the man and explained, Karis did not know her 
mother or her mothers name.
Ka-ris, that is her name? And has she had no life since she was born?
The people within hearing repeated, Karis! And then the din began to rise. At 
least they were not a gesticulating people like the Midlanders, but their big 
voices filled the hut. They argued among themselves and shouted questions that 
the man was hard put to translate, and Zanja to answer. Was Karis born in the 
autumn, they asked, and how many years ago, and had her mother been enamored of 
sweets, and what had her mother been so ashamed of, to run away from the 
comforts of the Ka clan? A gray-haired woman rose and began to chant what seemed 
to be a list of names all beginning with Ka, which Zanja realized must be a 
genealogy, frequently interrupted by other elders who seemed to be arguing that 
this or that could not be Kariss particular branch, for reasons Zanja could not 
decipher.
Huh! said her translator at last. I guess she owns a lot of goats.
Goats? Zanja said in some bewilderment.
They say her mother must be Ka-san-ra-li-no-me-la, the eldest daughter of 
Ka-ri-sho-ma-do-fin-brae-kon, the eldest daughter of ...
Zanja interrupted as politely as she could. And this Kasanra, what happened to 
her?
She had a restless heart and ran away.
Kariss mother died when Karis was born, thirty-five years ago.
He turned and spoke at length with several other people. Zanja sat upon her 
heels. She could tell Karis her mothers name! And, apparently, though Kasanra 
had not been remembered by anyone in Lalali, she had lived long enough to name 
her infant, and that name had been remembered. So now that name alone was enough 
to give Karis a clan, a genealogy, and even living relatives.
The translator turned to Zanja and said, Yes, Karis is rich! Her mothers 
sisters eldest daughter, Ka-mo-le-ni-da-he-fo-so, is holder of the goats, but 
everyone thinks they belong to the daughter of Ka-san-ra-li-no-me-la.
I doubt Karis wants those goats, though. Kamole can continue to keep them.
This statement excited much comment, for Kamole had a fine herd and any of them 
would certainly want those goats. And Kamole was overly self-important, and 
perhaps deserved to lose her herd to a stranger. Their eyes danced at the 
possibility.
Karis does not want them for her daughter, and her daughters daughter? said 
the translator.
Zanja gathered that these people would not count Leeba as a daughter, and said, 
Karis can bear no children of her own body.
At this, the gathered people groaned and cried as though someone had died. The 
translator explained, straining the limit of his vocabulary, that the Ka women 
were good breeders, but the clan had long thought the Ka gift had died out, for 
in three generations there had been no sham-re. That Karis could not pass on her 
talent to her own children was a dreadful tragedy.
The people demanded to know why Karis could not breed and what the names of all 
her parents, friends, and lovers were, in the order that she met them. 
Shouldnt Karis tell you this herself? Zanja asked, but gradually it became 
clear that to tell ones story was the duty of ones shu-shan, which the man 
confusedly translated as the people of her name.
Her clan? she asked, using the Juras word.
No, no, her shu-shan.
Zanja was getting tired, and the camps fleas had worked their way to her skin 
by then, and she was not enduring the discomfort of their sharp bites with a 
stoicism that would have made her teachers proud. She said, Am I in her 
shushan?
You know her story, dont you?
She rubbed her eyes, which were burning from the smoke. The rain pounded on the 
stretched hide roof, and leaked into some well-placed containers. She said, 
Karis cannot bear children because her womb was injured. Her fathers name she 
does not know. I do not know the names from Kariss childhood, for she has 
chosen to forget them. The first one to befriend her was named Dinal, whom she 
calls her mother, though she did not know her long. Dinals foster daughter, 
Norina, became her first and oldest friend. I am her first and only lover, 
Zanja, of the Tarwein clan. And then her friends all came at once: Jhan, the 
healer who is with us now, his daughter, Leeba; Emil, our elder; and Medric, a 
wise man. That is her entire shushan.
The man, diverted by curiosity, asked, Your clan-name is your second name? Do 
your people do everything backwards?
I come from the furthest northern borderland of Shaftal, and the Juras live in 
the furthest southern borderland. My homeland is as wrinkled as yours is flat, 
and the mountains are so high that some of them at their peaks have stars 
shining on them in the middle of the day. Your people are large and fair and 
full of noise. My people were small and dark and full of silence. You Juras seem 
backwards to me!
The translator grinned at her. His curiosity and humor would make him a fine 
ally, Zanja thought, as he turned to participate in the rapid, complicated 
discussion that Zanja could not follow. The fleas continued to bite, and Zanja 
practiced her deep breathing, while the people talked interminably. She 
understood that they were still, after all this time, arguing about Kariss 
name. She put herself into a listening trance, and came awake only when the man 
said, Tar-wein-zan-ja, does Ka wish to continue to be known as Ris?
Of course. Why wouldnt she?
Ris is a lost-name, a wilderness name. And now she has come home.
Zanja said, Would it be wrong for her to remember that she once was lost?
No, no, he said. It is her choice, but she may ask her clan to give her a new 
name, now that she has come home. The people talked some more. The man asked 
Zanja how many of the people she named were dead. When she told him that Dinal 
had died in the Fall of the House of Lilterwess, the translator shook his head 
morosely. Then Kariss name is too short.
Zanja named some of the still-living people who had befriended Karis in 
Meartown: the forge master Palo who taught her all he knew, and Mardeth who had 
watched the gate and reminded Karis to eat. More argument ensued, but at last 
the people gathered there seemed satisfied. We will call her 
Ka-ris-ri-lo-seth-ja-han-il-ric-ba. It is a very short name for a woman her age. 
But since she has a child in her shushan, perhaps she will avoid losing her 
name entirely as her friends die.
I will urge her to increase her shushan, said Zanja gravely, though in her 
opinion Karis was not doing so badly for a woman whose life had hardly begun 
until five years ago. Unlike Karis, Zanja would have had a very lengthy name if 
the Sainnites had not killed her entire shu-shan in a single nights work. Now 
her Juras name would be shorter than Kariss. She knew from harsh experience 
that it was indeed a dreadful fate to be, by Juras standards, nameless, for so 
she had been for the months after the massacre, before she met Karis and her own 
shushan began to increase. Then she smiled a little, realizing that despite the 
fleas and smoke and weariness, her fire logic had not failed her, and she was 
starting to understand these people. She said, Will your people hear what I 
have to say now?
They are listening to you, Tar-wein-zan-ja. Indeed, the people had all fallen 
silent, and even the children had ceased to fret.
I will tell you a story, she said in the Juras language. Her pronunciation, 
she knew, could only be atrocious, and the vocabulary provided in the book she 
studied had not taught her even half the words she needed to know. She did what 
she had always done: she improvised, while her ally aided her by re-saying the 
words she terribly mispronounced, or offering other words that carried her 
meaning more clearly.
There was a tiny man who wore a black coat and was named Little-Biting-Dust. I 
am afraid I cannot tell you all his names, for his shushan is very great, and 
saying his name would take all day. One day, Little-Biting-Dust found a dark 
magic in his dinner, and he ate it. Though he was just a tiny man, so tiny that 
he hardly could be seen, this dark magic made him powerful, for from that day 
forward everyone he bit with his little teeth sickened and died. You see, the 
dark magic had become part of his blood, and when he bit someone, the magic went 
into their blood too, and killed them.
Little-Biting-Dust boasted to his shushan that although he once had been almost 
nothing, now he was a man of great importance. They begged to know his secret, 
and he said, You must follow me, and watch. When I bite someone, wait for that 
person to fall sick. Then you bite that same person, and the dark magic will go 
into your blood, and you will be as powerful as I. So his numberless shushan 
all did as he said, and soon they all had his power. His clan became the most 
important people in the north. People came and bowed down to Little-Biting-Dust 
and gave him everything they owned, even their clan goatherd, in exchange for 
his promise not to bite them. But as you can tell, he was a very evil man, and 
he broke all his promises, and he bit everyone.
Soon, Little-Biting-Dusts clan began to starve. They had killed every person 
and animal in their town, except for the rats, and now they had nothing to eat, 
for even they would not eat rats. What shall we do? they cried.
 We must go to a new town, said Little-Biting-Dust. Now, as I said, these 
people were very small, so they could ride the rats to the next town. Soon, the 
people in that town also began to sicken and die. There was nothing they could 
do to fight back, for Little-Biting-Dusts people were so small and fast that 
nobody could catch them.
But then one day, there came into that town a woman with a short name who had a 
lot of goats she did not want, who had the gift of the Ka-clan and was a 
sham-re. Her magic was stronger than Little-Biting-Dusts magic, and soon the 
people who were sick began to get better, rather than dying. Little-Biting-Dust 
was angry, and he jumped onto her leg to bite her, but she reached down and 
caught him by the coat collar. Now I have you, you evil little man, she said, 
and she put him in her mouth and cracked him open with her teeth. And so died 
Little-Biting-Dust, and not a day too soon!
But by now, Little-Biting-Dusts shu-shan were numerous as the blades of grass 
that sprout up during the spring mud, and they all fled the wrath of the 
short-named woman, riding on the rats. Some went east and some went west, and 
she chased them and found them and killed them all. But some went south and they 
hid in a place they thought they never would be found: a good place where the 
skies are big and the people sing with loud voices, a place far away from the 
short-named womans home. She will never find us here, they said, and they 
started to bite the people, and the people began to fall ill. That sham-re will 
not stop us from becoming the most important people in the world!
But then one day the sham-re arrived, for Little-Biting-Dusts relatives had 
settled in the home of the short-named womans mother. And there was nowhere 
left for the little people with the dark magic to run, for after the grassland 
come the steppes, and after the steppes comes the waste, and no one has ever 
crossed the waste alive. So they all prepared for a great battle, and today that 
battle begins.



Zanja awoke from a long nap and found herself alone beside a smoldering fire. 
Her sleep had not relieved her weariness, but instead had sent it deeper, into 
the center of her bones, where it filled her marrow with lead. Yet, like all her 
weary awakenings during this long winter and spring, she awoke satisfied. At 
last she had something to do, and it required all her faculties, body and mind. 
She got up, groaning but not complaining.
The rain had eased, and the Juras had built a bonfire in which they were burning 
everything that might shelter a flea. The children danced; the young people 
wildly flung objects into the fire. The old people sang: a wild, big noise that 
issued from the deep of their chests and made Zanja feel giddy and powerful. 
Inside the main hut, she found a pot of something and helped herself to it, then 
ducked outside to avoid the dust of cleaning. A woman told her that Jhan was in 
the sick hut, but Karis had gone away. Zanjas informant gestured vaguely.
Bringing their rain capes, Zanja climbed the cliff and looked out over the empty 
land, where the sky still hung so low she felt that she could touch it with her 
hands. Karis was easy to spot: the tallest thing between Zanja and the horizon. 
As Zanja drew closer, she saw that Karis sat beside a long, shallow stretch of 
standing water. An ecstatic cacophony of toad voices croaked the praises of this 
temporary pond. A pair of long-legged birds, white as clouds, stalked through 
the clear water, snatching up the love-frenzied toads to feed their own 
hatchlings.
Zanja squatted down beside Karis, who sat with her knees drawn up to her chest. 
The toads cried. Water here! Come make babies! Beware the toad-eater! The 
clouds, which had seemed so still, revealed themselves to be in motionor else 
the earth itself was moving. The grass rustled, growing so quickly that Zanja 
thought she could see it. At times like these, she almost understood the land as 
Karis did. How impatient I must seem to her, Zanja thought.
Karis said, Such big people! So loud, and crowded! They are exhausting.
They keep each other warm, I guess.
The sky spit rudely at them. Zanja unrolled their rain capes, which smelled of 
dung smoke now. She wrapped one around Karis. Looking into her lovers face, she 
saw an unfamiliar strain. She said, surprised and concerned, What is it?
Karis dug a hand into wet sand. She said, When there are no words for what I 
know, how am I to explain myself?
Ill teach you words from other languages. Or Ill make words up for you.
Must there be words? I just want my toolbox, so I can whack away at something 
for a while.
After a silence, Zanja said, Youre tired of people. Ill leave you alone.
Kariss hand, wet and gritty, took hold of hers. Zanja subsided, leaning against 
Kariss shoulder, and watched a white bird stalk into the grass with a hapless 
toad dangling from her beak. Zanja told Karis her mothers long name, her own 
short name, and the name of her cousin who owned such a quantity of fine goats. 
Karis listened in silence.
The Juras people will all gather together in a few weeks, and youll be able to 
meet your entire clan then, if not before.
Karis nodded. That would be worth doing, I guess. But they are not my people, 
not like the Ashawalai were to you. You already understand the Juras better 
than I ever will, and youll spend our entire time here explaining them to me.
Thats true, said Zanja. Is that too bitter a truth for you?
Its not bitter to know that my mother Kasanra named me, Karis said. I 
assumed she just dropped me in the street like a dog drops her litter. She took 
a harsh breath, and turned her face away. But do I want to know that bearing a 
child broke her heart? Her wrecked voice sounded worse than usual. If every 
truth is bitter, then were better off with lies, arent we?
Without the truth, wed never solve a single problem.
Without the truth, wed have no problems. Or at least, we wouldnt know we had 
them.
What darkness there is in your heart today.
Karis uttered a weak laugh. Im just talking like a smoke addict. A single 
breath of that stuff and all pain went away. How easy it was!
Zanja had never feared that Karis would return to using smoke, and now she 
simply nodded without comment. Their love had been conceived in the midst of 
pain, and so they had always allowed room for each others sorrow. But Zanja 
could not guess what made Karis so wretched now. While Zanja had napped, Karis 
had probably wandered the Juras camp, killing fleas, giving immunity to the 
healthy and making certain none of the sick would get the illness in their 
lungs. She had done the same in every town they had passed through, and in her 
wake some people died, the rest recovered, and the illness disappeared. It was a 
normal sequence of events by now.
Something new has happened, Zanja said at last. Something the ravens know, 
perhaps.
Yes. I cant explain it.
Zanja could feel Kariss bulk, her muscle, and even some bone now that she had 
gotten thin with travel. But Zanja could feel her sturdiness also, and a 
physical warmth that kept the chill and damp at bay. Youll tell me when you 
can, she said.
Karis let go of her hand, and wiped a palm across the sand to smooth it. Then, 
she began to shape the wet sand into a map, complete with geographical features. 
Even though Karis had never seen those places, the map would be accurate; where 
she went, the land was never strange to her. Theres ten more infected camps, 
she said, and marked them with her fingertip. Seven to the east of us and three 
to the west. When do the Juras gather together, do you know?
After the spring rains have fallen, when the grass is deeply rooted enough that 
the goats can be allowed to graze, theres a white flower that blooms at around 
the time the goats drop their kids, and thats the time that the Juras people 
gather to sing to the stars and to make marriages. Zanja gasped for breath.
That was an unspeakable statement, Karis observed.
Its how they talk. They have big lungs.
Well, the goats will start dropping kids in about twenty days.
Zanja studied the map. How far apart are the camps?
About a days journey. The herds need a lot of room. Karis frowned. If the 
infected people go to the gathering, bringing their fleas with them
You and Jhan need two or three days in each camp. Ill have to run ahead, and 
persuade those people to stay where they are.
Karis gave her a look of despair. Confused, Zanja said, For years before I met 
you, I was a solitary traveler, so I am fairly skilled at it.
I never forget that, said Karis hoarsely.
Well, its too bad we couldnt bring a raven, but still, youll always know 
where I am Zanja let her voice trail away. What do you mean by that?
Karis was trembling. Whats wrong with me?
Zanja felt a sudden horror. She put her hand to Kariss forehead, and it was 
like putting her hand into a crackling fire. Dear gods. You can protect 
everyone
Im sick? Karis sounded blank. Why am I sick?
Zanja tried to speak calmly. Little-Biting-Dust wanted revenge, I guess. 
Someone must have told him that you cant heal yourself.
War makes me sick. Norina said so.
War only makes you sick at heart, said Zanja. Get up. Im taking you to 
Jhan.



Chapter Six



Zanja knelt on the floor of pounded sand, near the edge of the crowded, stinking 
hut where after a feverish night the sick had lapsed into exhausted silence. An 
old man had died during the night, and as soon as the sun rose, Jhan had gone 
out with the weary volunteers to expose his body to the sky, which was the Juras 
way of disposing of the dead. Jhan would have preferred to burn the bodies, but 
the closest firewood lay four days journey to the north. Lomito, the translator, 
had assured Zanja that Juras tradition would keep people away from the body 
while the scavengers did their work. Now, the volunteers began to come back in: 
all old people whose names were getting short. They lay down on their pallets 
with groans of exhaustion; like Zanja they had been awake all night. They 
muttered among themselves about the danger that the old mans ghost might haunt 
them because they had been too tired to sing him properly into death, but soon 
they fell silent.
All night, while Karis lay restless and muttering with fever, Zanja had sponged 
her with cool water. Now Karis lay quiescent, pallid, stark. The distinct marks 
of Little-Biting-Dusts dark magic had become visible in her flesh, mysterious 
bruises that Jhan said were battlegrounds. Feeling how cool Karis was now, 
Zanja covered her with a blanket.
Karis opened her eyes. Are you still here? she said accusingly.
Karis
You have to go!
I cant bring myself to leave you.
Karis looked at her: a strange look, resolved, not particularly tender. A 
solitary traveler, she mumbled.
That life is over.
No. It is your gift. Her broken voice cracked. Her bruised eyelids closed.
Zanja sat back on her heels. In four or five days time, Jhan would be able to 
say with some confidence whether Karis would survive. But by then Zanja should 
be far away, with no raven messenger to tell the news. If Karis lived, she 
wouldnt forgive Zanja for remaining with her while a whole people was 
devastated by this awful plague. And if Karis died, Zanjas presence or absence 
would make no difference in the outcome. But she could not make herself stand up 
and go.
The hut was dim, but outside the heavy clouds allowed in a promise of sunshine. 
The people within breathed in and out, some snoring, others mumbling vaguely in 
their sleep. Zanja took out her glyph cards and whispered a question. If I 
leave, will Karis and I be separated forever!
She looked down at the card her fingers had picked. It was 
Unbinding-and-Binding, with its illustration of two people tied at either end of 
a rope looped around a rock, hanging helplessly from a cliff. For one to climb, 
the other must fall. Zanja put the card back into the deck. She felt very 
strange: emptyso empty she felt almost lightand giddy, though not with joy. 
She stood up and went out.
Jhan was asleep with the others, but Lomito was waiting outside near her pile 
of gear to bid her farewell. Jhan would remain with Karis while Lomito traveled 
west and Zanja east, to teach the Juras how to prevent the illness and how to 
care for those who were already sick, but above all to persuade them to avoid 
the gathering.
Lomito said, Be at peace, Tar-wein-zan-ja. There never was a sham-re of the Ka 
clan that could be easily killed.
Thank you, she said distantly. She felt like she was falling; Lomito was far 
away, and Karis was even farther. Safe journey, she said to him. She picked up 
her gear, and walked away.



From one crowded Juras camp to the next, as the rain gradually let up and the 
earth began to warm, Zanja traveled, told her story, saw the people institute 
Jhans plan for killing fleas and preventing infection, and traveled on. It 
took fifteen days for the clouds to break apart and drift away. That day found 
Zanja alone as the vivid green plain unrolled before her feet like a bolt of 
green silk. Blue sky met green horizon, featureless and flat in all directions, 
and only Zanjas own shadow could tell her which way she was going. She had 
spent much of her life alone, but never had she been without a tree or hill to 
inform her of her place on the world. Now, as she walked, her interior spaces 
remained empty as the plain and the sky: disconnected, all her ties illusory, 
all her hopes a vacancy. She became convinced that Karis was indeed dead, and 
wept as she walked, dazed by sorrow, dazzled by light, through a thick steam 
that began to rise as the sun warmed the wet sand.
The air even smelled of death: a faint, sweet stink that gradually became 
overpowering. She wiped her eyes and looked around herself, for she had gotten 
completely disoriented and might have been walking in aimless circles for all 
she knew. Ahead of her, a sturdy caravan rose out of the mist, still and 
derelict as a wrecked ship lying askew on the shore. A broken axle, Zanja 
thought, but her nose told her that something worse than a mere mischance had 
befallen this house on wheels.
When she drew close, she saw the remains of the dray horses, dead in their 
traces, half eaten by scavengers before the winter cold froze the remains. Now, 
fat flies blew up in a cloud as Zanja approached, and vultures fled in great, 
ungainly hops through the calf-deep grass. The message of the dreadful scene was 
not too hard to read: the horses, trapped by the broken wheel, had died of 
starvation with grass just out of reach. But what of their driver?
The caravan door was tilted skyward, and the wood had swollen from the long 
rain. She levered the door open with her knife blade, and then fell back, 
gagging from the stink. She caught only a glimpse of what lay within: a mans 
dead body, rotting in a tangle of ruined trade goods. Holding her nose, she 
kicked the door shut, and fled beyond range of the smell to collect herself. No 
wonder her very thoughts had been infused with the stink of death.
In the warmth of the afternoon, the steam began to burn away, and Zanja noticed 
that underfoot, beneath the shelter of the grass leaves, a second plant was 
thriving and had almost completely matted over the sands surface with its 
small, lobed leaves. Looking closer, she saw the tiny green buds swelling. In a 
few more days, the sand would be decorated with flowers. She spotted a small 
eruption in the sand, and there emerged a fat black bee the size of her thumb 
tip. He basked in the sunshine after his mead-sipping winter underground, 
buzzing his wings occasionally, no doubt planning what he would do when the 
flowers came into bloom.
So Karis now sat, somewhere on this same empty plain, with the sunshine in her 
face, thinking how to restore her life after the ravages of illness and the 
hardships of that winter. Zanja sat back on her heels, beside the sleepy bee, 
and let her fear and sorrow go. She had chased Little-Biting-Dust across the 
plain, from one Juras camp to the next, and in each camp she had found fewer 
sick and greater surprise at her urgent message. Now, she had reached the end: a 
dead man, a peddler, with illness carried in his trade goods, and perhaps in 
stowaway rats as well. Here the plagues journey had finally ended.
She slept for a while beside her buzzing companion until she was awakened by 
goats bleating in the distance. She followed the sound to the flock, which 
meandered its lazy way across the grassland, driven, or perhaps merely followed, 
by a loose cluster of heavily laden Juras. The giants lightly carried their 
children, their early kids, their furniture, and their very houses upon their 
backs. When they spotted Zanjas approach, they stopped dead in their tracks, 
staring. One of them said, Look: it is a very small person made of shadow. 
Some rather ostentatiously loosed their clubs, which they generally used only to 
defend the goats from predators, but they relaxed quickly enough when Zanja gave 
proper greetings to the headwoman. She explained that they should give wide 
berth to the wrecked caravan in the distance, and eventually, when she had 
explained enough, they gave her some provisions, and loaned her a small ax, 
which she promised to return when she found them again at the gathering of the 
Juras.
With this ax she chopped apart the rolling mausoleum and used its wood for fuel 
with which to build a pyre. By noon the next day only black skeletons of wood 
and bone remained.



Zanjas boots had fallen apart at the seams, and she arrived at the gathering of 
the Juras barefoot. She had let her long hair out of its braids to dry, and had 
never bothered to plait it up again. As she made her way among the gathered 
flocks of goats, where many a goat lay in labor or nursed her newborn kids, the 
old does kept a close and hostile eye on her. At the center of this tremendous 
goat gathering lay the camp, where several hundred goatskin tents stood like tan 
sails on a green sea. Here, the Juras people sat in the sun, and talked, and 
sang, and roasted fresh meat on open fires. For once, it was not goat, but 
buffalo, and it smelled delicious. Like the goats, the people turned in 
astonishment to watch Zanja pass.
When she returned her borrowed ax, the children of that household followed her 
through the camp, asking question after question and begging to be allowed to 
touch her hair. They trailed behind her like a pack of enthusiastic but clumsy 
puppies, until at the very heart of the camp they suddenly disappeared. She 
lifted her gaze at the sound of a familiar, hoarse croak. A lone raven had 
landed on the tip of a tent pole. Raven, is Karis here? she cried.
Follow me, said the raven.
He led her to a tight circle of tents, where she found a big Juras woman sitting 
among her cousins, with her hair cropped short and tied in tiny bunches all over 
her skull. Kariss face had gotten more alien as well: pale and hollow, gaunt 
with illness. She listened attentively to an elderly woman as though she could 
understand her, while at her shoulder Lomito struggled out a framework of 
Shaftali words, with all the heart stripped out of them.
Zanja knelt behind Karis and asked quietly, Is this your mothers relative?
Her aunt, Karis said, without turning her head.
Zanja took over the translating, which seemed a relief to Lomito. The old woman 
said, Do you know, there are some goats that cannot be watched. The moment the 
herders turn their back, this goat sets forth from the flock. The wise goats 
call to her to come back, and warn her that there are places without water, and 
places where hungry lions roam. But they cannot convince her, and so we find her 
later, dead or injured. And if she lives to be returned safely to the flock 
again, she sets forth again, sooner or later.
Karis was nodding. Yes, yes, she said in the Juras language, which was 
probably the only word she had learned.
My sisters daughter was like that goat: restless, heedless, deaf to advice. 
After she came into her womanhood, she only grew worse: she often disappeared 
for days at a time, and nothing could keep her at home, or make her contented 
with her mothers fine flock. At last, she disappeared entirely, and never was 
seen again.
Was it in the spring? Karis asked. Karis knew all about the springtime 
restlessness that sets the feet to roaming.
It was in the spring, during the gathering. I remember that 
Man-in-Rolling-House came, and we traded winter wool for fat and sweets to make 
a feast. Perhaps Kasanra went with him, hidden in his house. My sister Karisho 
had no other daughters, only sons, and so the goats went to my other sisters 
eldest daughter, Kamole. Kamole was born before Kasanra disappeared.
Do I look like Kasanra? Karis asked.
The woman studied Kariss face. I think you look as your mother would have, had 
she not killed herself with foolishness. You look somewhat like Kamole, who now 
has three children, and her eldest bore a child this winter. Here is Kamole 
now.
Karis murmured, astounded, My cousin is a grandmother?
Everyone in the circle was rising to their feet. Zanja stood up as well, but 
Karis only looked up politely as a big, angry woman came into the circle. Zanja, 
her hand on Kariss shoulder, said, This woman is your enemy, Im afraid.
She does look grim. You should tell her they carried me here in a litter, and I 
am too weak to stand.
What are you doing here, then? Zanja asked, appalled.
Ohtrying not to waste any more of my life. Look at me: no goats, no 
grandchildren . . . She was smiling, but her hand closed over Zanjas as Kamole 
towered over her. The supposedly peaceful Juras told tales of wrestling matches 
between rivals, and it was rivalry over goats as often as it was over lovers. 
Kamole certainly seemed to be in the right mood, and Zanja hoped she wouldnt 
have to draw her dagger in Kariss defense.
Zanja said in the Juras tongue, Karis apologizes that she is still too ill to 
stand.
Kamole gave Zanja a startled look, as though she were a goat that had abruptly 
spoken. What are you? she demanded.
I am a crosser of borders, a speaker of languages, a reader of signs. I am 
Zanja naTarwein.
Huh, said the woman. The gathered Juras talk only of the sham-re daughter of 
lost Kasanra. You must be the one of her shu-shan who tells stories.
Zanja said to Karis, Well, she is unimpressed with us, and implies that anyone 
who admires us is frivolous.
Whats to admire? said Karis. I am too weak to stand, and you dont even have 
shoes. But perhaps youd better reassure her that I dont want her goats.
And insult her by implying that her goats are not desirable? Zanja spoke to 
Kamole. Karis says that everyone has spoken highly of the daughter of her 
mothers sister, whose goatherd is the finest in the southern plain. She is glad 
to finally meet you. She instructed Karis, Look glad. Clasp her hand.
Karis did, and everyone but Kamole relaxed and sat down.
Kamole said, Why have you come here? We prefer that the people of the forest 
lands leave us alone.
Karis said, This illness we have chased here would have killed so many Juras 
that perhaps the tribe might not have recovered.
Kamole replied obstinately, Every other stranger brings grief to the Juras. We 
have not forgotten how the forest people brought their sheep onto the plains and 
let them graze before the grass was properly rooted, and so laid waste the land 
that our goats began to starve and the grassland turned to desert.
Karis grumbled, That was forty years ago. Neither one of us was even born 
then.
I wont translate that, said Zanja.
Well, remind her that Harald Gdeon intervened, and forbade Shaftali people to 
graze upon the plain, and replanted the grass, and sent wagonloads of hay to 
feed the goats. And remind me to thank Emil and Medric for forcing me to learn 
so much history.
After Zanja had reported this history, Kamole replied, That may be what 
happened. But now this illness was brought to us by evil fleas, and none of the 
Juras brought those fleas to our land. I know this is true.
Zanja said, Its true that Man-in-Rolling-House brought the fleas here, 
inadvertently, and now he is dead.
So! said Kamole.
And we have come to cure it, Karis said. The healer will remain with the 
Juras as long as you need himwill you refuse him hospitality?
No, Kamole did not plan to turn away a resource so valuable as Jhan, despite 
her objections to strangers. And it would have made no difference if she had, 
for the fourteen Juras clans were fiercely independent, and would give Jhan 
shelter no matter what Kamole said. Zanja wondered if Karis would ask 
hospitality for herself, but she did not, and if she were hoping it might be 
offered voluntarily, she was disappointed.
As the sun began to set, Karis, leaning on Zanja, walked slowly out of the great 
camp, among the goats upon the open plain. There they drove a staff into the 
sand for the raven to perch on, and spread their blankets in the grass. Karis 
lay for a while with her face in the sand. But then she turned onto her back and 
looked up at the sky. That broad expanse, unbounded by tree or mountain, had 
unnerved Zanja, for in the high mountains, with all the world below her, she had 
never felt so exposed. But now the sky was a glory. Well watch the stars come 
out, Karis said.
They watched, huddled together for warmth, Zanja with her head resting in the 
hollow crook of Kariss bony shoulder. The goats closed in, and wheeled around 
them in a benign examination. The fearless kids, with the remains of umbilical 
cords still hanging from their bellies, came right up and stared them in the 
face. The skys colors slowly cooled, and stars pricked through the blue like 
distant lamps. Zanja told Karis of her travels. Karis said she could not 
remember being ill, and when her delirium had passed she wondered why her hair 
had been cut. Lomito had returned from his trek by then, and explained it was 
bad luck to have tangled hair.
Zanja said, If they had cut my hair I would think they were making me an 
outcast.
Well, they just want to make me seem more like them. Untie the knots, will you? 
I dont care if I offend them.
Zanja worked by feel to undo the knots of yarn. Jhan remained in the sick 
camps, I assume. Why did he let you go to the gathering?
He sent me away to get some rest.
You were healing people?
I couldnt help it, Karis said, and added, Youre laughing at me.
Zanja put her fingers through Kariss springy hair. Her own hair kept getting in 
the way. Karis lifted away the hair curtain and clasped it in a fist at the nape 
of Zanjas neck. Zanja kissed her. Kariss mouth opened under hers; she uttered 
a small sound. The goats that had lain down around them looked at them in some 
surprise.
There was an amazing sound, a swell of loud, sweet, deep voices. The Juras had 
begun singing to the stars, which filled the sky in a brilliant crowd of lights. 
Karis was crying hoarsely, undoing buttons ahead of Zanjas mouth and tongue, 
and kept getting herself tangled in Zanjas loose hair. The voices rose; the 
empty sky blazed with light; the sand vibrated with sound. Karis gasped, uttered 
a small shout. A newborn kid asked its dam a sleepy question. The Juras sang 
glory into the sky.
Later, Zanja put Kariss clothing back on her so she wouldnt get chilled. When 
she finished doing up shirt buttons, she discovered that Kariss face was 
silvered with wet starlight. What? Zanja said gently. Karis put her arms 
around her, but was too weak to hold on for long. Resting on Kariss breast, 
Zanja said, I thought the cards told me you would die. I should know better 
than to ask them a personal question.
Karis rubbed a sleeve across her face. The Juras were still singing, but softly. 
Perhaps it was a lullaby for their children and their goats. Karis said, in a 
rush of ragged words, Just before I fell ill, Mabin apologized for her wrongs, 
and asked me to sit in the Gdeons chair. Norina says she was sincere. But I 
did not accept.
Zanja thought, I must not flinch. But she already had.
I could not accept! Kariss voice was rawnot just fatigued, but fearful, 
agonized.
Zanja rested her forehead against Kariss shoulder. After such sweet intimacy, 
to confront the fact of their increasing estrangement seemed unendurable. 
Karis, if Ive made you feel like you have to justify yourself to me . . .
Fighting the plague has been a joy to you, said Karis. Now the fight is over, 
youll be aggrieved again.
Zanja wanted to contradict her, and could not do so. She said painfully, If I 
could choose not to be angry or disappointed, I would make that choice with all 
my heart.
And if I could choose to make you happy
My happiness is not your responsibility.
Oh, but your unhappiness is.
Dear gods, is that what you think? That I blame you for my own failure to be 
contented?
Kariss big hand had lifted to clasp Zanjas shoulder, but now it slipped down 
again and she said fretfully, I cant hold you.
You dont have to, Zanja said. She raised her head. For five years Ive 
shaped my life by waiting, though you never said that you would ever say yes to 
Shaftal. So my impatience is my own fault.
Kariss hand lifted again, and again it fell weakly to the sand.
She said hoarsely, The plague is over. But the land still cries out to me for 
healing. Do youdoes everyonethink I am deaf to that? I know I must do 
something. But I cannot act. Its not a choice. I have no choices. I have no 
choices. Her voice was blurry with fatigue.
Because she could not say she understood, Zanja said, You need to rest. Then 
she lay beside Karis, silent.
Then Juras sangsuch an astonishing song!and the stars whirled wildly in the 
sky. Karis had fallen asleep. The goats slept around them, a field of goats that 
spread as far as could be seen. Zanja blinkedshe had been dozing, and in her 
sleep she heard Medric warning her not to put too much importance on the plague. 
Nothing changes, he whispered in her ear. Nothing changes.
The cards had not been wrong. Zanja had asked if she and Karis would be 
separated foreverand the dreadful answer was that they would not separate at 
all. They were bound together on the side of the cliff, trapped there, each of 
them unable to choose to let the other one fall. And there they were destined to 
remain.



Chapter Seven



Im weary of looking at your glum faces, said Cadmar one evening at the peak 
of the spring bloom, and he dug the whisky from his footlocker and started 
pouring drinks. Gilly, who had already taken his evening draught of opiates, 
perched like a hunched crow upon his stool, sipping from his glass and uttering 
grave witticisms that no one would remember in the morning. After downing three 
glasses, Cadmar turned garrulous and started reminiscing, though there was 
nothing Gilly and Clement didnt already know about his illustrious life.
Drink, he urged. Drink and be cheerful.
Clement drank, and pretended to be cheerful.
Those were good days, Cadmar concluded with a sigh. Gilly, as though to 
contradict him, dropped his glass and, slowly at first but with increasing 
speed, slithered off his stool. Cadmar caught him and dragged him across the 
floor to the bed. The man cant hold his drink. He fumbled with Gillys shoes. 
How do these come off?
Clement helped Cadmar put Gilly to bed, and checked that he was still breathing, 
for the medics had warned that combining his drugs with liquor could kill him. 
As she stood looking down at her misshapen, sardonic friend, her heart hurt in a 
way that no soldier could ever admit to. Without him, her life would certainly 
be unendurable.
Are we drunk yet? Cadmar asked.
Drunk enough, she said unenthusiastically.
Well then, lets find ourselves a trull. Like we used to do.
General
He held up a hand. You are not drunk enough. He filled her glass and 
supervised until she had emptied it. Her eyes watered; her stomach protested; 
she felt more ill than drunk. But it seemed apparent that Cadmar would keep 
filling her glass until she either passed out like Gilly or began feigning a 
cheerful mood more convincingly.
As they made their way to the garrison gate, she couldnt help but ask, Arent 
we too old for this? She certainly felt too old.
Not too old. Too dignified, maybe.
Well then
But we are soldiers, by the gods! And who else are we to lie with, eh? Weve 
got no bunkmates and we outrank everybody!
She said, But youve got Gilly. She realized only then that she was truly 
drunk, though not pleasantly. That Cadmar still sometimes made his way to 
Gillys bed was something she was not supposed to have noticed.
Gillys getting old too. Cadmar patted her with clumsy affection. But youve 
got no one at all, old or young. How long has it been?
More than five years, she admitted.
Five years! No wonder you are so glum.



The gate captain coped so calmly and expertly with the phenomenon of the general 
setting forth in search of a prostitute that Clement realized this could not be 
the first time. The captain summoned a detail of a half dozen soldiers and 
included herself in the impromptu escort. It was a very quiet night. After 
spring mud came the short summer season in which the years food was planted, 
grown and harvested, while the bulk of the business and commerce was also done. 
From now until autumn mud, the Shaftali would work every moment of the rapidly 
lengthening days. Now, the shop shutters were closed, the windows were dark, the 
streets echoed with the guards hob-nailed footsteps, and Cadmars cheerful 
voice seemed very loud.
They would go to a woman who did not call herself a prostitute, and made her 
services available only to officers. Clement felt a certain relief: prostitutes 
were usually smoke addicts, and she did not enjoy their company.
I understand the whore isnt pregnant, said the captain. Not at the moment, 
anyway. But she makes some officer a father almost every year.
She sells them her children, you mean, muttered Clement.
She claims the officer is the babys father.
Of course she does. If shes paid enough.
Cadmar gave Clement a reprimanding push. The captain said with strained cheer, 
This is the place. Ill ring the bell and see if you can be accommodated.
They had reached a modest townhouse, the only building on the street with lamps 
still lit. A stout, plainly dressed woman answered the door, and soon the 
escorting soldiers had been shooed down a narrow hall toward the kitchen. 
Meanwhile, the stout woman left Clement in a tasteful drawing room while she 
showed Cadmar up the stairs.
At least there had been no unseemly argument over who would go first. On the 
small rooms delicate side table, a sweating wedge of cheese and a dry loaf of 
bread reminded Clement that she had drunk her supper. She ate, which did not 
settle her rebellious stomach, and then began to be bored. She shuffled a deck 
of cards that lay on the table, trying to remember the solitary card games she 
had not played in years. But then she noticed that the backs of the cards were 
decorated with a variety of pornographic pictures, and she leafed through them. 
She had never seen such a subject portrayed both explicitly and artfully before.
Cadmar came down the stairs, looking composed and extraordinarily complacent. 
Listen, Cadmar, Clement began, planning to excuse herself from the trip 
upstairs.
But he clasped her hand jovially, saying, That woman has talent! Ive paid her 
for us both, so dont pay her again.
It was hopeless. While waiting to be summoned, Clement diverted him with the 
pornographic cards. She decided she would go upstairs, sit by the courtesans 
fire, and let herself be entertained for half an hour by empty-headed 
conversation. Cadmar would never know his money had been wasted. The servant 
came to fetch her, and at the top of the stairs Clement stepped through an open 
door that was quietly closed behind her.
She smelled flowers, very delicate and faint, and her eye sought out the source: 
violets, she saw, and daffodilshomely, early-blooming flowers tucked into 
crystal vases. The room was warm, lamplit, painted coral pink so that Clement 
felt intimately embraced though the woman who was to entertain her sat on the 
far side of the room beside a quiet fire, with a piece of needlework in her 
hand. The big bed lay demurely shadowed, though its covers were folded back to 
advertise the pristine whiteness of the sheets.
Clement could smell not even a hint of old sex. It was a neat trick, she 
thought, as though she were watching a magician at a fair. The courtesan, 
eyebrow raised, gazed at her with some amusement. Lieutenant-General, I 
understand youre here against your will. The general gave me some rather strict 
orders, however.
Fortunately, he is not your general.
Yes, it is fortunate. The courtesan smiled, her hands busy making stitches 
that only a close observer might realize were haphazard. Do come in and sit by 
the fire. I will not throw myself on you, I assure you.
Clement walked across soft carpets and sat, and the chair embraced her. The 
courtesan served her a hot drink, sweet and milky, gently spiced. Clement sipped 
and felt her stomach settle, finally. This comfortable, intimate room was not 
what she had expected. That she hungered for this comfort, this quiet, she also 
had not expected. Oh, she was weary of being who she was! Call me Clement, she 
said desperately.
Clement, I am Alrin.
The courtesan was not young; nor was she intimidatingly beautiful. The loose 
silk robe she wore outlined in folds of light and darkness a heavy thigh, a lush 
breast, a body as comfortable as the chair in which she now curled, setting 
aside her fancywork and smiling as though she had a secret. She and Clement 
spoke of commonplace things: the town, the weather. Clement felt as if she had 
entered a different world, where all was mundane and not even a prickle of 
violence and politics could be felt. To leave the embrace of the soft green 
chair and enter the embrace of slippery silk and lightly perfumed skin was not 
so hard to do. It happened. Alrin made it happen by waiting and hinting and 
smiling that secret smile. Eventually, the pristine bed was put to use.



The homely flowers of spring bloomed in every crack where a bit of earth might 
be shoved atop a bulb. The barren garrisons snowdrifts were replaced by drifts 
of flowers that the occasional Shaftali visitor had no little cause to wonder 
at. The soldiers could coax a flower to bloom anywhere, and would sooner risk 
injury than step on even the edge of a flowerbed. Clement supposed there was 
something contradictory about the Sainnite love of flowers; certainly, the 
Shaftali found it peculiar. Clements mother had filled her coat pockets with 
bulbs on the way to becoming a refugee. Clement went to the garden every day to 
watch her mothers flowers bloom.
Now it was summer, and as the last of the spring blossoms shriveled in the 
warmth, Clements sudden romance with Alrin abruptly failed. Youve gotten 
gloomy again, commented Gilly one warm day, as the two of them were making the 
final plans for Cadmars annual tour of the garrisons.
She grunted discouragingly, but the ugly man had set his pen aside. Are we now 
strangers, you and I?
Thats an odd remark, she said.
Its you who have gotten odd, friend.
Well. She sighed. I notice that Alrins belly has gotten round, and now I 
hear that half a dozen officers are bidding against each other to be named the 
babys father.
Gilly raised his eyebrows. You were pretending shes not what she is?
Dont make fun of me. Ive seen your foolishness often enough.
I cant deny it. So youll visit her no more?
It was a waste of money.
By your gods, Id pay for it myself! A waste of money it was not!
Clement muttered, So all it takes to make me happy is an hour with a trull? I 
can hardly be proud of that.



That night she went late to bed, not because she was up carousing, but because 
with warm weather came the war, and death, and the cursed duty roster. She lay 
awake, of course, uncomfortable on her lumpy mattress, which wanted re-stuffing. 
She had propped the windows open to the moonless night, and a little bat flew in 
on the trail of a moth, and flapped around the room a couple of times, 
practically soundless but for a dry rustle like leather in a breeze, and a 
squeak so shrill it was little more than a scratching in the ears. Perhaps she 
actually slept, for when she saw a dandelion pod of fire explode against the 
stars, she thought it was a dream.
She stared at it, bedazzled, mystified, too astonished to feel afraid. Surely it 
was a sign from the gods, perhaps a sign directed only to her, a promise that 
her lifes purpose soon would be revealed. The fire faded, leaving a glowing 
trail behind. And now she heard a sound: an animal whine that became a scream 
the like of which she had only ever heard on the battlefield. In a few wild 
steps, she stood naked at the window, watching a soldier below dance a madmans 
dance as his arm and shoulder burned like fatwood.
Getting dressed took only a moment. To run down the stairs to Cadmars quarters 
took another. But Cadmar was already gone: while Clement sought enlightenment, 
he had already realized that the garrison was under attack, and he was ahead of 
her, out of the building already, where the fire falling from the sky could burn 
him alive. Gilly! she bellowed, running full tilt down the hall to pound on 
his door. Wake up, damn you! She heard the muffled murmur of his drugged 
voice, and left him to save himself. He was no soldier, but he knew how to keep 
out of harms way.
She ran out the door and found the burned soldier moaning, charred, scarcely 
conscious where he had been dragged into the shelter of the eaves. The sky 
exploded with fire. All across the garrison there were shouts: alarmed, 
astonished, and terrified. She shook the burned soldier brutally and shouted, 
Was it the general who helped you? Which way did he go?
The man said something, and perhaps he thought it was intelligible, but to 
Clement it meant nothing. She left him and ran down the nearest road, toward the 
rising shouts and the glow of fire now burning the rooftops. As she ran, she 
heard a captain blow his horn in the distance, signaling his disordered company 
to follow him into battle. Cadmar would chase that sound like a hound chases a 
rabbit and just as mindlessly, she thought grimly. She ran after him, her 
pistols unloaded and her saber banging on her leg, with the sky exploding 
overhead and the garrison erupting below, and as she ran she cursed Cadmar, and 
cursed even louder at the beauty of the deadly explosions that filled the sky.
She reached a chaotic knot of soldiers who seemed to be trying to fight the fire 
that threatened to burn their barracks down, though the flames were mostly out 
of reach of the water they tossed at it. She found their captain and shouted at 
him to give up and find the source of the explosives instead, but he gave her a 
dazed look as though he had lost his mind or thought she had lost hers. He 
shouted that he had not seen Cadmar, which meant nothing.
She heard the distant horn again, and ran, and above the rising sound of chaos 
she thought she heard gunshots. It was a satisfying sound: at least someone had 
found something to do besides gape disbelievingly at the fire that exploded all 
around.
Rockets, she thought suddenly. Rockets, like the ones that five years ago had 
burned down a garrison in South Hill, supposedly invented by a now-dead Paladin 
named Annis. Anniss Fire, the people had called the deadly stuff that dripped 
out of the sky, igniting whatever it landed on with flames that could not be 
extinguished by water. Sand would work, but there was not enough sand in the 
entire city to save this garrison from burning.
Her lungs ached. Cadmar was not quick-footed, and she should have caught up with 
him by now. She slowed her pace; she had lost him.
She heard a horn close by. Ahead of her were flares of ignited gunpowder, pistol 
shots, the shouts and cries of battle. She had run almost onto the heels of an 
organized company of soldiers, and they in turn had run into an ambush. She 
ducked into a doorway as a pistol ball plunked into wood, and finally took the 
time to load her weapons. When she peered out, she saw little more than shadows, 
but then a flaring fire nearby lit up the street in garish light and she could 
see. Some people lay wounded, and they soon would burn to death if no one 
dragged them to safety. Beyond, blades flashed as soldiers and strangers 
endeavored to kill each other hand-to-hand. One soldier, sapling-thin and giddy 
with excitement, was briskly rescued from her foolishness by a big, laconic 
woman whose saber moved so quickly it scarcely seemed to move at all. Clement 
recognized both of them: the big woman was her frequent training partner, one of 
the best blade fighters in the garrison. The sapling was young Kelin.
Get that child out of danger! she cried. She is too young for battle!
Of course it was absurd: in the screams and shouts, the clash of blades and the 
explosion of gunfire, with the flames roaring in the nearby roof, Clements 
voice was like the squeak of that evenings wayfarer bat. The sapling girl and 
the laconic soldier plunged side by side into the dark tangle of blade and ball. 
Clement ran after them.
A shout. She used her saber to cut her way through a man she presumed to be her 
enemy. A white face, she remembered later, garishly lit by flame, with black 
marks on his forehead. The flash of gunpowder, the whine of a projectile. She 
flung herself flat, and rolled, and saw gobbets of fire raining down, and got to 
her feet and ran. The sapling and the soldier had ducked into the shadows of the 
eaves to avoid the deadly rain. Clement coughed smoke and chased them, shouting 
hoarsely, but if they heard her they gave her cry no importance. Apparently, 
they thought they were heroes.
Perhaps these two had been following Captain Hermes signals, but now they had 
left the company behind. The three women appeared to be alone in the strange 
night, the fighting left behind them now, the buildings here seeming empty and 
not yet burning. Ahead lay the garden, strangely lit with lamp flame and 
withoh, Clement saw it nowthe fiery rise of rockets. So this was where the 
rocketeers had set up their base. And did those two heroes think that it would 
be left unguarded? Or that they alone could end the attack? Apparently, they 
did.
Gasping now, for she had run across the entire garrison, Clement shouted weakly, 
Beware sharpshooters! Even as she cried out, there was a flash and the tall 
woman quietly folded herself up in the middle of the street, like a uniform on a 
shelf. Clement could already see her name, written in a company clerks bold 
handwriting. Another dead soldier with no one to replace her.
Kelin did not even seem to know what had happened. She would be eager, too drunk 
on excitement to be wise, imagining herself as the one who would save the 
garrison from certain ruin. The girl ran straight to the garden fence and 
climbed it. She seemed to hesitate only a moment as she looked back and realized 
she had lost her companion. Perhaps she was surprised to learn that death was 
possible after all. Perhaps she even remembered that Captain Herme had commanded 
her never to do anything alone. Perhaps it occurred to her that she should wait, 
for the rest of her company would soon break through the battle line. But there 
was no glory in waiting, was there?
She dropped down the other side of the fence. Clement reached through the bars 
to grab for the booted heel that had already begun to run across the grass, 
toward the gardens fiery center where, with a shower of sparks, another rocket 
went arcing across the sky. Clement watched her go. She dared not shout after 
her, and could only watch, clenching the iron fence like a prisoner, as Kelin 
all but flew to the garish ritual. A half dozen giddy people seemed to dance and 
bow, with flaming lucifers in their hands, and then they all went dancing back. 
With a deep sound like a rushing wind or waterfall, the light flew fiercely up 
into the sky, trailing sparks and a gently glowing smoke. And then Kelin was on 
them, swift, blithe, oblivious. Perhaps she managed to injure oneit was hard to 
tell in the tricky lightand then she was cut down.
Clement groaned as though the swordcut had entered her own pounding heart. Her 
eyes ached with smoke and from peering into the shadows. The rocketeers dance 
went on: in and out, matter-of-fact. Another rocket burst into the sky.
Clements head began to clear. She had gotten a few good breaths of air, 
perhaps, or perhaps she was simply too inured to battle to weep for long. She 
had begun to plan the attack on the rocketeers before she even realized it, and 
when Hermes company, now missing two members, came running down the street, she 
was ready to tell them what to do.



Hours later, Clement finally located Cadmar. Having himself never gone near the 
battle, he chastised her for her hot-headedness. She had commanded the company 
that eliminated the rocketeers, and had, after all that, emerged unscathed. Only 
Cadmar, whose temper came mostly from envy, could have failed to appreciate what 
a hollow victory it was.
When he had used up his anger, he sent her to locate Commander Ellid, a task 
that wasted what remained of the morning. Clement found the garrison commander 
at last, standing before the smoking ruin of a barracks, with her hair singed 
and her face black with soot. Clement would not have recognized her if not for 
the insignia on her hat and the messengers that circled her like bees around 
their hive. Ellid was a strong-willed, short-tempered old veteran who enjoyed 
good food and had never forgiven Cadmar for driving away her excellent cook. But 
today she seemed relieved to learn of the generals safety.
He was fighting fires all night, said Clement. Now hes visiting injured 
soldiers in the infirmary. Hes no worse hurt than you are.
The commander looked ruefully at her singed uniform. A few burns. Her voice 
was a hoarse rasp; like Clement she had been breathing smoke and screaming 
orders all night. The general, she added, was supposed to go to safety should 
the garrison be attacked.
Surely you know that he will never be so prudent. But it was my duty to escort 
him to safety, if any safety could have been found last night, and I could not 
even find him, and ended up in danger myself. Its been a stupid night.
Thats true enough. Well, its over, eh? Ellid lifted her head and surveyed 
the smoking ruin of her garrison with swollen, red-rimmed eyes. Though I cant 
believe what I see, she muttered.
The refectory is still standing, anyway, though the kitchen is gone. The 
general requests that you meet him there. Surely the cooks will soon manage to 
produce something to eat.
Ellid made a soldiers gesture, simultaneously acknowledging, agreeing to, and 
delaying compliance with an order. One of her lieutenants was approaching, and 
she turned to see what he wanted.



Again, Clement limped slowly down cobbled streets turned black with ash, past 
smoking ruins of charred timbers. Soldiers sprawled here and there, the dead 
difficult to distinguish from the exhausted living, all dressed in ashes and 
masked with soot. At a well where the ground was still awash from the spilled 
water of a fire line, some soldiers took turns dunking their singed heads into a 
bucket of water. Clement joined them, took a turn with the cake of soap, and 
looked up from rinsing the grime away to find the gathered soldiers giving her 
demoralized salutes. One of them took her hat and polished the soot from her 
insignias. Lieutenant-General, the Lucky Man says anyone who sees you is to 
tell you hes in the generals quarters.
She went there. Gilly had taken over Cadmars table, since Commander Ellids 
quarters had burned to the ground. He and the garrison clerk had opened the log 
and rosters, which, being singed in places, apparently had been snatched out of 
the flames. Soldiers came and went, to tell the clerk and secretary the names of 
soldiers dead or wounded. Soon it would be Clements turn to deal with that 
dreadful paperwork. Perhaps this would be the disaster that finally forced 
Cadmar to close a garrison for lack of soldiers. And then the Paladins would 
realize the Sainnites secret weakness.
Come with me, she said desperately to Gilly.
She brought him his cane and helped him to his feet, and walked him past a newly 
arrived soldier, who was so tired he could scarcely tell the clerk the name of 
his fallen comrade.
As they walked down the hall, Gilly, leaning more heavily than usual on his 
cane, said admiringly, The clerk actually ran into a burning building to save 
the records. If she hadnt, we would be in quite a tangle.
Clement looked at him in disbelief. Gillys ugly face twisted with an ugly grin, 
and Clement began to laugh. Laughter whooped out of her aching chest: mad, 
mysterious. She laughed until she choked, and Gilly, still grinning his dreadful 
grin, pounded her too roughly on the back. She sopped up the tears that were 
running down her face. Gods! Dont do that to me again today! Its been a 
hellish night!
Gilly grunted. The soldiers think we were attacked by magic.
Cadmar did too, until I reminded him of Anniss Fire. They say that Annis was a 
genius with explosives.
Was?
Apparently, even her family believes shes long dead, accidentally killed by 
Paladins. Her rockets and her fire havent been used since she died, but I guess 
she told someone her secret after all.
They found Cadmar holding the clenched hand of a woman whose face had been 
burned to the bone. The infirmary stank of burned meat and sounded like a 
nightmare. The medics went around with smoke pipes to quiet the agony of the 
ones they judged were dying, but those that might live continued to scream.
By the three gods! cried Cadmar in a fury, once they were outside. The 
Paladins will regret this cowardly attack!
They had nearly reached the refectory before Cadmar had raged himself into 
silence. Clement then ventured to say, Commander Ellid will have enough to do 
just solving the practical problems of recovering from this attack. Let me 
handle the counter-attack. We must have a strong reactionan intolerable one.
Cadmar said, Youll need a detachment to serve under your command.
As they entered the refectory, Gilly muttered to Clement, You think the 
Paladins wont target you now? You could be dead before midsummer.
Id rather be dead than have to deal with the duty roster after this disaster.
What kind of revenge do you have in mind?
Ill take their children, Clement said, and raise them to be soldiers.
Gilly looked stunned. But later, as they ate gummy gray porridge with Ellid, her 
lieutenants, and some of her captains, and Cadmars resilience began to display 
itself in energetic conversation, Gilly leaned over to Clement and said softly, 
Its brilliant! But if we start stealing children, youll put that courtesan of 
yours out of business.
The commanders were piecing together a chronology of the nights events, all of 
which Clement already knew or had surmised. Cadmar announced that anyone who 
knew anything about the attackers was to be sent to Clement. They decided to go 
as a group to view the sites of the heaviest fighting.
The ten of them made slow progress across the garrison. Teams of soldiers 
methodically sorted the living from the dead, and the streets that before had 
been littered with bodies were now busy with exhausted soldiers being herded to 
food and shelter, injured soldiers being carried to the infirmary, and old 
veterans with buckets of soapy water, washing the faces of the dead so they 
could be identified. They passed an improvised paddock, where hysterical horses 
rescued from the burning stable were being soothed and treated. Shock had 
already given way to efficiency.
Gilly was obviously in pain, and seemed glad to have to pause again to let some 
litter bearers pass. He was accustomed to pain, and it only seemed to give his 
sharp mind a certain ruthlessness. He said, This troubles me, this attack. Its 
not like the others. It goes against Mabins directives, and the local Paladins 
own disinclination to do anything that might lead to retaliation. They pride 
themselves on their long view, dont they? And on their caution.
Cadmar and Ellid had paused ahead of them, and Captain Herme was narrating how 
the well-armed attackers had lain there in ambush and hadhe seemed reluctant to 
admit itdefended their position with determination and courage. Some ten of 
their bodies lay tossed contemptuously into a pile. Did the officers care to 
view them?
What for? asked Cadmar.
But Gilly had already limped over to the pile of dead bodies. They are so 
young, he said. This also is not right.
Clement stopped looking at the wounds and turned her attention to the faces. 
And Paladins sneer at us for sending children to war, she said.
What is that on his forehead? Wipe off his face, will you?
Clement had nothing to wipe anyones face with, but Gilly produced a voluminous 
handkerchief, and she bent over to smear away the soot and gore from the young 
mans forehead. What remained was a mark, painted in what appeared to be black 
ink. Gilly examined it silently and intently, and then stood back, looking first 
bemused and then unnerved.
He said to Cadmar, who grimly waited, I would guess these fighters all have the 
same mark on their foreheads. It is a glyph, the one that is called the Pyre, or 
Death-and-Life.
What does it mean? asked Cadmar.
Gilly shook his head, his ugly face unreadable now. As they resumed their 
progress, Clement tucked a hand under his elbow to give him some help in 
walking. She said, You suspect something.
Gilly said, Councilor Mabin herself wrote in her book that she was at Harald 
Gdeons side when he died. She observed that he did not vest a successor. These 
rumors weve heard about a Lost GdeonMabin has to be certain they are untrue.
So? Clement felt nearly hysterical with exhaustion, and strangling Gilly 
seemed better than listening to him recount irrelevant history.
So I must conclude that these people who attacked us last night could not have 
been Paladins. That glyph on the dead mans face is the sign that used to be 
carried through Shaftal whenever an old Gdeon died and a new one was vested: 
Death-and-Life, meaning that the Gdeon burns in the pyre and yet the Gdeon 
lives. Mabin would never allow her people to display that sign.
Clement was silent. She had paid little attention to the rumors of a lost 
Gdeon, and was trying now to remember when she first had heard them. It had 
been less than five years ago, but Harald had been dead for twenty. You think 
these people who attacked us believe Harald vested someone before he died?
That big woman who supposedly pierced Councilor Mabins heart with a 
spikeperhaps they are fighting for her. He paused, then said one more word, 
but it reverberated in Clements scrambled thoughts. Fanatics, he said.
Later, they stood together in the scorched garden, looking down at the slender 
soldier who had run in such glad foolishness to her own pointless death. The 
soldiers had separated Kelins body from the others, had wiped the soot and 
blood from her young face, and had covered her ugly wounds with a blanket. But 
they could not put the vibrancy back into her slack face, or the liveliness back 
into her blank eyes. Clement looked away from the girls body. Gilly fumbled for 
his sooty handkerchief. He should have known better than to become fond of a 
young soldier, Clement thought bitterly. All Sainnite children die in war. As 
fast as we send them into battle, they die. We might as well just kill them when 
theyre born and save us all the trouble of raising them.




Part 2
How Raven Became A God





When Raven was young, he had three friends: a grasshopper, a sparrow, and a 
wolf. They all were restless troublemakers, the shame of their clans and the 
scourge of their tribes.
One day, the bird gods appeared to Raven and said, We have been watching you a 
long time, and we think we might make you into a god. But first you must make 
something that has never been seen before, to prove to us that you are clever 
enough to be a god.
Of course, Raven wanted to be a god, but he had no idea how to make something 
that had never been seen before. So he asked his friend the grasshopper for 
advice. The grasshopper said, Well, I know one thing that has never been seen 
before: it is the soul of my clan, that lies at the center of the village, in a 
hut that nobody enters.
Then Raven went to the sparrow for advice, and the sparrow said, Well, I know 
one thing that has never been seen before. It is the soul of my clan, that lies 
at the center of the village, in the hut that nobody enters.
Then, Raven went to the wolf for advice, and the wolf said, Well, I know one 
thing that has never been seen before. It is the soul of my clan, that lies at 
the center of the village, in the hut that nobody enters.
So then Raven called together his friends. He said, I have thought of a 
wonderful joke. We will go to each of your villages and make a great noise, and 
they will think they are being attacked. They will all run about like the ant 
clan, and we will hide in the woods and laugh at them.
They all agreed that this was a fine plan. So they waited for the dark moon, and 
on that night they all met outside the sparrows village. They each had brought 
all the whistles and rattles they could find, and they spread out along the edge 
of the village and each commenced yelling and whistling and shaking their 
rattles. Soon, the sparrow warriors came running out of the village to find 
their enemy, while the sparrow elders and children hid in the huts. The three 
friends all slipped into the woods, laughing. But Raven sneaked into the center 
of the village, and found the hut that has no door, and with his claws he cut a 
slit in the wall and slipped in. There in the hut he found the soul of the 
sparrow clan.
Now, no one except Raven has ever seen a soul, so I cant tell you what the soul 
looked like. But Raven bit off a piece of it with his sharp beak and put it in 
his satchel. Then he slipped out of the hut and sewed up the opening he had made 
in the wall, so no one would notice, and he went and found his friends in the 
woods. Wasnt that fun! he said. Lets do it again, this time at the 
grasshopper clan.
So they did it again, at the grasshopper clan and then at the wolf clan, and 
each time Raven sneaked into the village and stole a piece of the clans soul. 
But after the wolf warriors had run into the woods looking for their enemy, they 
encountered the sparrow and grasshopper warriors, who were all searching the 
forest. They each thought that the other clans had banded together against them, 
and a huge battle began.
In the morning, Ravens friends found him in his camp, where he lived by 
himself. They all were sick with horror. The warriors of our people have all 
killed each other, and now our clans will hate each other for many generations! 
they cried.
But Raven didnt care. He had a pot of stew and he offered each of his friends 
some, but they were too upset to eat. So Raven ate it all himself, and his 
friends went away in disgust and never talked to him again.
Now, the stew was made out of the pieces of soul the Raven had stolen from each 
of the clans. After a while, he started to have a stomachache, but he endured 
the pain, for he wanted very badly to be a god. And then at last he put piece of 
leather on the ground and he defecated on it, and there lay a ravens turd made 
of the digested souls of the three clans. No one has ever seen a soul-turd 
except for Raven, but you can imagine it wasnt pretty to look at.
Raven packaged up that turd and took it to the gods. Here you go, he said. 
Here is something that has never been seen before. The gods all looked at the 
turd, and then they looked at each other, and finally one of them said, I cant 
believe that you have done this! But we have no choice except to make you a god. 
Considering all the havoc you have wreaked, I think we will make you the god of 
death. And that is how Raven became a god.
As for the turd, it was so disgusting that they buried it. A year later, Raven 
went back that way, and where the turd had been buried, a new clan had risen up 
out of the ground, and were living in a new village. They farmed and sang love 
songs like the grasshopper. They were clever and hardworking like the sparrow. 
And they were loyal and brave as the wolf. Raven took a special liking to them 
because his turd was the soul of the clan. They were the first human people.






Chapter Eight



The farm family, having been shouted out of their beds, huddled together as far 
as they could get from the heavily armed, impatient soldiers that crammed the 
dark parlor. The farmsteads many children had been made invisible behind a 
fortress of resolute adults. But one man, cut out from the crowd with a 
screaming child in his arms, faced down the hardened fighters that surrounded 
him. You will not take the child, he said.
By the flickering light of the lantern held up by the signal-man, Clement 
distantly examined the stubborn father. He did not seem old, but he was 
desiccated, his hair molting, his eyes set in shadowed hollows, his body sagging 
as though his muscles were coming detached from his bones. To admire his 
hopeless courage was a poor strategy, but as a nearby soldier eagerly lifted his 
club, Clement forestalled him with a raised hand. She said quietly to the man, 
Your daughters last memory of you will be of your death.
The mans hand protectively cupped his daughters skull as she hid her face in 
his shoulder. Obstinately, fearlessly, he said, You will not take her!
They had just one night to round up forty childrenClement could waste no time 
in argument. She began to lower her upraised hand, and like a puppet the soldier 
again lifted his club.
Wait! An old woman stepped into the light, jerking herself loose from the 
hands that reached out to restrain her. Take me instead.
No! cried the farmers. But the old woman, trailing a blanket snatched from her 
bed, gestured dismissively at them.
Take the old woman, Clement said to the soldiers.
They laid hands on the old woman; they hurt her until she cried out. A grinning 
soldier pricked her throat with a dagger.
Now the little girls father looked panicked. Good. Clement said, Well kill 
the old woman first. And well kill the rest of your family, one at a time. And 
with all of them dead, youll still lose the girl.
The man said dully to his hysterical daughter, Davi, you go with these people. 
Be a brave girl.
No! she shrieked. They scare me!
Clement jerked the girl out of the mans grip, and handed her, flailing and 
screaming, to the soldier behind her. The father uttered a shout and flung 
himself after her. A sharp crack on the head, and he fell. The old woman, 
released, cried bitterly, We will never forget this!
Out in the yard, which was crowded with war horses, they dumped the screaming 
child into the closed wagon, where her cries revived those of the other children 
previously snatched from other farms where other farmers had offered the same 
outraged, disbelieving resistance. It had become a routine. So far Clement had 
managed to convince the families of her seriousness without killing anyone. In 
Sainna, the parents would have begged her to take the children so theyd have 
one less mouth to feed.
Thats fourteen kids, said the sergeant in charge of guarding the wagon.
Mount up, said Clement.
Mount up! cried the captain, and the signal-man led the way, with his lantern.
It was a gorgeous, soft night: springs swift bloom had given way to summer; 
winters bitter winds and drifting snow were nearly impossible to remember now. 
Stars crowded the sky, and Clement could almost imagine what the Shaftali found 
to love in this unforgiving land. The childrens muffled cries settled to 
whimpers, and Clement could hear bird calls and a din of frogs at the pond they 
were passing. She pretended to herself that she was serene enough to appreciate 
this lovely ride. Forty children for forty dead soldiers: a grueling night.
She had let the people of Watfield and the surrounding countryside wait for 
retribution. Immediately after the fire, the local Paladins had been mustered, 
and for a long time had hovered just outside the city, where they made 
themselves a nuisance by interfering with lumber deliveries. Occasionally, 
Ellid, to boost morale, had sent out a company of angry soldiers to fight with 
them. When Cadmar, Gilly, and a select company of soldiers had ridden out to 
begin the tour of the garrisons, they reportedly had enjoyed a brisk clash of 
arms as they passed through the Paladins perimeter. Now, nearly a month after 
the fire, the Paladin alert had relaxed. That night, Clement and her detachment 
had slipped out of the city unnoticed, and so far had done their work 
unhindered.
Clement could not predict how long it would take for the Paladins to converge on 
them or how much the presence of children would inhibit them from attacking. The 
attackers would probably try to force the soldiers to abandon the wagon, and 
Clement had trained the detachment accordingly. The soldiers had enjoyed the 
playacting, which was easier and more interesting than clearing rubble. Clement 
had needed the distraction, for she felt that she lived in the shadow of doom, 
and Gilly was not there to jolt her out of her dark mood with his acerbic 
commentary.
They rode into an empty farmstead. The soldiers searched the house and reported 
bed covers flung back and clothing tossed about. After they were on the road 
again, the captain rode up beside Clement and said, I suppose theres a farmer 
galloping ahead of us on a fast horse.
In the past, farmers could have warned their neighbors or summoned help using 
bells that were hit with iron poles, but they had long since been broken of that 
habit by Sainnite retribution. Clement said, Farmers dont have fast horses. 
Theyre probably running from farm to farm in relay. Lets hurry our pace, skip 
a couple of farms, and see if we can get ahead of the alarm again.
By this method, Clements detachment managed to acquire a couple of more 
children, but then they found only empty beds again.
Signal fire, the captain said in disgust.
Clement had also noticed light flaring on a hilltop, and knew that soon several 
more scattered hilltops would be aflame. Return to Watfield, she said. 
Quickly. No need to spare the horses now. And lets hope no one in town notices 
the signals.


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In the city, her soldiers broke down the doors of two and even three houses at 
once. Even though Clement insisted that they take only one child from each 
household, the total quickly mounted by ten, fifteen, twenty more children 
before the forewarned parents began hiding their children from the soldiers in 
cellars, woodsheds, and attics. The soldiers, forced to extricate cowering, 
hysterical children from dark and cluttered places while holding back and 
sometimes fighting desperate parents, began to lose their tempers. Clement, 
supervising from the street, heard reports of blood spilled, of a child injured. 
She listened to the city rousing: dogs barked as a ripple of door pounding and 
warning shouts spread down the streets from her operation.
How many recruits do we have? she asked the sergeant in charge of guarding the 
wagon.
Recruits! He laughed as though he thought she was joking. Thirty-six.
Close enough to forty. Signal-man! Retreat to garrison!



The night was no longer quiet. From the water gate Clement could see a distant 
beacon, its flames subsiding now but still bright in the distance. The roused 
city echoed with the angry clangor of pots being banged. A mob had gathered at 
the garrison gate, and all watches had been mustered to guard the wall. 
Periodically, Ellids bugler sounded a signal, which received an orderly answer 
from each of the scattered companies. The signals told Clement that there had 
been some few skirmishes, but so far no emergencies.
Clement was feeling very tired. The signal-man told her the time; soon dawn 
light would start to extinguish the stars. Clement rubbed her face vigorously 
and shouted at the stable sergeant, How long does it take to change horses?
Its hard to get the harnesses buckled in the dark, Lieutenant-General, he 
said apologetically.
At last, the fresh horses were in their traces, and they were led down the ramp 
onto the barge, pulling the wagon-load of children behind them. The wheels were 
secured. As the wagon swayed with the movements of the water, Clement could hear 
children whimpering again. They would quickly learn not to cry, just as Clement 
had when her soldier-mother came to take her away from the only home she had 
known.
The barge was loose; the dray horses on shore leaned into the traces. Clement 
watched until the barge had been towed through the water gate and was picked up 
by the rivers sluggish current. It would reach a garrison down river by 
mid-afternoon and from there the wagon would travel to the childrens garrison. 
She turned away, sighing with relief. Her operation had been a success.



Some six days later, the gate remained blocked by a restless crowd that banged 
their pots and uttered ugly shouts every time the garrison bell rang. Food 
supplies came in by the water gate, but three times Paladins had cut barges 
loose from their tow-horses to be carried away and eventually wrecked by the 
slow current. Now, as far away as the western borders, lumber mills refused to 
sell at any price if they suspected the lumber was going to Watfield garrison.
We cant manage without wood! In a temper, Commander Ellid paced Cadmars 
quarters, stepping over and around the clutter of sleeping pallets and gear. 
Most of the garrisons officers were sleeping in Cadmars quarters at night; 
four companies slept in shifts in the hallways, and Clement slept with half a 
company in her own room, while another half occupied it in the daytime. Since 
the fire, solitude could only be found out of doors.
Clement got up from Cadmars table, where she had been going over the duty 
roster, and took Gillys book of maps from its shelf. Well send a company from 
another garrison to take over a lumber mill, she said. Show me where the wood 
is coming from.
They discussed logistics, and Clement wrote an order in her own hand, which she 
had done a lot lately. The harried company clerk arrived, mixed a fresh bottle 
of ink and trimmed several pens, and left again with a sheaf of paper under her 
arm. She was not doing duty as a scribe anymore, for she was the only person in 
the garrison who could cipher well enough to produce reliable measurements for 
the building plans. No workers, grumbled Ellid, still in a temper. No 
materials, no facilities, no plans The door opened to admit an aide carrying a 
tray. No edible food!
Clement glanced at the unappetizing mess the aide set down on the table. There 
was a distinct smell of scorched potatoes.
Ellid continued, And in these conditions Im to rebuild a garrison in three 
months time? I can predict now that were spending the winter without a roof 
over our heads.
Clement said, I would apologize that my operation has made yours more 
difficult, but since theres been no more rocket attacks, it seems justified.
You did what you had to, Lieutenant-General. Ellid sat down to stir a spoon in 
what passed for stew, then picked up a lump of bread instead, with no butter, of 
course. No kitchen, she muttered. But my old cook would have managed, by the 
gods!
Clement hacked open a lump of bread and dropped brick-hard pieces into the 
watery stew to soften. She was weary of other peoples complaints. Even in the 
garden, where she worked sometimes to repair the damaged beds and coax the 
summer flowers into bloom, her fellow gardeners could be heard whining to each 
other.
No information? asked Ellid after a while. Perhaps it had occurred to her that 
Clement, also experiencing her share of difficulties, had no one to complain to.
No information, Clement said. No one in Watfield admits to knowing anything 
about the rocketeers. No one claimed the bodies. The Paladins themselves were 
taken by surprise; thats all Im certain of. It took an entire day for them to 
muster. If theyd known about the attack beforehand, they would have mustered 
already.
Side by side, they forced themselves to eat the wretched stew. Ellid finally 
said, Better an old enemy than a new one, eh? At least we can anticipate the 
Paladins most of the time. But these rocketeers, theyre a different kind of 
people. Do you remember, when we first came here, how angry we used to get 
because these people didnt fight like we expected them to?
I was nine years old, Clement said. But I remember my mother was pretty 
outraged. That was a strange time.
In Sainna, soldiers fought soldiers. Same tactics, same style.
Well, were never going back to Sainna, are we? Even if the wars are over in 
that country, no one would be glad to see us return. After thirty years in exile 
wed look like an invading force to them.
The wars were never over in Sainna. Ellid lapsed into a silence, perhaps 
reflecting gloomily, as Clement was, on their equally untenable situation in 
Shaftal.
Their silence was interrupted by a gate guard sent to fetch Clement. A group of 
gray-hairs want to talk to someone about the children. They want to negotiate 
their return, they say.


* * *


You cant go down there, Lieutenant-General, said the gate captain. Theyll 
tear you apart, and itll be on my head.
From the watch tower, Clement surveyed the surly crowd below. She saw people in 
neat, close-fitting clothing that advertised their leisure and prosperity. She 
saw laborers in longshirts and breeches with padded knees. She saw young people 
flirting or playing games of dice, and she saw old people who had brought chairs 
to sit in. Many of the people waved strips of white cloth on which were painted 
messages no one on the wall could have read. Baskets of bread were being passed 
overhead, from hand to hand. Clement caught a whiff of it, and watched with 
ravenous fascination as a man took a steaming loaf and tore it into pieces to 
distribute to his friends.
Clement could see no children. Most of the old people appeared to have gathered 
close to the gate. The siege gate was still closed, and no one could see in, so 
the people below looked up at the towers. Lower a ladder, Clement said.
Lieutenant-General! the captain protested.
She gave him a look, and he turned briskly away to shout commands. She stripped 
off her weapons and insignias, and, when the ladder was lowered, climbed quickly 
down. Someone threw a turnip at her, but with shouts and shoving the crowd 
seemed to get its hotheads under control. Clement set foot on stone, and turned 
to find herself surrounded by old people, who showed no sign of being 
disconcerted by her arrival in their midst. Whats your rank? asked one, and 
another said, Do you speak our language?
Im told I speak it perfectly, said Clement. One of the three people closest 
to her looked uncomfortably familiar. A painted strip of cloth was wrapped 
around her neck and hung down the front of her shirta farmers work shirt, 
extravagantly gathered at the shoulders to allow free movement of the arms. The 
old woman said to the others, This is the one who took our children. Shes an 
officer.
There was a silence. The crowd surged, but then subsided. An old man said, It 
was a stupid thing to do.
So was burning the garrison, said Clement.
Our children had nothing to do with that!
I was told you wanted to negotiate, Clement said impatiently. But someone had 
already jabbed the man with an elbow.
The woman said, You look famished. Would you like some bread? She waved a hand 
in the air and one of the baskets of bread made a swift journey to them. 
Somehow, though Clement meant to refuse, she had half a loaf in her hand. One 
bite, she instructed herself, but could not make herself stop before three.
These were very canny people. The children, she said to them, Are no longer 
here.
What! they cried.
They havent been here for six days. Shout their names and bang your pans all 
you want; they cant hear you.
Where are they?
Clement leaned against the ladder, with one arm wrapped casually around a rung. 
These people might not realize it, but the soldiers above were poised to raise 
the ladder, with her on it. She took another bite of the excellent bread. What 
will you offer?
Take us instead. The woman gestured at the crowd of gray heads.
It was the second time this old woman had offered herself in place of the child. 
And it revealed just how little she and her fellow Shaftali understood the 
Sainnites, for it had not even occurred to them that the children might be more 
than mere hostages. Clement replied, Ill trade for the rocketeers. One child 
for useful information. One child for every rocketeer, delivered to us alive.
They are children! said one of the people in disbelief. They are not weights 
on a scale. They are children!
They are weights on a scale as far as we are concerned. Is that all you have to 
tell me?
The woman said with unconcealed frustration, We cant just deliver these people 
to you! We dont even know who they were! One market day, they were in the 
crowd: strangers, loudmouths with strange ideas. A few days later, your garrison 
was attacked. Thats all anyone knows.
Oh, I doubt it, Clement said. Well, I appreciate you making this effort to 
meet with me. The impatient man uttered a sardonic snort and was jabbed with an 
elbow again. If anyone wants to talk again, you can ask for me by nameits 
Clement.
She started up the ladder, but paused to add over her shoulder, Maybe youd 
better clear the gate. We dont really want to shoot you, but we will if we 
must.
The mob began banging their pans again, and continued long after Clement had 
safety reached the tower. The remains of her loaf was distributed to the guard, 
one bite at a time, as long as it lasted. Clement wished she had managed to 
bring up the entire basket.



Whatever impression Clement had made on the townsfolk, there was no particular 
result. The crowd at the gate did not dissipate. Everyone in the city now seemed 
to be wearing those printed strips of cloth. No one came to the gate asking to 
talk to her. Perhaps no one actually knew anything useful about the garrisons 
attackers, but it seemed more likely that no one was willing to be publicly 
identified as a traitor.
A message from Purnal, who commanded the childrens garrison, eventually 
arrived. It confirmed the safe delivery of the children, then lapsed into one of 
his lengthy vituperations, full of dire predictions of what would become of the 
Sainnites now they had become baby thieves. What idiot dreamed up this bizarre 
plan? he wrote. Did anyone even try to think of what might result? She only 
read one page of his jagged, angry handwriting, and then threw the entire 
missive into the fire. Cadmar had always done the same with anything that came 
from Purnal, while commenting that Purnals brains were in his legthe one that 
had been cut off.



Chapter Nine



All that remained of the springs plague was a flea in a bottle, which Zanja 
chanced upon one day, in the bottom of a clothes chest, underneath a pile of 
winter clothing that she was layering with strewing herbs to keep away the 
moths. Hard red wax sealed the cork, but the flea hopped vigorously in its 
prison. Karis never mentioned the flea, and Zanja never asked about it.
Winter snow had barricaded the household, but now the scattered neighbors 
regularly came calling, and the road that could be glimpsed from the apple 
orchard had become a busy thoroughfare. Karis worked long days at the forge with 
two local youths who served as her casual apprentices. Emil and Norina wandered 
Shaftal, Jhan remained deep in the south with the Juras. Medric read books and 
wrote letters all night, and slept during the day. Leeba spent entire mornings 
or afternoons with her friends. It was quiet.
Early in the summer, Zanja, Karis and Leeba traveled to a fair in the nearby 
town. A company of players performed one drama after another, shouting their 
lines over the hubbub of hucksters, jugglers, musicians, and peddlers. Leeba 
spent her pennies on exotic candies that she immediately gobbled up, and ran 
wild with a giddy mob of her friends. In the tavern, people who rarely traveled 
to town lined up to stand drinks for Karis and ask for advice, having brought 
with them the evidence of their difficulties: withered leaves, unsprouted seeds, 
underweight babies, the mummified remains of aborted livestock, fistfuls of 
soil, vials of water, examples of weeds that they could not eradicate. As Karis 
listened, considered, talked, and politely took an occasional small sip from her 
constantly refilled cup, Zanja ingratiated herself into a group of traveling 
merchants who had left their stalls to the care of their underlings and had come 
in to escape the heat.
Now thats a rare sight, one of them commented. An earth witch consulting at 
the fair like old times.
Shes a local secret, Zanja said, though it was not exactly true any more. It 
had taken a couple of years for Karis to become known in the region as an earth 
witch, but now the word continued to spread. Some of the people here today had 
journeyed a good distance to seek her advice. Yet, though Karis was certainly 
the only earth witch in Shaftal, and though rumors of the lost Gdeon had 
subsided but not been forgotten, it apparently had not yet occurred to any 
Shaftali to put the two together. The Sainnites might have instantly recognized 
Karis as a threat, but to the Shaftali she simply was one of them.
Arent you drinking? asked a merchant.
Im cursed by a dislike for ale, and theres no cider to be had at this time of 
year.
Ah, its a curse indeed! In this hot weather!
Zanja said, Im curious about what happened in Watfield. I dont suppose youve 
heard anything?
Weve just come from there.
Thats a long journey!
But this fair is on the way to the big ones in the north . . .
The complications of a traveling merchants schedule were already well known to 
Zanja, but she pretended to listen.
So what happened in Watfield? she was finally able to ask.
Well, you know that it was a sneak attack, in dead of night. And the attackers 
used some kind of device that flew through the air and exploded with fire. And 
they say the fire couldnt be put out. . .
As Zanja listened, she remembered the first time those devilish devices had been 
used on a Sainnite garrison: the hissing of the lucifer, the rockets garish and 
explosive flight. Her hand had lit the fuses. Though she smiled wryly at the 
memory, setting a garrison afire was not something she felt inclined to do 
again.
Later, she went out into the dusty yard, which was occupied by several donkeys, 
some chickens, and a few sickly sheep awaiting Kariss examination. A raven flew 
down from the rooftop and reported on Leebas activities. Zanjas daughter had 
skinned a knee, been yelled at by a merchant, and was now watching a puppet 
show.
Zanja said, Give Emil a message for me.
Emil is free to speak to you, the raven said. He asks if you have learned 
anything about the attack on Watfield.
It certainly was a rocket attack, and it sounds to me like the rockets carried 
Anniss Fire. Annis didnt like Willis, but I suppose he might have flattered 
her into giving him the recipe. If it was Willis and his people who attacked 
Watfield, what is he trying to accomplish?
Hes captured the imagination of the people. Hes made it even easier to get 
recruits to his cause. The raven paused. I believe that Willis and his company 
are responsible for several other incidents this summer. They are moving quickly 
from place to place, not following a predictable pattern. They havent attempted 
something like what they did in Watfield, but everything they do seems too 
provocative to be laid at the door of local Paladins.
That stupid man is going to take over Shaftal! And in the name of a Gdeon he 
wouldnt like if he ever met her!
Actually, said the raven in Emils moderate way, his dreamGdeon suits his 
needs much better than the real one would.
His dream is more impressive, certainly, said Zanja, thinking of Karis in the 
tavern, peering at the roots of a stunted plant that had been carried three days 
there for her inspection.
Superficially, yes. But when people just want their immediate hurts to be 
soothed, they dont look too closely at the cure thats being offered. The 
raven added, Now the Sainnites have retaliated by snatching a cartload of young 
children.
Gods of the sky! The Sainnites are exacting their revenge on children?
Zanja had been squatting in the dust to talk with the raven, but now she rose up 
sharply to survey the fair, which filled several flat fields on the edge of 
town. She was looking among the stalls and tents and strolling people for a 
glimpse of a dirty, bloody-kneed, sugar-smeared little girl, who by now was 
probably loudly talking back to the puppets, much to the puppeteers dismay. 
Zanja did not see Leeba, of course, but she spotted the black bird that was 
keeping watch on her from the top of a distant tree. Zanja said to Emil, The 
Sainnites are doing everything possible to destroy themselves. They might as 
well be collaborating in their own demise.
Zanjas raven lifted off abruptly as a laughing group approached the tavern. She 
felt an impulse to shout at them for their intrusive merriment. And now the 
tavern door opened, and Karis came out with the shepherd to take a look at his 
sheep. She had to hunch down to fit through the doorway, and then, as she 
stepped out, the hot sunlight seemed to set her cropped hair afire. The laughing 
people stopped dead at the sight of the giant, lips parted with surprise. Then, 
apparently misinterpreting the hard line of Kariss mouth and the glitter of her 
eyes, they rather anxiously crowded together. But Zanja went to her, and said, 
Karis, youre worn out.
The shepherd turned to Karis, guilt-stricken. I thought you looked a bit thin. 
Youve been ill?
Ill look at your sheep, said Karis to him. And then Im going home.
She squatted down among the silly animals, who were too weak to react with their 
usual blind panic. The laughing people observed Karis in puzzlement, then 
bewilderment, and finally disappointment. A woman of her remarkable size, they 
seemed to think, should have given them more of a show.



Midsummer, and the sixth anniversary of the massacre of Zanjas people 
approached like a storm whose rumbling thunder and flickering lightning might be 
heard for hours before the rain finally fell. Once, Karis came in looking for 
something to eat and found Zanja lying with her aching head pressed to the cool 
stones of an unlit hearth. Karis picked her up and fiercely said, Call for me 
when this happens!
She sat in a chair, with Zanja huddled in her lap like a child. Kariss hands 
firmly pressed the pain out of Zanjas head; it dissipated like water, leaving 
her empty. Afterwards, Zanja felt sick with loneliness. She looked up, and Karis 
was staring bleakly away. What have I done? Zanja asked.
Youve survived what no one should have to survive, said Karis distantly.
What have I done to make you so angry with me ?
Karis looked down at her then. Is that really what you think?
She put a hand to Zanjas face again, a gentle touch despite her work-rough, 
callused skin. I feel you pulling away from me with all your strength, she 
said. But at the same time youre shouting at me to hold on. And with all my 
strength I am holding onto you, though I know that I have to let go.
Unbinding-and-Binding, Zanja said in dull amazement.
Is that a glyph? Karis asked.
She set Zanja on her feet, and stood up. Zanja looked up to see her, and a 
residual dizziness from the headache nearly toppled her. Karis, with an arm 
around her, asked, Can you explain to me what Ive said? Because I dont 
understand what it means.
Zanja said, I understand that if one of us must fall, it must be me.
In the silence, Zanja could hear a distant sound, a childs voice piping a 
shrill song as she came home across the fields.
As if in reply to Zanjas statement, Karis said, Thats Leeba. And Emil is on 
his way home. Is there nothing to eat in this house?



Emil arrived home two days later and dropped his heavy load of books with a 
sigh.
You need a donkey, Zanja commented, and poured him a cup of the tea that he 
always drank, no matter how hot the day.
Oh, people are always giving me rides. In the parlor, he sat by a propped-open 
window, in one of the big, battered chairs that Karis was always intending to 
repair. Kariss hammer rang rhythmically, steadily, down at the forge, a sound 
that carried astonishingly far and was her only, more than sufficient, 
advertisement. Emil took a swallow of his tea and sighed. Ive been missing 
your tea. He glanced at her face and added hastily, After a particularly messy 
fight, when the knees are wobbly from a close brush with death, theres nothing 
quite so fortifying.
She wanted to be angry at someone, but apparently it was not to be him. She 
found herself smiling instead, though her face was reluctant and out of the 
habit.
My raven thinks you are on the verge of killing someone, Emil said.
I might, if you continue to compliment my housekeeping.
The house, said Emil somberly, is keeping you.
Zanja sat on the cool stones of the hearth, folding up her limbs into a neat 
packet as she had learned to do when she was Leebas age, a child as wild and 
gleeful as she, but required to learn quickly how to keep from using up more 
than her share of allotted space in the crowded clanhouse. In silence, pummeled 
by memories of her proud, extinguished people, she watched Emil drink his tea. A 
yellow butterfly fluttered confusedly into the room, then followed the afternoon 
sunlight out again.
Does your head hurt? Emil asked.
Not right now. Zanja put a hand to her skull, where among the interwoven 
braids there grew some cross-grained hairs in an old scar, which marked a ridge 
of healed bone in her skull. At midsummer the old wound seemed fresh, and she 
needed to touch the scar to be certain that it was in fact healed. Theres no 
reason for this pain, she said, half to herself.
Surely memories are beyond Kariss repair work. Emil set down his teacup and 
gave her an inquiring look. His hair, as usual, was tied back with a thong, and 
somehow, though at this time of year he often slept in the woods, he had managed 
to keep his weathered face clean-shaven. They had briefly met when she was 
fifteen and he was the age she was now. Even then he had seemed a deeply 
balanced man. Now, every year Emil arranged his travels so he could see her 
through the dreadful days of midsummer, and seemed prepared to continue to do so 
as long as he lived.
My brother, what do you want to ask? Zanjas voice was husky.
I dont suppose, he said hopefully, that your owl god is carrying you across 
another boundary? For the claws of truth dig deep in you this time of year.
She looked at him, puzzled at first, then with a rising awareness that her 
wretchedness was making her stupid. The glyph cards were already in her hands, 
the pouch and cord falling to the floor. Emils card, Solitude, or the Man on 
the Hill, was held between her fingertips. The light falling from the heavenly 
bodies pierced him with deadly arrows. I thought I was alone, she said.
You think that every year, he said, without resentment.
He got himself more tea, and came to stand by her as the cards fell from her 
fingertips: Solitude, followed by the Owl, the Pyre, and Unbinding-and-Binding. 
Opposing forces trapped in stasis, he said promptly. But the paralysis can be 
broken with painful insight. The way the cards have landed seems to put you and 
me in a position of grave responsibility, doesnt it? He bent over, teacup 
teetering dangerously, to point a finger at the owl, who flew with a hapless 
captive dangling from her claw. Take me across that boundary with you, he 
said.
Foolhardy man!
Oh, yes. Absolutely.
But I cant make the crossing.
There was a silence. He said, Tell me what is the boundary that must be 
crossed.
Zanjas flare of prescience appeared to have burned itself out; no new cards 
found their way into her hand, and she stared at the old ones in bleak 
frustration. Emil set down his teacup, knelt on the floor in front of her, and 
took the glyph cards from her hand. Ask the question.
What is the boundary that must be crossed?
He did not lay down a new card, but pointed at the Pyre, Karis standing in the 
flames. That card is reversed to Life-and-Death. If she moves, she will step 
into death, not out of it. Has she talked to you about this?
In the spring, when she told me she had refused Mabins offer, she said she 
couldnt accept, and she couldnt take any action, and she couldnt do nothing.
In the spring!
Zanjas people had always been very formal with each other, distant and 
courteous, their roles and relations rigidly prescribed. Emil had learned to 
mimic the extreme obliqueness with which Zanjas people addressed private 
matters, and she recognized that he was doing it now, inquiring without directly 
asking why it was that Zanja had no recent insights into her lovers 
motivations.
Zanja said, Weve hardly even talked since then.
I see. Emil frowned at the cards as though he was neither concerned nor very 
interested in Zanjas statement. Norina has told me Mabin believes that Kariss 
continuing inaction is a result of bitterness and cowardice.
Is this whats wrong? he might have asked, were he being direct. Has your 
unspoken blame opened up a gulf between the two of you?
Yes, said Zanja. But Mabin can only see how Kariss very existence 
inconveniences her plans.
Emil looked up at her, his expression utterly neutral.
Zanja upended the Pyre card so she was seeing it upside-down. Karis is brave 
and forgiving, she said. And then a disorientation came over her, like a 
traveler feels when a lifting fog reveals she is not where she assumed. Theres 
nothing Karis can do that wont lead to disaster, so for years she has engaged 
in the courage of inaction. But now that Willis claims to be acting on her 
behalf, to continue to do nothing is also becoming impossible.
She felt that what she had said was true, but it was also incomplete. But why 
hasnt she just said so?
Emil said, with mild reproof, When a rock falls, do we ask it to explain 
itself? Earth logic is inarticulate. We know it by what it does. He leaned 
forward now, picked up the Pyre card, and held it before Zanjas eyes, 
upside-down. What is Karis doing?
The answer now seemed obvious. Shes waiting in agony for action to become 
possible.
Emil said grimly, Well, thats why you and I are responsible. Making action 
possible is fire bloods business.
Over the glyph card he met her stricken stare. Then, without speaking, he put 
down the Pyre and picked up Unbinding-and-Binding. He held it up, reversed. 
What must we do to make action possible?
There was a swirling in the room, like an unfelt wind. Nothing stirred, and yet 
it was not still. Zanjas voice spoke, flat and distant. Cut me free so I can 
fall.
If you are cut free, then you can cross the boundary? He pointed at the 
upside-down owl.
The woman, arms and legs spread wide, was flying. The owl, wings dangling, clung 
desperately: a helpless passenger. Will must precede insight, Zanjas voice 
said.
He picked up the card and looked at it himself, upside-down. His expressive 
eyebrows lifted in surprise. Must we act without knowing what were doing, or 
why?
We must! Action must become possible! Disaster must not be my fault again!
It was death, that was the smell. And the smoke of the village burning. Zanja, 
stumbling among the bodies of the massacred katrim. The dawn mist glimmered now 
with the rising sun. Her foot crushed an outstretched hand, stuck in bloody mud. 
A buzzing sound of converging blowflies. Over the roar of flames, a baby cried 
for a rescue that would never come.
What is the connection between the past and the present? Emil asked.
His even voice revealed only his carefully moderated curiosity. But his arms 
were gripped around her, and he rocked with her, and Zanjas throat felt like 
she had been breathing smoke, or screaming. Glyph cards were scattered around 
and crushed between them. What, she said.
Why do you feel that our present moment is similar to that day six years ago?
I feel our doom. I am doing my duty too dutifully.
Is Karis like the elders, in your mind? Refusing to exercise power to save her 
people?
Emils steady questions, Zanja realized, were forcing her forward, out of the 
grip of memory, into the present moment, into the relief of considering her past 
from the distance of the present.
Is it your duty to Karis that you are doing too dutifully?
She lifted her head from his shoulder, and he released his tight embrace, though 
he did not entirely let go of her. Ive become trapped along with her.
Well then, if will precedes insight, what do you think you should do?
I have to leave.
He sat back. Ill just unpack these books Ive managed to collect, and maybe 
say a word or two to Medric. Shall I talk to Karis also?
No. I will. She took a breath. I must.
He helped her up, and steadied her until the dizziness passed. Then, she walked 
out of the house alone, into the heartless dazzle of the hot afternoon.



Their comfortable though much neglected house was surrounded by fallow fields, 
where wildflowers bloomed in a tangled riot, and at night the light-bugs 
swarmed. The outbuildings were falling down, but the apple orchard, hoed, 
pruned, and picked by industrious neighbors, provided an orderly front to their 
otherwise disorderly household. Zanja walked through the orchard in a daze, 
taking her sense of direction from the clangor of iron on iron, and so reached 
the forge, where Karis and the two local youths she was teaching to be smiths 
stepped back and forth between hammer and flame in an intricate, violent dance. 
Karis wore a sleeveless linen shirt under her leather apron. The muscles of her 
powerful right arm shone with sweat as she swung the hammer. Three deafening 
blows and the iron bent itself to her will. The apprentices exchanged awestruck 
glances. She tossed the draw-knife she was making into a bucket of water, and 
the bucket boiled over.
She hung her apron on a hook and came to Zanja. She took her by the shoulders. 
Sweat dipped from the tips of the hair that twisted on her forehead. Her skin 
was copper, her eyes agate, her hair a burnished bronze. And her hands on 
Zanjas shoulders were like two mountains about to grind each other into rubble.
Zanja could not speak. Her will was lost. When her love for Karis came over her 
like this, there was no room in her for anything else.
Karis said, Are you going?
Her ravens must have been listening at the window. Was she angry at what she had 
overheard? Bewildered? Or merely resigned? Zanja could not read her. And to 
reply to her question was impossible. But Karis must have received an answer 
that somehow radiated from Zanjas skin into her sensitive hands.
Karis kissed her: a sweat-salty, sun-hot kiss. Then she lifted her hands and 
stepped back.
She had let go.



Chapter Ten



Zanja was standing in a room. It smelled of leather, and oil, and dust. The 
windows all were ajar, letting in light but no breeze. The glare of sunlight 
suggested it was afternoon. Zanja was looking at a cluttered shoemakers bench. 
Beside it on a shelf stood a neat row of finished shoessummer shoes, not the 
high, heavy boots of winter. Of course it was summer. Zanja could hear a blurry 
murmur of voices overhead and the creak of a floorboard under someones restless 
weight. One of the voices sounded rather irritated.
She heard a scrape of leather soles on the wooden floor and turned to find Emil 
beside her.
I havent been much of a companion, have I? she said.
Youve recited some good poetry, he said. Your transliterations of Koles. 
Theyre really quite brilliant. I hope youve written them down.
How long have I been in this daze?
Its now three days past midsummer.
Zanjas shoulders, and the soles of her feet, were sore. These sensations 
brought memories of walking, of sitting blank and wakeful by a campfire, of a 
dark but spectacular vista where a distant lake glimmered and a dog barked, far 
away. Emil had sat awake with her one night, and she had staved off memories of 
death by talking about the lives of her lost people.
Where are we now? she asked.
Before Emil could explain, the shoemaker came down the narrow stairs: a thin, 
graying woman, hands stained with dye, who squinted a bit at them and seemed 
none too pleased to find them still waiting. My mother asks you to come 
upstairs, she said disapprovingly.
Thank you very much, said Emil. Would you mind if we leave our gear down here 
?
Just put it out of the way, the shoemaker said ungraciously.
Emil led the way up the stairs. Zanja said to his back, It has something to do 
with books? Books lost in a fire?
Just listen, he said. And mind your manners.



In the plain upstairs parlor, a wasted old woman sat by a bright window with a 
letterEmils letter of introductionin her lap. Her arms and face were patched 
and twisted by ugly, long-healed burn scars. Her breath rasped in her chest. But 
her gaze was bright and curious as her visitors came in. Emil Paladin? I 
believe I remember you.
Emil bowed over her hand. Madam Librarian, I definitely remember you. You are 
the one who insisted I put on silk gloves.
You were to see the Mackapee manuscript. And students never remember to wash 
their hands before coming to the library. But you never saw the manuscript, did 
you?
I was never a student, either. Im amazed that you remember me!
Those last days of the library, I remember every single moment. What happened 
to you, after the Fall of the House of Lilterwess?
I commanded a Paladin company for fifteen years. And now I am a bit of a 
librarian myself.
Oh, are you a collector of lost books? How many do you have?
Many thousands. And one of them is the Mackapee manuscript.
She gazed at him in amazement, which slowly became delight. The manuscript 
survived?
It seems to be unharmed. Im working with a seer, so Ive found books in some 
odd places, where people hid them from the Sainnites and then forgot about them. 
Many of the books are damaged, and Ive been asking people if they know anyone 
who could teach me to repair them. Your name was suggested to me, finally.
The librarian said, Youre as earnest and eager as ever, Commander. Despite 
your gray hair.
Im still young enough to be a student, I hope.
Emil was at his most affable, exercising the graces and courtesies that Zanja 
had tried to emulate, though she could not imitate his sincerity. He produced 
books from his satchel, some in paperboard boxes, others wrapped in cotton cloth 
and tied with twine. The librarian opened them like gifts and tutted over the 
water-stained, chewed, and crumpled pages as though the books were children come 
to harm. This is no quick lesson, she said, and then added matter-of-factly, 
Im dying, you know.
Yes, I do know, Emil said. Your knowledge should not die with you. If you 
agree to teach me, well take lodging in town.
For the first time, the librarian noticed Zanja, standing unobtrusively by the 
stairs, and Emil introduced her as a reader of glyphic poetry, which proved a 
certain method to win a book lovers admiration. Certainly, the librarian also 
wondered how a tribal woman came to have such an arcane and unlikely pursuit, 
but did not ask, and so Zanja did not have to make up an explanation for a thing 
she could not even explain to herself. Would you like to see my books? the 
librarian asked Emil.
Would those be the ones that you threw by the armload out the windows of the 
burning library?
The librarian rose without answering and led them to a staircase. They had 
scarcely begun to climb the narrow stairs when Zanja smelled old paper and 
leather bindings, the same scent that pervaded Medrics book-lined attic. The 
old librarian hauled herself up one step at a time, and behind her Emil held 
himself alert as though he thought shed fall and he would have to catch her. At 
the rear, Zanja breathed in the scent of the books, and breathed out a few lines 
from Koles:
A scent, faint and far away, ephemeral As though somewhere a flower bloomed As 
though someday it might bear seed.
Ahead of her, Emil paused and looked over his shoulder at her. Theres 
something up here? Besides just a wonderful collection of books?
Zanjas soul, which had seemed only tenuously connected to her body, snapped 
sharply into place, like a dislocated bone popping into alignment. Something 
that we need, she said.
At the top of the stairs, the old woman lifted a blind, and in the beam of light 
swimming dust gleamed like gold. Above Zanja, Emil exclaimed, Blessed day! And 
then Zanja was herself stepping up into an attic crammed with books, and the old 
woman stood grinning like a child with a wonderful secret. Books upon books: 
two, three layers deep on cobbled-together shelves that leaned tiredly sideways 
and surely would have fallen over if not for the companion shelves leaning on 
them in the opposite direction. Emil turned ecstatically from one book to the 
next. Is that a copy of Songs? And is that A History of a Coastal Town? And a 
complete set of the plays of Barness?
Two complete sets, said the librarian smugly. Theres another behind that 
one.
They would be at it for hours. For Emil, the only pleasure greater than that of 
reading was the pleasure of talking about books, whether he had read them or 
not. The attic was narrow, and so crowded with books that there was scarcely 
room for the three of them. Zanja worked her way to the far end, where a 
comfortable chair was wedged by the second window, and she squatted down before 
the lowest shelf. In the shadows and dust that gathered herefor the sick old 
woman could no longer keep such a mess of books cleanZanja could not hope to 
see the titles without removing each book and holding it up to the window. But 
perhaps the books titles or contents were of no importance. She ran her 
fingertips across the spines, and then slid her hand through the front row of 
books to touch those tucked behind. Would touch be enough? When intuition gave 
her a target, she did not usually have to separate it out from a clutter of 
virtually identical objects. To Emil, all of these books would be important. To 
Zanja, only one of them was, but she did not know which one.
They remained in the attic until the light began to dim, and by then Zanja had 
worn herself with aimless searching. She and Emil ate fried fish and potatoes at 
a tavern, and rented some rooms that were located over a busy wheelwrights 
shop. One room had a battered table and a couple of banged-up chairs. Zanja sat, 
feeling unutterably weary. Emil opened the windows, and in a moment two ravens 
landed, and he fed them the greasy remains of the fish and potatoes.
One of the ravens said, Medric is on his way to join you.
Emil stepped back in surprise. Medric is traveling?
Karis is alone? Zanja added.
Without answering, the ravens squabbled over the fish like ordinary birds. Emil 
sat at the table with Zanja. Theyll answer our questions when theyre done 
eating. Does your head hurt?
I think Im past that now. I feel like Ive awakened exhausted from a night of 
bad dreams.
You havent actually been sleeping much, that Ive noticed. What were you 
looking for in that attic?
A book, I think. I know its there.
Well, youll never hear me say that books arent important, but how can one 
book be so important that it brings our recluse out of his attic?
You think hes coming to help me find it?
The ravens will tell us. But yes, thats what I suspect.
Zanja put her head down on the table. How did we wind up in this town? Did you 
follow an impulse of insight, or were you planning to come here anyway?
The second, he said. But you know, an insight can arrive long ahead of its 
usefulness. Maybe it was prescience that made me start looking a year ago for an 
education in book repair. He stood up and put a hand on her shoulder. Go to 
bed.
Medric shouldnt travel alone, Zanja said. Someone will think hes a madman 
and lock him up.
Emil smiled. Now you sound like yourself again. Go to bed.
Karis shouldnt be alone either, Zanja said.
Shes impervious, unassailable, and unbelievably competent. I certainly dont 
see why she cant be left alone. And shes got Leeba.
Zanja stood up. And then she noticed that the ravens were gone. Though Emil 
leaned out the window and called them to come back, they didnt respond.
Well, thats odd, he said.



The next morning, Zanja set out to find Medric and brought him into town some 
days later. He baffled and charmed the old librarian in her sitting room, then 
climbed the stairs to the attic. Zanja, armed with a broom and feather duster, 
promised the librarian that she would shelve each book exactly as she found it, 
and followed Medrics light footsteps up into the darkness. By the time she 
raised the blind in the attic, he was already ensconced in the chair, with three 
books in his lap.
As the morning passed, Zanja sometimes heard the murmur of voices downstairs, 
where the librarian supervised as Emil painstakingly put back together the torn 
pages of a book he would later re-bind. Zanja emptied and cleaned one shelf of 
books at a time. Occasionally, Medric sneezed from the dust, but otherwise he 
seemed oblivious to Zanjas search.
Zanja had dusted the last book and was sweeping the floor when Medric, 
cross-legged in the armchair, looked up from his reading. You missed some. He 
pointed vaguely underneath the chair.
Zanja leaned against the balustrade, exasperated. Youre worried about the dust 
under the chair? Sweep it yourself.
Dust? Sweep? What are you talking about? Medric managed to shift the chair so 
that Zanja could see that underneath it lay book boxes, stored flat, with 
warnings written on each one with a wide-nibbed pen: Be Very Careful!
She took one up, carefully, and opened it. A few tiny pieces of burned paper 
floated out. Inside lay the charred remains of a book.
Its dead, said Medric sadly. Maybe she hoped to save a few of its words. Are 
all the books dead in their coffins?
Sitting together on the floor, they opened the boxes one by one. All the books 
were burned, some practically to ashes. They had looked in half the boxes when 
Zanja reached for one, and felt such heat sear her palm that she jerked her hand 
away.
Ah! said Medric, nodding vigorously. That one.
Do books have memories? I think it remembers the fire.
It must still be alive, then, dont you think? Medric lifted up the box, very 
gently, and opened its lid. Within lay the burned remains of a large book, 
titled Encyclopedia of Livestock. Zanja, what have you found? An amazing 
thing!
Amazingly dull, maybe, said Zanja in dismay.
Oh, I dont think so. Let us see what it has to tell me. Medric delicately put 
his hand to the smoke-stained, half-burned cover.
Eventually, Zanja went downstairs and found the librarian asleep in her chair 
and Emil busy washing a paste brush. The shoemakers hammer had fallen silent; 
perhaps she had gone shopping in the cool evening. This soon after the solstice, 
the sun would not set for hours, but the shadows in the street below were long 
and black, and a cool breeze relieved the heat of the stuffy parlor. Emil looked 
up from his bowl of cloudy water.
Zanja said quietly, to not disturb the old woman, Youd better come upstairs.
In the attic, Medric still sat upright with his hand upon the Encyclopedia of 
Livestock. His eyes moved wildly, focusing and re-focusing on sights only he 
could see. His face moved also: Zanja read in rapid succession fear, horror, 
humor, and a sudden surprise. Earlier, Medric had uttered a small cry, but now 
his lips moved in an inaudible conversation.
Emil said in a low voice, He must not be disturbed. He sat in the chair to 
wait, and Zanja squatted by the stairway to listen for the shoemaker or the 
librarian. But the small house remained silent. Medric began to chuckle, and 
then a few tears slid down his face, and then he blinked and fumbled for his 
spectacles, took them off, and rubbed the crease in his nose. Is that you, 
Emil? Is Zanja still here?
She stood up out of the shadows.
Medric closed the book box but held it tightly in both hands. He looked pale and 
distressed, not at all like a man who has foreseen a hopeful future. But all he 
said was, We need to keep this book.



After supper, in their rooms above the wheelwright, Zanja lay upon the bed with 
her boots on so that Emil and Medric could sit in the two chairs and continue 
holding hands, as they had done during dinner. Lovers long separated deserved 
some time alone, and she was thinking of how she would insist on sleeping on the 
floor in the other room, which wasnt much more than a garret. She might point 
out that she had not gotten so accustomed to sleeping in beds that she couldnt 
be comfortable on the floor.
Medric, who had scarcely spoken all evening, said to her suddenly, Do you 
remember Ravens joke?
Enlightenment was imminent, but Zanja found herself reluctant to ask for it. She 
said, with some effort, Is Ravens joke finally ended? Will something finally 
change?
I dont know why Im dreaming your stories, said Medric complainingly.
Looking at him, she thought she saw a man as reluctant to answer questions as 
she was to ask them. She said, Delay wont make whatever youve seen less 
terrible, Master Seer.
I know. And dont call me that. Theres another story in which Raven steals and 
eats pieces of soul. I think Ive heard you tell it.
I remember it, said Emil.
Medric said, What would it mean if you said of someone that Raven had eaten her 
soul?
Zanja sat up. The blank shock of her midsummer madness felt like it was 
threatening to return. She thought wildly of the silent, distant, unresponsive 
ravens that had tracked her travels, of her and Emils peculiar card reading the 
day she left home, of Karis angrilyor resolutelyletting her go. There was a 
pattern here. You dreamed of my death, she said.
Medric took off his spectacles and set them down on the table-top, as though he 
never wanted to see anything clearly again.
Emil said in his steadiest voice, There are so many kinds of death. Ravens 
digestion could be a kind of transformation, couldnt it? What did you dream, 
Medric?
Medric said in a strained voice, I dreamed that you cut Zanjas heart out, and 
fed it to the Raven.
And then? said Emil.
The Raven shit out an owl, and the owl flew to a Sainnite garrison, with its 
feathers on fire.
And then?
The owl told the Sainnites a story, and as they listened, the garrison burned 
down around them, and then they themselves were burned to ashes.
And then?
Medric said nothing. Zanja asked, What kind of fire was it? Transformation? Or 
destruction?
I hope its transformation, Medric said.
In the long silence that followed, Zanja felt that strangeness come upon her, 
like the strangeness of a fever, a distance that is almost delirium. Had not a 
seer once predicted that the Sainnite people would meet their demise at the 
hands of an Ashawalai warrior? And had Zanja not wondered, since her life was 
first spared six years ago, what she had survived for? But surely, she protested 
silently, it was not for simple revenge, a revenge she did not even want any 
longer.
She looked closely at Medric then, wondering whether he was thinking much the 
same thing. Was it irony or justice that one Sainnite seers visions had led to 
the destruction of Zanjas people, and a seconds would lead to the destruction 
of his own people? And was Medric considering now, as she was, whether the cost 
would be worth the result?
The room grew dark. None of them thought to light the lamp, and though the 
windows all were open, eventually the only light came from bright stars and a 
crescent moon. Zanja remembered: when she, her clan brother Ransel, and a half 
dozen other katrim were all that remained alive, they had deliberately lit their 
campfire on a steep peak that overhung the demoralized Sainnites below, so that 
the enemy would be unable to forget for even a moment that unrelenting death 
still stalked them. The surviving katrim had left the bodies of their massacred 
people to molder in the Asha Valley, a prosperous tribe of some eight hundred, 
all dead, and since then most of their fellow survivors had been killed. Now 
they had planned a trap that could kill or maim a great many of the enemy, but 
to spring the trap, one more would have to die.
They had chosen the one by lot, and when Zanja finally won the toss she was 
relieved: relieved at the end of the dreadful game, relieved that she no longer 
would spend the days and nights fearful that Ransels crazed bravado would get 
him killed. It was ridiculous, really: they all were destined to die, and only 
desire for more revenge had kept them from choosing suicide. Yet, more than 
anything Zanja feared that Ransel might be hurt unto death, and it might become 
her duty to give him a quick and merciful ending. Of all the dreadful prospects 
that had haunted her in those nightmare days, that had been the most awful.
She had been chosen by lot to die, and yet Ransel was dead now, while she still 
lived. She had crossed the boundary into a new life, but she had never entirely 
forgotten that the gods had first selected her for death.
She said to her brothers huddled together in the darkness, Will precedes 
insight. If we are to see beyond my death, to understand how, or why, or what it 
is for, we first have to accept that I will die.
She saw a movement in the shadows: Emil shaking his head in refusal, though for 
fifteen years his friends had gone to their deaths at his command. I am to kill 
you with my own hand, for the mere hope that someday Ill understand why? No, I 
wont do such a thing.
Zanja said, Somehow, it will make positive action possible. But, Emil, if I am 
to die
No, he said.
Youre the only one
Do not ask me!
the only one I trust to do it properly.
There was a sound of wings flapping. Somewhere nearby, the ravens roosted in the 
darkness. Or were they listening, silently and did Karis sit awake, alone, by 
an open window in their sprawling house, also listening?
Zanja got up from the bed and took up her still unpacked traveling gear: a 
blanket to lie on or to cover herself with should the nights turn cool; matches; 
a few essential tools; spare socks; a dagger at her hip; a knife in her boot, 
and the glyph cards in their pouch dangling from her belt.
Medric had put on his spectacles, and now they were gleaming in the faint 
moonlight. Youre leaving?
I cant endure to be with anyone. And Emil cant endure to be with me.
Of course not, said Medric. Well, youll know when its time to come back to 
us. Do you want some money? Karis gave me a great handful of it.
Zanja accepted a few coins to make him feel better and kissed him good-bye. She 
said nothing to Emil. She went down the stairs and out into the quiet night. The 
moon was obscured now by the rooftops, but she could tell by the glow of light 
in which direction it lay. She followed, and behind and above her there was the 
whisper of ravens wings.



Chapter Eleven



For twenty days, Zanja lived off the land or worked for meals, for farmers 
always welcomed more hands at this time of year. As she drew close to the 
borderland, that hazy edge where Shaftal ended and the western wilderness began, 
she met a man as wild and solitary as she, who volunteered to cook the rabbit 
she had snared with the mushrooms and wild vegetables he had gathered, and soon 
served her one of the best meals shed ever eaten. They were in the woods, had 
come across each other by chance, and parted with scarcely a word having been 
exchanged; but nothing seemed strange to Zanja anymore, and the wandering cook 
never asked her a single question, so perhaps nothing seemed strange to him, 
either.
Eventually, Zanja walked all night, and at dawn entered again into the outskirts 
of the old librarians town. She found the rooms above the wheelwrights shop to 
be vacant. She jogged down cobbled streets to the librarians house. A loaded 
freight wagon stood at the door, with four big horses in the traces, munching 
from feed bags. A hired driver leaned on one of the wheels with a half-eaten bun 
in his hand. You must be the one were waiting for, he said.
She got into the wagon, which was packed with crates that smelled of old paper 
and leather: the librarians rescued books. She was making herself a rough bed 
among the crates when Emil and Medric, summoned by the drivers call, came out 
of the house with the shoemaker trailing behind them. Her eyes were puffy with 
weeping.
Emil leaned over the edge of the wagon and offered Zanja a bun.
When did the librarian die? Zanja asked. The bun was warm. She clasped it 
between her hands.
The day before yesterday. She was telling me how to remove a water stain. She 
fell silent, and I realized she had stopped breathing. Her daughter practically 
begged us to take the books. And that thing there He gestured at a large crate 
whose position directly over the wheels suggested it was particularly heavy. 
Thats a printing press, would you believe! Weve got paper, too, and those 
chests are full of type. It was all hidden away in the cellar.
That old woman possessed some dangerous weapons, Zanja said.
Well, it certainly will cost us our lives if the Sainnites catch us with this 
load. Emil said these words without concern; their prescience, and the raven 
escort, made it unlikely they would be surprised by soldiers or any other 
danger.
Have you decided to kill me? Zanja asked.
He folded his arms on the edge of the wagon. The sun was rising, and he squinted 
in its light. Have you decided to die? he replied.
Decided? Well, I accept that I must accept my death.
Youve gotten as particular about words as Medric and I. He turned his head; 
Medric was talking animatedly to the shoemaker, but she listened to him with an 
expression of blank bewilderment. Emil turned back to Zanja and said, I accept 
that I must become able to kill you. But somehow we both must become able to 
actually decide.
Thats a problem for the gods, said Zanja.
Hmm. What will I do, then, since I have no gods? Shaftali supposedly worship 
the land itself. And if Shaftal is whats sacred to me, then that makes Karis 
Astonishingly, he seemed unable to think of the right word, and looked as 
baffled as the shoemaker. Well, Karis is certainly not going to help me decide 
to kill you! Just the opposite, I expect.
And yet were going home.
We are. He sighed. What else can we do? Deceive her? Hide from her? He 
glanced up at the ravens, three of them, that stalked along the rooftops. Its 
tempting, actually. But its both immoral and impossible.
Medric, finished with the poor shoemaker, came down the steps with the burned 
book tucked under his arm. Will you talk all day? he said with mock 
peevishness, and climbed into the wagon. He turned to Zanja and added, Who was 
that man who cooked dinner for you in the woods?
What? Gods of the sky, Medric!
I know Im a surprising sort of fellow, said Medric. But I should think youd 
be used to me by now.
I dont even know his name, said Zanja. But Ive never in my life eaten such 
a meal! Should I have asked him to come with me?
Oh, no. He needs to find his own way. Did he seem like a Sainnite to you?
Not at all.
Well! Hes a rare man, then, if he could fool even you. I look forward to 
meeting him, some day.
They journeyed home, past fields crowded with hay cutters, near ponds where 
naked, nut-brown children took their last swims in the last warm days of the 
year, through the rising dust that glittered like gold shavings in the blinding 
sunlight. For entertainment, the three of them wildly re-interpreted poems they 
had memorized, and the driver, mystified at first, soon took to declaiming 
poetry of his own. Medric spent the better part of a day giddily proposing 
arcane interpretations of the drivers explicit lyrics, and Emil laughed until 
he wept. They came home like drunks from the fair to an empty house and a cold 
forge and tomatoes rotting on the vine in a garden long since gone to weeds.
Gods of hell, said Medric in Sainnese. He stood on the doorstep, 
flabbergasted, pulling tangled hair out of his face and tying it at the nape of 
his neck with a greasy blue ribbon. He pushed his spectacles into a better 
position, but appeared dissatisfied and took them off to clean them on his 
shirt.
Zanja searched the house, and when she came out, Emil was walking up the hill 
from the orchard, where he had gone to try to get the ravens to talk to him. The 
driver of the wagon, who had finished untying the ropes that secured the load, 
leaned nonchalantly on the wheel.
Those ravens are nothing but brainless carrion eaters! shouted Emil.
Zanja called back, Her toolbox is gone, and Leebas rabbit. She left the 
moneybox in the middle of the kitchen table. Everything is covered with dust.
Gods of hell! Medric said in bewilderment. Shes run away!


* * *


The word had spread that their house was occupied again, and yet another 
neighbor had come by to inquire worriedly about Karis. Zanja would have been 
rude and Medric unsettling, so Emil went out to stand in the yard and attempt to 
explain her absence. He came in looking angry and impatient, and said, He wants 
me to reassure him that shes coming back, that his good fortune at living in 
the purview of an earth witch will never end. I wish I had the luxury of his 
petty worries.
The three of them had been reading the cards when the anxious neighbor 
interrupted them. A three-person reading was not for the faint-hearted, for they 
slowed each other down to the point of tedium with their questions and answers, 
and with the difficult task of reconciling the multitude of contradictory 
insights that occurred to them with every new card. Medric was recording the 
twists and turns of their grueling work, and when he shattered a pen had managed 
to splatter himself, the room, and most of the cards with ink. In Emils absence 
he had trimmed a new pen and, after reviewing his notes, had started a fresh 
page. He scribbled on, ridiculously ink-speckled, undisturbed by Emils 
grumpiness. Zanja offered Emil the bowl of raw, overripe vegetables that she had 
rescued from the neglected garden. He sat down, took a bite of a rather yellow 
piece of cucumber, spit it out again, and studied the scattered cards in 
silence. After a while, he started rearranging them, studying the new pattern, 
and rearranging them again.
The two of them were at their most maddening, but Zanja was fortunate to be so 
wrung out that she welcomed even the respite of watching them trap themselves in 
their own ruminations. She slipped into an exhausted sleep, and when she woke 
up, Emil was examining Medrics paper by the light of the window, and Medric was 
standing over the table, studying Emils arrangement of the cards. She had no 
idea how much time had passed.
Huh! Medric exclaimed.
Ah! Emil said at the same time.
They looked bemusedly at each other across the room.
Zanja rubbed her gritty, tear-raw eyes. Wise men, explain to me my fate.
Emil said, With all the questions weve asked, we really are asking just three 
questions: Why must you die? How should this death be accomplished? And what 
might be the future result if we are successful?
Zanja glanced at the tabletop. The cards were arranged in three clusters, and 
each cluster was an answer: an answer that was a poem no less complex or 
resistant to reading than the poetry of Koles. Though the two men could just as 
easily have each played the opposite role, Emil had defined the poetic 
arrangements, and, she assumed, Medric had transliterated them. Zanja said, To 
translate the glyphs that answer these questions, one must be analytical, 
practical, and visionary by turns, just as the questions are.
Medric gave a loud laugh. While we slaved away, you saw the answers in your 
sleep, didnt you?
I feel like my head has been broken. When that happened the first time, I 
wanted to sleep all the time. But the Sainnites could not withstand the 
intelligence of my dreams. Zanja got up rather stiffly to take a close look at 
the cards. She did not feel intelligent, but the cards meaning seemed clear as 
light, distinct as a voice speaking loudly in an empty room. Why must I die? 
Here lies the owl, myself, beset by the past, by the Laughing Man, by war and 
truth, by unhealed wounds. I cannot fly under that weight, and only death can 
lift it from me.
Emil said, How should your death be accomplished? There I am, of course, the 
Man on the Hill, who will send you on a journey to the underworld. The Pyre 
belongs there, but its shared with the next pile, so I put the flame card 
there, to signify transformation as well as insight, and the raven card, which 
we say is the carrier of truth and you say is death. Your soul only will be 
consumed; your vacant body will survive, to be filled again somehow by your god. 
My duty is to empty you; and the card that signifies ceremonials suggests I am 
to enact your death through ritual.
Medric said, seriously for once, Call it by another name, define it as we like, 
it is still death, and not merely a metaphor. As for the future . . . Medric 
took the owl from the first pile and moved it to the last. Death-becomes-Life: 
for Karis, who will step through a door; for the Sainnites, who will be subject 
to the flame. Past-Becomes-Future: the old Gdeon, I think this means. Harald, 
who first refused to destroy us Sainnites when it would have been easy to do so. 
The three of us always assumed it was to keep Shaftali from becoming destroyers, 
but here we have a card of preservation, which suggests that for all the evil 
the Sainnites have done, something about us is worthwhile. But the three of us 
have not named that thing, have we?
I have two names, said Emil. One is Medric, one is Karis. Oh, I mustnt 
forget that cook in the woods. And many more Sainnites whose names I dont yet 
know.
In the silence, they could hear the ravens making a racket in the apple orchard, 
not warning of another neighbors approach, but uttering the harsh shouts of 
raucous welcome. Emil leaned half his body out the window, shading his eyes from 
the glare of sun. I think theres five ravens now. Yes, I see Norina and Jhan 
together coming up the hill. Hes looking more than a little footsore, as if he 
never paused to rest during his entire trip from south to north. And Norina is 
as Id expect her to be. He drew his body back into the room.
Emil. . . ! Zanja stopped herself, embarrassed that she sounded so beseeching.
But he said, Medric and I will attempt to explain all this to them.
Medric seemed inclined to object, but Emil gave him a look so grim that Medric 
followed him reluctantly out, glancing back at Zanja with an expression of 
comical terror.



Long before Emil thought to shout at the ravens to send for Norina and Jhan, 
the ravens must have told them to come home and orchestrated their meeting along 
the way as well. Through the window, Zanja watched as Emil spoke, Jhan wept, 
and Norina raged. She listened as they came into the house and, in the kitchen, 
Emil built up the fire and hung the teakettle. She went into the kitchen when it 
seemed the leading edge of the storm was past, but she was not surprised when 
Norina gave her a look she rather would have avoided, and commented, So now you 
have finally found an excuse for suicide.
Zanja said flatly, I do not want to die.
Apparently convinced and at a loss, Norina sat silently on a stool. Zanja had to 
turn away to escape that disconcerting, unrelenting gaze. Medric abstractedly 
wiped out the dusty teacups, and Jhan looked bleakly around himself, seeking 
the daughter whose absence left the house achingly silent. His heavy pack, 
loaded with medicines and instruments of surgery, squatted in the corner, but 
Jhan seemed unable to sit down.
Norina said quietly, Jhan, Karis will not keep Leeba from you.
But she is keeping me from her! Jhan accepted a cup of tea from Emil, but did 
not seem to know what to do with it.
You promised Leeba youd be home by late summer, and she knows the seasons now, 
so she will not give Karis a moments peace. Norina accepted a cup, sipped 
cautiously, and added to him, The less you have to do with this fire blood 
business, the better. Perhaps you should leave right away, and ask that the 
ravens show you the way to Leeba. And be insistent.
Name of Shaftal, said Emil, the poor man is exhausted
If Karis is angry, lets make certain theres one person she cant be angry 
with. Jhan, you think these fire bloods all have lost their minds?
He looked surprised, for he was incapable of being so judgmental. But then he 
said, Yes. All three of them at once. All right, Ill go. He swallowed his 
tea, and Emil went to get him some money. Jhan fetched clean clothes and kissed 
them all good-bye, Zanja twice, and was going out the door when he paused and 
said, But what will I tell Karis if I find her? I am utterly confounded.
Oh! Medric got hastily to his feet and fetched the book box from the parlor. 
Its pointed warnings to be careful with the contents were obscured by the twine 
Medric had used to secure it for its journey. Just give this to her, and tell 
her to read it.
What is it?
A book, of course. It will tell her what she needs to know. Youll see.



Standing in the doorway, Zanja watched Jhan, bowed under his heavy load, limp 
down the track to the apple orchard, where the apples were starting to become 
visible as they blushed red. She could hear, distantly, the swinging chant of 
the people cutting hay, who made a noise all day long so as to know where each 
other was without having to look. The sky was soft, hazy with warmth. The rich 
land moved languidly toward harvest.
In the orchard, Jhan paused to shout at the ravens in their tree. Apparently 
hearing no answer, he continued down the road. He was out of sight when one of 
the ravens lifted up to follow him.
Zanja went back into the kitchen. Emil, frowning absently, sipped his tea. 
Medric, now that he had started to dust the dishes, was methodically emptying 
the cupboard. Norina, still on her stool, made a concentrated study of the blank 
wall.
It was possible, Zanja realized suddenly, that Norina might not ever see husband 
or daughter again. As though Zanja had spoken her thoughts out loudand she 
might as well have, for the Truthken would know them soonNorina turned to her 
and raised an eyebrow. Zanja said, Dont you think that weve lost our minds?
The three of you have always seemed mad to me. Norina added dryly, Its kind 
of you to pity me, Zanja. But its also a waste of energy. Unlike you, I know 
exactly what Im doing and why.
But youre supporting us and not opposing us?
Norina smiled, very slightly. How do you know Im not opposing you? she said.



Chapter Twelve



Before the Sainnites introduced smoke addiction to Shaftal, the land had surely 
not been entirely free of neer-do-wells. Yet, examining the wretched woman who 
had rowed herself in through the water gate in a leaky old boat, Clement felt 
the vague guilt she always felt in the presence of a smoke user. The people who 
know such things had informed Clement of the shocking amount a smoke user must 
pay nowadays for the drug, and Clement lay out on the table enough money to give 
her guest a week without worry. The half-starved womans fingers twitched 
eagerly.
Tell me what you know, Clement said.
The woman leaned forward, and Clement simultaneously leaned away from her stink. 
They said the Gdeon was coming, the woman said earnestly.
Ive been hearing that story for years, Clement said. If there were a Gdeon, 
then why would she linger so long? If she bears the power of Shaftal in her 
flesh, then why hasnt she laid her hands on me, or on you, and done whatever it 
is Gdeons do? Kill, heal, whatever. Clement put her hand out to gather up the 
coins. Youre wasting my time.
One of them saw her. Talked to her.
Clement held up a single small coin, pinched between her fingertips. One of 
them? What is this group?
Death-and-Life, they call themselves. The woman watched avidly as Clement lay 
the coin onto the table and pushed it towards her. A swift snatch, and the coin 
was gone.
Another coin: And who is this one the Gdeon spoke to?
Their leader, of course! Seeing that Clement would not relinquish the coin, 
the woman added reluctantly, His name is Willis.
Willis? What kind of name is that?
The woman tightened her lips until Clement handed her a coin and held up 
another. A South Hill name, I hear.
What does he look like?
Brown hair, muscular.
Like everyone in Shaftal. You never saw him, did you?
These were just people in the streets! How was I to know if I saw him or not? 
They gave us food, but only if we ate it while they watched. No money. The 
bastards.
No money, Clement echoed, closing the coin in her fist.
They say he was a vagabond, said the woman desperately. A vagabond from South 
Hill. And then he had a vision. How many people like that are there in the 
world? The South Hillers look after their own!
Clement grunted and let her have the coin. She would send an inquiry to South 
Hill, which was too far away for a casual journey, and see if the name Willis 
was known to the garrison there. Perhaps she might even get a decent 
description. What did this supposed Gdeon say to Willis?
Ha! A lot of nonsense, I guess. That she was coming, of course. That she had 
chosen him to announce her coming and to mobilize her people. That there would 
be war, and you Sainnites would all die at her hand.
At her hand? How?
Well, not from pleasure! The woman leered at her in a dreadful display of gums 
and occasional teeth. By fire, she said, and plague, and floods. By mountains 
falling on your heads and trees crushing you under their weight. By freezing 
wind and heavy snow andof courseby bloody battles.
Sweating in her filthy uniform, Clement felt a chill. Wasnt this in fact how 
Shaftal was killing them, quietly, steadily, irresistibly? She said, Such 
things happen naturally in this bloody, bitter, hostile land.
Is that a question? the woman asked. You expect an answer?
Clement contemptuously tossed the coin to her. Yes, do tell me why I should be 
afraid of this supposed Gdeons supposed threat.
The smoke user said, Because the supposed Gdeon can make these things happen 
only to you.
Ive heard enough nonsense, said Clement. This soldier will show you out.
But after the smoke user had gone, her stink remained. Clement had left the 
windows in Cadmars quarters closed to retain the cool of morning, but now she 
flung them open, and looked out over the wrecked garrison. As she watched, the 
crazy, tilted remains of a building collapsed in a cloud of ashes and dirt. Two 
months after the fire, debris was still being cleared, even as, here and there, 
a few buildings gradually rose, the construction fraught with error and delay. 
Ellids rebuilding strategy was dictated by the rapid changes of Shaftals 
seasons. On the foundations of the burned buildings, new timber frames were 
constructed, and on those went the roofs, so that the walls and windows could be 
built during the rain of autumn and even the snow of winter.
By freezing winds and heavy snow well die, thought Clement, remembering the 
smoke-users hollow, ravaged voice. To this drug-addicted informant, there had 
been no reason to make a distinction between the acts of an individual, this 
supposed Gdeon, and the acts of nature. Gilly had more than once called the 
abilities passed from Gdeon to successor as the power of Shaftal, and what was 
Shaftals power, if not the very powers the smoke user listed, of fire and 
plague and generally rotten weather? Powers of irresistible destruction, whether 
slow or sudden. Looking out at the evidence of the burned garrison, remembering 
the horrors of that night, Clement saw the full scope of her own lingering 
despair.



The summer was already two-thirds passed. At the main gate, a crowd of witnesses 
maintained their vigil, but their numbers were few enough now that the siege 
gate had been opened, and it was usually possible for a guarded wagon, or a 
company of soldiers, to pass in and out. Clement went out a postern gate, 
though, alone on horseback. The bored gate guard, an old man whose job it was to 
ring the bell for help if the iron-banded gate happened to be assaulted, had no 
choice but to let Clement through. No doubt her exit would be reported to Ellid, 
who later would berate Clement as much as she dared. Clement went out into a 
lavender twilight that suffused the narrow streets of Watfield with an unearthly 
blend of vivid light and purple shadow. Late shoppers, hurrying home with 
baskets of bread and eggs, pressed themselves to walls decorated with blooming 
vines to let her pass. Drinkers in taverns, who escaped the outdoors into the 
cooling streets, looked at her askance and, scowling, nudged their neighbors.
By the time Clement reached Alrins pristine townhouse, the shadows had nearly 
overcome the light. In the spotless parlor, a painted screen concealed the cold 
fireplace, and the discreetly drawn summer curtains billowed delicately in the 
evening breeze. Here Alrin sat with her feet on a stool, dressed in clothing as 
light and loose as her billowing curtains. Her gravid belly, her rich breasts, 
these were discreetly displayed by the light cloth. She offered her hand, 
apologizing that she did not rise. Weak-kneed, Clement bowed over her cool, 
delicately scented fingers, and said in a rough voice, I trust that you are 
well.
I miss your company, of course.
Of course, said Clement, trying not to sound skeptical. With the garrison 
tight as a lockbox and every last soldier working dawn to dusk on rebuilding, 
Alrins business must have suffered terribly. Clement did not quite know what to 
make of the message, passed on verbally through the gate guards, inviting her 
blandly to supper. Was Alrin resorting to unseemly recruitment? Yet Clement had 
come, and had even, with some effort, taken something resembling a bath, and put 
on a uniform that wasnt as filthy as the others.
Alrin, never awkward, created topics of conversation from thin air. Over hot 
buttered bread and deliciously vinegared vegetables, she pretended interest 
convincingly as Clement obliged her with an account of the garrison attack. Over 
fowl in aspic and jellied fruits as lovely to look at as they were to taste, 
Alrin entertainingly described a disastrously bad concert she had recently 
attended. Over peaches and cake they both praised the fine weather and expressed 
hopes that it would be a late autumn. Clement turned down brandy, accepted tea, 
and sat sipping it by the window, stunned by such a quantity of tasty food after 
so many months of deprivation. Alrin asked her for the fourth time if she had 
eaten enough, and if she didnt want a few biscuits or a nice piece of cheese.
Clement said, If I ate any more Id fall unconscious. Its very kind of you to 
rescue me for a few hoursbut the commander will go into a panic if I dont 
return soon.
The courtesan smoothed the cloth over her pregnant belly.
Clement, who had only observed pregnancy from a distance, caught herself 
examining Alrins round, taut abdomen with fascination. Alrin said complacently, 
My last child.
Clement glanced up at her face. How do you know? she asked. She had heard that 
Shaftali people knew some methods for preventing pregnancy besides the obvious 
one practiced by the Sainnites, of simply forbidding sexual congress between men 
and women. Clement herself felt no particular desire to do what men and women do 
with each other, but soldiers of both sexes would bless her if she could learn 
the Shaftali secret.
Unfortunately, Alrins answer was unrevealing. You havent heard that Im 
leaving Watfield in the spring? Marga wants to move south, where the winters 
arent so hard. So Im going into the window and bottle business, purchasing a 
glassworks.
I hadnt heard, said Clement. Windows and bottles? she added, trying not to 
sound overly doubtful.
Alrin said gravely, I do understand business.
Of course you do. Youll be missed. I wish you well.
Thank you. Marga and I will be very preoccupied with running the enterprise, we 
expect. This childits unfortunate, but we cant possibly raise it. It will go 
to its father, as is proper.
Quite belatedly, Clement realized, as Marga came in to clear the table, that the 
stout woman was not Alrins housekeeper, but her wife.
If the father is interested, said Alrin, as Marga left with a loaded tray.
Clement, feeling dreadfully embarrassed, poured both of them more tea to save 
Alrin the trouble of standing up, and also to give herself a chance to recover 
her own composure. I heard there were several interested parties, she said.
Oh, well, said Alrin vaguely. Sometimes fate intervenes. She accepted the 
teacup with a gracious smile. It is presumptuous of me to even suggest you 
might help me a little. But I valued our friendship, Clem
Clement, though she was commenting to herself on Alrins acting ability, felt a 
brief surge of desire.
and I dare hope you might sometimes think of me fondly, continued Alrin. With 
the teacup at her lips, she gave Clement a steady, suggestive look.
Clement said, All officers are lonely. You gave me something I wanted, and I 
did appreciate it. Is there something I can do for you? Of course there would 
beAlrin had not invited her to supper out of compassion because the people in 
the garrison had nothing but slop to eat.
A great man like the general must want a legacy, Alrin said.
Cadmar? said Clement. Good gods! And she began to laugh, and could not stop 
herself. I beg your pardon, she managed to gasp at last. This child is his, 
then?
It might well be, said Alrin stiffly. As you know perfectly well.
Clement wiped her eyes. Ill mention it to him. But I can tell you now that 
youd better find another candidate. She set down her teacup and stood up. Im 
sorry I offended you. Thank you again for the delicious meal.
Must you go? said Alrin. She offered her hand for Clement to clasp. Must 
you? she said again, pointedly.
But Clements flush of desire had evaporated. She bid Alrin farewell. Shed 
never see her again, probably, and she certainly would not even mention this 
absurd conversation to Cadmar when he returned. But it would be great fun to 
recount to Gilly.



Five days later, a bugle signal at the main gate announced Cadmars return to 
Watfield. Clement was in the middle of dividing, replanting, and top dressing 
her mothers flower bulbs. She went down to the main gate with horse manure 
caked on her knees and her pockets bulging with bulbs. There was a scuffle 
outside the gate as soldiers forced back the crowd to allow a clear passage for 
Cadmar, who glared with fierce dignity from the back of his magnificent, nervous 
horse. Once or twice, Clement spotted Gilly, gray and drawn, mounted on a sturdy 
brown nag. Both he and his horse looked rather bored, though they were tangled 
in a knot of escorting soldiers who were busy with their clubs. She had missed 
that ugly man! When they were in, and the soldiers had gotten the gate shut, 
then the soldiers on the walls remembered belatedly to cheer the generals 
arrival, though the angry shouts of the crowd outside the gate were louder, and 
less demoralized. Ellid had arrived, and stepped forward to make the official 
greeting. Cadmar dismounted and clasped the garrison commanders hand with every 
appearance of geniality. But Clement heard him say, Shoot the rabble.
General, said Clement, stepping forward hastily. Weve tolerated these 
peoples presencebetter a few people at the gate than a roused city. And the 
weather will drive them away soon enough.
Tolerate? Cadmars gaze was without comprehension. Are you a farmer now, 
Lieutenant-General? He wrinkled his nose at the manure stink she carried with 
her.
I beg your pardon, General. Youll find your quarters ready for you. And the 
stable has been rebuilt, so your horse will also be comfortable.
Looking past his shoulder, she caught Ellids gaze. The commander looked rather 
pale, but at Clements glance she gave a slight nod. Clement soothed Cadmar 
until he allowed that he was tired, and let himself be convinced to go to his 
quarters and be looked after by his long-suffering aides. When he was gone, 
Clement said to Ellid, Give the citizens fair warning first, and then shoot 
over their heads. Theyll run out of shooting range, at least, and then you can 
send the guard out to disperse them.
Clement turned and found that Gilly had been helped from his horse and was 
leaning unsteadily on his cane, observing her with a rather red-eyed, dubious 
expression. She offered him her arm, and he leaned on her heavily. The horse 
will be comfortable? he rasped, apparently in the throes of a summer cold.
Clement said, Actually, the horses are uncomfortably crowded because the stable 
is now the barracks for the soldiers displaced by Cadmars arrival. Weve 
cleared the soldiers out of your room, too, and I think Id better put you to 
bed. Youre uglier than ever, she added affectionately.
Youre crabbier, said Gilly hoarsely. For a moment I thought you were going 
to clout him.
What does he think, that Ive saved a clean uniform to wear for his arrival? 
The laundry hasnt been rebuilt, and I gave Ellid half my clothing, since hers 
was burned.
Youve been free of Cadmar for two months. Youve got nothing to complain 
about.
They moved down the road, Gilly leaning heavily on her arm, at more of a shuffle 
than a walk. The horses were led past them in a clatter of shod hooves on 
cobblestone. Behind them, Clement could hear the gate captain shouting orders. 
I wouldnt clout Cadmar, Clement said. His fists are twice the size of mine.
Gilly chuckled, then coughed wretchedly.
Gunshots. Clement flinched. Fearful cries. She said loudly, What is written on 
those pieces of cloth those people wrap themselves with? Did you notice?
It was names.
Someone was screaming. Apparently, injuries had not been entirely avoided. Gods 
of hell, Clement muttered.
Some veteran you are, said Gilly dryly.
Why dont they give up and get busy breeding more children? It doesnt take any 
particular effort!
Gilly looked at her. Its not children they want, he grated. Its those 
particular children. No, never mindyoull never understand it.
She took him to his room and put him to bed. She told him about Alrins attempt 
to sell her child to Cadmar, but she could not remember why it had ever seemed 
funny.



Chapter Thirteen



In those days before autumn mud, Norina Truthken observed some remarkable 
things, and commented on them to nobody. She was famous for her acerbic tongue 
and quick temper: brutal weapons in the control of a subtle mind that no one 
underestimated more than once. In those days, she found herself exercising that 
subtlety without the weaponry, and though she saw much worth commenting on and 
even criticizing, she merely watched in silence.
Dust gathered in their half-abandoned house; what vegetables had survived in the 
neglected garden went ungathered; their storerooms that should have been filling 
up for the long winter lay empty. Wherever Karis had gone, she had taken the 
household concerns with her, and had a neighbor visited their home he would have 
concluded that they were soon to become burdens on their community.
Karis also remained silent: present in her ravens, but speechless. She had 
removed herself beyond Norinas ability to know her truths, yet that very act of 
removal signified to Norina a truth that the fire bloods could not perceive. 
They saw rejection and refusal, and perhaps even Karis herself thought that her 
absence meant anger. Fire bloods see in the heat of passion and imagination, and 
air bloods see coldly, clearly. Sometimes that dispassion was a distinct 
advantage.
Emil wrestled with himself in a way that was painful to watch. As commander of 
South Hill Company he had regularly sent friends to their deaths, but he and 
Zanja had an intimacy that could not be described as simple friendship, and to 
kill her with his own hand would kill him as well. This Norina saw, and as she 
watched him work his slow way to acceptance of this unacceptable, mad plan, she 
knew that in the end to fulfill his role would literally break his heart. Yet 
Norina held her tongue.
Medric, as always, was more enigmatic. Flippant and sorrowful by turns, he read 
his books of history frantically, looking for a fact or story that would trigger 
his insight and give him the broad vision that might explain their actions to 
themselves. So seers always spend their lives, seeking a perfect understanding 
that inevitably eludes them; some finally fall into madness, while others 
realize at last that their purpose lies not in the unachievable goal, but in the 
seeking of it. Medric was terribly young, still in his mid-twenties, and perhaps 
he was too young to bear such a personal burden for the hopes of his friends. He 
grew haggard from forgetting to eat and sleep, and Emil and Zanja were too 
preoccupied to look after him. Norina started bringing him bowls of porridge and 
supervising while he ate, though he complained about her miserable cooking. She 
watched him flounder like a fish caught in the jaws of destiny, and wondered 
whether he would change his shape before he was swallowed. She made no comment, 
though.
Zanja was changing, and this was the most remarkable thing Norina found to 
watch. If ever Norina, in all her skeptical life, had been tempted to believe in 
divine intervention, it was during those weeks of harvest as she watched Zanjas 
metamorphosis. Zanja, oblivious to the changing season, appeared to be writing a 
book. Norina glanced at her work one day, and found that it was a collection of 
Leebas favorite stories, mixed in with other stories that Norina had never 
heard: more complex stories, stories that Leeba would love in a few months, or a 
year, or several years. One of these was an exceedingly strange tale of a woman 
who murdered herself to save her daughters life, and how her daughter never 
forgave her for it. Norina could imagine reading that story to Leeba one day, 
though she could not imagine how the world around them might have changed by 
then.
Except for her work on the book for Leeba, Zanja seemednot aimless, for she was 
too quiet for thatbut distant, waiting. Examining her, Norina saw a mindless 
preoccupation, like a caterpillar starting to weave a silken coffin around 
itself, or a bear getting ready to bury itself in a winters grave. But that 
peaceful purposefulness was always threatened by a pain as intense as Emils. 
Zanja called herself a crosser of boundaries: her gods had named her so. And 
every boundary crossing, she said, was a death. So she was accustomed to dying, 
and knew how to go about it. But she who had endured such terrible losses in her 
life could not endure any more, and so she kept pretending to herself that when 
she died, her lover, her child, and her dearest friends would not be lost to 
her. It was an extraordinary act of self-deception: the kind of magic that fire 
bloods excel at. Norina was there when that self-deception failed, and Zanja 
began to weep.
She wept for days. And then she took the dagger Karis had forged for her, and 
laid it on the bed she and Karis had shared all these years, and she roughly 
bound the pages of her book with a leather seam and set the book aside, and, as 
the apple harvest began, she started to go out walking, from before sunrise to 
past sunset. Every night, when Norina saw her at supper, she saw a woman who had 
become a little less familiar. And still Norina did not talk about what she saw, 
to Zanja or to anyone.
A letter came from Jhan, much dirtied by its hand-to-hand journey, that told of 
births attended, bones mended, and lives ended, and finished with a sentence 
that his raven had begun to talk to him, occasionally. Norina wondered if she 
would ever see him, or her daughter, again. So even she lived through the 
harvest season in a state of loss, but she was never bewildered by it. She had 
never hesitated to sacrifice passion to principle; she was an air blood and she 
knew no more rational way to live. So, like Zanja, she was uniquely qualified 
for the task that lay before her.
Even as Zanja began the process of transforming herself, Medric and Emil began 
to discuss, painfully at first but with increasing fascination, how to make that 
transformation permanent. Fire logic is the logic of insight, of seeing in 
symbols and stories and events more meanings than an entirely sane person could 
see. To turn that seeing into an act of magic was rarely done, and there were no 
rules for how to do it. As the two scholars talked, their plans inevitably 
became convoluted. To enact in ritual a symbolic understanding was complicated. 
Soon, as Norina expected, they asked her to take a role in the ritual, and so 
she was able to start making plans of her own.
Zanja said that it must not happen at home, and so it must be done outside, and 
since they could not do fire magic without a fire, that meant it must happen 
before the rains began. Because the ravens no longer even offered weather 
reports, Norina kept an eye on the behavior of the local earth talents. Earth 
witches were rare, but every farmhold had people with earth talent, who, like 
Jhan, had earned the reputation of knowing how to do things right, whose 
mundane advice about building and planting was often sought and always followed. 
When Norina noticed that the work of harvest had become frenetic, the four of 
them could delay their terrible act no longer.



The last day of Zanjas life began with brilliant sunshine: a light that blinded 
them as they walked eastward, for the sun no longer rose quickly as it had 
during summer, and instead hovered along the horizon for half the morning. The 
four of them set forth in the dazzle of sunrise and stark, sweeping shadows that 
twisted away from the sideways lift of the sun. They were hailed from an apple 
orchard where battered baskets of red and green apples clustered under the 
yellowing trees, awaiting the wagon that would take them to the cider mill. 
Their pockets were filled with apples by the friendly, busy farmers, and later, 
a girl ran down from a dairy to give them a wedge of cheese and ask about the 
weather. Emil sighed under the burden of neighborliness, but Zanja crunched an 
apple as she walked and took the slender, beautiful blade out of her boot to cut 
them all pieces of cheese. She was as calm and remote as Norina had ever seen 
her and beneath the unruffled surface of her visage lay the drowned corpse of 
her vital mind.
Medric interrupted his anxious gabble to ask abruptly, Where are the ravens?
Absent, said Emil briskly, not even bothering to scan the sky or the tops of 
the picked apple trees they now passed. The sound of hammers making last-minute 
repairs on a leaky roof was loud against the whining of the crickets.
Karis was making herself as remote in her way as Zanja was in hers, and both for 
the same reason. Only Norina called it heroism, and only to herself. To disturb 
the frail fabric of the fire bloods illusions would have been disastrous.
Emil showed them to the high place that he had in mind, where ancient oaks 
spread a vast canopy, and there was a wide, comforting vista: a long horizon, a 
brilliant stretch of sky. The busy, distant cider mill could be seen, tucked 
into the curve of a brightly shining stream. They distracted themselves with 
gathering wood, but once the fire was lit, distractions were no longer 
necessarythe momentum of the ritual took control of them.
Zanja obediently followed Norina into the shelter of a grove of saplings. There, 
among the lobed leaves edged with autumns bronze, she looked somberly upward, 
into the verdant shadows of one of the ancient trees. Norina followed her gaze, 
and thought she saw the hunched shape of a waiting owl. Salosa? she asked, 
and Zanja gave a nod: the god that had made her a crosser of boundaries had come 
for her, to escort her soul across its final border. Norina looked narrowly at 
the waiting owl; it looked like an ordinary bird to her.
Norina said, Your belongings connect you to this world, so you must give 
everything youve brought with you to be burned in the fire, including your 
clothing. And your hair.
Along with the pieces of her clothing, Zanja silently handed Norina the little 
knife from her boot, and the battered pack of glyph cards that she carried in a 
pouch hung from her belt. Her fingers struggled with buttons as her gaze kept 
returning to the shadowy owl; she picked ineffectually at a knot; Norina finally 
knelt to undo her bootstraps for her. Zanja stood quiet among the leaves that 
twitched a bit in a passing breeze. Now, stripped of her Shaftali clothing, she 
had never looked so alien: thin and wild as a ferret, her dark skin covered with 
a patchwork of scars, with some of her warriors braids coming undone and her 
coarse black hair brushing the backs of her thighs. Norina gave her clothing 
that Emil had acquired somewhere: a rough, woolen tunic and baggy trousers, 
simple shoes, and leggings of goatskin with the hair still attached. But then 
Norina had to dress her, for Zanja simply stood like an addle-pate, with the 
clothing falling from her hands.
Norina had done much planning, but that planning proved all but unnecessary. It 
was easy to hide Zanjas discarded cards and knife in the leggings as she tied 
them around Zanjas calves, and it was just as easy to tie a red tassel onto one 
of the braids and then tuck it down into the loose neck of the tunic. And it was 
easy to turn her back on Zanja, and fill the empty card pouch with oak leaves, 
and lay onto the tangle of discarded clothes the knife Norina always carried, a 
fraternal but not identical twin to Zanjas, though Emil and Medric would not 
know the difference. In a lifetime shaped by truth and lies, rarely had Norinas 
deceptions been so simple.
Norina gathered up Zanjas clothing and the substitute belongings, and took the 
hand of the vacant alien who for a while had been her bitter rival and for a 
long time had been her friend, and led her out to the fire where Emil and Medric 
were waiting.
Earlier, Norina had noted the muffled sound of Emil weeping, but now he was 
again the battle-hardened soldier. Norina sat Zanja down beside the fire and, 
rather agitatedly, Medric began to speak of Zanjas life: he spoke of her birth 
as though he had been there, and of how the old men and women of her clan had 
noticed her, and how Salosa had claimed her, and how she had traveled Shaftal 
with her first mentor, and how she served the Sainnites as a stablehand one 
summer, to learn their language. Then Emil spoke of how she had begun to fear 
for her peoples safety, but her warnings had gone unheeded, and he spoke in 
detail of the night her people were massacred, which he called Zanjas first 
death. He and Medric took turns speaking of the revenge the surviving warriors 
wreaked on the Sainnites; of Zanjas second death, when she was paralyzed in an 
avalanche, the third death in a Sainnite prison, and of Kariss abrupt, timely, 
and utterly unexpected intervention. They spoke of the single summer during 
which Zanja had, directly or indirectly, intentionally or inadvertently, 
disrupted and changed the direction of all their lives: the summer when Medric 
deserted the Sainnites, Emil resigned from the Paladins, Norina shifted her 
alliances, Mabin kidnapped and nearly killed Karis, Karis broke her addiction to 
smoke, their family was formed and their love affairs began.
The last five years had been more quiet, and Emil was able to speak of them 
quickly: so, after hours of talking, they finished telling the story of Zanjas 
extraordinary, appallingly eventful thirty-five years.
The men were hoarse with talking and with breathing smoke. Zanja had listened, 
if such passivity could be called listening, in blank speechlessness. Now Norina 
rose up from her long, weary watch and built up the fire. Medric gathered 
himself up and said, clearly and firmly, And now, Zanja naTarwein, your life 
has ended, as all lives end, and with love and sorrow your family now consigns 
your body to the pyre and your spirit to the care of the gods.
Norina put Zanjas good boots onto the fire, and followed them with the rest of 
Zanjas clothing, and, finally, the worn leather pouch stuffed with leavesEmil, 
who had given Zanja the glyph cards, wretchedly watched it burnand Norinas own 
knife, which she knew would later emerge from the ashes unscathed. Then, with a 
pair of scissors she had brought with her, Norina began cutting off and burning 
Zanjas hair. One handful at a time, she lay the slender braids onto the flames, 
where they flared and became ash all in a moment. But one braid remained, hidden 
for now.
It was an execution. Zanjas hair had never been cut, not since the day of her 
birth, and it was her life that flared upon the fire and turned to ash. Norina 
did it briskly. When she had finished, Zanjas hair hung not quite to her 
shoulders, and the tight braids unplaited raggedly. Even the shape of her face 
seemed changed.
Norina said softly, It is done. She looked up at Emil, hoping she would find 
him resolute. One last act remained, and Medric had dreamed that Emil would 
commit that act alone. Emil rose up stiffly, and shouldered his satchel and 
bedroll. His battered old dagger, which he often did not bother to carry, hung 
on his hip.
Come with me, he said to Zanja.
She obediently rose up, and followed him.




Part 3
The Walk-Around





In the middle of the country, there is a valley so big it takes six days to walk 
across it, and that valley is a wasteland. The people of the region say that 
once the valley was a fertile farmland, and this is the story they tell to 
explain how it became a wasteland. In the middle of that valley there used to be 
a forest known as the Walk-Around, because everyone with any sense walked around 
it, even though that added two days to the journey and forced them to ford the 
river twice, and in the spring the river was too deep to cross at all. What with 
waiting for the flood to ease and various other difficulties, that six-day 
journey might take twenty, if your luck was bad. But it was worse luck still to 
walk through the forest.
Sometimes a stranger or fool might walk into the forest and come right out on 
the other side, whistling a merry tune and talking about how nice it was in 
there, with the coolness and the gentle springs and the birds so tame they 
practically hopped onto the spit to be cooked for dinner, and the nuts in neat 
piles just waiting for a passer-by to pick them up and eat them. And sometimes 
the traveler would never be seen again. And sometimes an enterprising farmer 
might plow a field going right up to the forests edge, and plant corn and watch 
it sprout, only to go out one day and find the field, the farm, the cattle, and 
even the family gone, and nothing but forest to be seen, and then the house 
collapsing into the ground. Thats the kind of forest it was, and thats why 
people kept away from it.
One day a stranger arrived in the village that was closest to the forest, though 
some days it was closer than others, and said that he was going to the town on 
the far side of the forest. And the people there warned him, as they warned 
everybody, to stay away from the forest because nobody ever knew what the forest 
was going to do. But this stranger called them a name I cant repeat here, and 
said boldly that he had never yet met the forest that could defeat him. For he 
could walk up to a deer in his stocking feet and put a knife into its heart, and 
he could tell north from south by the way the grass lay on the ground, and he 
could start a fire in wet wood, and he even could predict bad weather a week in 
advance, though he wouldnt say how. He even, he swore, was unaffected by the 
bites of poisonous snakes, and at that point everyone knew he was a fool and 
said to him, Go into the forest, then, for its obvious that even your mother 
wont miss you.
So the bold man went into the forest, and he took his direction from the grass, 
and he snared the wild birds and ate the nuts and drank the cold water and had a 
cozy campfire, and the next day he started planning how he would come whistling 
out of the woods and send a message back to those faint-hearts out in the 
village, telling them what cowards they were. But the shadows grew long, and the 
crickets started to sing and he never reached the edge of the forest. The next 
day it was the same, and the day after that, though every day the forest seemed 
a bit darker and the birds were scarcer and the nuts were fewer, until the bold 
man began to starve, because all his boldness couldnt fill the woods with 
plenty.
But still he walked, for what else could he do, until one day he came to a 
clearing that was a perfect circle, and in its center lay a perfectly round 
pool, and there at last the bold man saw that the grass lay first in one 
direction and then another, so that it made a perfect spiral, and that perfect 
pool was the spirals center. And drinking from the pool was a big black sow 
with tusks like knives and hair like wire and hooves like iron. And she looked 
up at that bold man and didnt even blink.
Now that bold man wasnt so bold anymore, for he knew that the forest had 
tricked him into walking in circles these many days. But he certainly was 
hungry. So he picked up his spear and he charged that pig, because he was 
thinking that a nice pork dinner would be a fine thing after all his miseries, 
and mighty well deserved. But that black sow, she stood her ground and tossed 
him in the air like a bull, goring him with her tusks so that when he landed he 
was bleeding from a great gash in his leg. But he managed to hold on to his 
spear, so when the big pig charged him, he braced the spear on the ground and 
held it so the sow would impale herself on it. But that sow was a smart one, and 
she dodged the spear and took a swipe at the bold mans other leg, and opened up 
his thigh from knee to hip. Now he knew that he was dead, for he would never 
find the way out of the forest when he couldnt even walk, so he put his arms 
around that sow and held on tight, and she dragged him around and around that 
clearing, until at last he managed to take his spear, which he had hung on to 
all the while, and jab it between her ribs and into her heart. And then he 
fainted dead away.
As he lay senseless in the trampled, bloody grass, the forest began to step away 
from him. The clearing became a big, round field and then gaps appeared between 
the trees, and by the time he opened his eyes, he lay in open land, with no hint 
of a forest at all, except for a distant shadow retreating up a hillside.
So the bold man dragged himself to the farm that lay just over the next hill, 
and when he was no longer in danger of bleeding to death, he bragged that he had 
killed the sow at the heart of the forest, and they would never be troubled by 
the Walk-Around again. From now on, people could walk directly from one place to 
another, and so the bold man supposed he was a hero. And all the people supposed 
he was one too, until they looked out the windows and saw that the grass had 
shriveled up and the rivers had gone dry, and stones as big as horses were 
lifting up out of the soil. So the people all went running to the place where 
the bold man said he had killed the sow, but the black sow had turned to black 
stone, and it was too late to revive her.
So that is how the Walk-Around Waste was created, and now anyone who wants to 
cross that way had better bring plenty of food and water with them, for from one 
end of the valley to the other nothing grows, and no water flows.






Chapter Fourteen



When a Truthken examines a fire blood, it is crucial to hold in mind the fire 
bloods inability to separate symbol and reality. In ritual, for example, the 
content of gesture becomes concrete, and through ritual the desires, dreams, or 
nightmares of the fire blood are made true. Here, in this blending of symbol and 
reality, lies the source of the elemental madness so common among the fire folk. 
Here also is the Truthkens challenge, for fire bloods lies may rapidly become 
truths to them. To perceive the difference of falsehood from truth may become 
impossible.


The Way of the Truthken


In a wood where the leaves seemed composed of concentrated sunlight, tree 
branches shattered radiating cracks across the gold, and darkness broke in. 
There a traveling man took his companion by the shoulders, and turned her to 
him. She gazed into his face, but did not see him; he saw into her eyes, but did 
not know her.
It had been raining since midnight: a heavy, cold rain cursed by farmers who had 
hoped to make one last cutting of hay. Now, the rain had ended, and the woods 
lay silent but for the peaceful drip of water and the slow floating down of 
leaves like embers in a dark fireplace.
The man wore a midlands longshirt and canvas breeches; greased boots and 
leggings caked with heavy mud; a blanket and satchel slung crossways from 
shoulder to waist; and from his belt all the dangling pouches, bags, and 
implements of a wanderer who carries his house with him. His long gray hair was 
bound at the neck; his expression was complex beyond reading. The woman had 
nothing, not even an expression on her face.
The man said, I ask your forgiveness. He kissed her, and she jerked like a 
wild creature away from his touch. Then he struck her face with a closed fist, 
and she staggered. He struck her in the stomach, and she fell to her knees. As 
he beat her, the womans plain tunic became blotted with blood; she seemed to 
faint. He wiped his face with his sleeve and took a ragged breath, but, as 
though he dared not pause for long, drew his dagger and stabbed her.
Afterwards, he took her by the shoulders and dragged her through wet leaves and 
mud to drop her in the ditch by the side of the road. He stood over her, calm 
but old, with a hand lifted vaguely to his chest. Her eyes fluttered open; she 
looked at him as though he were one small piece of a monstrous, excruciating 
puzzle.
The man turned his head, for he could hear the faint jingle of a horses 
harness. He re-balanced the burdens he carried and walked away, into the wet 
woods, into the darkness that flowed out of the trees as, behind the lowering 
clouds, the sun stumbled and fell below the horizon.



Chapter Fifteen



That day, the whole of Shaftal had lain under a cloud. The arrival of autumn mud 
season had taken Garland by surprise. He had nowhere to go. He dared not ask for 
shelter in the decrepit farmhouses that he passed, for the rains had caught him 
in the hostile western edge of the midlands, with its tapped out soil and bitter 
recent history. He could expect no friendliness here, and certainly no 
generosity.
He walked the entire day, through intermittent downpours, until the weight of 
water made his poor burdens so heavy he was tempted to simply drop them in the 
road. After the day ended the cold would come, which he could stave off only 
with wet blankets and wet, threadbare clothing; for although his matches were 
probably dry in their tin, he would find no fuel dry enough to burn, not even if 
he used his own hair for tinder.
The road had begun to rise in the afternoon. Without regrets, he had left the 
hostile farmlands, with their suspiciously peering residents, and climbed into 
forbidding, rocky country. Oak trees gave way to pine, and as sunset approached, 
the road petered out, and he awoke from his daze of cold and loneliness and 
wondered if he might die that night.
For a moment, overwhelmed by futility and aimlessness and the vacancy left 
behind when he abandoned his hopes, he thought he did not care. Then, he heard 
the ring of a woodcutters ax, and he thought longingly of how wood means fire, 
and fire means a hearth, and a hearth means a house. He stepped into the woods. 
Soon, he was walking among no mere saplings, but trees much further around than 
he could clasp in two hands. What kind of people would he find, living beyond a 
road that had been overgrown for so many years?
The sound had seemed close, but as twilight gave way to deep, drizzling shadows, 
the sound of the ax mocked him, luring him further from the now distant road, 
without letting him get closer to the sound. The Shaftali are a people of many 
stories that they hold up like shields against the boredom of winter, and 
Garland had heard his share of them, including a number that told of malevolent 
forces that inhabited the forest and tried to lure solitary travelers from their 
chosen roads. He asked himself if he was afraid, but was too tired to attempt an 
answer.
The trees that had closed in around him suddenly flung him out of their company. 
He stumbled to his knees among slim saplings. The road had not reappeared, but 
now he was in a clearing, looking at a steep crag looming against a starless sky 
darkening to black. Between him and the crag stood a humble stone house, and 
between him and the house, the woodcutter worked in a circle of lantern light.
The woodcutter bent and straightened, graceful as a dancer, but with a moment of 
brisk violence at the end of each easy stroke. The split kindling leapt up, 
sometimes bright and sometimes black, and flew, and fell. Garland got up from 
his sprawl, but dared not step forward. The woodcutter seemed gigantic, a 
construction of powerful muscle that gleamed wet in the light. The wood split 
with a single stroke; only the sharp crack told him it was wood, hard and dry 
for burning. He saw beauty, art, and a fearsome anger, and stood suspended 
between that terrifying sight and the woods, and wondered if the malevolence of 
myth might be safer than the bright power at work before him. And yet he gasped 
as the ax entered the log, and slid through it, and transformed it.
Abruptly, the woodcutter turned, and he saw it was a woman, shirtless, bleeding 
in the breast where a flying splinter must have struck her. She said, Help me 
to pick up the woodquickly. Its going to rain again.
Her hoarse, homely voice galvanized him. He hurried forward, to toss his 
knapsack onto the porch and wander about the yard, seeking the far-flung pieces 
and dumping them under the porch roof by the armload. He and the woman met at 
the steps, she carrying the lantern and putting her other arm through a shirt 
sleeve, he with one last load of wood. They ducked into shelter as the sky 
opened up and the deluge began.
Quietly, she said, opening the door. Dont wake the child.
Surely bandits have no children, Garland thought, but he could not imagine what 
else she might be. He followed her into a kitchen, where a few coals glowed upon 
the hearth and dirt lay thick on a creaking floor. She hung the lantern on a 
hook, and he got a good look at her: a large, tangle-haired woman in clothing as 
worn out as his own, with big hands, and palms as black as soot. A blacksmith?
He put some wood onto the fire, and went back to get his sodden gear from the 
porch. A huge table was the kitchens only furniture, but the walls had plenty 
of hooks, on which he hung his belongings to dry. The woman sat on the hearth: 
silent, monolithic. He lit a candle stub and with it in hand, located a 
storeroom, surprising clean and practically empty, and came back with some lard 
and a canister of flour. He hung a battered, soot-crusted teakettle from the 
crane and swung it over the fire, and by the time the water boiled he had patted 
out the biscuits and dropped them into the rusty hearth oven to bake.
While the tea was steeping and the biscuits baking, he put together a pot of 
beans with onions so sharp he cried as he chopped them, and some bacon ends that 
he licked first to make sure they were not rancid. He hunted through the 
storeroom again, and found, all crowded on one shelf, a pat of fresh butter, a 
big chunk of honeycomb in a cloth-covered bowl, and a bucket of russet apples. 
He imagined the big woman walking up the mountain from the closest farm, with 
the bucket of apples in one hand, the butter in the other, and an ax on her 
back, setting the supplies down on a stump so she could chop down a bee-tree, 
and then ... Garland thought for a moment. She had run out of hands. The child 
would be with her, he concluded, and she was old enough to be trusted to carry 
the butter. So the woman had carried a bucket of honey the rest of the way up 
the hill.
The woman still sat unmoving on the hearth. Her face, revealed by firelight, was 
drawn and stark. She turned her head slowly as Garland lifted out the biscuits 
from the oven that sat in the coals. He buttered them generously, dripped them 
with honey, and gave her a tin plate full, with a tin cup of tea, and sat on the 
hearth himself, and watched her from the corner of his eye.
With the first bite, she uttered a small sound of surprise. She closely examined 
the biscuit, and then him. She stuck a finger in her mouth to suck off the 
honey, and then she truly began to eat: seriously, attentively. He refilled her 
cup and gave her the last three biscuits, but she gave one of them back to him. 
When the plates were empty and wiped clean, and the woodcutter-blacksmith 
clasped her third cup of tea within her big hands like an egg stolen from a 
birds nest, she said in a quiet, rasping voice, I dont suppose you are 
looking for a place to stay.
Garland cleared his throat. He had not spoken, he realized, for several days. 
Its only biscuits.
Evidence enough, she said, as though they were old friends, having an oblique 
but cordial argument.
I can stay a few days, he said cautiously.
It will rain for three more days. You can help clean and secure the house, if 
you will. And then the roads will be firm enough for you to travel on, to 
wherever you are going. It will rain again, of course, after that. Her tone of 
voice asked no questions.
He said politely, cautiously, It seems you are not well prepared for winter.
Not yet. But the roof is tight, the woodshed full, the chimney sound.
The storeroom, though ...
When the roads firm up, Ill visit a market town nearby. If you come with me, 
Ill buy you whatever you want.
The silence descended again: his astonished, hers preoccupied. But she seemed 
less vacant now; the biscuits were doing their work, which gave him to 
understand that she had been terribly hungry. That drawn, shadowed face of hers 
suggested she also had not slept well in some time. The beans began to boil. He 
gave them a stir, then raked the coals away, to slow the pot. That will be 
tomorrows supper, he said. For tonight, have you got eggs?
I did. Leeba dropped them, though.
Leeba is your child? He paused. My name is Garland.
Karis. They tell me that my name means Lost. She seemed ironic and 
skeptical, but Garland thought she did seem, if not lost, then certainly 
bewildered.
Well, but you have talent, he said. Youve done all this, repaired the house 
and cut the wood.
She raised an eyebrow at him. Has your talent given you happiness?
He said honestly, Happiness never lasts longer than a meal.
It lasts so long as that?
He looked at her, not knowing what to think or say. The plate of biscuits he had 
already given her was all he had to offer. But she was big, and hardworking, and 
probably still hungry. Another plateful of biscuits, or even two, would not be 
too much. He went to the table, measured flour and leavening, and once again 
began cutting in the lard.



Karis was heavy spirited, but not difficult to live with. Her daughter took some 
getting used to, though: active, loud, insistent, demanding every bit of Kariss 
attention and at least once a day working herself into such a temper that Karis 
exiled her to a distant room. Since Karis was working outside in the rain much 
of the time, Garland often supervised this difficult child, who did not, at 
first, seem to particularly like him or to want him around. Then he made jam 
buns, and Leeba warmed up to him considerably.
Karis worked: steadily, restlessly, and oftentimes wearily. In the cold rain and 
mud, she stood out in the overgrown road and wielded her ax, mowing down the 
trees like grass before a scythe. Garland was content to clean the house, which 
had been abandoned long enough for bats to live in the attic, squirrels to 
inhabit the chimney, and rats to make the cellar their kingdom. Somehow, Karis 
had already shooed out the squatters, but they had left a mess that took some 
stomach to clean up. The rest was merely dirt and dust, vast quantities of it 
that Garland swept up with a twig broom Karis had made the first morning, along 
with a dust pan she fashioned from a tin plate found rusting in the cellar.
He showered off the filth each night, standing in the cold rain with a bar of 
yellow soap. Then, suddenly, the rain stopped in the night, and in the morning 
they walked down the track Karis had cut through the trees. The road had firmed 
up as she predicted, though the ditches were full and Karis made Leeba ride on 
her shoulders to keep her out of the muck.
Theres the ravens, Leeba said suddenly, pointing into the distance. Tell 
them to come here. I want to ask them a question.
Karis said, Theyre looking for food. What do you want to know?
I want to know why are there three? Theres yours, and mine. But She looked 
sideways at Garland. Does he have a raven?
Karis said, in a voice like a saw cutting wood, Zanjas raven is with us now. 
Do you remember what I told you? That she is dead?
I dont want her to be dead, Leeba protested.
Garland, outside the edges of this strange, obscure conversation, did not ask 
for an explanation. If Karis had to start explaining herself, then so would he 
have to. He was thinking he might be able to manage through the winter with 
these two, in their stone house that every day became cozier, though it still 
had no furniture. He did not want to risk his comfort by telling half truths 
that might make him a vagabond again.
I dont want her to be dead, Leeba said again. Garland thought he saw the same 
pain convulse in her that Karis kept checked within herself. I want Jhan, she 
added. Is he dead too?
No, Karis said, vaguely and distantly.
Is summer over? My daddy promised to come home! As they drew closer to the 
market town, the road became quite busy as people gathered for what would more 
than likely be the last market day of the year. These people who had seemed to 
Garland so distant and suspicious, greeted each other jovially, though they 
avoided even looking at Karis and Garland. Karis commented, Weve settled in an 
unfriendly place, but money might win them over.
When they reached the town, she casually handed Garland a bag of coins. Ill 
hire us a wagon, so have everything you buy delivered to the livery stable, and 
well sort it out there. She added lightly, Dont be overly economical. If you 
run out of money, tell a raven, and Ill bring you some more.
Garland gave a bemused laugh. Leeba said, If you talk to a raven, tell him I 
want my daddy to come home.
Yes, of course, said Garland. He did not understand children particularly, and 
did not himself remember believing that birds could talk, but he supposed this 
game to be harmless.
Get yourself some new clothes, Karis commanded, as they parted ways. I wont 
have you shivering in your bare threads all winter. New shoes, too. Promise!
They parted, and Garland turned to watch Karis walk towards the livery stable, 
with the girl trotting beside her, one arm stretched up as far as it would go, 
so she could clasp two of the big womans big fingers. Leeba was asking why the 
roofs were shaped with upturned edges, and then she pointed out that a woman was 
carrying four live chickens upside-down by the feet, and then Garland could not 
hear her penetrating voice any more.
It did not seem to even have occurred to Karis that, once she gave Garland her 
money, he no longer needed her stone house, her grim company, or her noisy 
child. He could live through winter in a rented room, in some large town, 
developing respectability and familiarity, eventually winning a permanent 
position in a prosperous inn, perhaps, and so end his wandering days.
But he followed the crowds to the market, and began methodically spending the 
money. Soon, he was too wrapped up in calculating sensible quantities of 
supplies, consulting the list he had constructed in his head over the last three 
days, and bargaining fiercely with the unfriendly merchants to feel any 
particular regret. He emerged from a clothiers in the late afternoon, with a few 
coins still jangling in his new pocketsthe first new clothing hed had since he 
lost his temper with the general five years ago and made himself a wandererand 
glanced up to see the source of a dry flapping sound. There on the edge of the 
roof stood a great raven, black as the heart of a stormcloud, looking at him 
inquiringly through one eye and then the other. Garland glanced around himself. 
He was practically alone on the street, for it was the time that most people go 
home to start cooking their suppers. He said out loud, feeling foolish, Im not 
quite out of money, but I think the shoppings done. And Leeba wants her daddy 
to come home.
The raven said, Karis is waiting for you.
Surely the raven had not actually spoken. Certainly, it had not. Garland 
continued to repeat this assurance to himself, as the raven lifted its wings and 
flew nonchalantly down the road, to perch on another rooftop and glance 
backimpatiently? Im losing my mind, Garland muttered. Soon the pots will 
start reciting recipes to me. He picked up his basket, which was laden with 
tins of tea and spices, a couple of pair of woolen stockings, a half dozen 
wooden spoons, a rolling pin, and a few other things, and started down the road. 
The raven flew ahead of him, never out of sight, looking back at Garland with 
unsettling intelligence, until they had reached the edge of town. Two other 
ravens waited on the roof of the supperhouse where he and Karis were to meet, 
and they greeted the third with raucous, hoarse cries. Were they now talking to 
each other? It almost seemed they were. Garland set his basket at his feet; he 
could not make himself go one step further.
A fourth raven arrived, and the others shouted their greetings. Garland turned, 
slowly, reluctantly, to look in the direction from which the fourth black bird 
had arrived. He saw a wandering man, shabby in the way that wanderers get, 
carrying a big, heavy pack such as peddlers carry. The man was standing still in 
the middle of the road, like Garland, looking at the ravens on the rooftop. His 
eyes were bright with tears. Garland heard the supperhouse door creak open. He 
heard Leeba cry, Daddy! She ran past Garland, shrieking joyfully, and jumped 
into the peddlers arms.
Karis came out to stand at the top of the supperhouse steps, with her big hands 
tucked into her belt. The peddler danced in the street, turning and turning with 
his daughter clasped to his chest, kissing her head in rhythm with her 
enthusiastic outpouring of words: I kept asking and asking the ravens where you 
were, but they wouldnt tell me. And Karis is going to make me a bed out of 
sticks! Daddy, is Zanja dead? I dont want her to be dead.
Me neither.
Karis cries.
So do I. Do you? Eventually, the peddler set his daughter down. He and Karis 
looked at each other.
Karis turned abruptly away from his gaze and said, Garland, Ive ordered a meal 
already.
Garland said, I just came to give you these things. And to say good-bye.
The peddler had glanced at him in some surprise. Leeba explained, Thats 
Garland. He makes jam buns.
And I got you a present, Leeba, said Garland.
Karis said quietly to him, At least come in and eat something, and let us 
settle our accounts.
Garland had no choice then, for Leeba had grabbed him by the trouser leg and was 
dragging him insistently towards Karis, dragging her father as well by the hand. 
Come on. Youre so slow. I want my present!
The man Garland had taken for a peddler said to him, Im Jhan.
Garland gave a nod. Kariss husband.
Well, not exactly.
They were in the supperhouse then, and Jhans pack was tucked out of the way, 
and Leeba insisted on sitting in his lap, while continuing to demand Garlands 
present. Garland dug it out of the basket: a brightly painted wooden lizard 
purchased from the same wood carver who had made the spoons and rolling pin. 
Soon Leebas rabbit had come out of her pocket to make the lizards 
acquaintance, and they appeared to be destined to be fast friends.
Karis, even more grim and red-eyed than usual, sliced and passed the bread. 
Garland gave her an accounting, and laid on the table all the money that was 
left. She added more coins and pushed it back to him. For your work these four 
days.
Youve sheltered me and given me clothing.
Please, take it. It cant be easy, to be a Sainnite in this land, without 
friends or family. I can always make more money.
With nerveless fingers, Garland took the coins. He glanced at Jhan, who must 
have heard her words but kept right on buttering his bread. Garland said, Five 
years Ive been wandering, and no ones even guessed . . .
Earth bloods dont guess, said Karis.
Tearing his bread in half to share it with Leeba, Jhan said, half to himself, 
We know what we know.
In the silence that followed, Garland, who had been poised to stand and flee, 
felt himself grow slowly heavier in his chair. A young man swathed in an apron 
brought roasted potatoes, onions, and pork, and a small pumpkin with a spoon in 
it so they could scrape the flesh out of the skin. When he was gone, Karis said, 
My mother was a Juras woman and my father a Sainnite. But no one doubts that 
Im Shaftali, so why should I call you something else? We are no different from 
each other, really.
Jhan said, easily, In fact, anatomically the three of us are identical. Leeba, 
lizards dont eat bread and butter. It makes them sick.
Leeba said, Medric is a Sainnite, isnt he? Karis, when will Medric come? I 
want to show him my lizard.
Ask the ravens, Karis said.
Leeba looked sullen. The ravens wont talk to me any more!
Jhan was gazing at Karis, though, with an expression that Garland could not 
interpret. He seemed a gentle man, and perhaps he knew how to help Karis. To 
have him in their household might be a great relief. And it would be easier to 
cook for four.
Garland cut himself a bite of the roast, which was overcooked, and ate a potato, 
which was bland, and restrained himself from grumbling about people who call 
themselves cooks. But Karis, her mouth full, said seriously, You could have 
cooked this meal ten times better.
Roasted potatoes should have rosemary. Ill make some tomorrow, and youll 
see.
Ill build you a bed tomorrow, she answered after a while. Ive got enough 
nails, now.
Jhan said to Leeba, Tell me about our new house.



Chapter Sixteen



With a half dozen nails pressed between her lips, Karis looked quite menacing, 
but her hands covered Gar-lands so gently, he could scarcely feel the 
scratching of her rough palms as she used his hands like intelligent tools to 
bend and shape the supple twig, and then hold it in position while she tacked it 
in place. She had carried in the twigs through the mornings downpour, from the 
brush pile she had formed while clearing the road. Now Karis had constructed 
three chairs out of the twigs, one child-sized, and had nearly finished a 
fourth. She had yet to break or split a single twig. Leeba had made a chair, 
too, imitating Karis with substantial help from Jhan. The stuffed rabbit now 
sat beside Leeba on its own chair. Rabbit is planning, Leeba said.
Planning what? asked Jhan, who was methodically unloading his pack onto the 
kitchen table. Garland had sanded and oiled the table that morning, and now felt 
as if he could roll out his pastry on it without shame. When Jhan had politely 
asked permission before putting his pack on the table, it had pleased Garland 
immoderately.
Planning important things, Leeba said.
Jhan nodded gravely. Well, tell your rabbit that great things happen through 
the accumulation of small acts.
Rabbit knows that.
Sometimes I forget how smart your rabbit is.
Garland took note of what had emerged from Jhans pack. It was a series of 
miniature chests that interlocked on top of each other. Jhan had the usual 
traveling gear as well: rain cloak, match tin, candle lantern. But Garland, who 
had met plenty of travelers in his five years, had never met one who carried 
furniture on his back. What are those? he asked Jhan, as Karis took control 
of his hands again. They look heavy.
Youd be surprised how light they are. Karis made them of wood sliced thin as 
veneer. But the contents are awfully heavy. This one is an apothecarys shop. 
This one a medicine chest. And this one a surgeons cabinet.
Garland said, I thought you were a peddler.
Thats because Im trying to look like one. Butsee here? He pulled back his 
hair to show Garland his earlobe. Across the dimming kitchen, Garland could see 
nothing unusual, but Jhan explained, A scar. From the earring. I trained at 
Kisha University.
The university was gone now, long since burned to the ground by Sainnites. Karis 
spit out her nails to say, Youd have three earrings now, if history had been 
different.
Garland knew enough to know it was a compliment. It also was the kindest thing 
Karis had said to anyone since Garland met her. He felt obliged to stammer out 
an apology for the Sainnite destruction of the university, but Jhan hushed him. 
Were more interested in how to flesh out a new future on the bones of the 
past, he said. There it is, he added, and took one last box out of his pack.
Whats that? Leeba leapt up. A present?
Not a present for you. Its a book for Karis, from Medric.
With her mouth in a thin line, Karis finished tacking down the twig, and told 
Garland to take a rest. He went to the hearth to stir his pot and add more wood 
to the fire, then rather hesitantly asked Jhan if he would pull the tooth that 
ached so it kept him awake at night.
Of course, said Jhan. Or maybe I could repair it.
Can I watch? asked Leeba.
But Garland felt Kariss hand on his shoulder, and turned, and she quietly said, 
Hold still, and cupped his jaw in her coarse, gentle hand. Just like that, 
Garlands tooth stopped hurting.
Youre taking my business, Jhan complained mildly.
Karis turned away from Garland. What did Medric say?
Garland tentatively rubbed his jaw, then surreptitiously stuck a finger into his 
mouth to probe his sore tooth. It gave him not a twinge.
To read the book, Jhan said.
Karis made a sound, halfway between a snort and a sigh. Lets finish that 
chair.
But Leeba protested, I want to know whats in the box! Show me!
Its Kariss present.
Can I look at it, Karis?
I dont care. Karis knelt again beside the chair.
Garland went back to help her, still probing his tooth with his tongue, and 
thinking rather dazedly that he had yet to discover one thing that Karis could 
not do.
Assaulted now by Leebas shrill impatience, Jhan cut the boxs bindings, and 
then spelled out for Leeba the letters written on the cover. It says, Be Very 
Careful. But I havent been at all careful, Im afraid. He opened the box, and 
Leeba said in disgust, Its a box of ashes!
Oh, dear. Karis, Im afraid even you cant fix this. Bring it to her, Leeba.
Being very careful, Leeba brought the open box to Karis, who took it from her, 
glanced at the bits of burned paper that filled it to the rim, and dropped it on 
the floor without ever taking the nails from her mouth. Leeba, apparently 
impervious to Kariss ill temper, got down on her knees, crying in excitement, 
Look, its not all ashes! She began blowing enthusiastically into the box. The 
frail remains of the printed pages floated upward on her breath, then, as they 
landed on the floor, disintegrated into dust. Leebas puffing uncovered the 
solid remains of the book. With the bound edge still intact, and the other edges 
burned into a curve, it looked like a half moon. On the charred, curling edges 
of the leather cover, the title, stamped into the leather and once burnished 
with gold, was faintly visible. Once, the book had been quite large, for even in 
its drastically reduced state it was big enough, and must have been a heavy 
weight on Jhans back.
Can I open it? Leeba asked, already reaching for the cover.
Karis, bending a twig, did not even glance at her. Jhan said, Be very 
careful.
I am.
As Leeba opened the book and turned the pages, Garland glimpsed a densely 
printed page, and a carefully rendered etching of a pig with all the cuts of 
meat marked. It was reassuringly commonplace. Leeba turned the pages: more pigs, 
cows, sheep, oxen, horses. The fragile paper shattered as Leeba turned the 
pages.
Karis bent, trimmed, and began to secure the twig that finished the chair. Soon, 
they all could sit down, though it appeared they would have nothing to sleep on 
for another night, not even Leebas lizard, who had been promised a lizard-sized 
bed.
The other book isnt burned at all, said Leeba. The baby book.
What? Jhan came over to look. Well. How about that!
Garland, his hands still holding the last twig, looked over and saw that a hole 
had been carved out inside the massive volume. Tucked inside it lay a book so 
small that, despite the big books burning, its own edges remained unscathed. 
Its red cover shone brightly, unfaded, as though it had never seen the light.
Can I take it out? Leeba plucked the child out of its womb. I cant open it! 
Daddy, you try.
Jhan took it from her. Maybe its pages are pasted shut. Why would someone go 
through so much trouble . . . ?
Karis! Leeba said. Fix it!
Karis spat out her nails into the nail bag, and set her hammer on the floor. 
Were done, she said to Garland. Did Medric tell you the little book was 
there? she asked Jhan.
No.
Hes a sneaky little rat of a man, she said.
Leeba giggled.
Karis held out her hand for the baby book.
Silence descended. Even Leeba, who was quiet only when she slept, stared at 
Karis, open-mouthed, as Karis pressed the book between her palms. Her hands were 
so big, and the book so small, that only its red edges could be seen. The fire 
uttered a sudden pop, and spit embers across the stone hearth. Karis opened her 
palms as though they were the books covers, and the book opened with them: 
sweetly, obediently, its pages rustling like starched sheets being unfolded.
Oh! sighed Leeba.
The way I am with cooking, thought Garland, Karis is with the whole world.
He glanced at Jhan, who sat down in one of the chairs.
Karis said in a low voice, Earth magic had sealed this book. She bent her head 
over the handwritten page, seemed to read a few words, and then, abruptly, 
slapped the book shut. Her face looked rather pale.
Leeba came out of her fascinated paralysis. What is it? I want to see!
I think it is a letter.
A letter in a book? Leeba paused, her lively mind apparently stalled for a 
moment by the challenge of deciding which of many questions to ask. Who wrote 
it?
Harald Gdeon.
Of course, said Jhan. Who else? He wiped his eyes on his sleeve.
Whos that? asked Leeba.
He was an important man, who created me and then abandoned me. Just like my 
father did, actually. I never knew him.
Leeba crawled into her own fathers embrace. She had not let him out of her 
sight for a moment since his abrupt appearance the other day. Secure now, she 
asked, Is the letter written to you?
Im the only one who could have opened it. Karis looked down at her closed 
palms. But he must have written it before he got sickbefore he sent Dinal to 
find me in Lalali.
Garland had been slow to understand. Hearing the names of the last leaders of 
Shaftal spoken casually as part of a fragmented account of Kariss history, he 
thought at first that the discussion was a joke, and then that Karis and Jhan 
were both just a little mad.
Then he remembered the fanatics he had served dinner to last winter, and their 
leader, Willis, who believed in a story and a vision of a lost Gdeon.
Karis had put the little book inside her vest and was packing up her tools. In 
the book was a letter written to her by the last Gdeon of Shaftal, long before 
his wife Dinal set out to find Karis in Lalali and Harald Gdeon lay hands on 
Karis and vested her with the power of Shaftal.
Karis glanced at Garland, and seemed to find the expression on his face too 
strange to endure. She took up one of the chairs and carried it with her into 
the adjoining parlor, which did not even have a fire in its fireplace yet. She 
returned for a candle and left again, and shut the parlor door. Jhan said to 
Leeba, Leave Karis alone.
I know. Leeba settled herself more snugly into his shoulder. Are you going to 
pull Garlands tooth now?
Karis fixed it already.
Leeba sighed with exasperation. Shes always fixing things!
Shes the Lost Gdeon? Garland said. His voice came out of his throat harsh 
and strange, as though he had swallowed a glass of spirits too fast.
Jhan said gently, Doesnt she seem lost to you?
Garland sat down. The twig chair uttered a squeak as though it were surprised.
She doesnt seem like a Gdeon to you, said Jhan.
Leeba was neither talking nor wiggling, which meant she was about to fall 
asleep. She gazed at Garland curiously, though, as if she wanted to know what he 
thought.
Garland said, Shes always fixing things.
Leeba grinned at him.
Garland added, The Sainnites thought the Gdeon was a war leader. A man of 
fearsome power.
Jhan said, Medric, our seer, has concluded that every Gdeon has been well and 
truly terrified of his or her own power. I dont guess thats the kind of 
fearsome power you mean, though.
I never thought of it that way. Garland swallowed, feeling the room, the 
world, shift around him like a house rebuilding itself into a completely 
different shape. What can she do?
Its hard to know, until she actually does it. Ive seen her do some amazing 
things. She puts things together, basicallybut she could just as easily be 
taking them apart. And she knows it.
But she doesnt?
Fortunately, Jhan said, kissing his sleepy daughters head, Karis is 
disinclined to destruction.



Its a strange and unpleasant sensation to know my life is almost over. For 
forty of my sixty years, I have been thinking as a farmer does, not just of the 
next crop, but five, ten growing seasons into the future, always asking myself, 
If I do this now, what will be the result then? But now, when I think that way, 
my thinking collapses. I will not be there to repair any errors I might make 
now. And it makes me afraid to think at all, afraid to take any action at all. 
Can I tell you this, a secret I try to keep even from Dinal (though, really, it 
is hopeless)? Can I write to you as though you were my friend? Or are you so 
angry with me that to tell you my secrets will only seem an insult, a 
presumption, like a drunk in a tavern who whispers to you exactly how he 
pleasures his lover?
Despite herself, Karis uttered a laugh.
Well, really, what choice have you? You can close this book and walk away, but 
you will eventually read it. No ... I am guessing. I have no way to know you. I 
assume you will be like all earth bloods, but how can I be certain? Perhaps your 
disastrous childhood in Lalali (you see, I do know something about you) will 
leave you bent, lightning-struck, irreparable. Perhaps it is a bitter, foolish, 
short-sighted woman who reads these words. Perhaps I have vested the power of 
Shaftal in a broken container.
Here Karis did shut the book sharply, and stared into the cold fireplace, 
breathing hard. Faint voices murmured in the kitchen. Rain sighed, and then 
pounded on tightly latched shutters. The repaired roof held. Karis opened the 
book again.
But I do not think so. You see, I am afraid, and yet I am not. It is too late 
for me to save you. You will have to save yourself. But I know, or I believe, 
that its better that way. By the day you read this book, you will be healed. 
You will no longer rage at me for doing to you what I am going to do. And you 
will have found a companion, a fire blood, who in turn will find this book for 
you, wherever Dinal hides it, just as she would find it for me, had it been 
hidden for me by a Gdeon of the past. Some things, I believe, will not change. 
And so I believe in you, as Rakel Gdeon believed in me, when he threw that 
great weight of power into me. Like stones, it was. And then I awoke from my 
faint to find him dead. Though everything and everyone may seem to fail you, 
Shaftal will not, and you will be made strong.
So. I will write to you, to a Gdeon whose name I cannot know, whose present 
pain and power suddenly evidenced itself to me mere days ago. I write to you on 
the day that the healers informed me that the strange weakness I feel from time 
to time is a herald of my death. I will live a half year, they say, maybe a bit 
longer, since we Gdeons can be so tenacious. (Really, we are famous for it. But 
perhaps, in your time, such things will have been forgotten.) I write to you, 
for you and I will never speak because, in order to protect you, I must leave 
you in that midden heap where you were born. I write to you and I am not certain 
why. Because I pity you? Because my many, many guilts have grown impossible to 
live with any longer? No, I dont think so. I think its that I love you, though 
you dont even exist yet, though you are just an idea. I love you, and from your 
distant difficult future, I can almost feel you looking backwards to comfort me. 
Harold you say to me, I am Shaftal! All will be well! And thats the truth 
that rises up in me that I want to say back to you. All will be well. I am an 
old man facing his death, writing a letter to a stranger. I have no reason to 
lie to you. I tell you what I know even as I doubt it: All will be well.
Karis raised her eyes from the book and wiped her face carefully. When the tears 
did not stop, she lay back her head and sat quietly, simply waiting. Tears fell 
as though from someone elses eyes. She kept wiping them, as though she feared 
that they would fall onto the book and blur the ink. In time, they stopped.
Dinal has just come in. She was away, tending to Paladin business, and I had not 
sent for her, because I have never had to send for her before. She said, What 
are you thinking, to write in the dark? Your eyes will fall out of your head I 
had not even noticed that the sun had set. She lit a lamp for me, and I saw by 
its light that she knew. No doubt she has already talked to the healers. I never 
have to tell her anything important. Always, she already knows. I say things to 
her anyway, because it lifts the weight. I am dying I said to her. Im 
writing a letter
She said, Well, it must be an important letter.
And then we held onto each other for a while. The wood feeds the fire. The fire 
transforms the wood. That is our love. But you know this, dont you?
Karis said out loud, I cant endure this! She closed the book, stood up, and 
paced the empty room, which Garland had scrubbed clean. The candle, which she 
had stuck onto a projecting stone of the wall, fluttered with her passing. Her 
heavy, hobnailed boots scraped the floor. The book lay on the chair seat. She 
looked at it from across the room. Her eyes were red, her face stark. She said 
to it, as though replying to its long dead author, Did you ever knowingly send 
Dinal to her death? Do you know what thats like? And then she stopped, as 
though she had heard the answer to her question and it was not the answer she 
expected. Her angry shoulders slumped. She returned reluctantly to her chair.
Now Dinal has gone, to tell our children. Half our life together she has spent 
on horseback, running my errands, while I usually remain in or near the House of 
Lilterwess. Half the year I am in the gardens, weeding the carrots and cutting 
great armloads of flowers to decorate the dining room tables. Young people 
coming to the House of Lilterwess for the first time to be novices in one or 
another order, bump into me in the hallway and dont even excuse themselves. 
They are too preoccupied with hoping for a glimpse of the Gdeon. There I am, in 
my work clothes, with my hair untrimmed and dirt under my fingernails, carrying 
a big basket of cabbages to the kitchen. This is why we dont trust childrens 
judgment! When adults look down their noses at me, those are the people that 
dont rise in their Orders. Not because I am affronted, but because they still 
have the judgment of children, and need to grow up before they are given more 
power. Alas, there are too many such people here lately, besotted with their own 
self-importance, strutting about in their fur cloaks and whispering with Mabin 
about war. Where have they all come from?
Shaftal answers: they are the spawn of the Sainnites: not the children of their 
bodies, of course, but the people that are created each time the Sainnites 
commit one of their atrocities. Anger, pain, lust for revenge, shock and horror, 
that is what shapes these people. That is what shaped the Sainnites as well, in 
that land they escaped from. In turn they shape others to be like them, and soon 
our land will be a land, not of Shaftali, but of Shaftali whose desire to defeat 
the Sainnites has turned them into Sainnites.
You know this, my dear. Or, if you do not know it, if you yourself proved 
incapable of reversing the bitter shape into which the Sainnites forced you, you 
do not know, and all is lost. Shaftal does not speak to you. Or, if it does, you 
do not hear. You are reading this little book, thinking to yourself what an ass 
I am, what a fool, for going about that fine house covered with dirt, when I 
could be washed in milk and dressed in, oh, I dont know, a silk-embroidered 
topcoat. Perhaps you are wearing one yourself as you read this! Certainly, with 
the abilities you have, you could live a rich and comfortable life. Sainnites 
may well be bowing down before you as the Sainnites now want us to bow to them. 
Oh, what are these dark thoughts!
They are the thoughts of a man who knows he must let go and trust another to do 
the work that he has done so joyfully (so stubbornly, Mabin would say. So 
obstinately. So blindly). I admit, I am proud of my steadfastness. But you are 
the child of a bitter land, a land in a future I fear, and perhaps steadfastness 
will be an unknown thing to you. Indeed, why should you be so strong when no one 
has stood by you? I shudder to think what has already happened to you. I quail 
at the thought of what has yet to happen, what I know must happen, what I dare 
not prevent, though certainly I can. Oh, my dear! I am so sorry!
And so I have circled back again to the thoughts that I began with: I am afraid. 
I must trust, and hope, in the land. The future no longer belongs to me, but to 
you. And you curse me, do you not?
Karis put her head in her hands. No, she murmured, after a long while. No, 
not any more.
Mabin has just been visiting. Of course, Dinal told her the news on her way out 
to saddle her horse. (My wife is an old woman! She will ride all night, like a 
nineteen-year-old. Her vigor is the benefit of loving an earth witch, she says. 
But I wonder what will happen to her after I die. Will she age all at once? Will 
she lay down her weapons and start doting on her grandchildren, maybe learn to 
sew? I cannot imagine it.) Mabin had made herself look very grave, so I said to 
her with a heartiness as false as her sorrow, Death is a fulfillment! A closing 
of the circle! And she gave me the look I deserved, which forced me to laugh at 
her. Come now I said, having put her all out of countenance. We have always 
been honest about our mutual dislike. Why are you pretending that the news of my 
death makes you sad?
She replied in that arid way of hers, I suppose I thought I might convince you 
to think of Shaftals future
It is so typical of her, to assume that only she is capable of genuine concern 
about our lands condition! To think that only she is disinterested, only she 
can see the dangers that beset us. I wanted to say to her that the one good 
thing about dying was that I need not endure her disapproval any more, but I am 
not entirely without diplomacy, and I held my tongue.
Where is the heir to Shaftal? she asked.
How could I tell her that its better for my heir to remain a whore in Lalali 
than it is for her to be twisted by the angers and power struggles of this 
House? (I imagine, now that the House no longer standsyes, this far into the 
future I think I can seethat it will be remembered fondly. But in these last 
few years it has been a terrible, whispering place, full of plots and angry 
sideways looks. And I am not particularly sorry to know it will be destroyed.) 
Mabin disapproves of me. How badly will she treat you? How long would it take 
her to turn all her forces against you? I told her a blatant lie, glad there 
were no Truthkens in the room. There is no heir.
She looked at me, aghast. Are you not relieved? I asked her. Doesnt it give 
you joy to know that at last you will have no impediments to your military 
aspirations?
It took some time for her to recover. (It is cruel and small-minded of me to 
torture her like this, but she has earned her suffering.) At least she replied 
more honestly then. An army with the power of a Gdeon behind it could not be 
defeated. But, without a Gdeon . . . How many Paladins are there? Seven 
hundred? Against how many thousand Sainnites?
Ten, I said, to see her jump with shock. Or so, I added. No, it will not be 
a pretty battle. Good luck to you. Fight well!
Youre doing this to spite me! she said. You will send all of Shaftal into 
ruin just to ruin one woman that you hate! What kind of man are you?
I said then, to admonish her, I am the Gdeon of Shaftal But she will not, 
shall not, cannot understand what that means. She walked out in anger. So, she 
is to become blatantly impolite, now that my days are numbered! She is a 
grasping, power-hungry woman, but that I might forgive if she had a little 
imagination. Unfortunately, all that air in her blood has left no room for the 
fire. I am sorry to be bequeathing you such a enemy. For a long time, I fear, 
her power will exceed yours, and I have a horror of what she might do to you. 
Oh, my dear.
Now the healer is coming down the hall to admonish me for taking no supper, and 
as soon as he sees me, sitting here with the pen in my hand, he will bid me 
rest, as well. Yes, here he is, saying exactly as I predicted. I will lay down 
my pen for now. These healers, they are gentle enough, but in their hearts they 
are all despots.
Karis had been laughing, and seemed to realize it only then, as she looked up 
from the book as though to give Harald privacy to sleep. From the kitchen, she 
heard Leebas peevish voice and the metallic clang of a ladle, banging on a tin 
plate. Hesitantly, she smiled at these sounds.
Morning now. Visitors were crowding the hallway when I awoke, so the healer has 
set watchdogs at either end of the hall, to turn visitors away. I will gladly 
ignore their appeals and their anxieties. If they are so weak as to be swayed by 
Mabins panic, then they deserve to suffer the results. How irritable I have 
gotten! Well, it is but my sense that my energies are failing, and that these 
people would deplete them even more, snapping up my reassurances like a pack of 
hounds their meat, and then baying desperately for more. Is this how I will be 
remembered, as a man who shut his doors against a frightened people? Well, what 
does it matter how I am remembered?
Before I began writing again, I read what I wrote last night, and I feel it has 
no value. I realize now that I have written to you, not to give you something, 
but to reassure myself, to make myself believe in you. I realize that I have 
nothing to give youor rather, that by the time you read this, you will long ago 
have been given the most precious thing I have. But you will receive it like an 
assault; you will feel as though I have destroyed you; you may never forgive me 
for something that to you will seem a random, desperate, and ill-considered act. 
So perhaps I do have something else to give you, after all; the knowledge, 
simply, that I am thinking of you with kindness. When your great talent awakened 
in you, that was when hope awakened in me. When I realized what you are, I wept, 
yes. Your body will always remember the abuses it has endured. Sainnites and 
Shaftali alike may make you a pariah because of your tainted blood. But to one 
old man, who halfway knows you, who can only guess your future, you are a hope, 
a love, a calling to be steadfast to the end. Because of you, I can let the dogs 
howl. My certainty in you gives my life, and especially my death, coherence.
So I am writing, after all, to thank you.
The writer had filled up the book. There was no more to be read. Karis closed it 
and sat with it held between her hands. The house grew silent, except for the 
rain. The candle burned low and dripped a long strand of yellow wax down the 
wall. Karis stood up finally, and went to lift a window sash, and open the 
shutters. Four wretched, sodden black birds flew in, quarreling with each other, 
and found perches on her chair. Thats a new chair. Try to aim your crap on the 
floor, she told them. Poor Garland! Maybe I should scrub the floor before he 
sees it. But hell be up before me, humming to his bread dough.
One of the ravens said, Hell forgive us.
Give us something to eat, said another. The starvation season has begun.
She went into the dark kitchen and came back with the scrap bucket. Garland has 
started saving food for you.
The ravens set to emptying the bucket. They made quite a mess. Karis watched 
them, with the book out of danger in her hands. When they were finished and 
settled again on the chair to preen their feathers, one of them looked at her 
and said, Well? What?
Tell your brothers in the Midlands to fly to Medrics window. Hes awake, 
probably packing his books. I imagine he already knows what the raven will say 
to him, but say it anyway. Tell him to pack up the house and come to me, with 
Emil and Norina. Tell him we have work to do.



Chapter Seventeen



In a ditch where water and mud were chilled by their anticipation of winter, the 
battered woman lay bleeding. The darkness had come all at once, and she had shut 
her eyes against it. The last light of the stumbling sun flickered out. Her 
outstretched hand lay limp, with the churned up ruts of the road beyond reach.
Now the wagon came, hauled through the mud by weary horses, driven by a man who 
had repeatedly been forced to get out and put a shoulder to the wagon to get its 
wheels unstuck. That they traveled on this wet day was his passengers fault: 
that detour east to Hannisport, those three days in the dockside fabric shops. 
Yet she berated him for the slow progress, the constant risk the rain posed her 
load of silks. Watfield was still hours away, and soon the driver would have to 
light the lamps. He could hear water running, but the ditches were already 
black, their contents obscure.
The horses shied sharply. The passenger cried, Stop!
A pregnant woman who had to relieve herself at every turn of the road ought not 
to travel at all, thought the driver. Now the wheels would sink in and it would 
take more horses than he had to get them loose again.
The woman had seen something, though: an open hand, the gray smear of a face. 
She picked her way fastidiously through the mud, and stood looking down at the 
woman who lay in mud and running water like another shadow. She looked again, to 
make certain that what she saw was there.
What? said the driver wearily.
Ive never seen the like, said the pregnant woman. A border woman, I think. 
She may be dead. But we cant just leave her here.
Ill light the lantern, the driver said. A border woman? Theres no tribes 
around here.
With impatient displeasure, the woman observed the mud staining her shoe. The 
driver came over with a lantern. Look how her eye is swelling up! Someone was 
angry with her, thats certain. He looked around himself, worried that the 
border womans attacker might still be lurking in the dark. There was nothing in 
the woods but trees, though.
Look how bloody she is, the pregnant woman said. She must be dead.
She had made it apparent that she would not touch the woman sprawled in the 
ditch. Sighing, the driver gave her the lantern, and knelt in the mud. Seeing no 
buttons, he tore open the front of the border womans blood-soaked tunic. He 
spread the edges of the wound in her breast, and said sharply, Dont look if 
youre squeamish. But hold the lantern steady. No, shes not hurt to death that 
I can see. Just fainted, probably.
The pregnant woman said, exasperated, Well have to take her to the next 
farmhouse. And shes all mud! Shell wreck the silk!
They got her into the wagon, wrapped in a blanket to prevent her from staining 
anything. The horses smelled blood and tried to hurry away, but the smell 
followed them. The driver peered anxiously into shadows. The passenger kept a 
sharp eye out for the lights of a farmstead, but perhaps the winter shutters 
were already closed everywhere, for the darkness was unrelieved even by stars. 
She finally said in frustration, Well take her to Watfield, then. My wife will 
know what to do with her. Then she sat glumly tapping her foot, wishing she had 
not noticed that hand reaching toward her out of the darkness. Or that she had 
looked away.



Chapter Eighteen



The note, written in Shaftalese, remained obscure even after Gilly read it out 
loud to Clement: Please visit as quickly as you can. You will not regret it. 
The note was signed, not by Alrin, but by Marga.
You look flabbergasted, Gilly said, clearly enjoying the sight.
Come to Alrins house with me, said Clement.
What for? Its raining!
Its dinnertime, isnt it? Or teatime? Clement raised her eyebrows at him.
Of course Ill go with you, he said hastily.
She sent an aide to put together an escort and sent another with an explanatory 
message to Cadmar. That day they had gotten more bad news about a nasty attack 
on tax-collecting soldiers in the eastsome ten from the same garrison, all 
hunted down and slaughtered, one by one. Now Cadmar was working off a bad temper 
in the training ring, which was fortunate. Given his foul mood, he almost 
certainly would forbid both of them to go anywhere.
But the people of Watfield had finally gotten distracted from their pot-banging 
by the urgency of autumn work, and Clements instincts told her it was 
reasonably safe for her to go out on the streets. You just want me along to 
keep you out of that womans bed, grumbled Gilly.
I do feel like Id do almost anything for clean sheets, Clement replied.
Getting Gilly onto his horse was a painful process, but he looked around himself 
with lively curiosity as, surrounded by soldiers, they rode out the gate and 
into the city. What are all these people doing in town? Its pouring rain!
Even as he spoke, the sky opened up with a deluge, and so did hundreds of 
umbrellas: strange, heavy contraptions of wooden spines and waxed leather that 
spooked the horses. The farmers that crammed the main road were so intent on 
business that they hardly looked twice at the company of soldiers pushing 
through the crowd. Parcel-laden adolescents followed their elders dutifully in 
and out of shops, and frequently paused to look around for familiar faces and to 
loudly greet the friends they were able to spot on the far end of the street, or 
even across the square.
Gilly pulled the hood of his oilskin cape over his head, muttering, An umbrella 
would be a fine thing.
Your horse would have a fit, said Clement.
Not this horse.
The short journey was lengthened by the crowds, and Clements trousers were 
soaked through by the time they reached the quiet side street, and the 
respectable townhouse where summer flowers still bravely bloomed at either side 
of the front steps. The curtains all were drawn, but Clement saw light glimmer 
in the parlor window, and it was only a moments wait for Marga to open the 
door. She looked beyond Gilly and Clement at the soldiers and horses standing 
miserably in the road. You can bring them into the kitchen to dry out and have 
a bit of cake, she said.
Clement called an order to the sergeant, who did not conceal his pleasure. She 
said to Marga as she and Gilly stepped in the door, This is Gilly, the 
generals secretary. Why have you asked me here?
Id like you to meet my brother, Marga said. Hes in the parlor. Ill leave 
you alone, if you dont mind helping yourself to tea. Her words were polite 
enough, but her tone suggested she had no intention of going anywhere near the 
parlor no matter what Clement said.
Meet her brother? said Gilly doubtfully, in Shaftalese.
Cake, said Clement, handing over her wet cape for Marga to hang up in the 
hall.
Oh, cake, said Gilly sarcastically as he followed her toward the parlor. 
Well, if hes waiting in there to shoot you, at least youll shield me from 
injury. And maybe Ill have time while hes reloading to shout that Im a 
helpless cripple. And maybe hell slice me a piece of cake.
Clement stepped through the door with her hand on her saber. The emaciated man 
who huddled miserably by the fire looked up at her entry, but certainly seemed 
unlikely to attack her.
I can tell you what you want to know, he said. But first I want my Davi 
back.



He sat silent while Clement got Gilly settled in a comfortable chair. It had 
been a long time, Clement judged, since Gilly had even been able to sit in 
comfortsomehow, she must get him an upholstered chair. She brought him a 
steaming cup of tea and a great slice of the splendid cake that had been sitting 
untouched on the side table. What are you trying to do to me? Gilly moaned.
Eat slowly, Clement said. Or Ill make you eat another piece. Weve got to 
stay here long enough for all those soldiers in the kitchen to get their bit of 
cake.
She turned to the miserable man by the fire and asked if she could serve him 
some tea. He looked startled, and then disgusted. Nearly five months had passed 
since Clement took his daughter from his arms, but the sight of the tough old 
woman at the garrison gates with the childs name wrapped around her chest had 
reminded Clement of that family nearly every day. She particularly remembered 
the way this man had tried to soothe his screaming daughters terror.
She said, You want your girl back before youll talk to me? What exactly have 
you got that makes you think you can make such a bargain?
The man turned to face her then. He had looked terribly ill five months ago; now 
he looked half dead. One of my husbands was in the garrison that night it was 
burned down, he said. And then he ran with those people for a few months. All 
over the land he went, having what he said were adventures. Then he was hurt and 
they brought him home to recover, but he died. I cant do farmwork any more, so 
I took care of him. He told me some thingshe wouldnt have, but he wasnt in 
his right mind towards the end. When Ive got Davi back, Ill tell you what he 
told meall of it.
Im not setting out to fetch your girl until I know what it is you know, said 
Clement impatiently.
He said, Kill me if you want. Im dying anyway. When I told my family they 
couldnt stop me from coming to you, they abandoned the farm. They figured youd 
come after them, I guess, to try to force me to talk. Now theres nothing you 
can do to me, nothing you can kill that isnt dead already. Do what you want. 
His tone was flat, bitter, and utterly without hope. He sagged wearily in his 
chair.
Friend, said Gilly, with his mouth full of cake, I suggest you give the 
lieutenant-general a little more than that. Shes got to commit a whole company 
of soldiers to a foul-weather journey, and shes too good a commander to do that 
for nothing but a vague hope. Give her an idea of what you know, anyway. You can 
do that, cant you?
The farmer, apparently roused out of his lethargy by the sight of Gillys 
remarkable ugliness, gave him a frankly puzzled look. He wanted to ask Gilly 
something. It would have been a rude question, something like what are you, 
prompted as much by how Gilly spoke as it was by how he looked. But the farmer 
apparently could not bring himself to be so rude.
Clement sat down, and crossed her legs, and endeavored to look as if she really 
didnt care about the outcome of this conversation. She sipped her tea.
Eventually, the farmer turned to her. This group that calls itself 
Death-and-Life, they want to do something that will rouse all of Shaftal to join 
them. Then they figure they can exterminate all of you by spring. I know what 
that thing is that theyre going to do. I know when, and I know where.
Clement set down her teacup. Its almost winter already.
It is, the farmer said indifferently. Maybe youd better stop wasting your 
time.
She looked at Gilly. He was rapidly, regretfully, eating the remainder of his 
cake. How will I recognize Davi? Clement asked the farmer. And how do I 
contact you when I have her? Through Marga?
As they discussed the details, Clement cut another slice, wrapped it in her 
handkerchiefthe first clean one shed had in almost half a yearand put the 
cake carefully in her pocket to give Gilly later. It will be some time before 
you hear from me, she told the farmer. Fifteen, twenty days. Because she was 
unhappy to know that an entire farmstead had emptied itself for fear of her, she 
wanted to add coldly that theirs had been an absurd overreaction. But even now 
she was reconsidering her decision to let the farmer go unmolested, wondering if 
after all it might be better to hand him over to the torturers. Perhaps, she 
thought, his family had been wise after all.
She lay a coin on the side table for Marga to find, and left the parlor with 
Gilly sighing sadly at her elbow.



In the kitchen, the dozen soldiers stood or squatted around the hearth, with 
pieces of cake in their hands, not eating, not bickering with each other, but 
listening raptly to a woman who sat on a stool at the table, with a bowl of 
beans at her elbow. She was telling them a story, in Sainnese.
Some of the soldiers glanced at Clement pleadingly, asking her not to interrupt, 
so Clement let Gilly in and closed the door behind them. Marga silently offered 
Gilly her stool, but he gestured that he could continue to lean on his cane. The 
storyteller, without pausing or seeming to notice the new arrivals, continued to 
weave her tale, which had to do with an arrogant man, a magical forest, and a 
vicious wild pig. Having arrived as the tale was finished, Clement could not 
follow its import, but the storyteller was an extraordinary sight. Though she 
was dressed in a plain servants outfit, and covered to the knee with a stained 
apron, her dark, angular face could not be disguised as ordinary. She had black 
hair, black eyes, skin of such deep brown it would disappear into shadows, a 
face that was all hollows and jutting angles. She had seen some action recently, 
for that face was marred with fading bruises.
Her tale was finished. The soldiers uttered sighs like children when the show is 
over, and only then remembered their uneaten cakes. The storyteller, though, 
seemed to be waiting for something. Some of the soldiers gave another one a 
nudge, and he cleared his throat and told a soldiers tale that Clement had 
heard many times before, usually told better. When he was finished, though, the 
storyteller gave a bow, as though to thank him, and her hands, which had been 
gesturing to illustrate her tale, returned to the drudges work of shelling 
beans.
The soldiers stuffed their cake in their mouths and reached for the rain capes 
that were drying on hooks by the fire. But they paused and glanced at each other 
hopefully when Gilly grated in his unlovely voice, Ive never heard that tale 
before. Might I trouble you to tell another?
The woman said, I am a gatherer of stories, and I will trade with anyone, story 
for story.
Gilly seemed nonplused, but one of the soldiers said, Iness will make the trade 
for you, sir. Iness knows lots of tales.
Well, said Gilly, Perhaps I will accept that stool after all. He perched on 
Margas stool with his hands resting on his cane. Clement, standing beside him, 
leaned down so he could explain himself. He whispered, Winter entertainment.
Then the kitchen door opened and Alrin, dressed in gorgeous silk, bustled in. 
She stopped short in surprise at the crowd. The storyteller leaned towards 
Gilly, as though to directly address him. I will tell you a tale of a people 
who live on the sea, whose harbor is called Dreadful because so many boats have 
been wrecked going in and out of its narrow entrance. Within the harbor, though, 
the water is still as glass, and the boats must be rowed because no breath of 
wind ever stirs there. The people walk from boat to boat to go visiting and 
never set foot on land at all, except to fill their water barrels. A woman of 
these people was so ugly that no one could bear to look at her, and she lived by 
herself without even dog or cat for company. No one would fish with her, either. 
So no one could explain how she came home, day after day, with her hold full of 
newly caught fish.
Clement had heard Alrin take in her breath, and looked at her in time to see her 
glance with horror at Gilly, and then open her mouth as though to stop the 
story. But Gillys ugly face was decorated with a delighted smile. Clement 
whispered to Alrin, Leave it be.
The storytellers tale slowly, quietly, became hilarious. She told of the 
various, increasingly absurd ways that the fisherwomans kin-folk, jealous of 
the ugly womans wealth and success, tried to trick her into revealing her 
fishing secret. Then, they began to offer bribes, and finally offered her the 
one thing she did not have, and could not get for herself: a loving husband. But 
first she demanded that her potential husband prove his love (here the tale 
became as salacious as any soldier might wish) and, to his surprise, the 
potential husband managed to do this. And so, in the end, it was revealed that 
the ugly woman was sticking her face into the water, and the fish, fleeing the 
sight, were swimming directly into her nets.
The kitchen had echoed with laughter, and even Alrin wiped her eyes and 
exclaimed, Well! Who would have thought!
Iness, the soldier, told his own tale, but with a certain self-deprecating air, 
for he was a mere amateur and Alrins servant clearly was a master.
In the crush of the hallway, as the soldiers wrapped themselves in capes and 
pressed out the narrow door, Gilly, Alrin, and Clement were trapped together 
into a corner. Alrin said rather anxiously, I had no idea she spoke Sainnese. 
Or that she was a storyteller. Shes just a tribal woman whod been set upon ... 
I found her by the roadside.
Gilly said, What is her name?
Alrin hesitated. I dont know. She seems a bit addled.
Really! But she tells a good tale. Perhaps we might hire her to tell tales in 
the garrison on these long winter nights.
Out in the rain again, once Gilly had been hoisted into the saddle and had 
wrapped himself thoroughly against the wet, he said ironically, Now what do you 
suppose got your courtesan so flustered, eh? Id have thought shed have nerves 
steady as my horses.
Perhaps she feared the servants tale had offended you. People are always 
assuming you to be short-tempered.
Like that ugly womans fish, they flee my ugly face! Ha! He chuckled to 
himself all the way to the garrison.



Chapter Nineteen



It was snowing: a light snow, like powered sugar sifting down from the 
shimmering dawn sky. It glittered, casting a dazzling haze like dust, or mist. 
Shivering and sleepy, Garland picked up the milk can that Karis had hauled up 
the mountain the night before and left out on the porch all night, and felt that 
its contents were frozen solid. The four ravens muttered restlessly on the 
protected perches Karis had built for them, then one came flapping out and 
asked, Will you feed us?
Be patient. Im baking you some cornbread.
The raven flew up to the railing. Here, here, here, here, here! he called. 
Black shadows flapped in the shimmering mist of snow, and three more ravens 
landed on the rail in an icy spray of slush. So many ravens! Garland stepped 
backwards into Karis, who was just coming out the door with her head buried in 
an enormous knitted jerkin.
Her tousled, sleep-flushed face emerged. Her eyes, which had been stark, now 
glittered at him with something resembling humor. You dont have to cook 
breakfast for the birds.
But theyre people.
Created people? Theyre so alike, even I cant tell them apart.
They talk, Garland said. So theyre people.
Karis jammed a cap onto her head, pulled on a sheepskin jerkin, and took some 
heavy knitted gloves out of the pocket. Well, youll also have ten human people 
for breakfast. Six of them have been on the road all night, running before the 
storm. Theyre at the foot of the mountain now, with three heavy wagons and a 
lot of exhausted horses, and a very slippery road ahead of them. Raven, go tell 
them I am coming to help.
The raven that had asked about breakfast leapt off the railing into the snow.
Will you take these three raven-people inside to get dry? Karis said to 
Garland. She looked ruefully at the moth holes in her gloves which left large 
portions of her fingers exposed. I hope they brought the rest of my clothes.
As Karis set forth after the bird, into the snow, Garland offered his arm to the 
nearest sodden raven. Ill take you in to sit by the fire.
The raven stepped from the railing to his forearm, and thanked him politely.



The day after Karis had finished the beds, she had made mortar out of sand and 
slaked lime, and with scavenged bricks had built into the kitchen chimney the 
sweetest oven Garland had ever baked a pie in. By the time harnesses could be 
heard jingling in the yard, two pans of cornbread were cooling for the ravens, 
and the oven was full again, this time with eight loaves of bread that puffed up 
in the heat quite satisfactorily. Applesauce bubbled in the pot on the fire, and 
a pan of pork sausages kept warm on the hearth. Garland heard the front door 
open, and swung the teakettle over the hot part of the fire. He did not have 
enough plates or cups to go around, but few travelers show up without their own 
tableware.
A cold draft washed in, and Garland heard the grunts and curses of weary people 
moving heavy objects. A slim young man came blundering down the hall to the 
kitchen doorway, where he paused vaguely, blinking snow from his lashes and 
polishing his spectacles on the front of his rather dirty shirt. Im all snow, 
he complained. There you are, he added, as he perched his still-dirty 
spectacles on his nose. My brother! He clasped Garlands hand in his own very 
cold one. So happy to meet you! he said in Sainnese. I get so lonely for my 
own language, dont you? Even though I dont miss those bloody, boring soldiers 
the slightest bit.
Apparently oblivious to Garlands stunned surprise, he unpeeled from himself 
several layers of dripping jerkins, still talking.
Thats my books theyre swearing at. The damned things are no end of trouble. 
And of course, theyre going all the way up to the attic. The young man paused 
to peer closely at Garland through his smeared lenses. Thank you for feeding 
her.
Are you Medric?
For feeding Zanja, said the very peculiar young man.
The one whos dead? Garland felt quite bewildered now.
In the woods, late in the summer. A rabbit stew.
Garland remembered a silent, remarkable, solitary, well-armed woman who had 
walked through the pathless woods as though she had been traveling there since 
the beginning of time. She had not been of Shaftal; she had, it seemed to him, 
not even been of that world. Wholly preoccupied with some massive mystery, she 
seemed to scarcely notice Garland. But when, along with the stew, Garland had 
cooked pan bread for her, with wild herbs in it, she had come out of her 
preoccupation to say to him, This is the best meal I ever tasted.
It wasnt just a rabbit stew. There was bread . . .
Well, I dont know all the particulars.
That was Kariss wife?
Her tormentor, said Medric. Her champion. Her poet. Her captive.
It appeared he could indefinitely continue with this contradictory list, but he 
was distracted by the arrival of two more people: a gray man, who looked like 
the breath had been knocked out of him, supported by the most terrifying woman 
Garland had ever set eyes on.
Medric hurried to grab both the mans hands in his. What happened?
The frightening woman, having settled the gray man on a stool, said, They 
dropped a box of books. He tried to catch it, of course.
You cant be killed by the books! After all youve done for them!
The gray man, despite his obvious pain, managed to laugh.
Maybe wed better find Jhan, said the woman.
With a worried glance at the baking bread, Garland fled the kitchen in a panic. 
In the hall, extremely muscular people, Karis among them, were heaving crates 
towards the stairs. In the back bedroom, Garland found Jhan, already awakened 
by the racket and mostly dressed. Theres a man in the kitchen whos having 
trouble breathing, Garland said.
Bring that box, will you? Jhan sprinted down the hall in his stocking feet.
Leeba slept in her little twig bed, with the lizard nearby in his own bed, and 
the rabbit smothered under a blanket, with only a torn, cotton-leaking foot 
showing. Garland shut the door quietly: the longer Leeba was not underfoot, the 
better.
Get out the foxgloveits labeled, said Jhan, the moment Garland entered the 
kitchen. Emil, lie down on the floor so your heart wont have to work as hard. 
Is that water heating on the fire?
The pain is passing, said the gray man.
Sorrow is killing you, grumbled Jhan. For that I have no cure.
Garland said, Jhan, I cant read.
The terrifying woman turned her gaze on him. Garland set Jhans chest of 
medicines rather hastily on the table, and tried to think of an excuse to run 
out of the room again. Was the cornbread cool enough to feed to the ravens?
Medric opened the box, and plucked out one of the tin canisters, and showed 
Garland the handwritten label. Foxglove, he read. Poison. Say, isnt it time 
that Leeba learn her letters? He added to Garland in Sainnese, Take deep 
breaths, brother. It will pass.
The terrifying woman said in a cool voice that slashed Garlands ears like a 
razor, I am Norina Truthken. Who are you?
Medric clasped Garlands hand. The truth, he prompted him. His hand was still 
cold from the snow, and soft, a scholars hand, but there was a strength in it, 
too.
Garland. A Sainnite. A cook.
The terrifying woman said, Ill stay out of your kitchen.
What?
The woman laid a hand on Jhans shoulder and the healer, shockingly, pressed 
his cheek against it. And then she went out, and even from the back seemed 
dangerous. As soon as the door was closed, Garlands panic fled.
She has a strong effect on people, said Jhan. But I guess weve all gotten 
immune to it.
Medric brought Jhan the canister, but Jhan waved him away. The gray man raised 
a face as gaunt and stark as Karis had looked when Garland first met her. But 
there was a kindness in him, and Garland immediately began to think of what to 
feed him. Tea, he thought. This man needs tea, and a lot of good, hot bread, 
perhaps an entire loaf. Then some real food. Surely that pots about to boil, 
he said, and opened the tea tin.
The gray man said, Ah, Medric, my dear, once again you were right.
Emil, said Medric reprovingly, Im always right.
Right about what? asked Jhan, his fingers still pressed to the pulse in 
Emils wrist.
About Garland. Medric dreamed him into our kitchen.



All eight loaves of bread were eaten, and Garland also cooked two more pans of 
sausage before the cold-sharpened appetites were satisfied. Karis, carrying a 
sausage that was wrapped in a thick slice of bread, had gone down the mountain 
again, this time to fetch grain and hay from a distant farm for the exhausted 
draft horses. By the time she returned, the three drivers had fallen asleep by 
the parlor fire. Leeba had awakened to sit in Emils lap for a while, as he 
recounted the highlights of their journey. Then she had played with Medric, a 
game that seemed to have no clear rules and involved a great deal of running 
around. Garland had started more bread dough and a pot of beans, and was rolling 
out the crust for a meat pie when Karis finally came in. Ice shattered from her 
jerkin as she pulled it off to hang near the hearth. Her moth-eaten gloves must 
have dissolved, for her unprotected hands were white with cold. Garland gave her 
a cup of hot tea to hold.
No one spoke. Norina and Jhan appeared from the bedroom where they had been 
unpacking a crate, but Norina leaned on the door frame and did not come into the 
kitchen. Emil rested in a twig chair brought in from the parlor, his face pale 
with exhaustion, though he had turned down Garlands offer of his own bed. All 
of them had been waiting for Karis, but now that she was here no one spoke. 
After she had drunk her tea, Garland gave her the half loaf of bread and the 
sausages that he had hidden away for her, and she uttered a sigh of gratitude. 
Garland said, Youve done three days work this morning, and no doubt youll 
spend the afternoon making chairs and beds. For these travelers, despite their 
extraordinary quantity of baggage, had not transported a stick of furniture with 
them. Karis said, Well, carpentry is easy work. Wood is so willing. Garland 
pulled up a stool to the table, and gave her the butter and the butter knife.
She sat down and buttered her bread with intense concentration as everyone, even 
Norina, lounging in the doorway, watched her. Garland had given Leeba some 
pastry dough and the rolling pin and it appeared that her poor lizard was 
becoming a lizard pie.
But theres other work, Karis said, mouth full. Like healing Emils she 
glanced inquiringly at Jhan.
Heart, he said.
Emil said, I do not ask for healing. What I need is your forgiveness.
Karis set down her bread. Youll accept both, she said, or youll get 
neither.
Emil said flatly, Karis, I dont forgive myself.
With the small knife that usually dangled, along with a number of other small 
tools, from her belt, Karis had speared a sausage. But she eyed the sausage 
without interest, put it back on her plate, then stood up and went to Emil, and, 
with an abrupt, heavy movement knelt at his feet.
He looked at her blankly. She lowered her head to rest on his knee. His hand 
lifted as of its own will, to stroke the wild tangle of her hair. She said, her 
voice muffled, Did Zanja think I wanted her dead? Because I did not stop her?
Norina said from the doorway, What did you hope she would think?
Karis raised her head. That I was trying to be worthy, maybe.
She sat back on her heels. Garland could see only the back of Kariss head, her 
exceptionally square shoulders, her arms at her sides with her hands apparently 
resting on her thighs. But whatever Emil saw in her face brought the life back 
into his. You let her go? he said, amazed. Karis? You let her go?
Not very gracefully. Norinas tone was cool, but when Karis glanced at her, 
Garland thought he understood a little of how rare and difficultand 
satisfyingit might be to win a Truthkens approval.
You knew? cried Medric at Norina, outraged. You let us think Karis was angry? 
And you knew all along that she was
merely devastated, Norina said.
Karis said quietly, You know I loved her. And I let her die. What kind of 
person would do that?
Garland, attempting to fill the pie crust with meat and vegetables without 
looking at his hands, saw a quiet descend on all of them.
A remarkable person might, Emil answered Karis finally. A Gdeon might. He 
brought his hands up and began undoing the polished horn buttons of his heavy 
shirt. Let me serve you a little longer, Karis.
She said harshly, How much longer do you think you can endure it?
As long as its interesting, suggested Medric.
As long as Shaftal requires it, said Jhan.
As long as you can endure it, Emil said to Karis, smiling now.
A very long time then, said Norina dryly. They all looked at her, and she 
added, Well, look at the evidence! She can endure anything, for any length of 
time.
Emils unbuttoned shirt revealed that he had experienced his share of violence, 
and that he was fortunate for the armor of his ribs, which had turned aside more 
than one Sainnite saber. Karis put her hand to his scarred chest. Leeba, 
apparently not as oblivious as she had seemed, abandoned her rolling pin to run 
to Emil and lean on his knee. Is your heart broken? Does it hurt?
He put an arm around her. Yes, dear one.
Karis will fix it, she declared.
Its fixed, said Karis, sitting back.
Our child is growing up in some very strange circumstances, said jhan 
worriedly.
Karis got heavily to her feet, and scooped Leeba up. Are we having lizard pie 
for supper? Thats a very rare dish, isnt it, Garland?
Extremely, he said. Fortunately, for those of us who havent acquired a taste 
for lizard we have a more commonplace sort of pie also. But you, he added, 
should eat your breakfast, or youll never get any pie.
Hes very bossy, dont you think? said Karis to Leeba. But she set her 
giggling daughter down, and made quick work of the bread and sausage that she 
had before been unable to eat. Now maybe she finally would be able to gain some 
weight, Garland thought. As he was putting his meat pie in the oven and helping 
Leeba to put her lizard pie in as wellinto the other oven, which was not very 
hot it occurred to him that the most important people in Shaftal were gathered 
here in his kitchen.
He turned around and looked at them: sturdy Jhan, who had brought Norina a cup 
of tea and was leaning companionably against the opposite doorjamb as she sipped 
it; Medric, who had somehow gotten into the chair with Emil, done up his buttons 
for him, and kissed him a couple of times with unrestrained affection; Karis, 
uncombed and unkempt, looking a bit unhappy that she had eaten all there was to 
eat, glancing up now at the two unlikely couples with the stunned sorrow of the 
newly widowed.
How about an apple or two, Garland suggested.
She looked at him, and he feared she might complain again about his pushiness. 
Two, she said.
When he came out of the store room shining the apples on his apron. She said, 
Well, now you have an idea of what youve gotten yourself into.
Ive gotten myself into a kitchen, he said, endeavoring to sound as if the 
rest of it was of no importance to him.
The Truthken in the doorway uttered a snort. Startled, he looked at herhe had 
almost forgotten her intimidating presence. Had he said an untruth? Perhaps he 
had.
Medric said, What did you think of the book, Karis? The Encyclopedia of 
Livestock! He was grinning like a madman.
It was Zanja who found it, wasnt it?
She didnt exactly know what she had found.
Karis bit into an apple and held it in her teeth so her hand was free to take 
the little book out of her vest. She handed it to Medric, took the apple out of 
her mouth, and said with her mouth full, Theres an old man in it, with a 
basket full of cabbages.
Oh, now at last Ill dream of him! Medric began leafing eagerly through the 
book.
I found it, Leeba said belatedly. The baby bookI found it inside the big 
one.
Emil had looked puzzled, but only for a moment. With one finger he stopped 
Medrics enthusiastic page turning. Mabin, he said, and read for a while. 
Then, he uttered a sharp laugh. He looked up and explained to Norina, Harald 
wrote it. To Karis.
Ah, she said. A misunderstood man attempts to explain himself to his greatest 
victim. I always wondered why he hadnt.
Karis said, Victim?
Things do change quickly, said Norina. Sometimes its difficult to keep track 
of whats actually true. Karis, I know something that will surprise you.
Karis sat down on the stool, with an apple in each hand, and looked at her. The 
men in the chair looked up simultaneously from reading, like startled birds.
Norina said, Zanja naTarwein isnt actually dead.
There was a shocked silence.
Physically began Emil.
Metaphorically Medric started.
They both fell silent as Karis said in her hoarse, hushed voice, Nori, what did 
you do?
There were some deceptions, the Truthken said.
Medric shut the little book. Gods of bloody hell!
Emil said in a shocked voice, With my own hand . . . !
I saw her die! said Medric.
Fire logic, said Norina dismissively.
Obviously untroubled by the outraged chorus, she gazed steadily at Karis. Karis 
said in her strained, raw voice, You are the most underhanded, disagreeable, 
uncanny, hard-hearted person in the world.
Do you know this for a fact? said Norina curiously.
You might be loyal, also, said Karis grudgingly.
These idiotic fire bloods, they know Im sworn to serve you. You onlynot their 
insane visions.
I take offense!
Norina glanced at Medric, and he lapsed into a restless muttering that struck 
Garland as a kind of play-acting. The odd man might actually have been amazed 
rather than angryand if he was, then Norinas expression of faint amusement 
made a kind of sense. But not one word in this obscure conversation seemed 
sensible to Garland, and these people, who had seemed so kind to each other, so 
remarkable, now seemed only very strange. The strangest thing of all was their 
apparent ability to understand each other.
Norina wasnt even looking at Garland directly. But she apparently knew his 
thoughts anyway and said, Master cook, weve learned to cooperate with and 
tolerate each other, so now were surprised to remember that our logics are 
incompatible. You understand, the elements shape how we think? They also 
determine what we can see. Air logic enabled me to see something that Zanja, 
Medric, and Emil could not.
You might have seen something, Medric burst out, But you had no vision.
Oh, no, said Norina coolly. Zanja thinks shes dead.
Norina stopped, for Jhan had sharply kicked her foot. She glanced at him, then 
glanced at Leeba, who was raptly watching the action in the oven. Norina 
continued, rather obscurely, So whatever you fire bloods thought to accomplish 
by doing what you did can still be accomplished.
Madam Truthken! said Karis fiercely. What did you do?
Jhan held up a hand to silence them, and went to squat by the oven with Leeba. 
He began talking with her about fire, lizards, and pies. Norina began to speak. 
She gave a quiet, precise, detailed, emotionless account of Zanjas death. Jhan 
and Leeba sang together a childs song about the odd things that might be baked 
in a pie. They made up a verse about lizards. Norina concluded, So Zanja thinks 
shes dead, just as you thought she was dead. But those who deceive themselves, 
as she did, always know the actual truth, though often they do not know they 
know it, unless someone says it to them.
Medric muttered, And I thought I was obscure.
Karis had covered her face. Garland thought he might see tears when her big 
hands lowered, but instead he saw something he did not expect: impatience. Can 
we get her back? she said. Then, more sharply, Master seer! Is it possible?
Medric said, Its extremely unlikely. Dont call me that.
Karis clenched her big hands, fingers interlocked. Fascinated, Garland watched 
her biceps swell. How do we make it certain?
Ow! Medric had been upset from his cozy berth and dumped summarily to the 
floor.
The gray man, who had come in seeming so frail, was on his feet, facing Karis, 
saying as ferociously as she, Send your ravens, then! Tell her that her death 
was a farce! Bring her back to the certainty of a world in which change is 
impossible!
There was a silence. Karis unclenched her hands. No, I think not, she said.
Emil said, more gently, If you didnt fail her when you were in despair, 
perhaps you wont betray her out of hope either.
I need to do nothing? she said unhappily. Even more?
Emil took two steps to her, and clasped her big hands in his. With all your 
heart, he said earnestly.
How much longer? she said desperately.
Until Long Night, said Medric, still sprawled on the floor. He sat up then, 
looking as surprised as Karis did. Long Night? I have to write a book by then!
Emil turned to him, still clasping Kariss hands. Better make it a pamphlet, 
he said.



Chapter Twenty



Two days into the six-day journey to the childrens garrison, the first snow 
fell: heavy, wet flakes that turned the roads again into quagmires, and forced 
Clement and her mounted escort of seven to spend a day and a night holed up in 
an abandoned barn. On the seventh day, when Clement should have already reached 
her destination and begun the journey home, it snowed again: real snow this 
time. The soldiers cursed, the horses stumbled and slid; in the tiny village 
that was the only settlement they could find, the people sullenly vacated an 
entire house for the soldiers, stabled their horses with the cows and sheep, and 
showed up at the door with placating offerings of cooked food.
In the cozy room she had commandeered, Clement cracked open a shutter and 
observed the villagers below, who went watchfully about their business as the 
snow continued to steadily fall. At this rate, it would soon be knee deep. She 
had been a fool for relying upon the reprieve in weather that usually comes 
between autumn mud and winter snow. Now, she was stranded, with eight horses too 
valuable to abandon. She watched angrily, enviously, as a villager strode 
briskly across the snow in snow shoes, pulling a sledge laden with firewood, 
atop which perched a laughing young child in a red coat.
And we sneer at them for going afoot, thought Clement. How hard is it to learn 
the virtues of traveling light? Apparently, too hard for us.


* * *


That poor village was the last before the wilderness. The road petered down to a 
mere path, snow-veiled, invisible except for blazes on the trees. Horses and 
dismounted soldiers alike went floundering through the woods. The sun appeared 
for a few hours and the snow began to melt, which increased the journeys 
misery. After sunset the snowmelt froze to ice, and the wind picked up. Eyes 
burning, tears freezing, Clement hoarsely reassured her company that there was a 
shelter.
But when the soldiers at the head of the line shouted back that they had found 
it, Clements relief was short-lived. The shelter had an unmended roof, walls of 
rough-sawn planks with airy gaps between them, and a circle of stones for a 
hearth, with a hole in the roof above, that had allowed this hearth to be filled 
up with snow. For the horses there was corn and haythat was a reliefbut in 
place of firewood there was a half-barrel of cider. Whoever ran the supplies up 
and down the mountain during the warm season had apparently valued some comforts 
over others.
They got what warmth could be had from huddling together as the wind whistled 
through every knot and crack. They ate their rations cold, and Clement, to much 
approbation, allowed them each two cups of surprisingly potent ice-cold cider. 
Later, a few sleepers snored, but most of them sat awake like her, too cold to 
sleep, drearily awaiting dawn.



They spent the next day in a bitter, steep climb, up a path that the wind had 
now blocked with snow drifts. The soldiers cursed whenever they had breath to 
spare; the weary horses sometimes balked and had to be dragged or beaten. The 
sun used the snow as a reflector to blind them.
Is that it? someone asked.
Watery-eyed, Clement stared up through a haze of light. There, at the top of the 
mountain, at the end of the path, in splendid isolation, stood the childrens 
garrison.
Someone, a hazy shadow, took a noisy sniff. Woodsmoke!
The company uttered a ragged cheer, and even the horses blundered forward with 
somewhat more enthusiasm. In the shadow of the building now, Clements scoured 
eyes could see more clearly, but the building still looked very strange. What 
had the sun done to her eyes? She rubbed them, and looked again. The bloody 
thing is round! I thought I was losing my mind!
It really was no garrison at all. A fortress, maybe, with narrow, out-of-reach 
windows and an unfriendly, arched entrance big enough for a small wagon to pass 
through, but barred quite decisively by a padlocked iron gate, through which the 
snow had drifted.
Clement peered between the bars. The dim passageway plunged into silent 
darkness. Oh, hell, said one of the exhausted soldiers who crowded up around 
her to take a look. Theres no one here.
Quiet as a tomb, said another gloomily.
Not for long, said Clement. She reached between the bars, and took hold of the 
frayed bell rope.
The clangor of the bell was jarring. The horses jumped, the soldiers cursed some 
more. Clement jerked the rope until her arm ached, and finally there emerged 
quite cautiously from the gloom a boy in heavy clothing that was much too big 
for him, wide-eyed and clutching a knob-headed cane as though it were a drawn 
sword. Uh . . . ? he said inquiringly. Insignias sloppily tacked onto his cap 
identified him as a lieutenant.
Urgent business, said Clement briskly.
He cleared his throat nervously. Your orders?
I write the bloody orders!
His gaze traveled to the insignias on her own hat, and he belatedly and 
confusedly saluted. Lieutenant. . . ?
Lieutenant-General. Let us in, sir!
I havent got the key.
From the darkness of the passageway grated another voice. Gods sake, boy, 
youre a soldier! Stop wailing like a baby and open the gate. The 
boy-lieutenant scurried to meet the approaching old man, who limped on a wooden 
leg with the support of a cane. He gave the boy a big, rusted key, and stood 
leaning on his cane as the boy fiddled it into the snow-clogged lock.
Lieutenant-General, said the old man.
Commander Purnal? asked Clement.
The man uttered a bitter laugh. Been a while since anyone called me commander 
to my face. Well, its about time Cadmar sent you here! How many people you got 
with you? Six?
Seven. And eight horses. I hope youve got a stable and fodder.
What do you think we do with the donkeys that haul supplies for us, eh? Whats 
taking you so long, boy?
The padlock opened with a sullen groan. The gate squawked open. Purnal turned 
away and started thumping down the passage, shouting backward over his shoulder, 
Send a couple of your soldiers to the kitchen and the rest of you follow me to 
the infirmary. Boy, you get the stabling crew together. Some real horses for 
once. Good practice for them. Anyone gets kicked and Ill hold you personally 
responsible. Come on! he bellowed, his voice much magnified now by the echoing 
passageway. Weve got some sick kids here!
Gods of hell, muttered Clement.
The exhausted soldiers were looking at her beseechingly.
You two. She selected them at random. See the horses are cared for, find your 
way to the kitchen, and make yourselves useful. The rest of you come with me. 
Not one more complaint!
The arched passageway eventually emptied itself into a big, circular yard, with 
a center post thick as a tree in its exact middle, from which beams radiated out 
to support the massive roof. The horses milled anxiously in the shadows, then 
settled down, probably recognizing the familiar shape of an exercise ring, 
though this one was large enough to easily turn a wagon around in. To the left, 
a big double door likely led to the stables. Ahead, a more human-sized gate hung 
ajar, giving access to the corridor that encircled the ring behind a sturdy half 
wall.
This way, said Clement. She could see little, but she could hear Purnals peg 
leg and cane, thumping down the hallway. The soldiers, muttering so quietly she 
could hear no words or distinguish one complainer from the next, followed.
They did not catch up to Purnal until he had nearly reached the end of the hall 
and they were, Clement judged, near the outer wall of the building again, on the 
far side of the entrance gate. Youve got some kind of winter illness here? 
she asked, haunted now by a memory of the dreadful illness that had mowed the 
Sainnites down that spring. How bad is it?
About as bad as usual. The older kids havent gotten sick yet. When that 
happens, my whole operation falls apart. So the adults are in the sick room and 
the kids are running the garrison. Good training for them. What are you doing 
here?
Clement began to answer, but Purnal jerked open a door, and the stink of feces 
and vomit all but knocked her over. Good gods! she cried, gagging.
Youll get used to it, he said.


* * *


They lay in darkness, like moles. No discernible warmth came from the smoldering 
hearthfire at one end of the big room. The sick children lay with nothing but 
thin straw pallets between themselves and the cold stone floor. Three exhausted 
men and women did what they could to care for them, but that was not much, since 
all of the caretakers were one-armed. In the dim, stinking room, to the 
accompaniment of an incessant, dreary whine of hopeless misery, some forty kids 
were puking and excreting themselves to death.
No worse than usual? Clement said to Purnal, once he had given her the grim 
tour.
Ive seen a hundred kids in this room. And the rest of them trailing about like 
wraiths. Five years youve been lieutenant-generaldont you read the reports?
Clement said hastily, Every garrison is understaffed right now.
Because there aint no one growing up to replace us old and broken ones, said 
Purnal. And whose fault is that, eh? I got fifteen cripples looking after near 
two hundred kids. And as soon as the few survivors are old enough to be some 
use, you take them away and get them killed. Go ahead and demote me! he added 
viciously. Itd be a bloody mercy!
You wont be that lucky today, said Clement. Well need some lamps.
Cant have lamps around kids. Theyll burn themselves up quicker than you can 
stop em.
Candles, then. And fresh linens.
Youll have fresh linens after youve washed and dried them.
Broth, or weak tea?
Thats what your soldiers are in the kitchen for.
Warm water and soap, said Clement evenly.
Youll find them in the laundry. But youll have to light the fires first, I 
expect.
After weve chopped the firewood, said Clement. No, thats not a question, I 
understand the situation. Now you listen to me, sir. My soldiers are worn out. 
Theyll work until the night bell, and then theyre getting some rest.
Hell, said Purnal, whats it take to make you lose your temper?
Plenty of people have tried and failed, Clement said, but she was talking to 
his back. He stumped away, calling to the three sick-nurses that they should get 
some sleep while they had the chance.



Clement washed and force-fed children, emptied basins and packed fresh straw 
into stinking pallets until she couldnt stand it any more. Then she took a turn 
at the wood chopping, and after that went to stir boiling cauldrons of laundry 
until the cold had been chased from her bones. Back she went to the sick room, 
where a soldier told her that two of the kids had been discovered to be dead.
Night had long since fallen, but there had been no night bell. She took up a 
basin of warm water and set to work again: she was so tired that every time she 
stood up from where she squatted or knelt on the floor, she practically fell 
over. Some of the kids who had been whining earlier had gotten quieter. Perhaps 
they too were dying.
Someone was calling her. Dim candle in hand, she made her way between prone 
bodies to the door, where a boy-sergeant executed a crisp, startling salute. 
Lieutenant-General?
What is it?
Compliments of the commander! Would you care to join him for supper!
In the sick room, two of Clements soldiers continued their dreary rounds. My 
people have not been relieved.
Yes, maam! The night watch is at supper! They will come to the infirmary 
shortly! The rest of your people are eating with the senior officers! Then they 
will be shown to quarters!
Feeling quite overwhelmed by the boy-sergeants energy, Clement set down her 
basin and candle on the table. The boy, alert and over-sprung, did not put even 
one toe over the threshold of the sickroom.
Clements uniform was wet and filthy, but her change of clothing had disappeared 
with the horses. In any case, she doubted she could eat, after such a wretched 
afternoon. She said to the boy-sergeant, I do need to talk to Purnal.
He took this as an urgent command and set a military pace until she told him to 
slow down. They passed the open door of the refectory, where a crowd of children 
sat in size order at the trestle tables, watched over by youthful goons with 
knob-headed canes in their hands. They went out to the circular corridor, where 
it was as cold as the outdoors and Clement wondered suddenly what had happened 
to her coat. Then they followed another hallway to an open door, where firelight 
flickered. A table was set by the fireplace, preventing Clement from getting 
close enough to those inviting flames. Purnal stumped out from his bedroom. 
Well, sit down. I hope the foods still warm.
She sat, but it felt like a collapse. She wolfed down the stew the boy-sergeant 
ladled into her bowl, and the bread he sliced onto her plate, and when he 
offered more, she ate that too. When the boy had cleared away the dishes, poured 
hot ale, and served a wedge of cheese and a bowl of apples, Purnal dismissed 
him.
Cheese! said Clement, cutting herself a slice.
Purnal gestured vaguely. Theres a dairy.
The cheese was astonishingly good with a slice of apple. No wine, though, and 
the ale was typically bitter. She said politely, Your young soldiers are well 
disciplined. Im quite impressed.
They want to learn their jobs so they can get out of here, the silly fools.
Clement sighed, but Purnal had restrained himself during the meal, so she 
supposed she should be grateful.
He said, What happened to Kelin, eh? She was a good girl! And I wrote to you 
personally!
Clement cut another slice of cheese. And I personally commanded her to stay out 
of action. But when the sky started exploding, I guess she got to thinking she 
could be a hero. I chased her halfway across the garrison, trying to stop her. 
So dont you rage at me.
He let her enjoy the cheese in peace, after that. And then he said, grudgingly, 
I teach these kids to shoot a gun and swing a sword, but I cant teach them any 
sense. She was a good kid, he said again. Smart, even-tempered. Officer 
material.
Clement eyed him in some surprisehad he been drinking? But then she felt the 
sting of tearsGods, she must be tired! She hid her face by swallowing some ale. 
Kelin: she had managed to avoid thinking of her for months. She cleared her 
throat and changed the subject. Im here to find one of those kids I sent you 
from Watfield.
Purnal took a deep, preparatory breath and uttered a roar. A scandal! You sent 
me a wagonload of babies. Half of them couldnt even do up their own buttons. 
What was I to do with them, eh? Use them for target practice?
She cut him off. Ill take one of them back.
Good luck. A lot of them are dead.
It had been a dreadful journey already, and Clement had no idea how shed manage 
to get back to Watfield. To do it empty-handed, to wait for Death-and-Life to do 
whatever they planned, to watch the Sainnites collapse into their own hollow 
center . . . Gods, she said wearily, and put her face in her hands. All for 
lack of one little girl? A weight in the scale, indeed!
Eh? Purnal looked at her blankly.
Do you think I traveled here on holiday? You will produce the child, or give me 
an accounting of what became of her.
Or what, eh? Youll hack off my other leg? Youll exile me to some 
gods-forsaken corner of some wretched land and order me to turn babies into 
soldiers?
How about if I blame you personally for the destruction of your people in 
Shaftal?
He uttered a phlegmy snort, but followed it with a shout to the boy Sergeant in 
the hallway.
Sir? the boy stuck his head in.
One of the Watfield children, a girl named
Davi, said Clement.
Is she still alive?
I dont know, sir!
Well, go ask your fellow officers. And then ask the clerk to check the death 
records. Report back to me in the dormitories. He added to Clement, as the 
eager sergeant raced away, The longer it takes to find her, the longer you and 
your company will remain. Dont think I havent thought of that.
Apparently, you think your garrisons interests are the only ones that matter.
Take some advice from an old man, he suggested. Stop trying to shame the 
shameless. Lets go look for your girl.



In the youngest childrens dormitory, a dozen older children were putting the 
younger ones to bed. They were able to point out the Watfield children, who 
huddled together in shared beds. Clement spoke to them in Shaftalese, and soon 
regretted it, for they cried out for their parents, siblings, and homes. She had 
thought they would have forgotten them by now. None of them was Davi.
The boy-sergeant caught up with them in the hallway, and reported that there was 
no Davi in the death records. When Clement asked how accurate the records were, 
Purnal shrugged. If we never knew her name, we couldnt record it, could we?
Ive only seen fifteen of the Watfield children. Where are the others?
Sick or dead. You know where the sick ones are.
Youd better hope shes still alive, commander, or Ill have you digging up the 
graves next.
We burn em, he said. Sorry.



Clement returned to the sick room. There, it smelled just as bad as before, but 
at least it was quieter. A bitter chill was setting in, and she stopped first to 
add fuel to the fire, for what good it did. The signal of a candle flame led her 
to a one-armed soldier who bathed with cold water a child delirious with fever. 
He told her he had not noticed a child like Davi, but then who had time to pay 
attention?
She found a candle of her own, and started the dreary business of working her 
way down the rows of pallets, turning back blankets and pulling up nightshirts. 
If she had to leave this place empty-handed, she would at least be absolutely 
certain that the child was indeed lost.
After the Battle of Lilterwess, Clement had assisted in the gruesome job of 
identifying the dead. The Sainnite corpses had been lined up on the hillside, 
while beyond them the soldiers methodically took the ancient building apart, 
stone by stone. It was the height of summer, and the flies swarmed, and the 
rooks noisily invited their friends and neighbors to the feast. Sometimes, 
Clement identified a soldier by clothing or gear, because the face was gone. 
Sometimes she stripped a corpse, seeking clues in flesh, in scars, in gender. 
Friends and lovers were thus revealed.
There was great celebration, that day, and the Sainnites called themselves 
conquerors. Twenty years later, Clement knelt in a cold, stinking room and 
searched the bodies of parentless children, and knew herself a fool in an army 
of fools.
The night was old when she found a very small girl with a mole on her knee. The 
illness had gone into the girls lungs, the sick-nurses said, and she would not 
survive to morning. She will, Clement said, gathering up the child, blanket 
and all. I wont have my labors be for nothing.
The one-armed veterans, who surely thought that the labor of their lives had 
long since come to nothing, rolled their eyes at each other, and refrained from 
comment.



Chapter Twenty-One



Clement is no longer in Watfield, said Gilly to Alrin, as she politely quizzed 
him at the door about why he had refused to be shown to the parlor. The general 
needs me at his side, and so regrettably I have no time for tea. The woman is 
here? In the kitchen?
He stumped down the hall, refusing to even let her take his snow-dusted coat. 
Alrin bobbed ineffectually in his wake, saying, Im truly sorry for putting you 
through such trouble. But her answer to your note asking her to tell stories in 
the garrison was so ... complicated! I urged her to give you a plain reply, 
butwell, shes got some peculiar ways.
She added, surprisingly, Clement is traveling? The snow can be heavy, even so 
early in winter.
She is a soldier, growled Gilly.
He opened the kitchen door to find the storyteller standing in the exact center 
of the room, utterly still. Her clothing shimmered in the flickering light: 
silk, a deep red vest over a rich purple blouse, and trousers black and glossy 
as her hair.
Dont you look fine! Alrin sounded more nervous than complimentary. Those 
deep colors, they suit you!
The storyteller turned her head as though to seek the object of Alrins 
admiration somewhere behind her, and Gilly noticed for the first time that, 
though her hair was chin length, a single slim braid hung down the center of her 
back, black as a burn, with a coal-red tassel dangling from its tip. It was no 
more strange than the rest of her: peculiar but not frivolous. Alrin certainly 
had known how to dress her.
Gilly said to her, Its foolish and dangerous to dicker with Sainnites over 
price. All were paying for is a few tales.
The woman turned, and slowly said, What does it mean, to be the Generals Lucky 
Man?
Alrin made an anxious sound. Oh, sir, you see! Shes not rightshell say 
something to offend.
Gilly said to the border woman, Ill explain that to you, if you tell me why no 
one knows your name. A trade, tale for tale. She nodded her assent. Well, 
then. The Sainnites say theres a certain allotment of suffering that the gods 
set aside for each one of us. Some few are given all their lifes curses at 
once, when they are still in the womb. They are born monsters, but they are 
lucky, for all their allotted ill fortune has been used up already. Powerful 
people have monsters beside them, as barriers against the ill will of the gods. 
So, I am Cadmars Lucky Man.
As though she did not quite trust her finery, the storyteller sat cautiously on 
a kitchen stool. She said, A curse has taken away my name, and made me a 
gatherer of stories. The witches of my people took my weapons, and cut my hair, 
and burned all my belongings, and destroyed my name, and with my name they 
destroyed my memories. I know this is what happened, but I dont remember it. 
Now, I am just a storyteller, and have been for many years.
Without memory the stories are all you have ?
She said quietly, You want to be my friend, Lucky Man, because I am as 
monstrous as you are. Beware, or I will make you into a story.
Gilly said, Make it a good one.
She gazed at him, unsmiling, her eyes hidden, as always, in shadow. I am a 
collector of tales, she said. And I will trade story for story.
No pay? He glanced at Alrin. Is this what you couldnt tell me?
Alrin sighed mightily. Surely you see that I couldnt let her work at the 
garrison for no payshe would be no use to me, but Id still be paying her 
expenses. Why would I do that for a complete stranger?
Well pay for her room and board. She can find a place in a boarding house, if 
you dont want her here.
Oh, Im willing for her to stay.
Its settled, then.
Alrin said worriedly, But she says whatever she likes! She has neither manners 
nor fear!
Thats not your problem, is it? He turned to the storyteller. I will arrange 
for the soldiers to tell you their stories, as many stories as you tell them. Is 
it agreed?
It is, she said indifferently.
An escort will bring you to the garrison this evening. You can eat with us if 
you like, but I dont recommend it.
I will eat with you.
Well, it is arranged. Gilly lifted his cane, and thunked it to the floor 
again. What was this punishment for? he asked.
Perhaps I murdered my wife.
He looked at her, and she looked back at him, neither sad nor ashamed, nor even 
interested. Ill see you tonight, he said, and left.



By evening, the snow covered the world like a flour paste, ankle-deep and 
ungodly slippery. Though men of unsteady gait should stay safely by the hearth 
on such nights, Gilly borrowed Cadmars aide, and leaned on him, and on his 
cane, and on whatever railings were convenient, and so managed to journey to the 
refectory without falling too disastrously. But it was the journey back to his 
rooms again that Gilly dreaded, for by then the snow would have hardened to 
slick ice. Too soon, the winter would lock him indoors, and the pain brought on 
by cold would cripple him truly, and in the darkness of winter he would wonder 
what his life was good for. It happened every year.
In the refectory, which, fortunately, had been rebuilt before the snow began to 
fall, they were just hauling in the cauldrons on wheeled tables, with one person 
pulling and one person pushing and a third person holding down the lid to keep 
the contents from spilling out. The soldiers stood drearily with their tin 
plates in their hands and held them out to the cooks in the hopeless manner of 
people who can no longer be disappointed. They were given as much stew as they 
wanted and fist-sized lumps of bread that were sure to be as hard as stones. 
Gilly had lived since boyhood on such fare, and when the aide brought him a 
serving, he broke his bread into the stew and ate what he had been given. The 
table at which he sat was slowly, discreetly emptying as its occupants spotted 
friends and casually went to sit with them. The big room became intolerably 
noisy; conversations between neighbors were conducted in shouts.
But the incredible racket faltered abruptly. Gilly raised his gaze from the 
splintered tabletop. The storyteller had arrived. The soldier who had escorted 
her was hanging the womans fine wool cloak from a peg, and then, proprietarily, 
he showed her to Gillys table. The soldiers turned and stared at her so frankly 
Gilly feared shed take offense. But she did not seem to notice.
The soldiers avoid you, she commented as she sat beside Gilly on the bench.
Like fish fleeing into a net.
And does that fearfulness make you rich? Or get you a good husband?
It merely makes me feared.
She said somberly, Your life is all wrong, then.
The soldiers had let the storytellers escort cut into the front of the line. To 
pay for his privilege, though, he apparently gave those nearby an explanation of 
her presence, and Gilly watched the news spread like a wave across the room, and 
out the door. Gillys table quickly began to fill again; the soldiers, trying 
hard to behave with civility, introduced themselves and their friends to the 
storyteller, and asked eager questions that the storyteller, with no apparent 
effort, replied to without answering. They resorted to volunteering information: 
that the stew she was now eating was better than they had eaten for some time, 
but still was pretty bad; that the big, meaty beans in it were fallow beans, 
so-called because they were grown in fallow fields; that the kitchen had been 
re-built at last, which explained the improvement in the food. She looked up 
from her nearly empty bowl and said, You know the difference, dont you, 
between information and stories? She glanced at Gilly, and it seemed she was 
curious and not intending to be mocking.
You will be paid, he gruffly said. These soldiers here are just intrigued by 
you, and making idle conversation as best they can. We never see anything new 
here.
She stood up, then, and stepped up onto the bench, and from there to the 
tabletop. She did not need to call for quiet; the only sound came from the 
soldiers, summoned by fleet-footed rumor, who struggled to get in the crowded 
doorway. She said in a loud, clear voice, I am a gatherer, a carrier, a teller 
of tales. I have come to trade with you, tale for tale. Once, when I was walking 
through the southland, along the edge of a lake, I found an old man, who sat on 
a stone by the water and wept with sorrow. Old man, I said . . .
Sitting directly below her, Gilly could clearly see the thin scars that 
criss-crossed her hands. She shaped the old man in the air, with words and 
gestures telling how he was haunted by the ghosts of three women, each of whom 
blamed him for her untimely death. She stood balanced, poised, with her weight 
on her toes like a dancer. The tassel at the end of her braid bounced lightly, 
softly, communicating the rise and fall of the story, and then signaling its 
ending.
The soldiers pounded the tabletops and roared appreciation. And then her hands 
smoothed the air like a magician soothing a troubled ocean, and the voices fell 
silent. I am sure you have heard of Haprin, she said. But do you know that 
Haprin has a spring that bubbles out of the ground so hot, you can boil eggs in 
it? And yet no one goes near that spring, not even in dead of winter, because it 
is a place of bad luck. Long ago, when Shaftal was a young and wild land. . .
The refectory became so jammed with soldiers that no one could reach the food 
line any more, and the listeners passed plates of hot stew hand to hand, across 
the room, and even out the door. In the rapt silence that followed her sixth 
storya love story, this time, with a satisfying endingthe night bell could be 
heard to ring. She glanced down at Gilly, and Gilly got stiffly to his feet. 
Will you return tomorrow, storyteller?
You owe me six stories, she said, speaking to the crowded room.
One of the captains, whom Gilly had spoken with that afternoon, promptly said, 
My company will pay. He named a place and time for her to meet with them the 
next day. She bowed, and descended, and though Gilly had to hold his ears 
against the din of acclaim, she did not seem to hear it.
Ill accompany you to the gate! he shouted.
Once outside, he regretted his offer, for the footing was worse than he had 
expected. She held out her arm, though, saying, Its hobnail season already.
Hobnail boots are too heavy for me, said Gilly. When he leaned on her, she was 
steady as stone, despite her light build. And that strength spoke to him again 
of the past she claimed she could not remember. He said, Your body betrays that 
you are a knife fighter.
I have a warriors scars, she confirmed. Sometimes, I feel how muscle and 
bone remembers a long training. But I have been weaponless a long time, I 
think. She added, after a moment, Do you suspect me, Lucky Man? Do you think I 
am trying to disguise myself? I cant disguise a self I do not know.
Only when I noticed your scarred hands did it occur to me to doubt your tale, 
peculiar though it is.
She said, with just a trace of humor, Oh, a storyteller can be most dangerous. 
Your caution is very sensible. Since I dont care who hears my tales, or who 
tells them in return, simply send me away!
I am sure you dont care. I think you are truly indifferent about everything.
The people who remember are the ones who live passionately. They believe they 
have something to protect or a future to anticipate. I am not that kind. What 
kind are you, Lucky Man?
He could not answer her, and the rest of the journey to the gate, they walked in 
silence. The clouds were breaking up, and a brisk wind began to blow. As the 
storyteller went out the gate, the wind blew back her cloak, and in the faint 
light of the gate lamps, her red silk shimmered like flame.



Chapter Twenty-Two



Lieutenant-General? May I have a word with you?
Clement had found one comfortable chair in the garrison, and had it put by the 
fireplace in her own spartan quarters. There she sat, with a washed uniform 
hanging nearby to dry in the heat of the brisk fire. She had slept in that chair 
no few nights, but now it was Davi who slept, curled in Clements lap, with her 
thumb in her mouth.
Come in, she said to the sergeant at the door. But be quiet.
It looks like snow again, he said in a low voice. Unbelievable weather.
It was this bad when we first came here, thirty-five years ago. Its been this 
bad every year since then.
Well. The sergeant was a relatively young man, probably Shaftali-born. The 
habit of complaining about the weather was endemic, though, even among those who 
had never known anything else.
Come closer to the fire, she suggested. Whats on your mind?
Ten days weve been here. The sick kids are getting better, and youve found 
that one you wanted. The companys wondering when well head back to Watfield.
Do they want to make that journey?
If they have to do it, he said honestly, theyd rather now than later.
Well, Im thinking theyll be trapped here all winter. I know its not what 
they expected.
The sergeant looked more relieved than apprehensive. I dont know that theyd 
mind. Conditions in Watfield are pretty bad.
Its dirty work here, too.
He shrugged. Weve got fresh food, warm beds at night
Luxury!
He gave a grin. Theyd gotten comfortable with each other over the days; working 
elbow-deep together at one or another disgusting task had been a great leveler.
I wont tell the folks in Watfield how comfortable you are, she promised. So 
they wont harass you about it, come spring.
His jaw went slack with surprise. But you
Ssh!
He lowered his voice. How will you get there? And surely not alone!
Not quite. Ill have Davi with me.
You cant make the journey unattended. His voice was strained by the depth of 
feeling he struggled to convey without volume.
You may be right, but Ive got to try.
But how?
Theres only one way, Sergeant. By pretending to be Shaftali.
He shut his jaw with a snap. Huh! he finally said. But you look pretty 
military.
If I have to, Ill pretend to be a Paladin.
You think you can?
You think it would occur to anyone that the Sainnite lieutenant-general would 
travel alone, on Toot, in winter, with a sick child? Id think theyd find it 
more believable that Im one of them, even if I do seem strange. It doesnt 
matter, anyway. Ive got to try.
If the Paladins should capture you ...
Ill be dead. She gave a shrug, and Davi mumbled a complaint. She stroked a 
hand down the childs head to soothe her, and that seemed to work. Cadmar would 
be angry about it, I suppose. But I can be replaced. And no one will blame you, 
considering how far I outrank you.
But still, he said.
Youve told me your objection. Youve done your duty. Anything else you want to 
talk about?
He left, apparently more wretched than when he had arrived.


* * *


Davi awoke. Clement persuaded her to eat some of the sweet cake they were 
feeding all the convalescent children. She put her head onto Davis chest and 
listened to her breathe. The rattling sound had not returned, though Davi 
continued pale and weak. How soon, Clement wondered, did she dare take this 
hollow-eyed child out into the wind?
Do you want more cake?
Davi solemnly shook her head.
I need to go hunt for something in the stable. Do you want to come along?
Davis nod was no surprise. The child had gotten to the point that she could 
tolerate being out of physical contact with Clement, but if Clement went out of 
her sight she became hysterical. Clement was getting used to carrying Davi 
everywhere with her, balanced on her hip, and the soldiers had gotten used to 
seeing her and didnt stare any more. Clement could swear the child was getting 
heavier, but at least she was no longer completely passive, did some of the work 
of holding on, and could even use a chamberpot on her own.
Youve turned me into a beast of burden, Clement complained as she carried the 
bundled child to the stable.
Davi looked at her blankly. Her eyes reminded Clement of some 
soldierscasualties, sometimes without a visible wound. But Davi was slowly 
improving, and lately had even said some words and had been coaxed to smile. In 
the stable, several older children, crowded into a big stall with a 
demonstration horse, were being instructed in hoof care. The horses were 
exceptionally popular; there had been interventions to keep them from being 
overfed by the doting children. Clement set Davi in a pile of clean straw. Ill 
be over there. Just call me if you want me.
Davi huddled passively in the straw. Clement felt that stark gaze on her back as 
she began her hunt through the junk that filled what had once been the tack 
room. She kept in Davis sight, as if she were a helpful target and Davi the 
archer.
This odd, round building had once been a kind of school for Paladins, when 
Paladins were known as deadly philosophers, rather than as farmers who took up 
weapons in place of hoes. A sturdy building, with fireplaces and small windows, 
it was intended for year-round occupation. Surely it had once contained the kind 
of equipment Clement hoped to find, particularly since the Paladins had 
abandoned their domiciles in haste to attack the Sainnites after the Fall, 
leaving much behind.
Clement heaved aside a tangle of oddments and broken objects that should have 
been thrown out. Rats fled, squeaking outraged protests. She choked in dust and 
wished for a lantern. A generations worth of dirt and debris lay moldering 
here, and much of it had settled on her by the time she discovered the treasure 
trove: A rack of skis, their bindings rotted away; snowshoes, their webbings 
gone but the frames still intact; and a sledge. She could not restrain a whoop 
of triumph. A sledge!
She dragged it out. Davi crawled out of her nest to inspect it, and some of the 
other children abandoned their lesson to take a look. They soon lost interest, 
but Davi solemnly mounted the contraption and sat down. She pointed at the 
rotted remains of the harness. How will you pull it, Clemmie?
I saw some old horse harness in there. Clement went back to the junk and 
extricated some stiff leather, the buckles rusted, but nothing that some sand 
and grease could not fix.
Its too big, Davi objected.
Well, I am a soldier, which means I can make anything out of anything. Soldiers 
die if they cant adapt, you know.
Davi nodded somberly.
You can help me clean the sledge. Itll be a cold trip, but youll have 
blankets.
Will we stay in peoples houses? Davi apparently had some experience with this 
kind of travel already, perhaps from seeing visitors at her familys farmstead.
Yes. You mustnt tell anyone Im a soldier, though. Its a secret.
Davi shook her head vigorously.
If you eat more, and rest, in a few days well leave. Ill take you home.
Home? She looked confused.
Ill take you home because youre a weight in the scale. Because your father is 
willing to be hated and persecuted just to have you back again. Why, I dont 
know.
Mmm. Davi gave a tentative, confused smile.
Are you getting cold? I can take this harness to my room and start working on 
it. I want you to eat more cake to make you strong.
Davi held up her arms for Clement to pick her up.


* * *


Another five days had passed before Clement took Davi and the loaded sledge out 
the gate. The runners had been sanded and sharpened, the snowshoes re-webbed, 
the harness adapted, and Davi had a straw-stuffed mattress to sleep on and an 
oilcloth cover to keep out the snow. Both of them wore the heaviest, warmest 
clothing that could be found, non-issue right down to the skin. Uneasy though 
she felt without weapons, Clement had left even them behind.
Her soldiers stood speechless; even Purnal seemed amazed. But the children, who 
knew an adventure when they saw one, cheered the travelers out the gate.
Clement had never worn snowshoes before, but managed to avoid tripping over her 
own feet until the watchers could no longer see her. That first day, she fell 
down regularly. That first night, she lay with Davi on the sledge, sleeping in 
short bits until, awakened by cold, she got up to put more wood on the fire and 
to turn her drying clothing. The child slept undisturbed in a solid, wool-clad 
lump, with a wool cap tied under her chin. When the snow began to glow faintly, 
reflecting a distant dawn, and the stars that populated the frozen sky began to 
wink out, Clement dressed in clothing that was almost dry and halfway warm, 
loaded up the sledge, strapped herself in the harness, and set forth once again.
That day, she finally mastered the snow-shoers leg-swinging waddle. The sledge 
seemed almost weightless as she guided it down the hillside, and even when they 
reached the flat, she was amazed at her own speed. Davi rode behind her, 
complaining once of thirst, but subsiding when Clement explained that the water 
had frozen solid in its jug. But Clement became aware of her own thirst now. 
Dry-mouthed, she could not swallow the sweetened oatcakes in her pockets. 
Snow-blind, she could not see the passing countryside. A tugging at the harness 
brought her out of her daze.
Davi pointed, it seemed, into the sky, which was, Clement noted giddily, a 
gorgeous color: winter twilight. Across it lay the faintest smear of smoke.
Ah! Clement turned them down the hillside, where she could not see a wagon 
track, and in a last burst of blind energy got them practically to the farmhouse 
door before she fell for the first time that day, and was too tired to get up.
Havent got your snow legs yet? A farmer in woolen clothing redolent, though 
not unpleasantly, with cow manure, hauled her to her feet and undid the harness 
buckles. I saw you coming, she added. So weve put the kettle on. Snow took 
you by surprise?
Not really, Clement gasped. I planned to travel home before autumn mud. But 
the child took sick.
Bad luck. An angular woman Clements age or older, she made light work of 
lifting the sledge to the shelter of the porch, while Clement stood in dumb 
tiredness with Davi in her arms. She had concocted a much more elaborate 
explanatory tale for herself, but the farmer didnt ask for it. The farmer said, 
Weve got an empty bed. Two of the children married out this year. Twins. Went 
to the same household so they could still be in the same family. Come in, come 
in.
In the kitchen, a half dozen people looked up from chopping vegetables to chorus 
a distracted welcome. The angular farmer collected a tea tray and led the way to 
an equally crowded parlor. Clement sank into an empty chair and was plied with 
hot tea and generously buttered bread as Davi drank a mug of hot milk, sitting 
in her lap. The angular farmer waved away Clements thanks, saying obliquely, 
Its been a good year. Good milk, healthy calves.
And if it hadnt been a good year, Clement wondered vaguely, what would the 
farmer say instead? That there was always enough to go around, or that what is 
given comes back eventually? Davi got down from her lap and joined some other 
children on the floor, who moved over to let her watch their game. The angular 
farmer, Mariseth, Seth to her friends, refilled Clements teacup, cut her some 
cheese, and sat knee-to-knee with her. Clement recognized the cheese, which was 
even better here, where it had been made. The fear in her slowly came undone, 
like an old, stiff knot. Seths knee was warmer than the heat from the fire as 
she recounted bits and pieces of information that might interest a traveler, and 
Clement asked questions, expressed surprise, uttered an occasional cautious 
comment. There was not much she needed to do; the farmers incurious 
friendliness was like a path she needed only follow.
During the raucous supper, some twenty-two people ate willy-nilly, sitting or 
standing wherever there was space, all talking at once about cows and cheese and 
distant news from far-off places. Seth had status here, Clement noted, a 
lieutenant in her way, risen to that unacknowledged position over many years. 
Davi circled back to Clements lap again, and ate obediently from her spoon. I 
didnt tell! she whispered.
Good girl. Clement fed her some cheese, but Davi didnt like it, and the 
farmer offered a bowl of curds instead, which Davi emptied happily. Then the 
child fell asleep, and Seth, who had not been out of conversation distance all 
evening, commented, A smart girl youve got there. But serious for her age. 
What is she, three?
Clement nodded vaguely. I wonder if I should have given her longer to recover 
from her illness. But I needed to go home.
Shes a bit too pale and quiet. But maybe shes a quiet kid? Those thinkers 
often are, like you.
Me? Clement gave a laugh.
Thinking hurts, doesnt it? Too much, maybe. Ill show you where youll sleep.
In a bare cubby of a room, heated by a stove tiny as a kettle, someone had 
brought the contents of the sledge and hung everything that was damp to dry. 
With the farmer there, Clement had cause to be grateful for her recent sick 
nursing, for she undressed Davi and put her to bed without any obvious display 
of inexperience. Seth lit a little lamp that she put on a high shelf, out of 
childs reach. She set out a chamber pot, and folded Davis clothes. Clement 
felt a rising warmth, as though that muscular leg still pressed hers.
Seth said, Youre not so tired as you looked when you first arrived.
It was food and drink I needed. Tomorrow, Ill have Davi hug the water jug to 
keep it from freezing.
Oh, well send you on your way with a foot warmer full of coals. Thatll do the 
job, and keep your girl from getting chilled if the wind starts to blow. Some of 
that cheese, too, since you liked it so much. How about a nip? she added.
Clement followed Seth down the hall to her own room, where apparently she slept 
in grand solitude beneath brightly colored scrap quilts, beside a small stove 
that she swiftly lit and stoked, then poured Clement a little cup of brandy from 
a long husbanded bottle. Clement sipped very cautiously, thinking to preserve at 
least some of her fleeting wits. I feel a bit like a cow youre herding, she 
said.
Seth gave a wide, startling grin. If you were a cow, I could force you into the 
barn.
Oh, Ill let you herd me in. But why?
Seth sat beside her on the settle, thigh to thigh. Youve seen some things 
worth seeing, and I like the way its marked you. But you dont want me asking.
Clement thought, this woman is too smart to be a cowherd! And she knew she ought 
to be afraid, or at least more cautious than she was. She said, While you were 
having a good year Ive been having an awful one. I want to forget. To pretend, 
maybe, that my life isnt mine.
The farmer said, No questions, then. So . . . She gestured, palm up, as though 
requesting the gods to fill her empty hand. What? What do we do?
Clement kissed her. That worked very well, so she kissed her again. After that 
came an extremely pleasant and quite long-lasting and stunningly satisfying 
confusion.



Clement dreamed a very strange dream in which she was a cowherd, but the cattle 
paid her no heed, and kept wandering away and getting eaten by wolves. When 
there were no beasts left, she stood alone in an empty field under an empty sky, 
with nothing to do but ponder her own incompetence. Your girls calling you, 
the angular farmer said blurrily. So Clement awoke from emptiness to surprise: a 
cozy bed, a warm shoulder against her cheek, the lingering memory of an 
extremely memorable night.
Davis voice came very faintly down the hall.
Its dawn, Clement mumbled. Well, almost dawn. I think Ill get on my way. 
Long journey ahead.
Stay, said the farmer quietly.
Clement swallowed surprise. I dont know a thing about cows.
Not much to know. Youll come to hate milking and mucking as much as we do. It 
doesnt take long!
Davis father
Id say hes not much of a husband. Neglectful.
Clement let that sink in. Had she acted neglected? She had indeed. A good 
father, though, she said.
But what have you got to go home to? Stay the winter. Send him a letter. My 
family wont mind.
Seths hands were good, and for a little while Clement didnt try to escape 
them. Davi subsided, back into sleep. But eventually, Clement got out from under 
the warm quilts, put on her clothes, and got underway. The angular farmer stood 
on the porch and watched her leave, but when Clement looked back, she was gone, 
to the cow barn, no doubt, to start the milking, or to the dairy, to check on 
the cheese.
These things happen, Clement told herself.



Bittersweet regret followed her all the way to Watfield. Nine days later, 
blistered and frost-bitten, she unwound her muffler in the middle of a blinding 
snowstorm so the gate captain could recognize her face. Later still, with Davi 
big-eyed and frightened in her arms, she endured the wrath of Cadmar. She had 
been gone twice as long as she had promised, and had taken untoward risks, and 
had abandoned her soldiers. She admitted all that, and did not argue with his 
anger. Still later, with Davi asleep in Clements bed, she sat with Gilly while 
his nighttime pain draught was taking hold, and told him about the blinding 
white days, the one bewildering storm that did its best to kill her, the nights 
in cold barns on straw beds with only paupers bread to eat, the nights of 
sharing hearty meals at family tables and sleeping in a bed hospitably vacated 
for her and Davi. And she told him about Seth.
Gilly did not laugh at her. After a long silence, he said, If you become 
Shaftali
What?
Oh, dont be dishonest with me. If you become Shaftali, I couldnt endure my 
life. And with both of us gone, Cadmar would fall like a house without a center 
beam, and maybe the Sainnites would fall with him.
Clement said, after a stunned silence, My face is known. Im the notorious baby 
thief of Watfield. I can never escape that. I never even thought to try.
Stop playing these dangerous games, then. Be what you are.



The next day, Clement was back in uniform. Her hair was trimmed, her buttons 
polished, her feet, though they ached with frostbite, were jammed into her newly 
blacked boots. Davi found her attire fearsome, and cried. She refused to eat her 
porridge, fought the bath, huddled under the blankets in Clements bed, and was 
generally defiant and exasperating. I want to go home! she whined. You 
promised!
I see youre feeling much better. Well enough to accuse a lieutenant-general of 
being a liar. Youve got a lot of courage, little girl, but not much sense.
Davi glared at her: sturdy, angry, not much intimidated. You promised!
Unable to leave Davi unattended, Clement had paper and ink delivered to her 
room, and she tried to work on the task Cadmar had set her, but even without the 
distracting child it would have been impossible. He had refused to accept the 
closure of any garrison and demanded alternatives. She wrote an extremely 
irritable list of impractical and intolerable solutions:



1. Go back to the homeland and recruit a few thousand mercenaries to join us in 
exile.
2. People the garrisons with straw dummies.
3. Command each soldier to kidnap and personally raise two children, while also 
fulfilling all other duties.
4. Take a thousand Shaftali women prisoner, impregnate them all, and force them 
to raise the resulting children as Sainnites.
5. Require the female soldiers, myself among them to bear and raise children. 
(Though I am too old, probably.)



She snorted. She didnt have to look beyond the child glowering at her from the 
bed to see why her people were childless. What would she do, if Davi were hers? 
After a year of pregnancy and a year of nursing, two years off the battlefield, 
if she survived childbirth and did not suffer any of the terrible injuries 
birthing women were subject to, would she then carry Davi on her back into war? 
Or leave the child behind to be inevitably orphaned? And who would raise her 
then?
Lieutenant-General? A hesitant tap on her door. Davi?
Davi came out from under the covers, big-eyed. You should have trusted me, 
said Clement sourly, and went to open the door.
The steady, quiet father of this sturdy girl came in, pushed past Clement, and 
snatched up the child. Oh, blessed day! Davi! Youre so thin! Oh, my sweet 
girl!
Davi clung to him, and cried, and then declared that she had been very brave, 
though she had been in a scary place, and that Clemmieshe had forgotten that 
she hated her, apparentlyhad taken her home across the snow.
So much adventure for such a little girl. The man gave Clement a look and 
added dryly, I thought you Sainnites were cowards about snow.
Your information had better be worth what Ive been through. Strange that it 
hadnt occurred to her until now to wonder if this man were telling the truth. 
But the Shaftali were an honest people, a quality that was, according to Gilly, 
embedded in the culture by the once ubiquitous Truthkens. In most of her 
dealings with the Shaftali, when they agreed to speak at all, they spoke the 
truth.
Davis father had brushed most of the snow from his clothing. His skis and ski 
poles were slung across his back, and an empty sling for Davi to ride home in. 
He set all this gear down and sat reluctantly, with Davi clinging to his neck.
These people, Death-and-Life, he said. Theyre going to rescue the children. 
But they arent going to send the Watfield children home, not right away, 
because they think you Sainnites would blame their families, and the people of 
Watfield have suffered too much already, so maybe Davi would have been safe 
anyway. But Id never see her again. And I couldnt bear it.
I didnt tell anybody Clemmie was a soldier, announced Davi. And I didnt 
cry.
Her father said, All your mothers and fathers will be so proud of you.
Clement, while gathering up Davis warm clothing, had noticed a loose button and 
sat down to sew it on. The man gave her a surprised look, and she glared at him, 
saying, I suppose you feel required to explain to me now how badly you feel, 
but I wish you wouldnt. Tell me: nobody knows where the Watfield children are. 
So how are they to be rescued?
Not just the Watfield children. All of them.
She looked up again from her stitching, genuinely surprised now, and even more 
dismayed.
The farmer said, I suppose you thought it was a secret that youve got a 
garrison full of children. But those people knew you Sainnites had to be keeping 
your children somewhere! And your children arent in the garrisons, because no 
ones ever seen one, and a childs not easy to hide. So the rebels have been 
looking around, and asking questions, and theyve found your secret place, and 
they know the Watfield children are there. They wouldnt say exactly where that 
place was, though. I guess they feared the Watfield parents might go there and 
wreck their surprise. And I would have gone, too, if I had known. In fact, my 
husband wasnt supposed to tell anything at all, even to his family, but he did 
because he was so sick. And my husband was sure those Death-and-Life people knew 
exactly where the children were.
They planned to steal our children? All of them?
To liberate them. Because theyre all Shaftali children, they say. You 
Sainnites dont bear children, so every last child youve got is a stolen child. 
But thats not true, is it?
Its not true, she said, outraged.
He seemed relieved. Bad enough that he was allowing nearly forty of his 
neighbors children to remain imprisoned while his was rescued. No wonder his 
family had abandoned their farmstead rather than endure the public shame! And no 
wonder he clutched his girl so tightly now that she protested, and then 
complained that she was hungry.
She wouldnt eat her porridge, Clement explained. She wanted milk, but we 
dont have any.
Have you been fussy, love? The man produced a neat packet of oat cakes from 
his pocket, and Davi was as contented with these as Clement had ever seen her. 
You havent fed her right, he said.
Shes been very sick. I nursed her backshe would have died otherwise. So dont 
complain. Clement bit the thread and tested the button. When are these kids to 
be liberated? And how?
On Long Night. The people of Death-and-Life figure that by midwinter, the 
children will be so isolated by weather that when the initial battle is over, 
theyll have a couple of months to haul the kids away to their new homes, at 
households scattered all over Shaftal. A surprise attack, at night, sure to 
succeed. The children arent well guarded, they believe. And Long Nights an 
important holiday to us, you know.
Clement said nothing, but she did not doubt that with enough attackers the plan 
he described would probably succeed. The only weapons at the childrens garrison 
were carried by the seven soldiers she had abandoned there. Unless one counted 
the practice weapons the children used.
Thats all I know, the man said. Shaftal forgive me! Can I go?
Tell no one what youve told me.
You think I would? Im a traitor to my people, now. Maybe you might try to 
clear your conscience by alerting Death-and-Life that their secret ambush isnt 
a secret anymore.
The man said stiffly, thoroughly offended now, Those people? You think I owe 
them something? Theres nothing to admire in them, no more than there is in 
you. He stood up with some effort, and said to Davi, Lets get you into your 
jacket and hat. Its time to go.
Clement helped bundle her up. Whats going to happen to her, come spring? She 
did not want to say in front of Davi that her father was dying, but he knew what 
she referred to.
Ive got a plan. I dont have to tell you what it is.
As Clement tied Davis cap strings, Davi blinked at her. Arent you coming, 
Clemmie?
No. She couldnt manage to say more.
But Daddy, Davi protested, as her father picked her up again, why isnt 
Clemmie coming?
She isnt in our family, he said. And they were gone.




Part 4
Whats Inside The Buffalo






You are slow and stupid, the grass-lion said to his friend the buffalo one 
day. They always shared the shade on hot summer days and were lying together, 
the buffalo chewing her cud and the grass-lion licking the blood from his paws. 
I wonder sometimes why I dont just eat you.
The buffalo looked up at her friend and coughed up another lump of cud. Who 
would dig the water hole for you? she said.
Looking at the buffalo, the grass-lion decided she was disgusting. Her fur was 
clotted with the dried mud she rolled in to keep off the flies. Grass mush 
dripped from her mouth. Her eyes were big and watery and contented. I can dig, 
the grass-lion said. I can dig better than you can.
Well then, who would eat the grass to exactly the right height for stalking 
rabbits? said the buffalo.
Looking at the buffalo, the grass-lion decided she was ugly. Her horns sat up on 
her head like an ugly hat. Her fur hung to her knees like dead grass. Her hooves 
looked like gray turds that when broken open have maggots inside them. I can 
stalk rabbits in grass of any height, he said.
Well then, who will sing to the stars with you, to please the ears of the 
gods? said the buffalo.
The grass-lion looked at the buffalo and decided she was ridiculous. Her legs 
were short and her body fat. Her mouth was wide and her tail had a puff of hair 
on its tip. It was difficult to imagine that anything she did could please the 
gods. My voice is so much sweeter than yours, said the lion. Maybe the gods 
would like me better without you bellowing beside me.
Well then, said the buffalo. If you dont want to be my friend thats fine 
with me. But I have to warn you that if you try to eat me, its me who will eat 
you in the end. And she got up and walked away.
So now the grass-lion had to dig his own water hole and chase the rabbits in 
high grass and sing all by himself and all this made him angry. And he watched 
the silver buffalo from afar and thought about how much meat was on her bones, 
and how it would keep him fat and contented for many days. And finally he was in 
such a fever of anger and bloodlust that he went sneaking up on the buffalo in 
the tall grass, and jumped onto her back, and dug his claws in.
Now, the buffalo set to work trying to get that lion off her back. She jumped 
and twisted and kicked, but she couldnt dislodge the lion, who kept ripping 
away with his claws until he had opened up her back like a shirt. Suddenly the 
buffalos skin fell off, and out of the buffalo hide stepped a man. He shook his 
head as if he were waking up from a long sleep, and then he took a look at the 
lion, who certainly was feeling somewhat surprised. Oh, its you, trying to eat 
me, the man said. Well, I have to warn you that its me who will eat you in 
the end.
The lion was annoyed at the mans arrogance. Well see who eats and who is 
eaten, he cried, and jumped onto the mans back and dug in with his claws.
The man didnt like having the lion on his back any more than the silver buffalo 
had. He yelled and he rolled on the ground and he tried to hit the lion with a 
rock, but the lion hung on, ripping with his claws, until the mans skin had 
opened up like a shirt.
Suddenly, his skin fell away, and out stepped a big yellow hare. That hare 
yawned and scratched her chin, and then she noticed the lion standing there, so 
surprised he didnt even try to lift a paw and grab her. Oh, its you trying to 
eat me, she said. Well, I have to warn you that its me who will eat you in 
the end. And then the hare took off, kicking her yellow feet in the air, taking 
great bounds over the high grass. The lion chased her, of course, all up and 
down the length of the grassy plain, from the ocean in the east to the mountains 
in the west, from the forest in the north to the wasteland in the south. At 
last, the hare was so tired she fell down gasping, and the lion fell down right 
on top of her, with his red tongue hanging out of his mouth. Ive got you now, 
he gasped, and ripped with his claws until the hares back opened up like a 
shirt.
Inside the hares skin was a pool of darkness, and then that pool began to move, 
to uncoil, and out slid a fat black snake with a flickering tongue. The lion lay 
exhausted, panting and weak from the long chase, looking into the hard black 
eyes of the black snake. You warned me that you would eat me in the end, said 
the grass-lion.
Oh yes, I almost forgot, said the snake. And he opened his mouth, bigger and 
bigger, until his mouth was as big as the lion, and he swallowed the lion whole.
And thats why the grass-lions never hunt the buffalo.



Chapter Twenty-Three



The sun rises and falls like a ball tossed from a hand, and Zanja na Tarwein 
walks steadily across barren mountaintops. The owl floats ahead of her, a 
feather-down guide lit faintly by a sun that is always in twilight. As long as 
she can see, Zanja follows the owl. When it is dark, she squats down wherever 
she is, and takes a handful of twigs and dried grass that she has managed to 
gather among the rocks, and with it builds a fire no bigger than the palm of her 
hand.
Over her shoulder she has carried all day a fire-blackened tin pot with a length 
of rope tied to its handles for a shoulder strap. She also carries a wooden box 
that once was decorated with pastoral scenes, but from which most of the paint 
now has been scraped off. Although in her days journeys she sees nothing but 
stones, when she stops walking she can always find a pool of water within a few 
steps of her fire: a pool just big enough to fill her pot. And as the water 
heats, she takes out of the wooden box a porcelain tea set and a tin of tea that 
is neither full nor empty. By the time the twigs burn to ashes, the water boils. 
She steeps a pot of tea and drinks it while looking at the stars.
These stars are unfamiliar: not unremembered, but entirely different from night 
to night. Yet the landscape across which she travels by day remains the same: 
rocky mountaintops that give her no glimpse at all of what lies beyond them. 
Nothing distinguishes this landscape. She cannot even be certain that the sun 
rises in the same place every dawn. She is following the owl, who is leading the 
way to the Land of the Dead.
By the time the teapot is empty, it is sunrise. She packs the tea set and slings 
her burdens over her shoulders. She spots the owl, flying in the distance. 
Again, she follows.



The days bread was in the oven. With the storm shutters open, Garland could 
watch the tentative dawn of early winter: its stark, crisp shadows, black on 
white, the rising glimmer of the snow. He could see the ravens on the porch 
rail, impatient for their corn-bread, bickering like children over perches in 
the sun. Garland had awakened to a kitchen hung with snowshoesKaris, apparently 
unable to sleep again, had done her insomniacs work here.
The kitchen door clicked open and he turned, surprised. Medric, who he last had 
seen wrapped in Emils arms in the attic room the three of them shared, stumbled 
in: only half dressed, spectacles askew, fingers still ink-stained from the 
previous nights work on his manuscript. Brrr! He squinted at the pale light 
reflecting in from the snow.
Its called a sunrise, said Garland. What are you doing up so early? After 
Karis was awake all night? Trading places with her?
Gods! No! Medric shuddered. It was a dream.
Medric didnt drink tea or spirits and didnt eat butter or sugar or meat or 
cheese, and so was a thin wisp of a man who felt the cold quite keenly. Garland 
distractedly considered what to feed him at what was for Medric a wretched hour. 
Hot milk. I suppose you dont take honey?
Medric shook his head mournfully. Id like to stay sane. Or not get any madder 
than I am.
Honey causes madness? Every day in this household was another amazement. 
Garland warmed the milk, determined to do it slowly so the milk would sweeten on 
its own.
Medric rubbed his eyes, mumbled crankily, and then burst out, You know her!
Who?
The one I dreamed of. I never met her, so you must have, in Watfield. 
Otherwise, I couldnt have dreamed of her.
A soldier? I knew them all, five years ago. What did this dream woman like to 
eat?
Garland had asked his question flippantly, but Medric replied promptly, Cheese, 
with an apple and a glass of wine.
And a couple of butter biscuits, I hope.
Medric shrugged. Clearly, he was a man who saw no reason to think about food.
With tastes like that, shes probably an officer. Garland stirred the milk 
steadily, peacefully, letting his memories rise: sergeants, captains, 
lieutenants, commanders. The higher the position, the older the person who held 
it, generally. How old? Thirty? Fifty?
Medric grumbled something, pulling himself out of his daze. Shes energetic, 
not so beat up as most veterans get. But shes not young. A lucky fighter.
Garland was remembering his last day in Watfield garrison. Summoned to the 
generals quarters, he found himself confronted by a very angry, very large man 
who gestured dismissively at the untouched plate on his table: beef in gravy 
with mushrooms and vegetables covered by a crisp pastry. Garland had been 
worrying all evening that he had used too much rosemary in the gravy, which is a 
mistake impossible to recover from, and surely that was what the general wanted 
to complain about. Do you call this soldiers fare? the general had roared 
when Garland came in.
Garland could vividly recall what at the time he had scarcely noticed: that the 
other plates on the table were scraped clean, that the woman who sat at Cadmars 
right had looked sharply away when the general uttered his unimaginable, 
unacceptable command that from now on Garland was to cook badly. What had she 
been hiding from Garlandor from Cadmarwhen she looked so swiftly away? 
Embarrassment? Contempt? Garland wanted to describe her to Medric now, but he 
could not think of what distinguished her in appearance from any other Sainnite. 
There were some things the soldiers had said about her, though, and he repeated 
them, struggling to remember. She learned the names and history of every single 
person in her command. If they went hungry or cold or wet, so did she. She 
always hauled her own load.
I think I like her, Medric said. Whoever she is.
The lieutenant-general, Clement.
The lieutenant-general? Medric sat upright, blinking. She hauls her own 
load?
Im just telling you what I heard when she first arrived. Garland tasted the 
foaming milk. Not sweet yet.
I understand the general is a bloody fool, said Medric.
That certainly is true.
Then how did he get himself a competent lieutenant?
Shed been his lieutenant an awfully long time. Every promotion for him was a 
promotion for her.
It was torture for her. Medrics spectacles were reflecting the fire again. 
Garland felt a shudder. Karis might exercise her talent invisibly, or at least 
in a way that almost seemed ordinary, but this peculiar man could not pull off 
that trick. They came over on the boat together, from Sainna, he said. She 
was a child. She thought he was a perfect soldier. She learned betterbut she 
couldnt escape him. He remained her superior. His rise controlled hers. But, 
finally, she managed to escape him and for a few years they both were 
commanders, equals. And then the old general died.
Medric was only half articulating. In the twilight region between sleep and 
wakefulness, he opened his mouth and through speaking understood what he had no 
business knowing.
Medric opened his eyes. Am I making your skin crawl yet?
Yes, Garland said, and let out his breath. The milk is ready, I think.
Youre being very helpful, you know.
Helpful for what? Why do you want to understand her like this?
To intrude on her, you mean? Oh, dont deny itI know it seems unsavory. But 
how else are we to win this war, except by knowing the enemy better than they 
know us?
Garland poured two mugs of milk, gave one to Medric, and then flavored his own 
with honey and spices, the scent of which made Medric look distinctly rueful. 
The enemy, Garland repeated. You mean our fathers people.
Oh, Im a traitor no matter who I mean by enemy, said Medric lightly. And 
so are you. You might let me have just a tiny bit of that cinnamon.
Garland grated some cinnamon into Medrics milk. The young seers eyes closed as 
he breathed in the smell. He said, still sniffing, No one in this house has ever 
asked me to be unprincipled, though. And they wont ask it of you, either.
Unless Im asked to murder Kariss wife, said Garland recklessly.
Medrics spectacles had steamed up as he held his nose over the mug. He took 
them off, rubbed his eyes, and said with terrible sadness, Etnil and Iwe are 
always exactly parallel to each other, and we couldnt step on each others toes 
if we tried. But Karis and Zanja, they had to fight their way into that dance of 
theirs. Gods it was exciting to watch. He put his spectacles back on, found 
them still steamy, and irritably took them off again. I wont deny that Zanjas 
murder was barbarous, heartless, and cruel, he said. But dont call it 
unprincipled. Norina loved her for her discipline. I loved her quickness. Emil, 
well, he just loved her. Killing Zanja was a triumph of principle over passion. 
It may have been the most principled act of my life. I certainly hope Im never 
asked to do such a thing again.
After a moment, Medric added gloomily, Im better at being silly in 
Shaftalese. He sipped his milk, and raised his eyebrows in surprise. How did 
you do that?
It just takes patience.
Ill never be able to do it, then.
They sat a long time without talking. The smell of baking bread began to suffuse 
the kitchen. The ravens on the rail outside cried hoarse curses at each other. 
Medric said, This milk is making me sleepy.
Its supposed to. What was the dream that woke you up?
I dreamed that the lieutenant-general was making love with a Shaftali cow 
farmer.
Huh! said Garland after a long silence. Are you sure?
I may be an addle-pate, but when a couple of people take off their clothes and 
tangle in a bed like that, its difficult to mistake what it is theyre doing.
What does your dream mean, though?
Medric put on his spectacles, found them clear, and blinked at Garland quite 
sleepily. Shes loyal to her people, isnt she? Not confused, like us? He 
didnt wait for an answer, but shook his head sympathetically. She doesnt even 
realize whats happened to her yet.



Chapter Twenty-Four



Clement noticed Gilly on horseback at the gardens edge, watching her and 
Captain Herme put the reluctant soldiers through their drillsfamiliar drills, 
except that they were done in deep snow, wearing snow shoes. The soldiers 
floundered and lost their tempers. After Clement had dismissed them, she went to 
stand at Gillys stirrup. He said, I really do admire your persistence. But 
what idiocy!
Hermes company trailed ignominiously off the field, most of them dangling their 
snow shoes distastefully from their hands. They would return to the work of 
building themselves a barracks, and no doubt they would complain about her all 
afternoon.
She said, So you too believe that Sainnites are naturally unable to cope with 
snow? Just like Shaftali are naturally incapable of fighting?
No. I am a man of facts.
Fact is, those soldiers would die rather than learn something new.
Fact is, like anyone, theyd rather be incapable than incompetent.
Its hard to blame them, when observers call them idiotic. Well, it doesnt 
matter. I need for them to learn to walk and fight on snow. And I outrank them.
You outrank almost everyone, from sheer endurance.
At least you have no illusions about my native abilities. She grinned up at 
him. The unflappable, sure-footed horse pushed her gently, and she scratched his 
forehead as well as could be done in heavy gloves.
Gilly added, with a trace of genuine concern, Oh, but the soldiers do hate you 
today.
Everyone hates me, lately. But not you, for some reason.
Make me wear snow shoes and Ill hate you too.
What are you doing here?
The storytellers coming to hear some stories, and Ill be supervising, as 
usual. Come with me.
Any particular reason?
None at all. Under her suspicious examination, his face remained bland as his 
horses, though much uglier.
Give me a moment to undo these bindings, she said.



Since her return to Watfield, Clement had frequently glimpsed the storyteller, 
whose red silk clothing could hardly be missed in a world of white snow, gray 
slush, and even grayer woolen uniforms. And in the bitter evening cold, while 
walking past the refectory, Clement had sometimes heard the storytellers voice. 
Perhaps a few words, so crisply articulated they hardly seemed words at all, but 
notes of music, might linger in Clements ear. More often, she heard at a 
distance the roar of soldiers voices, and the pounding of their hands and feet, 
which signaled another story told and now owed.
Walking at Gillys stirrup, Clement commented, I dont know that Id want to 
spend so much time in that womans company as youve been spending. See that 
icicle? She pointed at an extraordinary one that dangled from the eaves of an 
unfinished building. Thats her. Not human at all.
Gilly gazed at the icicle. But her stories dont make us cold, he said.
The storyteller was waiting in the guard shed, huddled with the soldiers around 
the brazier, watching a game of cards. The soldiers started guiltily as Clement 
looked in the door, and leapt to their feet in a tangle of salutes. 
Lieutenant-General, said the captain. Gilly was late, and we thought the 
storyteller shouldnt be left standing in the snow.
Clement said mildly, You shouldnt have let her in. In fact, the discipline of 
the gate guard was not her concern, and the soldiers were probably confident 
that she wouldnt report them.
The storyteller greeted her with cool courtesy, and as coolly said to Gilly on 
his horse, Good day, Lucky Man.
Good day, storyteller. I trust you are well.
I am. You owe me ten stories.
You will be paid. Gilly added, as they started down the street, I have a 
question for you. Do you ever repeat a story?
No, never.
So what will you do, when you have told us all your stories?
The storyteller walked beside Clement, sure-footed and precise on the slick 
paving stones that here and there emerged from ice. It will not happen.
Never? You know, theyre taking bets on how long you can continue without 
repeating yourself.
The storyteller seemed unamused. Your peoples stories will run out, but mine 
will not.
Clement protested, We Sainnites have a long history!
No histories, said Gilly. Forbidden.
By command? Or by the storytellers preference?
I hear whatever tale people choose to tell, said the storyteller. So long as 
it is new to me.
If I told you how I got my flower bulbs, began Clement.
No personal tales, interrupted Gilly.
I hear whatever tale people choose to tell, said the storyteller again, in a 
tone so neutral that a listener might not even notice that she was contradicting 
Gilly.
Clement said, But if you heard a story about flower bulbs, that isnt the kind 
of story you would then tell, is it?
When at last Clement turned to see why the storyteller had not answered, she 
noticed first that the woman continued to find her balance on the slippery 
stones, as easily and unconsciously as a dancer. Then she noticed that the 
storyteller was not even looking at her feet, but at her. Her attentiveness and 
silence both were deeply unsettling.
Clement felt irresistibly compelled to speak. This kind of story: The fighting 
had been incessant, and it was the first time I had seen my mother in days. We 
had just heard that the enemy was coming over the wall. She came to the 
barracks, took me out into the garden, and we began digging. She wore a coat 
like this one Im wearing, with big pockets. We filled her pockets with 
bulbsall different kindsuntil we couldnt cram any more in. Then she picked me 
up, and ran with me. I looked over her shoulder and saw the enemy coming down 
the road. I could hear my mother gasping for breath. I could feel the great lump 
of bulbs in her pocket, and I remember hoping that none of them would fall out.
She stopped. She felt Gillys gaze, but did not want to look at him. The 
generals Lucky Man had been a child beggar in a ditch when she first met him. 
There was not much doubt that Cadmar had abused the boy, those first few years. 
There were many topics that Clement and Gilly never discussed with each other, 
including both their childhoods.
It was time for one of her listeners to ask a question, to rescue Clement from 
embarrassment. But Gilly was silent, and the storyteller did not appear to be 
capable of asking questions, or of engaging in anything resembling a normal 
conversation. She said, Your mothers power came to you through those flower 
bulbs. Because she loved you, she rescued that power for you in the face of 
disaster. When I tell this story, I will tell how you rescued that power for 
your child.
Clement found she had lost her power of speech.
Gilly was gazing intently at the icicle-decorated eaves of a half-built 
building. He glanced at Clement, finally. To her surprise, his glance was 
serious, with no mockery at all. He turned to the storyteller and asked the 
question Clement could not. How will she do such a thing?
When I tell that story, the woman said, then we will know how.



In a crowded, dirty room, a dozen soldiers gathered, all men from the same 
company, who had come directly from the construction work. They had pulled bread 
and meat from their pockets and were eating companionably and passing a 
surreptitious flask as they awaited the storyteller. They leapt up in confusion 
when Clement entered, and settled down again at her gesture, though now the 
flask was nowhere to be seen. She could smell forbidden spirits, though, and a 
stink of dirt and sweat and slightly rancid meat. After Clement and the 
storyteller had helped Gilly to dismount, he had scarcely been able to walk. But 
now, as he sat and took a pen from behind his ear, an ink bottle from his 
pocket, and a roll of paper from inside his coat, he became the very model of 
grimy officiousness. In fact, of everyone in the room, only the storyteller was 
truly clean, as though even dirt could not adhere to her.
The soldiers began telling stories almost at once, their order of recitation 
apparently having been worked out in advance. Half listening, Clement watched 
the storyteller, whose attention in turn was focused on whoever spoke: an 
attention the likes of which Clement had never seen, not even in a predator 
whose life depended on such watchfulness. When one or another speaker began to 
falter self-consciously, the storyteller would look away, to give him some 
relief. Every single time, she looked into Clements eyes instead. Clement 
perceived nothing in that glance: not curiosity nor self-consciousness nor 
weariness nor wonder. Certainly, the storyteller didnt care that Clement stared 
at her. In fact, she hardly even seemed to notice.
Gilly, skimming his list, interrupted one mans story, and then another, to say, 
Sorry, that ones been told. For other stories, he wrote a few words down on 
his paper: a title, or a description, Clement supposed. After some mental 
ciphering, Clement concluded that the woman probably had already told, and been 
told, well over two hundred stories. And if the storytelling continued to 
winters end, it would easily be more than a thousand. Surely the soldiers were 
making bets on when the stories would run dry because they had realized, however 
vaguely, that the storyteller was uncanny, and that she was doing something that 
should have been impossible. But, apparently, it had occurred to no one, except 
perhaps to Gilly, that extraordinary events are seldom benign.



The storyteller was in the refectory, being served an early supper so she could 
be refreshed and ready to perform when the meal bell was rung. Clement and Gilly 
stood out in the chilly street, both of them on foot now. As always, Gilly 
crouched over his cane like an old man, but he looked even older in winter, and 
in the last few years his hair had begun to go gray. Clement took off her hat 
and brushed a hand self-consciously across her own hair, close-clipped for the 
helmet she hardly ever wore anymore. Was she also going gray? She tried to think 
of when she had last looked into a mirror.
That storyteller is more than strange, she said. She is supernatural.
Gilly gave her that peculiar sideways look of his, but did not speak.
Is she a witch? Clement asked.
He said, I believe she has what the Shaftali call an elemental talent, an 
unusual ability that gives a remarkable shape to her thinking. If she were a 
witch, though, shed be turning her stories into reality.
If Cadmar knew about this . . .
Gilly looked grimly down at his hand gripping the cane. The soldiers adore her. 
Id hate to take her away from them for no good reason, after such a year as 
theyve had to endure.
I think, said Clement, that you yourself might like her a little.
He looked sideways at her again. A monstrous creature like her?
They were silent until Gilly added, quietly, She must be aware of what danger 
she puts herself in by entering these gates. But she seems incapable both of 
fear and of self-protection.
Isnt she as much a danger to us?
Gilly said, You think shes a Paladin spy? With that memorable face? Dressed in 
extremely visible flame-red silk? Always the center of attention?
Well, if she was lurking about trying to be invisible, she wouldnt have 
soldiers blabbing to her for hours every day with official permission.
What one thing has she been told today that could be even remotely useful to 
our enemies?
Its not what theyre telling her that matters, said Clement. Its the habit 
of telling.
Yes, said Gilly. The habit of telling. And the novelty of being heard. It 
matters, yes. But how is it dangerous?
Clement could not think of when she had felt so unbalanced, so utterly 
confounded. Gillys steadiness, his very seriousness, only contributed to the 
sensation. She wanted him to make a joke of the entire afternoon. But he clung 
to his cane as though he feared he would fall over, frowned distantly at the icy 
ground, and waited for her to speak.
Surely something the storyteller had said to Gilly had unnerved him also. 
Perhaps, because of her, he now shared with Clement this lingering sensation 
that he had overlooked the possibilities of his life. But the sensation would 
pass, and they would still be what they were.
Clement said, Well, we can forbid the storyteller to enter the garrison. Or we 
can arrest her and do to her what we do to witches. Or we can pretend like we 
havent noticed a bloody thing, and let the soldiers hear her tales. She 
paused. Do you think you can make certain she has no other conversations like 
the one she had with me today? With anyone? Including yourself?
There was a silence. Yes, Gilly said.
Has Cadmar showed any interest in hearing her tales?
None.
Lets make certain he doesnt. The bell was ringing. Shall we go in? She 
took his arm, and felt him lean into her.
It was the first time Clement had sat down in that room to watch the 
storytellers performance. The eager soldiers struggled with each other for the 
best spots, but they had left a seat for Gilly, and Clement sat in the place the 
storyteller vacated. A soldier said, Lieutenant-General, youve not come here 
before? Youll be amazed.
She turned to the soldier, and found a hard-faced, embittered veteran, who had 
already turned away from her to look up at the storyteller with an expression of 
childish anticipation. Why? said Clement.
Oh, shes good. The veteran put a ringer to her lips. This is the best part.
What followed was a ripple of silence, and the tension of anticipation. The 
storyteller waited on the stage of the tabletop: poised, taut, intent. Just as 
Clement thought the performer had waited too long, she spoke. I am a collector 
of tales, and I will trade, story for story. This is a tale of the Juras people, 
who are giants in an empty land, whose voices are so big they sing the light 
into the stars.
She told the tale of the grass-lion and the buffalo, which Clement thought was 
about the dangers of underestimating the enemy, or of overestimating oneself, or 
perhaps of being so stupid as to assume there is no more to be understood about 
the world. The storyteller told five more tales, and each one was a 
disappointment to Clement, for none of them was a tale of magical flower bulbs.



Oh, dear, Gilly said. Clem, I fear you are in trouble. Something very odd is 
happening to you.
But he added, after a while, At least get Cadmars permission.
Clement made certain Cadmar was in a jovial mood, which, after so many years 
with him was not too difficult to engineer. He laughed at her request, which she 
expected, and then granted it. He liked to think he was generous with his 
inferiors, especially in matters that were irrelevant to and not inconvenient to 
him.
Clement rode to Alrins house early one cold afternoon, alone and unexpected. 
Marga must have been out, for the storyteller opened the door and admitted her 
without comment. She was not wearing her performance clothes, but Alrins tailor 
certainly had been exercising his skills on her: her wool suit was austere, not 
impractical, and very flattering. Clement had been curious what possessed the 
courtesan to take in this unconventional lodger, but, watching the uncanny woman 
go up the stairs to announce Clements presence, it occurred to Clement that 
Akin might simply be indulging in a passion for exotic decoration.
She asks you to come upstairs, said the storyteller when she returned.
You did tell her?
Business. As you said.
Clement made her own way to Alrins room. The courtesan lay in bed, supported by 
pillows, with the lamp lit and an account book beside her. Her round belly 
jutted before her. Youre not well? Clement said.
Alrin waved a graceful hand. Oh, its nothing. Marga made me see the midwife, 
and now I must lie abed all day. Im sure you wish that you might suffer so.
Clement was particularly glad that she had managed to bring a gift, which she 
now unpacked from its makeshift wrappings. The pottery cup was no more than a 
broken discard found outside the refectory. The cup was full of plain water and 
ordinary stones, but the bulb planted in it had bravely and insouciantly put 
forth its buds, and just that morning one of the buds had cracked open to 
release a pale pink flower.
Alrin exclaimed, Oh, what a scent! How did you convince it to bloom so early?
Soldiers secret. Clement set the broken cup with its perfumed contents on the 
nearby table. As she stood at the foot of the bed, watching Alrin breathe in the 
scent again and again, each time with fresh pleasure, she had the amazed idea 
that perhaps she had accomplished one worthwhile, though extremely small, thing 
this year.
What do you want from me? Alrin finally asked.
I would like, Clement said, to adopt your child.
Surely you are not serious.
Very serious. Clement looked around, found a chair nearby, drew it closer to 
the bed, and sat in it. How much will it take?
You could start by being a man, Alrin said.
This directness was new, and very strange. Perhaps, since Alrins retirement had 
been thrust upon her early by this illness, she had begun to practice bluntness 
in preparation for her new career.
Clement said, If I had pretended to be acting as Cadmars intermediary, youd 
give me the child, and never know the money wasnt his.
But you didnt.
Of course not.
They both were silent. The heady scent of the newly opened flower gradually 
filled the room.
Alrin finally said, Im stunned by this proposal.
That was when Clement knew she had a chance, for if there had been no hope, 
Alrin would have simply refused. Clement said, If I were a man, how much would 
it take to outbid the other candidates?
Alrin rather delicately named a sum.
Clement offered substantially more than that.
Alrin looked involuntarily at her closed account book.
Clement stood up. Let me know when you have made up your mind. I have a journey 
to make in a few days, and may be gone from the garrison for some time. But 
Gilly will act as my agent in my absence, and he has access to my funds.
Alrin said in some surprise, Is he your brother?
Clement felt rather blank. But surely it should have been a simple question? She 
finally answered, Gilly is what I have.



Chapter Twenty-Five



On any night, Garland might open his eyes to the glow of Medrics candle, a red 
blur behind the curtain that divided the attic. Medrics pen might be 
scratching, or he might be steadily, rhythmically turning the pages of a book, 
or he might be mixing a new batch of ink. Sometimes he muttered to himself, and 
Garland might wonder sleepily how anyone could possibly work in such cold. One 
night, though, Garland awakened to Medrics voice, raised in excitement, and 
Emils voice, moderately responding. Garland got up, and peered cautiously 
through the curtain. Emil sat on the edge of the bed with a sheaf of papers on 
his knees. Medric, lenses aglow with candlelight, talked wildly, his long, thin 
fingers flickering in the cold air.
Emil spotted Garland and said wryly, Sometimes we have nights like this. 
Theres no point in begging him to be quiet.
Oh, my brother! Medric cried. Its finished! And you can read it, too!
Garland said groggily, I still cant read. For although he had been sharing 
Leebas alphabet lessons, he suspected he had quite a distance to go.
But Emil will read it to you. Hes a fine reader.
Emil tugged at the tangle of blankets. Do get in the bed, Garland, and listen 
for a while. I would consider it a great favor.
The effort of getting the bedding straightened out was enough to wake Garland up 
completely. Blessed day, Emil grumbled, shivering in his underclothes. How 
did these blankets get to be such a mess? And Medric, why must you and I always 
be condemned to the one room without a fireplace?
Its for the books, really, said Medric. They like it airy.
But why must we sleep with them? A man might be forgiven for wishing he might 
occasionally be just a little comfortable.
Oh, no, no, no, Medric admonished him. Not a little, not even for a moment! 
Shaftal is a discomforting mistress!
Garland got rather self-consciously under the blankets, which were extremely 
heavy but not at all warm, and Emil tucked a stale-smelling pillow under his 
head. That was a remarkable thing you did with that fowl tonight, he said. 
Beyond him, Medric bounced excitedly on his toes, apparently trying to jump out 
of his skin. I have to say, continued Emil, its a pleasure to see Karis 
finally putting on that weight she lost from being sick this spring. She was 
looking an awful lot like a smoke addict again, and I was finding it unsettling. 
Present miseries are bad enough, without always being reminded of past ones.
Garland said, Karis used to look like a smoke addict? Why?
Because she was one. Emil got under the blankets beside Garland, and muttered, 
Well, that was hardly worth the effort. Do you think we have even a hope of 
becoming warm?
Garland, trying and failing to imagine Karis as one of those numbed, obsessed, 
starved, shadow-people that in the last few years had become increasingly rare 
in Shaftal, replied rather vaguely, No hope at all.
What is the matter, Medric? said Emil innocently.
Medric pushed the sheaf of papers at him. I beg you! Read! In your clear, 
compelling, quavering
candid, cantankerous said Emil.
querulous voice!
Smiling, Emil picked up the first page and held it at an angle to capture the 
candle light. A History of My Fathers People, he read. Being an Account of 
the Sainnites, and How They Came to Shaftal, a Discussion of How to Understand 
Them, and Why They are Doomed.
He put down the sheet and rubbed his eyes. A very specific and compelling 
title. Who could resist reading the book?
Medric rubbed his hands gleefully. I should think that no one could resist! And 
at this time of year, theres nothing else to do anyway, and thanks to the 
Sainnites, theres nothing to read.
They can cook, interjected Garland.
While someone reads to them.
And fix things, said Emil.
But someone will read to them while they work! Twenty or thirty people at once 
might hear a single reading. And then theyll bring it to their neighbors, who 
will bring it to their neighbors . . . ! Unable to contain himself, Medric 
leapt to his feet, with the quilt in which he was wrapped trailing him like a 
cloak. But the attic was filled with booksfloor to ceilingand he could only 
walk three paces before he ran into a pile of stacked crates. Nose to nose with 
the crate, he cried, Well print five hundred copies! And two hundred thousand 
people will have read it by spring mud!
I know better than to question your ciphering, Emil said, But there are a few 
practical problems.
Medric snorted dismissively.
Garland said to Emil in a low voice, Are the Sainnites really doomed?
Hmm. Emil leafed through the sheets, and gradually his face became nearly as 
gleeful as Medrics. Look at those numbers! Thats got to be giving some poor 
officer any number of sleepless nights. They have only a few hundred children, 
and it takes as many as ten to replace one dead soldier? Theyre doomed, all 
right! Medric, bring the candle, will you? Medric sat on the bed with the 
candle in his hand, grinning like a maniac. In a steady, clear voice, Emil began 
to read, interrupted only by Medrics occasional snort or chuckle.



The people you call Sainnites would more properly be called Carolins born into 
a soldier caste that happened to serve under the warlord of Sainna. My father 
served that warlord with honor until he was driven out of Sainna by fellow 
Carolins, who served different warlords and were simply following orders. My 
father was just a young man then and its difficult to say how accurate his 
version of events is, but I have talked to several other veterans and they all 
tell a similar story, so I believe it is true enough. They say the lord of 
Sainna was a greedy man whose holdings encompassed a great stretch of sea coast, 
including several important harbors. In Shaftal, the harbors are important to 
the fisherfolk who ride the high tides over the rocks that will wreck their 
ships at lower tides; in the harbors the fishing boats can safely unload and can 
take shelter from the storms that make navigation so hazardous. But in Sainna, 
the harbors were big and deep, accessible at any tide, with long docks that 
served ships two or three times the size of the largest Shaftali fishing boat. 
These harbors were places that people went to make their fortunes, young people 
hoping to sign on as sailors, merchants with money to invest, hoping to sell a 
boatload of something to another country at a profit, and the Lord of Sainna 
himself, who collected inordinate shipping taxes and regularly punished his land 
bound neighbors by refusing to let them travel to the coast or to use his 
harbors. So the day came that three of the neigh boring warlords banded 
together against him, having agreed in advance that they each would get one of 
Sainnas ports and a corridor to the sea. Their Carolin soldiers were no better 
fighters than those of Sainna, but the numbers were overwhelming, and they 
literally drove the army of Sainna into the sea. Eventually, the refugees 
reached Shaftal, far to the north, after a hazardous crossing of an unfriendly 
sea that sometimes is covered with floating ice mountains.
My father was eighteen, more than old enough to fight, a marksman of some renown 
already, but who was, he used to tell me, of no use at all in that last, chaotic 
battle where it was all hand-to-hand fighting and there was no time for loading 
pistols. He survived unscathed by simple luck and can scarcely remember his 
escape, he was so bewildered and exhausted with fighting. He had four close 
friends of his own age, and by the time he was climbing the ladder to board a 
commandeered ship, all of his friends had disappeared and he never saw them 
again, nor did he know what had become of them. Of all the griefs he bore in his 
short lifefor he was dead at thirty-fiveit was the loss of those friends that 
weighed most heavily on him, for though there are many criticisms my fathers 
people justly deserve, it cant be said that they arent loyal to their friends.
My father drew a map once, of that faraway land he hailed from. He could not 
read or write, but he remembered where the major rivers and boundaries lay, and 
where an army on the move might easily travel, and what lord ruled what 
territory. He had studied that map as a boy, for like all Carolins, his life 
depended upon knowing where he was and where he was going. Still, he might leave 
on a journey through a friendly neighbors territory and have the friend turn 
enemy before the journeys end, and there was nothing he could do to save his 
life then.
Lately, travel in Shaftal has also gotten hazardous, for there are bandits and 
hostile farmholds where before they were unheard of. Still, it is difficult for 
a Shaftal-born person to imagine what my fathers homeland was like: I have 
caught glimpses of it in my dreams, an easy, sunny place of gentle winds and 
fertile soil, crisscrossed by guarded boundaries and walls to keep one lord from 
encroaching on anothers territory. The soil is rich because of all the blood 
thats been spilled in defense or attack, and some of the slights over which 
these lords still battle are centuries old. I asked my father once to explain it 
tome, why the people all are willing to die over some high lords whim, and my 
father was angry with me that I did not instinctively understand the 
requirements of a soldiers honor.
To understand the Carolinsthe Sainnites, as they are called hereit is 
necessary to understand what they mean by honor. To discipline oneself to accept 
and fulfill ones station and to do it with pride, that is honor. To do as 
commanded without question or hesitation, that is honor. To want with all your 
heart and soul for your people, whoever they are, to gain ascendancy at any 
cost, that is honor. To dishonor oneself, then, is to question tradition, to 
think for oneself, to desire differently from ones father or mother. These are 
the things a Carolin soldier will never do, or at hast will not admit to.
I am, by Carolin standards, a dishonorable man. I suppose I should disclose this 
fact early, so that you might slam this book shut in disgust if that is your 
bent, and not waste further time on it. I am writing this book that you might 
understand the tragedy of my fathers people, how their honor has brought them 
to the point of extinction in this land they once thought their refuge. And yet 
I am writing in my mothers tongue, Shaftalese, because it is the Shaftali 
people who most need to learn from this history. The worst thing they have done 
to you, who are my mothers people, was not to destroy your government, take 
your food and children, deny your traditions, or outlaw your greatest powers. 
The worst thing they have done is to replace your version of honor with theirs. 
They are making you, the Shaftal people, into Carolins. So when you read this 
book, read it not as a history of the enemy, but as a history of your own 
future: what will happen to Shaftal when the Carolins are extinct, but live on 
in you and your children. Rather than defeat the enemies, you must change 
themor else, someday, their story will be your story.



The text continued, but Garland fell asleep. When he awoke to rising daylight, 
Emil and Medric were still huddled together in the bed with him, with pages of 
the manuscript scattered about. They seemed to be arguing their way through it, 
word by word, and inexplicably enjoying themselves so much that it had not 
occurred to them to go to sleep. Garland stumbled downstairs to light the ovens 
and knead the bread dough. His hands knew their work, and he shaped his loaves 
in a daze of sleepy satisfaction.
Karis appeared and went outside with the scrap bucket, and soon Garland could 
hear the ringing of her ax. Then Medric poked his head in the kitchen door and 
asked, Did you tell her?
Tell who what?
Very good. Medric disappeared, and Garland heard him go out the front door. 
Karis! he called. Karis, Karis, Karis!
The ax fell silent. Garland left his loaves to rise and his ovens to heat, put 
on his coat, and took another coat from the hook for Medric. Outside, the ravens 
fought over the scraps that Karis had spilled across the snow. The ax, driven 
into the stump, quivered in the cold glare of the sun. Karis and Medric sat 
together at the top of the porch steps. Her hair stuck out stiffly below her 
cap; her eyes were as blue and crisp as the sky. Garland put Medrics coat on 
him.
I did wonder what we were hauling a printing press around for, Karis said to 
Medric. But does anyone know how to use it? I doubt it.
Oh, youre as bad as Emil, Medric said. It doesnt matter, Karis. Its just a 
machine. Youll figure it out.
Not necessarily. I never learned to cook or sew.
Your hands are too big, and you just didnt like the idea. But you like the 
idea of printing a book, dont you?
She looked at him askance. I think youd better get Jhan to mix you a potion.
Leaning on the wall nearby, Garland began to laugh helplessly. He muffled his 
face in his collar.
You think, Karis added, that we can typeset, print, and bind five hundred 
books.
Emil knows book-binding.
But the typesetting, Medric! It takes years of training!
It only has to be readable, though. And we have to do it.
Oh, well, if we have to ... , she said sarcastically.
Good! Apparently having become aware of the cold, Medric huddled, grinning, in 
his coat. Emil and Jhan between them must know practically everyone worth 
knowing in Shaftal. Well get the books to their friends, and theyll give them 
to their friends . . .
We? said Karis. How, exactly? In dead of winter? You are mad.
He nodded so enthusiastically that his neck appeared pliable as a noodle. Karis 
gazed at him with fond exasperation. Tell me, master seer, she said, We need 
sledges to move the books, but how can I build sledges without any wood?
He gestured expansively at the nearby trees.
Green wood will be too heavy.
Well, youll think of something. He yawned so abruptly and prodigiously that 
Garland yawned with him in sympathy.
And what of Long Night? she asked.
Medric looked for a moment like he didnt know what she was talking about. I 
cant see that far, he finally confessed. Too many possibilities, too much 
unknown. If I knew that Zanja knows she is alive ... or if I knew what the 
creature in her skin is doing ... or if I knew anything about her, really . . . 
He seemed, then, suddenly human: crestfallen, his fierce enthusiasm burnt to 
ashes, his wild certainties revealed as mere guesswork.
Is it time to send a raven to Watfield?
No, no, I think not. Not yet. Restrain yourself.
Youre hardly the one to lecture me about restraint!
Hardly, he said agreeably. By the lands, I am exhausted. I dont even know 
why. Im going to bed now.
When he was gone, Karis glanced at Garland. He doesnt know why hes tired? One 
conversation with him and Im exhausted.
You just need some breakfast. Garlands face, stiff with cold, felt as if it 
would crack.
Will you cook eggs? Should I go down the hill and get us some?
Garland squatted with his back against the houses sturdy stone side. The 
Gdeon of Shaftal wants to walk two miles in the snow to fetch her cook some 
eggs?
Yes. She stretched her long legs, and her feet reached to the bottom step. I 
have no patience, Garland. Zanja liked to comment on her lack of patience, 
though as far as anyone could see, her patience was supernatural. She could wait 
with such stillness that she practically disappeared. All the while, she was 
silently, motionlessly, unnoticeablyexploding.
Garland couldnt see Kariss face. She was looking across the snows aching 
glare. But her big, dirty hands, belying the quiet, steady tone of her voice, 
had clenched into fists.
Garland said, The two of you were a bit alike, I guess.
Karis looked at him. Let me fetch some eggs. Itll be another hour in which I 
wont go mad. I can stretch it out to two hours, probably, by chatting with the 
farmers about their livestock. When I get home, youll feed me a lot of good 
food, and only then will I have to figure out what to do with the rest of the 
day. Maybe Ill be lucky enough that someone will break something, so I can fix 
it. She sighed. The Gdeon of Shaftal? she said belatedly.
Theres a lot I dont understand about that. But these learned people insist 
thats what you are.
Karis said dryly, Ive heard that rumor too. But I never gave it much credence. 
Do we need eggs?
Im afraid not.
A kind man would have lied.
One never knows when a Truthken might be listening.
She tilted her head back to look at him. The corners of her eyes were crinkled 
with squinting into the sun. You mustnt like us, Garland. Its terribly 
dangerous. Well catch you up in some mad scheme. Well make you pack up your 
pots and abandon that sweet oven, in dead of winter, to trudge about in the 
teeth of various snowstorms, trying to convince a bunch of bored farmers to read 
a seditious book.
Oh, I dont mind. Garland looked at her sun-brilliant eyes, her weathered 
skin, the twisted mess of her hair. To have my own kitchen used to be my lifes 
ambition, he added in some amazement. It was not too long ago.
Oh, for pitys sake. What has that crazy seer done to you?
Garland tried to think of an answer. He did not think Medric was even to blame.
Karis continued, with an agitation that seemed altogether unfeigned, We come to 
you with our weary spirits, our broken hearts, our extremely baffled minds, and 
you make us biscuits, sausage rolls, jam buns, poached eggs with that amazing 
sauce, seed cakes, roast fowl varnished with that delicious shiny stuff
Raspberry jam glaze.
I walk into your realm, and you hand me something to eat. Whatever it is tastes 
so good that my fears and worries drop dead on the spot. I sit there with my 
mouth full, knowing nothing but how good it is. It isnt food, Garland. Its 
sanity.
Garland picked flakes of dried dough off his hands. He felt quite speechless.
Dont change, she said.
Ill stop cooking for you when you stop needing to eat. And I dont need a 
kitchen.
Is that a promise? Ill hold you to it. She was laughing. She had no idea what 
she had just given him.
Garland managed to say after a while, Can you explain something?
Explaining things, thats what Emil does.
But I have trouble understanding him, he uses so many words.
She glanced back at him. He does that to entertain Medric. Words are as good as 
sex to those two.
Oh, Garland said. Then, as comprehension belatedly came to him, he exclaimed, 
Oh!
She was grinning. But Emil can be perfectly plain spoken; just ask him. What do 
you want me to explain? You understand Ill do it badly?
Why is it so important that you dont take any action, if inaction is driving 
you mad?
Garland began to wish he hadnt asked, after a while. He could see that Kariss 
light spirits had gotten heavy, and she was squinting across the yard again, as 
though she could see through the woods, down the mountain, across the rough 
landscape of that rocky land, all the way to Watfield. And perhaps, he realized 
suddenly, that was precisely what she was doing. It was a dazzling, unnerving 
possibility. She said at last, Imagine youve got a tray of food balanced on 
one hand. And you need to add something really heavy to the tray.
A steamed pudding?
Yes, a steamed pudding. The only place you can safely put that pudding is in 
the middle of the tray, right above your hand. If you get it even slightly 
wrong, the entire meal goes to the floor.
Garland could almost see it: the shattered plates, the splattered gravy, the 
flying peas, the dismayed cook, the ravenous diners startled by the disaster. 
Id be very careful where I put that pudding, he said.
Well, Im the pudding.
Oh. There was a long silence. I do need eggs after all, Garland finally 
said. And I was wondering if you could He hastily considered his long list of 
chores. If you could sharpen my knives. And dont you need to figure out how 
that press works? And where to get some wood for sledges?
So much to do, said Karis gratefully. And I havent even chopped the firewood 
yet. Id better get busy.



Chapter Twenty-Six



It was a howling night, one of those godawful storms that made Clement wonder 
how humankind ever managed to get a foothold in this dreadful land. She had been 
checking on the progress of her sledges in the carpentry shed. The armorers had 
finally finished the runners, which should have been simple enough to fabricate, 
and all that remained to be done was the harness work. Soon Clements soldiers, 
who had finally developed a sullen competence with snow-shoes, would have 
something new to learn and complain about.
She built up the fire in her small, plain room, but unless she stood right on 
the hearth she couldnt feel the warmth. The night bell had long since rung, 
Gilly would be deep in a drugged sleep, and Clement decided she might as well go 
to bed. Like all soldiers, she had saved up her housekeeping tasks for winter, 
and could have done some mending, or put a new coat of paint on her table. But 
it was too cold.
There was a knock at her door and she opened it with her tunic half unbuttoned. 
A man with snow thick on his hood gave her a shivering salute. 
Lieutenant-General, the storyteller is at the gate.
The storyteller? What is she doing here at this hour?
She says you must come with her at once. Bring the money, she says.
They exchanged baffled looks.
The storyteller can be a bit close-mouthed, said the gate guard. So I thought 
you ought to talk to her yourself. Im sorry, though. Its a wretched night.
Here, stand by the fire for a bit, not that itll do you much good, since that 
wind is blowing directly down the chimney.
After shed bundled up in every warm piece of clothing she had, which she was 
certain would still not be enough, Clement left the guard still shivering by her 
poor fire and went downstairs to Gillys room. She didnt bother to pound on his 
door, but simply went in and shook him vigorously by the shoulder until he 
mumbled. What?
I have to go into town.
Clem? He turned his head and blinked blearily at her. That wind, he said, 
articulating carefully, will flay you.
Hell, Im half frozen and I havent even been outside yet. GillyI think 
Alrins decided to accept my offer.
Congratulations, he said dryly. Youve succeeded in completely mystifying me. 
And why are you going out? Have you explained already, when I was asleep?
The storytellers been sent to fetch me, and she wasnt too forthcoming with 
the gate guard. But
Oh, Clem! With his face muffled in the pillow, Gilly uttered a grunt of 
laughter. Youre about to become a mother.
Im afraid so.
Early.
Apparently.
Unprepared.
Desperately.
What do you expect me to do about it?
Explain my absence to Cadmar, will you? If Im not back by morning.
Clem, Gilly said, as she stepped away. What are you going to do with it?
With what?
With the baby.
Gilly was just a shadow in the darkness, but she stared at him. What do you 
mean?
When Alrin hands you her baby, Gilly said, What are you going to do with it?
She found herself incapable of reply. When she left Gillys room, he was still 
laughing, and she could hardly blame him.


* * *


When Clement finally reached the gate, having first awakened the garrison clerk 
to get her funds out of the lockbox, the storyteller waited in shelter, huddled 
by the brazier alongside the lone guard in the shack. At the sight of Clement, 
she rose quickly, wrapped a muffler around her face, and pulled on a pair of 
fur-lined gloves.
They went out into the storm. Clement was still speechless, but in any case, the 
storm would have made conversation impossible. A miserable journey, staggering 
down narrow roads with the wind blasting like a river down a canyon. One step at 
a time, tears freezing on her lashes, face numb, feet like blocks at the end of 
her legs. A killing wind, flinging ice like daggers. Shutters banged, a piece of 
slate torn loose from a roof shattered at her feet. Bloody hell! The 
storyteller glanced at her, her eyes a smear of black, rimmed in white snow 
stuck to the wool that wrapped her face. They staggered on.
The wind was barred from Alrins house, but still it roared, only somewhat 
muffled by latched shutters, locked doors, and heavy curtains. A single lamp 
flame flickered in the hall; the house seemed empty. The storyteller pulled the 
muffler from her face. Clement followed her to the kitchen, where together they 
built up the fire and then unwrapped themselves. When Clements face had thawed 
enough, she asked, How long until the child is born?
The storyteller stomped snow from her boots. I will ask the midwife. She left 
the kitchen.
A chair was drawn up to the fire, with a work basket beside it. Clement sat 
down, shivering, and waited. She waited a long time. Once, she thought she heard 
a groan or cry, but it could have been the wind. The storyteller returned. The 
midwife cannot say how long it will be.
But Alrin has borne several children.
The storyteller held her hands out to the fire; her fingers were still gray with 
cold. This one is different.
She swung the kettle over the fire, and then went moving about the dark kitchen. 
Distracted, still thawing out, Clement stared into the fire until the kettle 
began to utter enthusiastic spurts of steam. Then she watched the storyteller 
make tea: a surprisingly fussy process of Pouring small quantities of water, 
waiting, swirling the pot, sniffing the steam, and adding more water. The rich, 
grass-and-flower scent of the tea brought Clement out of her daze. Ive never 
seen anyone make tea like that.
The storyteller paused.
Usually, they just pour the water and let it sit.
This is the way I know.
How do you know it?
The storyteller poured some water, took another sniff, and put on the lid. She 
brought over the tea table, on which she had laid bread and butter, and a 
selection of cold foods: pickles, cheese, salt meat, jam. She poured the tea, 
and Clement took a sip. Whether due to the method or to the ingredients, it was 
delicious.
I cant answer your question, the storyteller said. I know many things but I 
dont know how I came to know them.
After a moment, Clement said, I suppose having no memories could be a 
blessing.
The storyteller said nothing, as though loss and gain were no more important to 
her than they were to a dumb beast. She drew a stool up to the fire, and took a 
cup of tea.
Clement sipped her tea and waited, and the storyteller never became impatient, 
never looked at her questioningly, never seemed restless at all. She held the 
teacup in her palms of her hands and warmed her fingers with it. Her solitary, 
remarkably long braid lay across her wool-clad back like a mislaid piece of 
yarn. Her boots steamed in the heat of the hearth.
Clement said, I havent even considered what to do with this baby when its 
born. I suppose I assumed Id have time to ... do whatever I am supposed to do.
The storyteller said, You must find someone to nurse it. A woman in milk, who 
will raise this baby beside her own, or whose own child is dead, or has been 
taken from her.
I have no idea how to find such a woman.
The midwife will know. There was a silence, and the storyteller added, It may 
be difficult.
You mean it will cost me even more money?
The Shaftali people do not raise children casually.
While Clement watched in stunned silence, the storyteller sipped her tea until 
the cup was empty. The child could die, Clement finally said. While Im 
running around looking for a young, willing woman with milk in her breasts . . 
.
The storyteller nodded indifferently. The Laughing Man is doing his work 
tonight.
The Laughing Man?
The storyteller reached into her boot and took out a pack of cards. Without 
looking, as though she knew the cards by feel, she took one out: a primitive 
woodcut of a man, laughing gleefully in the midst of a wrecked house. The 
storytellers fingertip touched the red symbol stamped on one corner. This 
glyph means fate, or chance. The Laughing Mans actions are so unexpected, and 
their effect is so profound, that his victims think it is a bitter joke. He 
destroys everythingeven trust and hope. But there is one power that can 
counteract his. She took out another card: a circle of people, arm in arm. 
Fellowship, she said.
Clement said, finally, as the storyteller secured the pack with a leather thong, 
To own these cards is illegal. To use them, to know how to use them, to use 
them in front of a Sainnite officer . . . !
Silent, serious, fearless, the storyteller tucked the cards into her boot.
The strangest aspect of this womans madness was how sane it seemed, how utterly 
coherent. If Clement asked the storyteller where she got her cards, or how she 
learned to read them, the storyteller certainly would respond that she did not 
remember. But she used them, as she used everything, as a tool for storytelling. 
She was not a friend or a lover, a member of a tribe, of a family; she had no 
past and neither feared nor desired the future. She was a storyteller only, and 
that was what both explained her coherence and defined her madness.
The storyteller gazed at Clement: a long gaze, incurious, unblinking.
Clement said, Dont let anyone else see those cards, or you will be a dead 
woman. Do I owe you a story now?
You told me a story already, a tale of a woman who contracted to buy a child 
without realizing that she also had to make a home for it.
Clement snorted. A ridiculous tale. Who wouldnt realize I here was a sound 
from upstairs, a wrenching cry of a sort Clement had heard too often in her 
life, but always before on a battlefield. My mothers gods!
She leapt to her feet, but the storytellers voice stopped her. Marga will not 
allow you into the room.
Shes dying!
Yes. The storyteller picked up her empty cup from the floor, and re-filled it.
The house again lay still, a silence wrapped around by howling wind. The 
Laughing Man leaves wreckage in his wake, inevitably, unstoppably. Clement 
returned eventually to the chair; there was nothing she could do.



Sometime before dawn, the storm began to lose its force. Clement was awakened by 
the storyteller building up the fire. She had slept in the chair, covered by a 
blanket, but the storyteller had perched unmoving on the stool all night. Now, 
she swung the kettle over flame once again, and began the ritual of making 
another pot of tea. Clement said, Has something happened?
Her reply was a faint rapping at the front door. The storyteller went to answer 
it, and quickly returned. The Lucky Man is here.
What? Clement leapt to her feet, snatched the corner of the blanket out of the 
coals, and then wrapped it around herself like a shawl. She went out into the 
bitter chill, into a city glazed with ice, with drifts of snow piled head-high 
by the harsh wind. A snow plow, dragged by two massive, steaming plow-horses, 
worked its way slowly down the street. At Alrins gate, which was half buried in 
a drift of snow, Gilly waited on horseback, attended by a red-cheeked, shivering 
young soldier. The storyteller came out behind Clement, with cups of tea 
emitting clouds of steam in the chill. She gave one to Gilly and one to his 
aide, then disappeared into the house again.
Clement said vaguely, Its almost as if the storyteller knew that you were 
coming.
People with talents like hers often have some prescience. Gilly gulped his 
tea. Any word?
Not yet.
Gilly looked grim. And Alrin has been laboring all night?
The storyteller implies... Clement took too deep a breath, and choked on the 
searing air. Gods, Gilly, what are you doing here?
The storyteller says what?
Alrin will die.
Well. He gulped his tea again, and handed Clement first the cup, then the 
basket that rested before him on the saddle. Ive made inquiries. But it will 
not be easy to find a nurse. Meanwhile, I think Ive gotten everything you need, 
even some milk. He spoke briskly, no doubt to cover his embarrassment.
She stared at him, speechless from gratitude and sleeplessness.
He continued, Ask the midwife to show you how to care for the child. And offer 
her a commission for helping you to find a nurse. But dont offend her.
How would I do that? she asked humbly.
By giving her orders as though she were a soldier.
Gilly ... I cant keep a baby in the garrison!
Ill tell Cadmar its temporary. Now get inside. He smiled a gruesome smile, 
twisted as always.
Im in your debt, I think.
Are you? I lost track several years ago.
She reached up, and he reached down, and briefly clasped her hand.
Back in the kitchen, the storyteller took the empty cups from her, then examined 
the contents of Clements basket, and gave an approving nod. Fellowship, she 
commented, and went to put the bottle of milk in the cold cupboard.



Some hours later, Marga came into the kitchen, carrying a bundle wrapped so as 
to reveal a solemn, old mans face and blue, unfocused eyes. Clement gave Marga 
the money, and Marga put the baby in her arms, like a shopkeeper handing over a 
sack of sugar.
I need to speak to the midwife! Clement said in a panic.
Shes busy, Marga said. The storyteller will show you out. She left the 
kitchen, hurrying, leaving Clement with a fleeting glimpse of her harried face 
and fatigue-smeared eyes. The storyteller followed her out, and for some little 
time Clement was left alone to stare at the baby, who blinked vaguely at her, 
opened and closed a toothless mouth and made random movements in its bindings. 
Clement felt a swift, deep shifting in her heart. Everything felt askew, and yet 
this giddiness was not entirely due to fear.
The storyteller returned. The midwife knows of a possible nurse. Shell speak 
to her tomorrow, and send her to the garrison, if shes willing.
But I need her to show me what to do!
The storyteller said, She cannot leave Alrin.
Clement stood like a dumb animal, watching without seeing, as the storyteller 
put a few things in a basket: her silken performance clothes, a wooden comb. 
Then she took the baby so Clement could put on her coat. She gave the infant 
back, now wrapped in three small blankets from Gillys basket, and put on her 
own outdoor clothing. She got the bottle of milk from the cupboard, and picked 
up both the baskets in one hand.
The storyteller held open the kitchen door for Clement. On the table in the 
front hall, where the lamp had long since burned itself out, she placed a 
latchkey. She opened the front door, and Clement walked out into the blinding 
day, where a cold sun glanced around scudding shreds of clouds, and the street 
was busy with people, old and young, all wielding snow shovels. The storyteller 
closed the door firmly.
The infant stirred in the cold and uttered a small complaining sound. The 
storyteller arranged a fold of blanket to shield its face, then took Clement by 
the arm to steady her on the snowy walk.
Youre coming with me? asked Clement.
In a voice made rough by cold the storyteller said, I will teach you to care 
for your son.
My son? said Clement blankly. She looked down at the bundled baby. Then, the 
finality with which the storyteller had shut that door sank in. Storyteller? 
Marga wont tolerate you after Alrin is gone?
Marga will do what she wants, now.
A silence. The street had been scattered with sand, and the storyteller took her 
supporting hand from Clements elbow. Clement said, Gilly and I will take care 
of you, somehow.
The baby in her arms seemed suddenly much heavier. She looked at him, and 
realized he was asleep.



Chapter Twenty-Seven



In the dim, chilly cellar, Karis painted the blocks of type with viscous ink 
that Garland had cooked the day before. She took the sheet of paper from 
Garland, carefully checked the side that was already printed to make certain she 
oriented it properly, and laid it delicately on top of the plate. She screwed 
down the press, waited a moment, then swiftly unscrewed it and lifted off the 
printed sheet, to hand to Garland.
Both of them were covered with ink, their clothing stained, their fingers black, 
their faces smudged. Holding the sheet carefully by the edges, Garland felt so 
tired he could not summon up a comment, though it seemed to him an appropriate 
moment for ponderous statements. Karis dug her knuckles into the small of her 
back. Is it right side up?
Garland glanced at both sides of the big sheet, on which were printed eight 
pages of Medrics booklet. Its right.
Were done, then.
He carried the page up the narrow stone stairs to the kitchen, which was strung 
with rope on which the drying sheets hung like tablecloths on a busy taverns 
laundry line. The entire household had gathered, and, as Garland came through 
the door, they clapped and uttered huzzahs.
Leeba, who ran giddily up and down the strung lines of paper, contributed a few 
shrieks. Though she had not been allowed in the cellar, she had managed to 
become an ink-child more smeared than Karis, more stained than Garland. She 
chanted as she ran: The last page! Of the last book! Of the last year!
Jhan captured her. But not the last bath!
She squealed like a piglet. Jhan, who had proved to be the one of them patient 
and persistent enough to master typesetting, gripped her a bit more determinedly 
than usual. We have got to get her to go to sleep, he said ominously.
Norina took the child from him. Leeba abruptly went limp and obedient, for which 
Garland, although he could now tolerate being in the same room as Norina, did 
not blame her. Medric took the last sheet of paper from Garlands hands, and 
ceremoniously hung it from a line.
Karis had been wearing a shirt that belonged in the rag bag. Ducking paper, she 
stripped it off, tossed it to the floor, and, in her undershirt, lay face down 
on Garlands table. I need a healer, she moaned.
Jhan went to her promptly, and examined her back. With unconcealed appreciation 
he said, You are a fine specimen! Look here, he said to Garland. You dont 
often see a musculus trapezius so developed. Even her musculus triceps brachii 
is obvious. What an anatomy lesson she would be!
Garland looked where Jhan pointed, apparently surprising the healer by actually 
showing some interest. Jhan happily explained the details of Kariss 
construction, pulling aside her shirt to point out the connections of muscle to 
bone, to explain what each one did, and to speculate on why and how the muscles 
of her back had developed as they had.
Blessed day, said Emil in a muted voice.
Garland looked around to find that Emil, with Medric folded comfortably to his 
chest, was gazing at Kariss amazing back with an astonished expression, as 
though it had only just occurred to him to be impressed by her. A deep man like 
him might neglect to notice the surfaces of things, Garland supposed.
Karis groaned pathetically.
Im done lecturing, Jhan assured her. His probing fingers paused. Spasm. I 
guess that hurts. He leaned all his weight into the heels of his hands and 
shoved the breath out of Kariss chest.
Emil sighed. The methods by which we divert ourselves are rather peculiar.
Eccentric, even, said Medric.
Desperate, said Norina, who had gotten the abnormally passive child into the 
washtub.
Both men blinked at this. Emil said, Desperate. And bookbinding is next. If you 
thought printing was dull. . .
I wont do it, Karis said, her voice strangled by the pressure on her back. 
All that fussing. I need to move more.
Deliveries after that, said Medric. Lots of moving.
Oh! said Karis.
There, said Jhan in satisfaction, apparently addressing Kariss anatomy. 
That was very obedient of you.
Karis took several deep breaths, but seemed disinclined to move otherwise. Jhan 
began methodically to work on one muscle at a time, and Karis grew so limp that 
Garland wondered if she might simply slither off the table like a very slimy 
fish.
Eyes closed, she mumbled, Emil, are you still there?
Still here, and still diverted. But now its by envy. Why has Jhan never done 
that to me? Obviously, Im not as beautiful to look at
Where are we going? Karis asked. Have we decided?
Oh, while you were down in the cellar we did take a look at Norinas maps, and 
we figure that we only actually need to visit some ten peoplethe right ten, of 
course, who know a lot of other peoplebut Ive got a good idea of who the right 
ten people are. So we can walk right across the middle of Shaftal, west to east, 
with a certain amount of meandering north and south. The weather will be 
terrible, I suppose, but youll help us dodge the storms. Do you want to see the 
map?
I put them away, said Norina, busy with the wash cloth. Leeba peered, rather 
trapped looking, from behind a mask of soap bubbles.
Garland fetched the map case, and took out a roll of several maps on heavy, 
sturdy paper, the most remarkable maps he had ever seen, for they appeared to be 
marked with every single road and path, village, hill, waterway, and stand of 
trees in the entire country or Shaftal. He held up the maps one by one before 
Kariss eyes until she reached with an ink-black finger to point at an 
undistinguished area. Whats here? I cant read it.
Emil took the map from Garland to bring it closer to the lamp. I think you were 
pointing at a sheep-shearing station. Its pretty far from anywhere, and surely 
its not even occupied at this time of year.
Jhan had switched his attentions to Kariss shoulder blades. She had shut her 
eyes again. She said, in a heavy, exhausted voice, No, Emil. Mabin is there.
Mabin, Garland thought. Councilor Mabin, general of Paladins. The one with the 
spike in her heart.
Do you want to visit her? Emils tone was neutral, but Garland noticed a 
sudden liveliness in his face.
Want? Karis said. No, of course not.
Ought, Emil corrected himself patiently.
Ought, said Medric firmly.
The Truthken briskly rubbed her shivering daughter with a towel. Karis will 
protect you, Garland, so dont go into a panic.
Garland realized then that panic was exactly what he felt.
The earth will open its mouth and chew up that woman alive if she even 
threatens my people, said Karis. And shell beg me to let her heart stop 
beating.
Her tone was so hard, and so matter-of-fact, that Garland said in a small voice, 
Literally?
Emil said, Earth logic, you, know, is awfully literal. And Karis, well, shes 
always been a bit He paused, apparently to hunt down and capture the most 
exact term. Definite, he said. When she does something, she does it. And you 
know shes done it. And you never forget it.
And it can really hurt, said Medric.
Karis raised her head. She looked at Medric, and then at Emil. You two can 
hardly wait, she said.



The parlor had become a makeshift bindery, lit by the households entire 
collection of lamps. Norina stood in the corner, methodically folding and 
slashing sheets of paper. Emil sorted and ordered the pages and then, like 
Garland, plied a heavy needle and thread to sew the pages together. Finally, 
Jhan and Leeba glued on the paper covers, and yesterdays ink-child had been 
transformed into a glue-child. After an entire morning of sewing, Garland still 
could not quite believe that books are held together at their centers by needle 
and thread. Such a homely thing! His fingers hurt, and he was glad to abandon 
the sewing occasionally to check his stewpot.
In the afternoon, Medric came down the stairs, and Leeba, who had gotten very 
bored with painting glue on paper, leaped up with a cry. Medric! I have a 
surprise! She produced with a flourish a very crooked, glue-blotted, 
ink-smeared book.
Is that it? said Medric. My book? He swept her up, book and all, and went 
twirling up and down the hallway with her in a dizzy dance, while she recounted, 
between shrieks of laughter, her very important role in the construction of this 
first book. Medric said, I know exactly where this one is to go. He poked his 
head into the parlor. Stop slaving away in the gloom! Lets give this book a 
proper send-off.
But first the book had to be wrapped in oilcloth and tied with twine, and the 
knots sealed with red wax. The resulting package was carried outside in triumph, 
with Medric waving it proudly, and the rest of them following in grimy 
procession: Jhan rubbing his sticky hands ineffectually with a rag, Garland 
sucking a needle-pierced fingertip, Emil playing a riddle game with Leeba, 
Norina intent as a cat stalking a mouse. Out they went into the cold, bright day 
and Karis came up the slope to greet them, pulling a completed sledge. To get 
the wood she had dismantled every cupboard in the house, leaving Garlands 
kitchen in complete disarray as a result. A hammer was tucked into her belt, and 
her pockets bulged with pegs or nails. Planes, a brace-and-bit, saws, and 
mallets scattered the porch where she had been working.
Whats that? she said, when Medric waved his package at her.
A book, he said importantly.
Just one?
The first one, Leeba said.
Well, put it in the sledge. And then go make four hundred and ninety-nine 
more.
You have no sense of ceremony, grumbled Medric. Now listen! This book shall 
not be hauled across the snow. No weary journey cross hill and dale, no 
hostile, porridge-eating farmers to be tempted to use it to start their 
breakfast fires. No, that may be its brothers fate, but not this one. Not this 
one! He held it up, and shook it for emphasis. This one shall be delivered by 
ravens!
Give it to me, Karis said.
Medric came down the porch steps and handed it to her. She weighed it in the 
palm of her hand. You should have written a shorter book. How far do you expect 
it to be carried?
To Watfield.
The amusement faded from her cold-flushed face. Medric
Medric gave an elaborate shrug, that seemed to begin with his feet, and traveled 
upwards in a loose-limbed movement that made him seem on the verge of collapsing 
into a pile of disconnected bones.
She looked at him, eyes glinting, mouth drawn tight, Garland suspected, to keep 
herself from uttering words that might at best be discourteous. When she spoke 
at last, however, it was to say prosaically, Fortunately, Garland has been 
stuffing the ravens with corn bread.
The ravens arrived as she spoke: dropping from the roof, from the treetops, from 
the cloud-draped sky. Whatwhatwhat? they cried.
Medric turned completely around, a giddy man in a maelstrom of flapping wings. 
Youre sending them all?
I have to, so they can carry your heavy book in relay. With a very small, very 
mocking bow, Karis returned to the seer the packaged book. He lifted it over his 
head, balanced on his fingertips. The ravens rose up again in a flapping cloud 
that briefly cloaked him, and then he was empty handed, and one of the departing 
ravens dangled the package from its claw.
Good-bye! Medric cried. Good luck! Leeba, and then the rest of them, joined 
him in shouting their farewells. But Karis stood silent, monolithic, with her 
hands jammed in her pockets, squinting in the light as she watched the ravens 
fly away.



Chapter Twenty-Eight



The door latched softly. Clement, who had fallen asleep with the baby in the 
crook of her arm and a nippled milk bottle resting precariously on her chest, 
slitted open her eyes to see that it was the storyteller, slipping in unhindered 
and unescorted, pulling the hood back from her sharp-edged face. Clement 
mumbled, Is it day or night?
Almost suppertime.
Where have you been?
I owed Alrin a story. The storyteller hung her cloak on a hook and began 
stripping off and folding her plain wool clothing.
How is she doing? said Clement with surprise.
Shes dead. Since yesterday.
The storyteller had been telling stories to a dead woman.
Clement looked down at her son, who blinked at her as though in abject 
amazement. She felt a sensation she could not put a name to; it seemed too 
unfamiliar to be called, simply, sadness.
The room was dark, the storyteller an indifferent shadow, doing up the buttons 
of her silken performance clothes. Clement had hardly slept in two days. And she 
was shaken by the enormity and suddenness of the catastrophe she had brought 
upon herself. Clement let a few tears fall, a luxury so long forbidden she 
wasnt even certain how to do it. The storyteller, if she even noticed, offered 
no comment.
Before the woman left for the evenings performance, though, she put a fresh 
bottle of milk on the windowsill to keep cold, then came over to the bed to 
check the baby. She had drilled Clement in feeding and diapering as determinedly 
as Clement had ever drilled a soldier. Clement said, Do you approve? Her voice 
was still rough with tears.
I visited the midwife, the storyteller said. The nurse will come tomorrow 
morning.
What has taken so long?
Shes very young. Her parents are reluctant.
Clement thought of a young woman, as young as Kelin, maybe, arguing angrily with 
an array of disapproving parents. Hell, she muttered. Will you tell Gilly 
that shes coming? And ask him to visit me after the night bell.



After the night bell, Gilly arrived with the storyteller and an aide who was 
carrying a precarious supper tray. The stew had gotten stone cold on its journey 
from the refectory, but at least there was some meat in it. Clement ate, and 
Gilly said, Cadmar complains that he is unattended.
Clement crushed a fragment of frozen butter onto her cold bread. He knows Im 
leaving in just a couple of days. What does he want from me?
The storyteller approached them and handed the baby to Gilly, who accepted the 
bundle with some surprise. She silently left the room.
Where is she going? Gilly held the baby awkwardly, looking unnerved.
Shell sit on her heels in the hallway. Gazing into space.
Peculiar.
But it does give me some privacy. Are the soldiers now letting her wander the 
garrison unescorted?
Ill look into it. She mentioned that the nurse is finally coming tomorrow. Are 
you thinking that the four of you can live in this one room, in harmony?
Wont the nurse will take the child away?
The baby was uttering rhythmic grunting sounds. Gilly looked down at him with a 
puzzled expression, as though the arrival of this small person were nearly as 
dismaying to him as it was to Clement. A young woman, unmarried, no household 
of her own, apparently acting against her parents wishes? Shell expect you to 
provide for her. Shes got nowhere to take a child.
Someone might have told me! Clement smeared more butter onto her roll. The 
storyteller could have told me, if she knew how to volunteer information. Then 
she mumbled, her mouth full, I feel like Im eating frozen sawdust.
It goes well with that frozen mud puddle. Gilly indicated the gelid bowl of 
brown stew.
Reminded, Clement swallowed a few chilling spoonfuls. Fortunately, I know youd 
never point out a problem until youd thought of a solution.
Theres a place available not two buildings away from the gate.
Keep my own establishment?
I would hardly call two rooms an establishment.
The baby uttered a cry, rather experimentally, but Gilly gave a start, which in 
turn caused the baby to cry in earnest. Clement shoveled in a few more 
mouthfuls, then took the baby, and admonished him, Listen, little soldier, 
were strategizing your future, and strategy requires concentration.
The storyteller could also live there, said Gilly, speaking loudly over the 
babys wailing. Ill help with the cost, of course. Ive always wanted to be 
somebodys uncle.
Clement said, Im not sure I heard you, with that shrieking in my ear. Did you 
say you want to be an uncle!
Grinning, Gilly stood up and leaned upon his sturdy cane. Ill check those 
rooms in the morning, and if they look passable, Ill rent them on your behalf.
She opened and held the door for him. Out in the hallway, the storyteller rose 
up lightly from where she had been squatting with her shoulders against the 
wall. Lets get some sleep if we can, Clement said to her. Will you be all 
right on the stairs, uncle?
Gilly gestured crudely and shuffled into the shadows.



When Clement first set eyes on her sons new wet nurse, she was flirting with 
the soldiers at the gate: a plain, thin, sullen girl, younger than Kelin had 
been. She unbuttoned despite the chill to display her swollen, milk-leaking 
breasts. Satisfied? she asked sharply, then added placatingly, Madam. What 
became of your own baby?
He went to the fathers family. Winking at the goggling soldiers, the girl did 
up her buttons.
No doubt that this girl would be a trial to Clement, just as she surely had been 
to her recently discarded parents. In the rented rooms, though, where at Gillys 
instigation the plaster was being repaired and furniture was being delivered, 
the girl sat down beside the glowing coal stove and demonstrated that she could 
suckle, though the baby appeared to need some training. The storyteller squatted 
on her heels and watched this amateur performance with what seemed to Clement a 
healthy skepticism.
Clement squatted beside her. If this were your son, would you leave him in this 
girls care?
I cannot answer that question, the storyteller said.
Clement hired the girl only because she had no choice. That night she lay in her 
own room, alone, trying to convince herself that she appreciated the luxury of 
an uninterrupted night. At sunrise she was in the rented rooms again, holding 
her son beside the newly lit stove, having a quiet conversation with him while 
the nurse and storyteller slept.
Acquiring a child is no different from acquiring a horse, she said to him. 
For every Sainnite but me.
The baby lay in her arms, an unopened package, a blinking, sleepy stranger. For 
me, Clement said, it appears to be a shocking occasion. Perhaps as much as it 
is for you.
She glanced at the door that hung half ajar to let in the heat, beyond which the 
storyteller slept on a pallet on the floor. You can thank the storyteller for 
this. Or curse her, if you like. Whatever you think she deserves.
The baby uttered a small burbling grunt.
No, I cant make up my mind either, she said.



The day of Clements departure for the childrens garrison had arrived too soon. 
Where did all those ravens come from? said Gilly from the back of his horse, 
as he escorted her to the garrison gate.
Black birds swarmed above the garrison gate. As Clement watched, their flying 
mass compressed together, then exploded upward, uttering eerily gleeful rattling 
cries.
The forty gloomy soldiers who awaited Clement at the gate watched the departing 
birds with undisguised anxiety. Hell,
Clement muttered. Ravens were battlefield birds; Sainnites loathed and feared 
them. Theyll be thinking those birds are an ill omen.
Gilly was usually contemptuous of soldier superstitions, but now he looked 
worried.
The gate captain was approaching. Though he was one of the most dispassionate 
soldiers in the garrison, even he looked discomforted. He carried an unlabeled 
package wrapped in oilcloth, sealed with red wax, tied with twine, and smeared 
with bird droppings. What is it, captain? asked Clement sharply.
Lieutenant-General, this thing seemed to fall from the sky.
Involuntarily, Clement looked again at the disappearing flock of ravens. One had 
separated from the group and now swooped down to land on the peak of a rooftop. 
Gillys voice spoke harshly. Keep your imaginings to yourself, captain!
It was what Clement should have said to the gate captain. She turned to him 
belatedly and said, Morale is going to be tricky enough without the soldiers 
thinking were getting packages from ravens.
Yes, maam. But what should I do with this?
Give it to me, Gilly said. In a low voice he added to Clement, Go talk to 
your soldiers.
She stepped forward to greet Captain Herme, and with him beside her walked 
through the ranks of the gloomy company, greeting every soldier by name, 
enthusiastically touting the inevitable success and importance of their venture. 
By the time she had finished trying to raise their spirits, she could see Cadmar 
and Ellid arriving for the official departure. She hurried back to Gilly.
Looking both unhappy and unwell, he briefly held up a slim book for her to see, 
then hid it again in its dirty oilcloth wrappings.
A book? said Clement. In Shaftalese?
It purports to be written by Medric.
Thats a Sainnite name, she said. Then she remembered who Medric was. The one 
who claimed to be a seer? The one who disappeared from Wilton Garrison? Hes 
written a bloody book?
Not just a book, Clem. Its about the Sainnites. And Medric is in fact a seera 
true seer.
How can you be certain of such a thing?
Because he knows the numbers.
She stared at Gilly, dumbstruck. She knew perfectly well what numbers he meant: 
the secret numbers, which Gilly had ciphered only once and then had burned to 
ashes. The numbers that were only known to the two of them and to Cadmar.
Gilly continued, This seer can cipher too. And he has a printing press. No 
doubt this book is right now being read all over Shaftal. And that seer is 
taunting us by sending us a copy! Because he knows there isnt a thing we can do 
about it!
Clement took in a breath and let it out. Theres nothing we can do, she said. 
So dont tell Cadmar.
Clem
Hell prevent me from going on this mission!
They stared at each other, then Gilly said grimly, And that would only compound 
the disaster. He tucked the grimy package inside his coat. Ill give you a 
day.
Two.
His gaze briefly focused over her shoulder, then he smiled stiffly at her, 
apparently trying to pretend this was a pleasant conversation. Hes coming over 
to us.
Two days, Gilly. I cant be out of his reach in one.
Right, Gilly said. Well, I certainly look forward to hearing about all your 
adventures, and wish you a safe journey.
She turned around and found Cadmar and Ellid had come within hearing. Well, 
General, will you wish us well?
He did. She saluted. He saluted. Ellid saluted. The gate was opened. The 
soldiers marched out, snowshoes on their backs, dragging awkward sledges that 
would soon be gliding on snow. Clement followed them out the gate, reeling.



Ten days later, in the teeth of a howling snowstorm, her company arrived at the 
childrens garrison. As Clement explained to Commander Purnal why she had 
returned, and with such a large escort, his astonishment soon turned to 
sarcastic appreciation. So, your bungling has turned our garrison into a 
symbol! And now youre finally forced to take us seriously! Well, its six days 
yet until Long Night, and theres plenty of roof repairs needing to be done in 
the meantime.
Were going to remain invisible indoors. You will continue your business as 
though we were not here. And Im placing those soldiers I left behind under 
Captain Hermes command.
Its only what I expected of you, Purnal said bitterly, and stumped off in a 
temper.
An experienced Paladin commander who was planning an attack would keep a watch 
on his target for days beforehand, so to keep their arrival unnoticed Clements 
company had avoided roads and farmlands as they neared their destination. 
Snow-covered streambeds had often offered the best paths as they navigated 
through the woods by compass and dead reckoning. One glorious day, they had 
followed a frozen river and had been lucky to find shelter in an empty building 
with its dock pulled onto the riverbank to keep the ice from destroying it. Most 
days, though, had been grueling, and at night they sheltered themselves in 
makeshift constructions of snow, branches, and tarpaulins. It took two days by 
the hearthfires of the childrens garrison for the soldiers to thaw out. But 
every night, once full dark had fallen, with an audience of fascinated children 
they rehearsed the battle.
As she endured the empty days, Clement desperately wished she could distract 
herself. Her room had one small window, and often she opened the shutters and 
peered out at the pristine snow, sunlit or starlit. Sometimes there were 
children out in the snow. Watching them, Clement felt a pulling in her chest, as 
though some physical pieces of her had been left behind in Watfield.
With the visiting war-horses as allies, the children beat down a circular track 
along which they marched, or chased each other, or pulled each other on 
makeshift sleds. Around and around the garrison they went. So also Clements 
thoughts circled around and around, but they circled a distant place and time, 
five years in the past: the seer Medrics most recent posting, Wilton Garrison, 
in South Hill, the summer after Cadmar became general.
That summer, Wilton garrison had been attacked and burned by rockets. The 
rockets had been invented by Annis, a Paladin woman of South Hill Company. Those 
same rockets had burned down Watfield.
The leader of Death-and-Life, Willis, had also come from South Hill. If he had 
learned from Annis how to make the rockets, he must have been a member of South 
Hill Companythe same company that had held firm in the face of what should have 
been an overwhelming force of soldiers.
Medric had been a resident of Wilton garrison when it was burned, an attack he 
inexplicably failed to predict, even though, according to Commander Heras, under 
whose command he had served, his previous predictions had been devastatingly 
accurate. Later that summer, he had disappeared.
Willis disappeared. Annis disappeared.
The longtime commander of South Hill Companya formidable leader, respected even 
by Herasdisappeared.
Heras reported vague rumors of treachery, of a mysterious member of South Hill 
Company who Paladins thought was a Sainnite spy. But she also, it seemed, had 
disappeared.
Surely all these disappearances mean something! Wildly, desperately, Clement 
wore away the floorboards with her pacing. In the dead of night, in a building 
filled with sleeping children, she spoke aloud to her empty, solitary room: 
What happened in South Hill?
Some hours later, she asked the question again, differently: What began in 
South Hill?
Then it came to her: in the autumn of the same year, a gigantic woman had 
supposedly plunged a spike into Councilor Mabins chest without killing her. She 
had done it because of a mysterious woman. And then the so-called Lost Gdeon 
had disappeared.
Had all these people disappeared together? Would they also reappear together? 
Annis had reappearedor at least her devastating rockets had. Willis had 
reappeared as the leader of Death-and-Life. Medric had reappeared, to blithely 
publish the Sainnites most dangerous, most closely kept secret. And a 
mysterious woman was telling stories in Watfield garrison.
Some hours before dawn, Captain Herme sat up in startlement as Clement walked 
into his room. Lieutenant-General, what is wrong?
She wanted to say, I am trapped ten days hard journey from Watfield, and I am 
going mad.
But instead she said apologetically, Im having a bad night, captain. And its 
occurred to me that weve got to capture the leader of this group alive, 
somehow.
Herme groaned.
I knowto kill a cage full of rats is easy. To kill all but one is practically 
impossible.
He groaned again, his hands rasping loudly on his unshaven cheeks. Can I ask 
why?
I need to ask the man a question.
But to try to keep him alive will risk our success. Is it that important?
She wanted to say, Perhaps it will spare us from being completely exterminated. 
But instead she said, Yes, captain, it is that important.



Chapter Twenty-Nine



They were huddled around Karis, in the single room that had been afforded them 
by the farm family on which they had imposed themselves. Leeba, on whom the 
great adventure of this winter journey had quickly palled, had whined herself to 
sleep. The rest of them, blistered, frostbitten, and still chilled to the bone, 
clustered together in their underclothes. A fire burned in the fireplace, but 
its heat was blocked by drying boots and breeches, long shirts and wool coats. 
Karis was on her knees before Emil, with his frostbitten foot clasped in both 
her big hands. His boot, having developed a leak, was in the kitchen being 
repaired by the farmsteads cobbler.
You know how still Zanja could be, said Karis.
Emil said, If Zanja were thinking, or waiting, or listening, she could almost 
seem absent.
She is like that all the time, now. Present, but absent. Visible, but 
invisible. Listening, and silent. I see her form, her flesh, but I dont see 
her.
Emil said, Perhaps a part of her has replaced the whole.
Jhan, who recently had come in from attending an ailing member of the 
household, got under the covers with Norina and Leeba. Norina asked, What else 
do the ravens see? What do they see this woman doing?
Garland, against whose back the exhausted Medric had companionably curled, 
watched Karis shut her eyes so she could look through the eyes of her raven. She 
said, She is inside the garrison, in a building, where the raven cant see her 
now. But I can hear her voice. A silence, and she said, . . . Frost sparkled 
on the stones . . . The crack was wide as a hand ... It seemed to go on 
forever.
Apparently, tortoise-woman has just noticed that the world is splitting in 
two, said Emil. The woman is telling stories to the Sainnites, as Medric 
dreamed she would.
Garland wrenched some of the blankets from Medric so that Emil could tuck 
himself in. The three of them would share the single narrow bed, a feat they had 
accomplished several times now, in several different beds, though each time it 
seemed quite impossible. Karis, too big for the rooms, the doorways, and the 
furniture, had no choice for a bed but the floor.
Medric, his face buried in the pillow, mumbled, What about the book?
The ravens dropped the book inside the garrison gate, like you said to do, 
said Karis. Zanjaor rather whoever she is nowwas standing on the other side 
of the gate. On the garrison side, many soldiers were gathered, with sledges and 
snowshoes. A soldier picked up the book from the snow, looking puzzled. He gave 
it to a woman, who gave it to a man on horseback. A very ugly man, terribly 
deformed.
That must be the generals Lucky Man, said Garland. He uses a tincture for 
pain for his twisted back.
Hes a Shaftali, said Medric.
But they say hes privy to all the generals secrets.
Still, hes Shaftali. Medric smiled smugly, with his eyes still tightly 
closed, his spectacles safely put away for the night. Did he like the book, 
Karis?
He and that woman, they had an exceptionally dismayed discussion.
Oh, very good! And what is the woman doing now? That woman was 
Lieutenant-General Clement, by the way.
She left the garrison with the soldiers. I dont know where they went.
I think youd better keep an eye on her, Medric said.



The work of travel was far from easy. But neither was it as grueling or 
frightening as Garland had feared. Some of the ravens had returned from 
Watfield, but their aerial scouting was no real necessity, and only rarely were 
Norinas maps unpacked. Because the land revealed itself to Karis, the travelers 
never took a wrong turn, and were never surprised by the weather, though their 
hosts were certainly surprised by their arrival. Day after day, the load of 
books grew lighter.
Leeba wore red, like most children, to make it easier to find her when she got 
herself buried in snow. Karis also wore red: a coat of red felt, exuberantly 
decorated with red tassels. She looked magnificent in it. When she first put it 
on, Garland thought such a coat contradicted everything he understood about her. 
Someone else must have bought the coat for her, someone who saw her differently 
from how she saw herself. Zanja, he thought.
Yes, it was a gift from Zanja. Ive never seen Karis wear it, Emil said, when 
Garland finally asked. Perhaps she was afraid shed wreck it, as she wrecks all 
her clothes. Did you see the spot where Norina clipped off the tassel that she 
tied in Zanjas hair? Oh, our Truthken was thinking like a fire blood that day!
In his wandering years, Garland thought he had learned something about winning 
the trust of Shaftali farmers. A sober decorum and a distinct sense of shame at 
ones landless state had proven essential. But this garrulous group strolled 
into a farmstead like a bunch of holiday-makers: oblivious to danger, 
indifferent to their lack of food and shelter, radically unconventional and 
making no attempt to seem less so. Then Karis took out her tool box, Jhan his 
medicine chest, and Garland his rolling pin. Leeba would make instant friends 
with the children, who knew a mischief-maker when they saw one, Emil and Medric 
coaxed the elders to talk about the past, and Norina kept out of the way with 
her mouth shut. The skeptical farmers were more than won over: they were 
astounded. This visit became an event, a progress, a performance. Whole families 
stayed up late and wasted precious lamp oil so they could gape a little longer 
at their amazing guests. Sooner or later, Emil would read part of Medrics book 
to them. Sooner or later, someone looked at Karis a little too long or deeply, 
and would suddenly find a Truthken whispering in his ear, and then there would 
be a pale and thoughtful silence.
Sometimes, though, the entire performance proved unnecessary. One day, with the 
wind coming bitter from the north, and the clouds piling up in the sky like 
dumplings in a stew, they reached the untidy edge of a sprawling town and 
slipped in under cover of an early twilight, dragging their sledges up a narrow 
alley from which no one had bothered to clear the snow. Leeba had lapsed into 
the incessant whining that was the warning that they had better stop soon. They 
paused at someones back wall, which looked like all the others except that it 
had a few stylized glyphs carved into the stone. Medric read the glyphs for 
Garland while Emil let himself in the gate, waded through the snow-choked 
kitchen garden, and knocked on the back door. Its the owl glyph, which can 
mean searching or restlessness, and the glyph thats called Peace, combined with 
Come-to-Rest. Its pretty unambiguous, for a glyph sign. I guess that this used 
to be a healers hostel, or at least that this wall used to enclose one.
There was one around here once, said Jhan, who had plucked his irritable 
daughter from her sledge and was rocking her vigorously to make her be quiet.
The back door opened. Emil talked, with his hat in his hand, and then waited, 
and then someone flung open the door, crying, Emil? What in the name of 
Shaftal. . . ? There was much energetic embracing, and Garland caught glimpses 
of a stout, brightly dressed woman, who eagerly started for the back gate when 
Emil pointed.
Whats this? she cried. A circus troupe?
Karis, Medric, and Garland all started laughing and could not seem to stop. 
Come in! the woman said. Books, you say? Well, say no more! Goodness, look at 
that bright little girl. Ill bet you run your parents ragged, dont you?
Yes, said Leeba proudly.
So did I, and look at how I turned out. Come in, will you? Well, I dont know 
what well do with all your gear, but well figure something out. Quickly, since 
theres a storm brewing. I guess youll be staying a while? I hope you dont 
mind sleeping on the floor. Well, get busy. You look strong enough.
This last she said to Karis, who was still struggling to compose herself, wiping 
her eyes on the end of her muffler.
The whirl of words fell silent. Norina took a step forward, but Karis lifted a 
big, black-palmed hand and the Truthken stopped in her tracks. Im Karis.
The woman put her hand in Kariss: stunned, amazed, then suddenly in tears. She 
said to Emil, who had come up beside her. I should have known shed be with 
you! Where anyone with any sense would be! The one everyone is looking for, you 
already found her!
I found her before anyone started looking, said Emil. He added somberly, You 
need to keep this secret. Not even your family can know. Can you do that?
The woman turned again to Karis. Yes. Yes, but. . .
I am a Truthken, Norina said, and by your oath I bind you.
The woman replied fearlessly, May I not ask a single question? I will go mad!
A shame, said Norina.
Shaftal! the woman breathed. Well, what am I supposed to say?
Say, Madam Truthken, by the land I accept the binding of an oath of silence.
The woman said her part, obedient, ecstatic, like an actor rehearsing a play.
Hers was a family of tailors, it turned out, who were as appalled by the state 
of their guests clothing as Garland was by the state of his hosts kitchen. 
When they left after the storm had passed, every last one of the travelers was 
wearing a new suit of clothes, though their old clothes had also been so finely 
mended that to replace them hardly seemed necessary. And they left behind at 
least a hundred books, which the tailors swore would be scattered through four 
regions by days end, and as far as the southern and northern borders within a 
week.
The travelers would soon run out of books.



The day before Long Night, they came through the hills on a sunless afternoon, a 
ragtag collection of wool-dressed wanderers with chillblained, blistered hands. 
They had tied their snow shoes atop the sledges, for the snow had crusted enough 
to bear even Kariss weight. Leeba had played like an otter all morning, sliding 
hilariously down every icy slope. She played without her regular playmate, for 
Medric was utterly worn out. Now, she rode in state in her sledge, 
blanket-wrapped in a pillowy nest.
Medric wiped his frosted spectacles for the fiftieth time. Maybe I'm just too 
old to play with Leeba. Maybe its time we had another child.
Norina said, I hope youre volunteering to be the mother, little man. Im sure 
Karis could alter your equipment.
Never mind, said Medric hastily.
They had seen no signs of settlement since dawn, when they staggered forth from 
the abandoned shepherds hut in which they had spent the night. A barren land: 
open, rolling, practically treeless, with boulders poking through the snow like 
broken teeth. Sheep country.
The wind picked up. They wrapped their faces, tied down their hats, put a second 
pair of gloves on their already gloved hands, and faced the wind only when they 
had to. There was no more laughter. Karis stopped once, pointed at Medric, and 
pointed at the half-empty sledge of books she hauled. He mutely took a seat in 
the sledge, and folded himself up against the cold, passive as a piece of 
luggage. Karis hauled him.
Later, she stopped again, and turned her back to the wind. They huddled around 
to hear her cold-slurred words. Weve been seen.
Emil tried to speak, vigorously rubbed his frozen face, and tried again. How 
many?
Many more than us.
Armed?
Yes.
Paladins. Theyll try to head us off first.
They sorted themselves out, with Emil in front now, Norina at his right, Leeba 
complaining in Kariss arms, Medric afoot again, hauling the empty sledge, 
Garland hauling the sledge of supplies and Jhan the sledge of books. Garland 
supposed Karis carried Leeba for the childs protectionthere was no place 
safer. But perhaps Leeba would also protect Karis, for the Paladins might go out 
of their way to avoid injuring a child.
Soon, a black-dressed woman swooped down the hill, flying on her skis as the 
ravens swooped on the wind overhead.
She blocked their way. Two pistols, certainly loaded and primed, were holstered 
in the belts that crossed her chest. A dagger was sheathed at her side. Youre 
lost, she informed them politely.
Emil pulled open his muffler.
Emil? she said. Shaftals Name!
Garland thought, Is there anyone in Shaftal who does not know and admire this 
man?
Greetings, Commander. Do you know Norina Truthken?
The commander said after a moment, By reputation.
Garland could see only a part of Norinas muffled face, but whatever Norina 
heard in the commanders voice appeared to have amused her greatly.
Norina said, Were inviting ourselves to Councilor Mabins Long Night.
Certainly the womans duty was to deny the Councilors presence, but that she 
apparently could not do with a Truthken two paces away. Her visible surprise 
became perplexity. How do you know the Councilor is here?
Perhaps you would have one of your people carry a message to her that Karis 
wishes to speak to her.
Karis? said the commander blankly.
You werent there by the river five years ago, said Emil, but surely youve 
heard about what happened there. He stepped asidea small movement, but it 
brought the commanders attention to the large, somber woman behind him, with 
the wide-eyed child in her arms.
Norina said, Karis Gdeon.
When something incredible must be said in such a way that it will instantly be 
believed, then certainly, thought Garland, that was the time for a Truthken to 
speak.
I bind you, Norina added, to silence.
The commanders jaw shut with a click. She turned and signaled. A whole host of 
Paladins came flying down the hill.
They were as graceful, deadly, and powerful as any bird of prey. Impressed and 
terrified, Garland wrapped his arms around himself, shivering, thinking that at 
least if he were killed he would not feel cold anymore. Medric, swaying with 
weariness beside him, said in Sainnese, If theyd had a few thousand more like 
that, you and I would have never been born, my brother. Think of it!
How can you even talk? said Garland.
I can always talk, said Medric. Gods of our fathers! What a sight!
His spectacles had frosted over again, so Garland was uncertain exactly what he 
saw. The past? The future? Or even both at once?
The Paladins brought their swift approach to a halt in shining sprays of snow. 
One, designated to carry a message, skied away nearly as swiftly as he had 
arrived. The others formed a polite but impenetrable escort: one took Garlands 
sledge, while he worried unreasonably what would become of his far-traveling 
rolling pin. Soon after they had begun to walk again, one firmly pressed the 
stumbling Medric to become a passenger again. Leeba reacted with outrage when 
Medric curled into her nest of pillows, but he made faces at her, and soon it 
became a contest. Garland realized that he, Jhan, Norina, and Emil had all 
drawn up around Karis like ribs around a heart. Around them skied the Paladins, 
ice-masked, indistinguishable, wordless. If Karis stopped, they all would come 
to a halt. But she kept a steady, restrained pace, square-shouldered, 
forward-gazing, like a brave prisoner walking to her execution.
It was a long walk. At last, it brought them to a great complex of buildings 
near the edge of river, from which the snow had been cleared to make it a 
highway. As they approached, an ice skater could be seen in the distance, but he 
traveled so swiftly that he had passed before they arrived.
On the broad porch of the central building, an old woman, flanked by Paladins, 
awaited them. The sun was already setting. In the garish glare the shadows were 
long and black, but the old womans face was in the light and the three gold 
earrings in her right ear glittered as the harsh wind swept by.
She, too, had the blank look of a prisoner awaiting the executioner.
Karis gave Leeba to Jhan. As she turned her head, Garland saw the white lines 
of tears, frozen solid on her cheeks. She walked forward, and stopped at the 
bottom of the steps. The wind tore at her hair, tried to rip off her cap. She 
jammed her hands into her pockets, and waited, stolid.
The old woman asked, What are you doing here?
Arent you tired, Karis said, of the pain in your heart?
Yes, Karis.
Will you allow me to heal you?
The old woman took a step forward. Then, stiffly, she knelt in the blowing snow. 
Her companions started forward too late to help her, then stepped back at her 
impatient gesture. The black-dressed Paladins were folding back their masks, 
uncovering their faces, staring in bewilderment at the old woman unbuttoning her 
coat, her jacket, her shirt, to bare her breast to the winds deadly breath, and 
to reveal the dull steel of the spike embedded in her heart.
Across the glaring red field, a murmur of shock and surprise. Had these people 
lived with and served Councilor Mabin, never knowing that the rumor of her 
spiked heart was true? Karis started up the steps, peeling the gloves from one 
hand and then from the other. She towered over Mabin. On her knees, with her 
shame exposed, Mabin looked in Kariss face. She did not askfor healing or for 
forgiveness. Her proud features revealed no repentance.
Karis lay one hand to the womans breast. With her other hand, she plucked the 
steel from Mabins heart. Mabin uttered a gasp of pain, but there was no blood. 
Karis crushed the spike in her fist, and handed to the wind a twist of 
glittering dust.
Mabin caught her breath. She said, distinctly, so that everyone within hearing 
could understand her, What does this act mean? Are you forgiving me, or are you 
merely weary of keeping me alive?
I will not come to the Lilterwess Council, said Karis. I will not sit in the 
Gdeons chair. I will not renew the old order. I will not justify this terrible 
war.
Mabin stared at her, pale.
I will not serve you, Karis said. I will not serve your dreams. I will not be 
your hope. I will not be your symbol. Do you understand me?
Mabin said, harshly, bitterly, Then what are you doing here?
Councilor, I want you to go to the Sainnites, and offer them peace.
I will do no such thing!
Ill do it without you, then.
Outraged, Mabin got to her feet, rejecting the many hands that reached out to 
help her up. By what right?
Karis looked at her. Then, she turned her back on her, and Garland could see her 
drawn, wind-flayed face as she looked closely at the stunned audience of 
Paladins. The tears frozen on her cheeks were visible to everyone. Garland 
discovered it was easy to track her gaze as one Paladin at a time looked into 
her eyes.
When Garland looked back at Karis, Norina was mounting the steps. Be silent, 
Councilor, the Truthken said, and only then did Garland realize that during all 
that time Mabin had been directing an angry tirade at Kariss turned back.
Councilor Mabin held her tongue.
Norina said to the Paladins, On the day Harald Gdeon died, he vested this 
woman, Karis, with the power of Shaftal. Also, on that last day of the existence 
of the Lilterwess Council, they chose not to confirm Karis as Gdeon. So for 
twenty years, in accordance with that decision, Karis has not exercised the 
power of Shaftal. By my vows as a Truthken, I affirm that I am telling you the 
truth.
Someone in the crowd of Paladins said in astonishment, Madam Truthken, why did 
the council not confirm a decision already, irrevocably made?
Norina said, At the time, Karis was a smoke addict, which is no longer the 
case. At the time, she was only fifteen and had only ever lived in the 
whore-town of Lalali. And at the time it was unacceptable that Kariss father is 
a Sainnite.
The silence seemed very long. Garland realized he was shivering violently.
Someone said, Karis, what does Shaftal ask of the Paladins?
Kariss gaze found the speaker, an older Paladin in the middle of the crowd. She 
spoke, it seemed, only to him. Lay down your arms, she said. She did not sound 
audacious, or even courageous, but only certain.
The entire host of Paladins tossed their pistols, daggers, and other weapons 
into the snow.
When Karis turned again to Mabin, the councilor remained speechless. With the 
brute force of implacable fact speaking for her, Karis also said nothing. Mabin, 
General of Paladins, last legitimate member of the old Lilterwess Council, drew 
her dagger and dropped it to the ground.



Chapter Thirty



On Long Night, the people of Shaftal burn candles to remind the sun to come 
again. But in the childrens garrison there were no candles, no night-long 
parties to keep an eye on those candles, no festive meals of carefully balanced 
sweet, savory, salty, and bitter foods to guarantee a balanced year. In the 
childrens garrison, the youthful soldiers were put to bed and barricaded into 
their dormitories by the disabled veterans who kept watch over them. For 
everyone, it would indeed be a long watch, but not a festive one.
Clement sat awake in her room, with a clock borrowed from Purnal to chime the 
hours. With Captain Herme she periodically inspected the preparations. They 
began their inspection at the top of a ladder, in the attic where six soldiers 
and a few children kept a crouched, dusty lookout at the cloudy windows tucked 
under the eaves. It was terribly cold up there, and the watchers were frequently 
replaced to thaw out in the warm dining hall where their fellows dozed 
uncomfortably in their boiled leather armor. Through the wavery glass of the 
attic windows, Clement might peer at a starry sky and a glowing field of snow, 
across which no one could have approached unseen. The inspection then continued, 
to the corridor that encircled the big central courtyard, where the ammunition 
lay ready: orderly bags of lead shot and powder tins, the little lamps by light 
of which reloaders could see to measure the powder. Again, Clement would check 
to see that nothing was visible in the darkness. They could make no mistakes.
The wait was terrible.
More terrible was the moment a child soldier pounded on the door and cried 
excitedly, Theyre coming!
Clement was on her feet immediately with the door slammed open, the girls loose 
shirt captured in her fist, hissing, Follow your orders, soldier! In silence!
She let her go. The girl ran for her prescribed position without another sound. 
Clement stood a moment, listening, and could hear only the faint whisper of 
footsteps, near and far, hurrying across stone as the company got itself into 
position. No voices, no lights.
Gods, it was a bitter night.
Clement walked, swiftly and quietly, to the round buildings center. The 
corridor that encircled the round central courtyard was protected by a 
chest-high half-wall, sturdily built to withstand any accidental crashings of 
horses and wagons making the three-quarter turn to enter the stables. The 
corridors circle was interrupted only by the main passage through the building 
to the front gate. Here, both ends of the broken circle were blocked by barred 
doors. With the doors to the stable also barred, anyone who entered the building 
could take only two routes after coming into the courtyard: through the entrance 
to the main hall, or over the top of the half-wall.
And the invaders would have no reason to climb over the half-wall. They might 
look over it, but they would see no danger. Though faint starlight filtered down 
the long arched passageway from outside, the half-wall cast the corridor into 
unrelieved darkness. And there was nothing to see, in any case: the piles of 
lead balls, the powder horns, the spirit lamps, these were draped in dark cloth. 
The soldiers waited behind locked doors: on foot, their weapons sheathed for 
quiet, forbidden to utter a word, or shuffle their feet, or do anything other 
than breathe shallowly. There was nothing to see: nothing, that is, except 
Clement and her signal-man.
He was already in position: a light, lithe man, black-dressed, in soft, silent 
shoes. He had made a game of slipping through shadows these last few days, of 
learning to be invisible even to observers who knew he was there. But Clements 
knees sometimes crackled; her leather armor might creak, and after crouching a 
long time in the shadows she would be too stiff to move soundlessly. If the game 
were given away prematurely, she would be the one to give it away.
The signal-man said in a voiceless whisper, The watchers count thirty-two 
people approaching the gate. There might be more, hidden in the trees.
Clement nodded. The defenders outnumbered the attackers, and also had the added 
advantage of surprise. Awkward in stiff leather, she knelt on the waiting 
cushion and carefully picked up the loaded and primed pistol. The signal-man 
helped her to veil her head and body with black cloth, and then he made himself 
disappear. With the pistol resting on one thigh, Clement pressed herself to the 
half-wall where the shadows were most impenetrable, uttered a silent prayer to 
the god of luck, and put her eye to the peep-hole.
She could not see the roof beams; the center post at the middle of the circular 
courtyard was visible only because she knew it was there. The courtyard itself 
was mostly obscured in shadows that only faintly lightened near the arched 
passageway, down which the snow had reflected a trace of the starlight from 
outside. There was nothing to see. It was so silent that Clement could hear only 
the rhythmic rush of blood in her own veins. The attackers had perhaps realized 
by now that the padlock was too cold and rusty to be picked, and were quietly 
riling the metal instead.
To wait and watch, freezing cold, even colder from anxiety, skin crawling, nose 
itching (inevitably!) was terrible. Clements face rasped against the wood, as 
loud as a cough in her hypersensitive ears. Her armor creaked with every breath. 
She became convinced that the black veiling was slipping off, and that the 
revealed polished leather shone as brightly as a lamp. Cold sweat crawled from 
her armpit down to her ribs, and the tickling became such a torture she could 
think of nothing else.
Of course, the tension and discomfort seemed unendurable. It always did.
A movement in the faint light of the arched passageway. One person only. A man 
by the shape of the shoulders. What did he see? An echoing vacancy of blackness. 
An unguarded building where the occupants slept soundly, unsuspecting, where 
hearthfires warmed the rooms behind shut doors. What did he hear? The creak of 
Clements armored breaths?
He came in: not overly cautious, a shadowy shape whose hobnails crunched on 
gravel. Relaxed, in no great hurry, he tried one of the barred doors, peered 
over the half wall, walked part way around the circle of the courtyard, then 
stepped through the entrance to the corridor. Clement could no longer see him. 
Would he appear in the curved corridor to her right? If he did, then he might 
spring the trap too soon, and this would not be the ambush she hoped for: her 
soldiers would be chasing the attackers through the snow instead.
He stepped back out into the courtyard. Perhaps he had walked the other 
direction, or had gone down the main hall, trying the doors, looking into the 
empty refectory. Perhaps he wondered why so many doors were locked. Or had he 
even noticed? He finished his casual circuit of the courtyard. He brushed by 
Clements peephole. Not an arms length away, he peered over the half-wall. He 
stepped back, and stood a moment. She glimpsed his teeth, his glittering eyes, 
as he turned into the starlight.
She let out her breath. The leather creaked. He walked away. She knew he must be 
Willis: he would be a leader who insists on going in first. A leader for whom 
image matters more than common sense. Who did not see what he did not expect to 
see.
She breathed. She needed the air.
More shadows in the archway. His entire attack force was quietly coming in. They 
formed four clusters. If it were Clements force, and if she knew in advance 
that one quarter of the building was stables, one team would secure the exit and 
the other three would each secure a quarter. Again, she spotted her man, Willis, 
going confidently from team to team, clasping hands, patting shoulders, 
whispering assurances a bit too loudly.
He turned, smiling, to walk towards the last group, towards her.
She lurched to her feet. She sighted down the pistol. She squeezed the trigger. 
Gunpowder exploded, a handspan from her face. She dropped behind the shelter of 
the half-wall.
Chaos. The startled attackers promptly wasted their shots and time. Lead balls 
thunked where Clements gunflash had been. Doors crashed open. Crouching 
soldiers ran past.
The soldiers in the tack room raced out to block the exit.
To me! cried a hoarse, shocked voice in the courtyard.
Fire at will, said Clement quietly.
The signal-man began to pipe upon his whistle.
The positioned soldiers opened fire.
Clement could see a little now: the glow of spirit lamps being lit, the movement 
of the reloaders quick hands, the rhythmic rising and ducking of the soldiers.
She put her eye again to the peep-hole. Explosive flares along the half-wall 
wildly lit a chaotic scene. Struggling, jerking shadows. Bodies. Shouts of 
anger. Shouts of terror. Screams of pain. Gunfires echoing racket.
She could see that the invaders were no longer returning fire, which meant they 
had used all their shots. Not enough discipline, she thought. Too late to learn 
it now.
The struggle now focused on the exit passage.
Even if the invaders broke through the bottleneck of soldiers, they would find 
the gate chained closed again.
Hold fire, said Clement.
The signal-man changed his tune. The guns gradually fell silent.
Sabers only. Attack, said Clement.
And then she ran, with him cheerfully piping the signals behind her. She ran for 
the entry to the slaughterhouse stink of the courtyard, as the reloaders 
unshielded their lamps and put them atop the half wall, so the gunflash-blinded 
pistoliers could see to fight.
She ran, and with her sabers hilt dealt a ringing blow to the helm of a soldier 
who was about to strike open the neck of a fallen man. Mine! she screamed into 
the soldiers startled face. Go forward!
She had to trust her rivets to protect herself, and her prisoner, from 
accidental attack: polished, light-reflecting brass that studded the front and 
back of her leather armor, and marked her as a fellow soldier even in the hazy 
light, the rising dust, the spray of blood. The wounded man thrashed and 
shouted, struggling to rise. His beard was fouled with straw. His eyes . . . she 
could not quite endure them. The purity of his rage.
Her shot had blown out the back of his thigh. Inside the ugly wound, she saw 
broken bone. She wrestled him down, knelt on his back to hold him. Shouted 
hoarsely for a medic.
The signal-man piped on. No one responded to her shout, a single hoarse cry in a 
roar of shouts. People ran past her, tripping on her prisoners sprawled limbs. 
Soldier! she shouted at each one, futilely. Get the medic!
Impossible to know how the battle was going, but easy to predict the outcome. A 
tangle of struggling, shouting shadows in the arched Passageway. A dozen or more 
bodies, dead and dying, scattered. A few soldiers now, somewhat dazed in the 
aftermath, dispatching anyone who still moved.
Medic! Clement shouted.
Finally, a man rushed up to her, with a pale boy bearing a lantern. 
Lieutenant-General? What is your hurt?
This prisoner. He must live.
The medic took one look. His leg must come off, then. The boy was tottering. 
The medic snatched the lantern from him.
Give me the light. The prisoners thrashing was losing its strength, so 
Clement could hold the lantern reasonably steady while the medic put hands into 
the wound, and pinched shut a spurting artery.
It may be too late, he commented.
The boy crumpled.
Someone was shouting for her.
Here! she answered. It took a few more shouts before Captain Herme found her. 
Meanwhile, she noticed the soldiers coming out of the arched passageway, noticed 
the rising silence.
Its over, Herme said, unnecessarily.
Get that kid out of the way, will you?
A soldier picked up the boy and took him away. Others took control of the 
injured prisoner, so Clement could stand up. Some-thing hurt. Her ribs. Willis 
must have gotten in a good punch. She stood by the medic. Dont amputate yet. 
But get his bleeding stopped.
Theres wounded soldiers, said the sergeant.
Unless the wounds are life threatening, theyll have to wait.



In the dining hall, the wounded gathered, limp or giddy, attended by their 
comrades. The medic put his cauterizing irons on the fire. The lantern-boy 
vomited helplessly in the corner. Clement checked the waiting soldiers, and 
found no life-threatening wounds. The rebels guns had used up their shots before 
they had targets to shoot at; their daggers had rarely penetrated armor. 
Death-and-Life had been cornered, helpless, so overwhelmed theyd hardly been 
able to fight back.
She went out again to the courtyard. Soldiers worked in pairs to carry the 
bodies away.
As she walked down the arched passageway to the gate, she lifted her lantern. 
Blood smeared the wall and puddled the cobblestones. She stepped carefully. The 
smell made her stomach churn.
She went through the gate, which now hung ajar. The chain with which the 
soldiers had secured it dangled. The original padlock, its hasp filed open, lay 
tossed upon the stones. Outside, the snow was churned up, pink with blood. She 
followed the trail toward the sound of soldiers cursing.
By gods, I thought I was skewered.
Isnt that one dead yet?
Hell, this is dirty work!
They fell silent at the sight of her. In solitary silence she viewed the bodies 
piled in the snow. A boy. A woman older than she. A man with his guts trailing. 
Not much blood now, just a discarded pile of flaccid gray flesh. The soldiers 
pockets bulged with pilferage.
She turned away. Behind her, she heard the voices start again.
Its fucking cold!
Havent we got them all yet?
What did the lieutenant-general want?
Did you hear shes making the medic treat the prisoner first?
She could hardly lift her feet, she was so tired. The stars shimmered coldly 
overhead. Her breath puffed out, obscuring her vision.
She was walking away from the garrison.
She could not stop herself.
Her boots caught in deep snow. She fell. She lay.
Her lantern had gone out.



Under guard, the prisoner lay raving, tied spread-eagle to a table. His leg, 
roughly splinted, smelled like charred meat. His cut-open clothing trailed from 
him in bloody, unraveling rags.
Clement said to the guards, Go eat something. She pulled up a chair, and sat, 
and crossed her legs. She had forced herself to swallow a sweetened corncake, 
but her stomach still churned. Willis, she said quietly in Shaftalese, Stop 
your ranting. Theres no audience anymorejust you and me.
He fell silentwith surprise?and gave her a scouring, baleful glance. When the 
Gdeon comes, he said, she will take out your heart. She will dissolve your 
flesh. You will beg her for death. You will beg!
Clement said, Yes, Im rather afraid of that. When can we expect the Gdeon to 
come?
When we prove our devotion to her! When we prove that we are willing to serve 
her unto death!
What will it take to prove this?
He said through pale lips, The abandonment of mercy.
Though Clement had managed to get herself back indoors, she remained weak and 
stunned by the horror of the massacre. Yes. The abandonment of mercy.
What mercy had the Sainnites ever granted?
She shut her eyes. She opened them to find he was looking at her. Are my people 
all dead? he asked.
Yes, they are.
Now, his turn to shut his eyes. A furrowed face, much hardened and battered by 
the bitter weather of this godsforsaken place. His lips moved. Perhaps he said 
the names of the dead.
Tell me about your Gdeon, said Clement. I want to know about her. What does 
she look like? What has she said to you? Why isnt she here with you, helping to 
fight your battles?
His eyes opened, his weathered face creased into a baleful grin. You fear the 
day that happens! And so you ought to! The land itself has been tainted by your 
presence, but she will not foul herself with Sainnite blood. She named me her 
champion. But do you think I am the only one? After this night, hundreds will 
rise up. Thousands!
He paused to gasp for breath. Though the bleeding had been stopped, the pain 
must have been excruciating. Yet, despite agony and weakness, his words were 
chilling, terrible. The effect he had on his followers must have been profound.
Clement pulled herself together, considered what he had said, and asked quietly, 
How many of your people did you hold back in the woods?
What difference does it make how many? Theyre flying down the mountain now! 
He uttered a raw laugh. Oh, no, youll not keep this night a secret! All will 
be known. That we are heroes. And that you He glanced at her again. You 
cannot silence stories. The land itself will know our names.
Like Cadmar, the man only seemed able to make speeches. He was a figure, as 
Cadmar had become a figure.
He lay gasping, shivering. There were no blankets here, and the warmth of the 
fireplace did not travel far. At the far end of the hall, where the medic was 
cleansing and binding the last wounds, soldiers trailed in, checked on their 
comrades, ate a cold corncake or two, and exchanged muted accounts of what had 
happened. Clement heard no bragging; even hardened soldiers would find this 
nights butchery difficult to be proud of.
Willis, she said. Tell me about South Hill.
He looked at her blankly.
Surely, what happened there no longer matters, after so many years.
He said, shallow-breathed, Who are you?
Im Clement, daughter of Gabian. I want to understand what is happening to us. 
She leaned a bit forward, her stiff leather creaking. There was a mysterious 
woman, a traitor, who came to South Hill. Tell me about what happened there, and 
Ill tell the medic he can give you a pain draught.
Some people when injured lose all their intelligence, but this was not one of 
them. He said, She was one of yours. You know what happened.
I am being honest with you, one commander to another. We Sainnites knew nothing 
of her, or of her doings. This is the truth. At least tell me her name.
Her name? If you dont know, why should I say it?
Did she have a name?
He gave her the scornful look one madman gives another. Everyone has a name!
Did she tell stories?
Stories? His tone was blank. Was he concealing something, or was there nothing 
to conceal?
She sat back, and it occurred to her to undo some buckles so the leather would 
not keep digging into her aching ribs. Was she a border woman? She fumbled 
with the buckles.
Of course, he would not answer a single question. And there was no point in 
torturing him for the answer. He would simply die.
Ashawalai, he mumbled.
His vague gaze sharpened. She realized she was staring; perhaps she had even 
turned pale. Ashawalai, he said more firmly, apparently appreciating the 
effect this word had on her.
Hard to say who was in charge of this interrogation, hard to say which of them 
had the most power. She claimed, he added. So she got herself into the 
company by playing on the commanders sympathy. Because you Sainnites destroyed 
her people.
Clement said, So she was just pretending to be a survivor of the Ashawalai 
people.
She was a traitor. She admitted it. Telling secrets to a man in the garrison.
To what man? To that seer, Medric? It was he who turned traitor against us! It 
must have been because of her.
The leader of Death-and-Life gave her a baffled look. Then why did Mabin tell 
me to kill her?
She stared at him, stunned and chilled. Mabin knew of this woman?
It does not matter, said the man. His eyes were glazing over.
No, Clement thought, it does not matter. Except that the Ashawalai had been 
massacred because another seer had foreseen that a member of this distant, 
isolated tribe would cause the destruction of the Sainnites. And the 
shadow-woman of South Hill and the shadow-woman of the Lost Gdeon story were 
linked by councilor Mabin. And a raven had dropped a book out of the sky.
Lieutenant-General, you are not injured?
She was holding her head, she realized. The medic had come up to her, with his 
knives and his bone saw. The cauterizing irons were once again on the fire.
Its been a long night, she said.
He snickered, apparently thinking she was making a pun. And then he said 
viciously, Hell!
She leapt up. The medic tore frantically at Williss tightly bound bandages, 
which were suddenly sodden. Blood pooled on the tabletop, and dripped to the 
stone floor. But Willis lay quiet, profoundly at rest. Even his fanatical heart 
had stopped beating.



Chapter Thirty-One



From one exterior wall to the other, nothing interrupted the open space of the 
big buildings first floor. At both ends, hot fires crackled in stone 
fireplaces, but could not do more than lift the chill of so vast a space. As the 
whole host of Paladins came in, however, the space began to seem too small. They 
stripped off their winter gear, and soon a wall of pegs was hung with clothing, 
skis, and weapons. Garland, pushing his way through the convivial, loud-spoken 
groups towards the kitchen, heard scattered words of conversation that mixed 
together like the ingredients for a soup.
... when she took my hand ...
. . . dizzy!
. . . what Mabin is saying to her now?
I never even felt like hesitating.
. . . how often do we have that confidence?
And I just want to know what...
. . . the first day of the first year of Karis Gdeon?
Garland found the kitchen, another grand space, crowded with a half dozen 
sweating cooks, who upon every surface were rolling and filling pastries, on 
every fire were turning massive chunks of roasting meats, and on a number of 
auxiliary stoves were stirring big pots of strong-smelling soup. Garland had 
thought he was exhausted, but now his heart began to pound with excitement.
Someone grabbed him by the shoulder. Who are you?
Tea for Karis? he said. Im a cook, he added.
The cook, a crabby-looking woman with a wool cap on her head, pointed the way to 
hot water, then followed Garland suspiciously to the steaming kettle and watched 
as he unpacked Emils teapot from its box and measured out the tea. Abruptly, 
she asked, Youre a cook? Will you help us out in here?
Yes, as soon as I can.
Is it true what theyre saying? That its really her, the Lost Gdeon?
Its true.
Whats going to happen now?
I dont know. Making history isnt much like following a recipe, I guess.
Well! Maybe if she gets something to eat!
The cook hurried off to fill a tray with lovely crisp bits of filled pastry that 
had just come out of the oven, exactly as Garland would have done in her 
position. Yet if he had asked her if she thought that good food could make 
people wise, she would have laughed at the idea.



Karis had picked up and returned every discarded weapon to each Paladin. By the 
time she was finished, the sun had nearly sunk below the horizon. Now, as 
Garland edged his way through the crowded shearing room, the Long Night candle 
was being lit: a monstrous candle, red as Kariss coat, set on a table in the 
middle of the room. As its wick sputtered into flame, the Paladins began to 
sing, a rather mysterious song full of great symbolism, that Garland vaguely 
remembered having heard every year. As the singers finished the last verse, the 
kegs were tapped, and the singing was obscured by cheers. Garland had safely 
transported his tea pot and tray to the door of the side room, where, he 
supposed, brokers and shepherds had conducted their negotiations during shearing 
time. Within, Karis, Emil, Norina and Medric had drawn sturdy wooden chairs up 
to the hearth, their sodden hats, gloves, and mufflers lay on the floor, and 
they held out cold-whitened hands to be toasted by the flames. Kariss frozen 
tears had finally thawed. Now, vivid red patches on her cheeks revealed where 
the wind had peeled the skin away.
Mabin was scolding her. While Karis stole away the hearts of her Paladins, Mabin 
had sat indoors, fuming. She had begun her rant even before Garland had taken 
Emils tea set and left in search of hot water. Her angry speech continued as 
Garland filled and almost immediately began refilling the little teacups. . . . 
have you not even one thought of justice? Thousands of Shaftali people have been 
killed on their own soil, defending their own land. Do you think we can simply 
forget those wasted lives? The great talents of my generation and of 
yourshunted down, extinguished, their knowledge and understandings forever 
lost. Our libraries burned, our university razed . . .
Karis took the food tray from Garland, offered it to her friends, then balanced 
it on her knees. By the time Mabin had finally worn her anger into silence, 
Karis had drunk four cups of tea and eaten most of the pastries. The Paladins, 
having sung several songs, apparently had now begun to dance. Their heavy boots 
stamped out the rhythm on the wooden planks. Belatedly, some musical instruments 
began to play: a squealing fiddle, and a breathy flute.
Are you done? Karis said to Mabin. Her voice was racked, a raw edge of sound 
giving rough shape to hollow silence. She turned to look at the councilor, and 
added, I hope?
Mabin pursed her thin lips. Will you respond?
Karis ran fingers through her hair, which melting ice had left a damply curling 
tangle. No, she said.
No? Mabins voice rose. No?
Karis sat back in the chair, which gave an alarming squawk under her weight. My 
logic supersedes yours.
Mabin stared at her. Norina gave Karis an impressed glance, eyebrows raised. 
Emil said, The Sainnites are weak, and we are rapidly becoming the kind of 
people who can do what we must do to overcome them, without any further trivial 
dithering over the morality of our actions. And then well live in a land like 
Sainna, where all disagreements are decided by violence and every generation 
wreaks vengeance on the next. Is that the justice you want?
Mabin seemed relieved that someone, at least, was willing to tangle with her. As 
though Medric, inconsequential in his shivering, red-eyed misery of cold and 
weariness, were not even in the room, she said with disgust, Is that what your 
Sainnite seer predicts?
Emil said, Medric was not the first to see it. When Zanja naTarwein was 
brutalized by Sainnites and then by Paladins, she rightly wondered what real 
difference there was between them and us. So she was the first to see that the 
habitual use of brute force was changing us, including she herself, into brutes. 
Thats a lesson you yourself managed to teach her.
Shall we be the victims of brutes instead? Shall we let them
Karis said, If you want to convince me, youd better come up with some new 
arguments.
Though Kariss voice was a mere shadow, at these words Mabin fell silent.
Norina said crisply, Karis, you dont need Mabin. Ask her to retire. Spare 
yourself and us the aggravation.
Karis said wryly, When Mabin raves at me how wrong I am, thats the only time 
Im certain that Im right.
Norina said, You dont need that certainty. You have your own, the certainty of 
action.
As Garland leaned over Kariss shoulder to take the teacup out of her hand and 
fill it up again, he noticed that her palms had been fissured by dry cold and 
hard work. Jhan came in to report that Leeba was asleep. Garland whispered in 
his ear, and Jhan went off to rummage in his pack, and returned to rub an 
unguent into Kariss battered hands. Mabin, rigid, glared into the fire. Karis 
appeared to be considering Norinas suggestion, but said finally, Aggravate me 
all you want, Mabin. Shaftal needs its hero.
Mabin cried, By the landyoure just like Harald!
Obstinate as a tree stump, said Norina coolly.
Karis said in her shredded voice, Oh, I dont think soa tree stump can be 
moved.
Jhan, with a choked snort, dropped Kariss hand. Emil fought for composure. 
Medric began to snicker helplessly. Apparently immune to their stifled hilarity, 
Norina said, Councilor, you know thats a truth to be ignored at your peril. 
Your continuing resistance will only force Karis to continue to humiliate you. I 
recommend another strategy, one that will make both of you less miserable.
Mabin opened her mouth as though to utter a fresh recrimination. Norina raised 
her eyebrows. Mabin stopped herself, and took a breath. Karis, what does 
Shaftal need of me?
Emil gave Norina a congratulatory glance. Clearly, the two of them understood 
the shifts and starts of this conversation far more profoundly than Garland 
could hope to.
Karis said, Responsibility. For Emil.
This strangely worded request meant nothing to Garland, but Emil jerked with 
surprise. His fingers rose to his scarred earlobe, then he controlled the 
movement, and closed his mouth tightly over what Garland thought might be a 
strenuous objection.
Mabin said, But Emil resigned from the Paladins.
Emil replied in a strained, muted voice, No, I resigned my position in South 
Hill. I wrote in my letter to you that I could no longer serve under your 
command. But I did not renounce my vows.
After a moments thought, Mabin said with rigid discipline, I see. And you are 
not refusing Kariss request?
Emil looked at Karis. Her lips were drawn tight; her jaw was set. He said 
unsteadily, I know better than to refuse the will of Shaftal.
Mabin seemed to be gathering herself to rise, and Garland said, What do you 
need, Councilor?
She glanced at him, surprised. My commander.
And a cork, said Jhan, who was again rummaging in his pack.
Garland went out and signaled the commander, who came in and talked to Mabin, 
then bent over Emils huddled form and said something quietly to him, with a 
hand on his shoulder. Emil raised a tear-stained face to talk to her.
Jhan had opened his chest of surgical instruments, and selected a sturdy needle 
from among the strange devices. Garland examined the contents of his pockets: a 
packet of salt, a nutmeg, a short length of string, a tin of matches, a wad of 
tinder, a sewing kit, a tin of tea, and an array of corks. He offered them all 
to Jhan. Which one?
You keep corks in your pocket?
Where else would I keep them? Jhan, I dont understand what is happening. Why 
is Emil so unhappy?
Hes being promoted, Jhan said.
And that makes him miserable? You people are nothing like Sainnites.
Smiling crookedly, Jhan selected one of Garlands corks, and stuck the needle 
in it. Emil has always wanted to be a scholar. The last few years, hes been 
calling himself a librarian. I never heard him express a desire to be a general. 
Give that to Karis, will you? He handed Garland the needle and cork.
After Mabins commander had stepped out, Emil said shakily to Medric, Master 
seer, what is my future?
Medric said, with strange gentleness, You know the answer, Emil.
Karis! Emil cried.
After what youve done to me! Karis said.
Norina uttered a sharp laugh, perhaps because Kariss aggrieved tone so exactly 
matched Emils.
Garland gave Karis the needle and cork, which she examined determinedly. He 
collected the empty teacups, and hung sodden clothing on hooks. Jhan, having 
packed away his gear, went to Karis and appeared to be explaining to her the 
anatomy of ears, pointing at his own ear as an example. Emil withdrew into 
inexplicable suffering, and no one disturbed him.
When Mabins commander re-entered the room, a dozen others followed her in. The 
Paladins were somber; the music in the big room had been silenced. The commander 
put three gold rings into Mabins hand.
Emil refused the handkerchief Medric offered, and knelt before Karis. No one 
seemed surprised that he was weeping; some of the Paladins seemed ready to weep 
themselves, in sympathy.
Three times, Karis put the needle through Emils earlobe.
Mabin put in the earrings. When she was finished, she said solemnly, Emil, 
General of Paladins.
Everyone moved towards Emil: it appeared to be time to comfort him, embrace him, 
reassure him that he would survive.
But Emil did not rise. Kariss hand rested on his shoulder. Apparently, she was 
not finished with him. Emil gazed steadily, starkly, into her face.
When Karis finally spoke, her voice was scarcely audible. Emil, will you form 
and serve at the head of a new Council of Shaftal?
He replied without surprise, in a voice that did not waver, What Shaftal 
requires of me I will do.
Norina said, Emil, General of Paladins, by this vow you are bound.
Then, Karis helped him to rise, and kissed him apologetically, and passed him to 
Medric, who passed him to his friends, who passed him to the Paladins, and they 
each did what they could for him.



Garland spent Long Night as cooks do, in the kitchen. When he emerged with trays 
of food still crackling from the oven, he saw Emil dancing gracefully with 
Mabins commander. He saw Karis laughing, with a half dozen people crowded 
around her. He saw Paladins dancing around the candle and kissing drunkenly in 
the corners. He saw Norina and Jhan leaning shoulder to shoulder against a 
wall, fingers intertwined. Another time, he saw Norina and Jhan dancing, Emil 
serious in the middle of an earnest crowd, and Karis crouched on a crate, 
delicately repairing the neck of the fiddle, with her toolbox at her feet.
Garland lost all track of the time. When he eventually found his way back to the 
celebration, the ovens were cold, the dishes washed, and the First Day sweet 
bread was rising in bowls on the hearth. In the great room, the Long Night 
candle was two-thirds burned. People dozed in companionable huddles by the 
fireplaces. The fiddler played a melancholy tune while four people, leaning on 
each other for balance, sang soulfully but unclearly about leaving home. Garland 
could find none of his companions and did not know where to look for them. He 
found a chair and watched the candle burn.
Eventually, he noticed Kariss toolbox, pushed out of the way against the wall. 
Above it was an empty peg where her coat had hung.
He put on his coat, and went outside.
The cold struck with such violence that he could not much appreciate the 
crystalline beauty of the starlit night. Snow cracked under his boots, and 
despite the hobnails his steps skittered on ice as hard as iron. The wailing 
singers, the howling fiddle, these sounds seemed far away as he tread around the 
glittering stones that composed the exterior wall of the building. The river was 
a road of ice, hedged on both sides by barren, bowed-over trees. The sky was 
light-spangled black, remote and mysterious. By habit he located a few familiar 
stars, and noticed the rising and setting constellations. He heard a sound of 
ragged breathing, and walked down the quay that stuck a stubby finger into the 
river here. Karis huddled there, like a boulder shoved up out of place by ice. 
He reached an arm around her, for she was weeping.
The cold seemed unendurable. When Karis spoke, her breath covered them in a 
sudden cloud, but her voice was just a crack of sound. Ive made a lot of tools 
in twenty years. Scarcely a household lacks one now. I feel them, gathering dust 
or being used. Just like with Medrics books, I know where they all are. Like 
stars.
Garland looked up and tried to imagine being surrounded always by such a 
constellation of knowledge. He wanted to ask her to come inside, to be again the 
one who turned tree prunings into furniture and cupboards into sledges. But the 
transformations of that day had been irrevocable.
She said, I made some metal files one year. And one of those was used a while 
ago. Its the only one of my tools used tonight. Now, the one who used it is 
dead, and the file is still in her bloody pocket.
She breathed sharply in. Her muscled back gave a shudder under Garlands arm. 
Now another one is dead, she said, in her shredded voice.
What is happening? What is killing them?
Violence, she said heavily.
But its Long Night! A new year!
She raised her head from her knees. And it would be acceptable on any other 
night?
Garland heard the scrape of hobnails on ice, and then the distant, distinct 
rhythm of Sainnese curses. He stood up, and shouted. Medric, his feet jammed 
into unlaced boots, and Emil steadying him with one hand while buttoning his own 
coat with the other came down the quay. Medric crouched beside Karis, shivering 
violently. Hell, hell, hell! Shes given them a martyr!
Emil stood back, hands in his pockets, grim in the faint starlight. He looked 
upthe habitual movement of a traveler, checking his orientation, confirming 
with the sky that it was indeed winter, the dawn of a new year. His earrings 
glittered faintly in the starlight. He said obscurely, That idiot, Willis. 
Inevitable.
Medric responded, But Clement is a short-sighted, bloody fool! If she had just 
read the book! She had it in her hand . . .
Karis had raised her head again. She said to Garland, These men speak a strange 
language, dont they.
I guess Willis is one of those that was killed, said Garland, And thats a 
disaster. I dont know how!
My poor little book, said Medric. All I did was tell the humble truth, and 
trust the common sense of the Shaftali people. But Willis, his is a grand, 
heroic tragedy. My little book cant compete. His death is what theyll heed.
Garland burst out, You mean its all for nothing? The writing, the printing, 
the hauling, the worry? Its all wasted? Because that fanatic got himself in the 
Sainnites way?
In the silence, the distant sound of celebration seemed drunken self-indulgence. 
If such great labors could be so casually undone, thought Garland, what was the 
point of effort?
Karis asked Medric in her cracked whisper, What future do you see?
The seer said miserably, I cant see a bloody thing. What about Zanja? Her 
shattered voice made it seem as if Karis had lost all hope.
But Medric looked up. The frosted lenses of his spectacles glimmered. Maybe 
its time I talked to her.



Zanja naTarwein filled her pot and lit her fire. The stars were coming out. She 
examined them as they appeared, but not a single star seemed to be in the same 
place as it had been the night before. She asked, Does the pattern lie in the 
lack of a pattern?
And then she knew something had changed. In all these fleeting days and 
patternless nights, she had never spoken out loud. Now that she had done it, she 
recognized the soundlessness of this barren place: she heard not even a far away 
bird song, or the soughing of the wind, or the crackle of the flames under her 
pot of water.
A footstep grated on gravel. She turned her head, and Medric squatted down 
beside her. Youre not easy to find, he commented.
Are you dead, Medric?
Oh, no, just dreaming. Youve got Emils tea set! And that old tin pot we used 
to put kitchen scraps in.
The water was boiling, so Zanja made tea. As she swirled the pot, she could 
smell it: half grass and half flower, the scent she would always associate with 
Emil, since it was his favorite kind of tea. She heard her clothes rustle, felt 
the heat of the pot on the palms of her hands, the ache of pain in her chest.
Medric sat beside her fire in peaceful silence. She said, Youve brought 
sensation with you.
Have I? Is it unpleasant?
She poured him a cup of tea, but hesitated to hand it to him. If you eat or 
drink in the Land of the Dead ...
This is not the Land of the Dead. He took the tiny cup from her, and sipped. 
You know, this is the first time Ive tasted your tea? It is good.
Zanja tasted the cup she had poured for herself. The complex flavor of the tea 
made a fist of sharp pain clench her heart. She said, If Im not in the Land of 
the Deadand you can visit me in a dreamhave I traveled so small a distance? 
How long does it take for a souls journey to end?
Its been four months, said Medric.
Thousands of nights!
A hundred. A hundred and twenty, maybe. Its Long Night now. A few hours before 
sunrise. I lay down under Kariss red coat, because I thought it might help me 
to find you. Karis made me sleep. I suppose shes still beside me now.
Gods! Zanjas dropped teacup uttered a musical ring against the clapper of a 
sharp stone. She pressed her hands to her chest, but the pain there did not 
ease. My agonies should be ended! I should have earned some peace!
She jerked sharply away from Medrics uplifted hand.
Instead of touching her, he picked up the fallen teacup. What does it take to 
break these things? After so many journeys and so many battles, the box is a 
wreck, but the cups and the pot, not a single chip.
She took the teacup from him, and examined it. I can no longer read this 
symbol. Your comments are obscure.
Obscure? Nothing is obscure to you. He blinked at her. The storyteller has 
your insight, is that it? And so you cant see the pattern.
What pattern? she said desperately. Is there one? What is this place? Why am 
I not dead?
I see that you are suspended between life and death, and cant get to either 
state.
Unsurprised, she said, Forever?
When your body finally dies, I suppose youll be set free. But it may seem like 
forever to you.
But you severed my soul from the flesh!
Im afraid Norina subverted our logic with her own. She thought shed make a 
way to get you back. But you know air logic, cruel even at its most merciful.
Zanja said, bitterly, I cannot even curse her!
A long time they sat together. The sun, usually so quick to pop up from the 
horizon, was slow to rise. At last Zanja said, I demand that Norina right her 
wrong.
Looking miserable, Medric dried out his teacup on the tail of his shirt.
Medric!
You mean that you want her to finally kill you. He put the lit tie cup into 
its spot in the box. Ill tell her. I never thought Id be killing you twice.
He took off his spectacles to wipe his eyes. It was terrible to see such a merry 
man so sad.
I wish you would leave, she said. And take your heartache with you.
Would you like to have this? Its my book, the one we printed on the old 
librarians press.
She accepted the oddly made book he had taken from his pocket. It had a childs 
gluey fingerprint on the cover.
Will you also take this coat?
Now that the light was finally rising, she recognized the vivid red of the coat 
he wore. No!
But this is a cold place.
She had not known it was cold until he said so. Shivering, she said, I need to 
be cold. Please go!
He got to his feet, and walked away, into the blaze of the rising sun. He did 
not look back. She did not call out to him. It was a relief when he had gone.



They had gathered around Medric while he dreamed, a collection of weary 
travelers sharing blankets and using each other as pillows in the airy attic of 
a building never meant for winter habitation. Garland dozed, awoke shivering, 
pressed himself against the nearest body for warmth, and slept again. When 
voices woke him, some faint light had begun to filter in, and a distant window 
floated in the black, framing a couple of fading stars. Downstairs, the Long 
Night candle would soon be extinguished. The first day of the first year of 
Karis Gdeon would soon dawn.
Karis still sat beside Medric with one knee drawn up and his hand clasped in 
hers. But he was mumbling irritably, and Emil stood over him, hauling him to a 
sitting position.
Its no good, said Medric.
You couldnt find her? Emil said.
Shes dead? Karis said.
Medric said. It would be better if she were dead. Norina
Im awake, she said.
Garland was quite startled to realize that the body he clasped so tightly was 
the Truthkens.
She said, Well, what?
We have to kill her again. Her body, this time.
We? You mean me. Norina tucked the blankets back around Garland and Jhan as 
she got up. In your opinion, Medric, would killing the storyteller be a just 
and merciful act?
Zanja demands that you right your wrong. It seems a demand both for justice and 
for mercy.
She asks this out of anger? Out of despair?
Oh, shes angry. But your interference trapped her in a dreadful place, a 
between place, a nothing place. We cant just leave her there.
Norina asked, with that inhuman coldness of hers, What if the storyteller would 
rather live?
There was a silence. Emil said, I think Zanjas desires take precedence. But 
you might gain the storytellers acquiescence when the time comes.
Yes, you can probably do that, said Medric. If shes the one with the 
insight, shell understand.
Norina settled on her heels. Garland realized she was looking at Karis.
Karis spoke in a voice that had shredded to a whisper. What do you want me to 
say?
That you wont interfere.
Karis was silent.
But as though Karis had spoken, Norina said, You must consider this further. If 
I am forced to act without your consent, it will be the end of our friendship. 
And I feel that I have no choice in this.
I know, Karis said. Leave me alone.
Sighing, Emil said to Medric, Did your dream yield only bad news?
Zanja is trapped in a single empty moment. It is impossible for her to have any 
understanding that might be of use to us.
The light was rising. Garland could almost see the expression on Emils face, as 
it changed from pained to startled. Then we re asking the wrong one, he said. 
We need to ask the storyteller.




Part 5
How Tortoise Woman Saved The World





Tortoise Womans son had married some farmers to the north, and one day she 
decided to visit him. It was a bright, warm day, and she hummed to herself as 
she walked. Normally, she was a grumpy, solitary person, but on days like this 
even she could be in a good mood. When she stepped across a crack in the earth, 
thin as a grass stem, she hardly noticed it.
Returning home, though, she stopped at the crack, which was as wide as a finger 
now. She had seen cracks like this before, in flood plains after the water had 
receded, but this soil was sandy and it had not been that long since the last 
rain. She put her eye to the crack. It seemed to have no bottom, and the 
darkness was very dark indeed. But she stepped over the crack, and continued 
home.
The next time she walked that path, the summer was over and frost sparkled on 
the shadow side of the stones. When she came to the crack, it was wide as a 
hand, and even as she watched, she saw a rock teeter into it and disappear in 
the darkness. I wonder how long this crack is, she said to herself, and walked 
along the crack in one direction and then in another. It seemed to go on 
forever. But she stepped over the crack and went on to her sons house.
Has anyone noticed that big crack in the path? she asked her son and his 
family. No one had.
When she returned home, the crack had gotten much wider. She measured it with 
her walking stick, and then sat down beside the path to take a nap. When she 
awoke, she measured it again, and although it had not gotten much wider in so 
little time, it was certainly wider.
She went home and said to her own family, I am afraid the earth is splitting in 
half.
You are being ridiculous, they said.
The fall mud came, and then the killing frost. One day, Tortoise Woman told her 
family that she was going to visit her son one more time before the snow began 
to fall, but it was a lie. The crack that would soon separate the world had 
gotten much wider.
Perhaps the two pieces of the world might be pulled back together, she said to 
herself. But if I wait until spring and bring all the people I know to see this 
problem, and get them to use cables and horses to pull the pieces togetherby 
then it might be too late; it might be impossible to get from one side to the 
other.
Besides, her sons family had not even noticed the problem, and her own family 
thought she was ridiculous. Later, they would regret not having paid attention, 
but she could not wait for that to happen.
She lay down across the crack, with her front legs on one side and her back legs 
on the other, and she dug in with all her claws and began to pull. She pulled 
for many days and nights, and the winter snows began to fall. Her family assumed 
she had decided to stay with her son for the winter, and of course her son 
thought she was comfortably at home.
After the spring mud, though, her family went out looking for her. There is the 
crack she was so worried about, they said, as they stepped over it. It is not 
nearly as wide as she said it was. On the way back from their sons house, very 
worried about her now, they found Tortoise Womans walking stick. They noticed 
the marks she had made on it to measure the width of the crack, and they laid it 
across the crack to measure it again. According to these marks, they said, 
this crack has gotten much narrower. Thats ridiculous. And they walked away, 
looking for any sign of what had become of Tortoise Woman.
In fact, she was very close to them, so close that she had heard the entire 
conversation. With her legs dug deeply into the earth and her head tucked in out 
of the weather, she had gradually been covered with mud, and looked like a big 
rock straddling the crack in the earth. She had been pulling the edges together 
all winter long, and was glad to hear that she had made progress.
Several years later, her son brought his children that way, and they did not 
even notice the crack, though he did wonder what had happened to it. Tortoise 
Woman had begun to sink into the earth, and plants had taken root on her back. 
Even if she had dared let go, she could not have pulled herself loose. But she 
knew she needed to hold on, for she was the only thing keeping the world from 
splitting in two.
And there she remains, to this very day.






Chapter Thirty-Two



The winter sun, a pallid and late-arriving stranger, still lingered below the 
rooftops as the heavy iron gate of the garrison swung open. A small, precise 
woman in a gray cloak, with flashes of red silk shining through like flame in 
charcoal, stepped out onto the crisp ice. Good day, storyteller, said one of 
the soldiers who had just come on duty. Get some sleep, eh?
He and his fellows might have benefited from that same advice, for they were 
blinking wearily in the rising light. One of the others called after the 
storyteller, as the gate was locked, That was a fine night!
The storyteller walked away across the ice. As sunlight suddenly gilded the 
attic window of a narrow building, she pushed the hood back from her face and 
looked up. The sky was clear but colorless. The golden glare on the roof seemed 
sourceless and mysterious. Across that glare, a raven stalked, his ragged black 
blurring in a halo of light.
It was the first day of the new year. Already, though the iron winter stretched 
before them, farmers would begin to plan for the distant spring. The storyteller 
climbed the steps, opened the door to the silent house, and went in.
In the sparsely furnished upstairs rooms, the baby slept beside a cold stove. 
The storyteller soundlessly lit and built up a new fire, then she went to a dark 
window over which thick curtains were drawn. She opened the curtains, lifted the 
stiff, ice-crusted sash, and opened the shutters. Now the suns reluctant rise 
cast its tentative brilliance across her features, sprinkling a golden flush on 
her sharp cheekbones but leaving her eyes in shadow.
In a rush of cold air, the raven landed. His ragged feathers rustled dryly as he 
lifted his wings and hopped from the windowsill into the room. The storyteller 
lowered the window sash, then turned and politely offered the raven something to 
eat.
Thank you, the raven said.
She brought him a plate of bread and cheese, poured him a mug of water, and 
knelt on the floor near him as he gulped down the food. It cannot be easy to 
find a meal in winter, even in the city, she said.
Do you know who I am? the raven asked.
You are a raven who wishes to talk to me. The woman looked at him a moment, as 
though she knew that she should be surprised. Do you know who I am? she asked.
No, I am not certain.
I am a collector of tales. But I have never traded stories with a raven.
I will gladly tell you a story, the raven said. But I do not want to hear one 
of your stories. I want you to answer me a question.
I can answer no questions. There is very little I understand.
You have insight, do you not?
Insight? I suppose I do. But I have no memories. And insight without memory has 
little value.
After a long silence, to which the storyteller seemed indifferent, the raven 
said, I know you are a reader of glyphs. I ask you to cast the cards for me.
The storyteller rose up lightly, checked that the baby was not too close to the 
rising heat of the stove, took the packet of glyph cards out of her boot, and 
squatted down by the raven again. What is your question?
How can the Sainnites be overcome without destroying the spirit of Shaftal?
The storyteller moved her fingers through the cards, seeming scarcely interested 
in the ravens question or in the cards. The rooms only light came through the 
unshuttered window. A card fell to the floor: the Wall, also called the 
Obstacle, which glyph readers often interpret as an impermeable and 
insurmountable problem. The storyteller examined this solitary card, and then 
she reversed it. On the right and left of the Wall she lay out a pattern of 
cards. Her actions seemed swift, casual, and random, but, gradually, as she 
added cards and relocated those already laid down, the scattered cards began to 
group together and overlay each other in some complex relationships. She had 
dropped fifteen cards when she finally stopped, though her fingers continued to 
sort through the cards in her hand.
The pattern is not complete, she finally said. But that is all I know of it.
The raven walked around the cards, examining them. The storyteller rose up to 
check the infant again, and this time she moved his basket a small distance from 
the warming stove. Beyond a half-open door a sleeper moaned.
Is this a pattern of present-and-future? the raven asked. Or is it 
cause-and-result?
She returned to look at the cards. Both, perhaps.
What is the obstacle that must be broken through?
I dont know.
Is it a place? An idea? An event? A people?
People, she said. Persons. But perhaps it is just a wall.
The raven continued to ask questions about various elements of the pattern, both 
those elements to the left and those to the right of the overturned wall. To 
some questions the storyteller offered several tentative or overlapping answers. 
To others she could offer no answer at all.
The sleeper in the next room moaned again, and the infant became restive. The 
raven asked, How much longer do you think we have?
Not long.
I promised you a story, said the bird.
The storyteller said, But I have not truly answered your question.
You have answeredbut I must work to understand that answer. Therefore, I will 
tell you a story without an ending. Is that a fair exchange?
The storyteller had picked up the baby to quiet him. It is fair.
The raven told her a story about a woman whose spirit had been irretrievably 
split in two. Half her spirit was exiled to wander aimlessly in a distant dream 
world. Half her spirit remained in her body, and could only tell stories. So 
those separated halves were doomed to continue, the raven said, without any 
alteration in their condition, as long as the womans body lived.
The storyteller stood by the stove with the infant in her arms. She said, If I 
were telling this story, it would properly end with death uniting the two halves 
into a whole.
After a long silence, the she added, Ah, Raven, I understand! What a favor you 
have done!
The raven said, With your consent, I can arrange your death.
But you are a trickster. To what am I truly consenting?
The raven said, I will not trick you. In twelve days time, you will be killed. 
If you consent.
I do consent, the storyteller said, without hesitation and with out sorrow.
The girl in the next room asked an irritable question. The storyteller went 
silently to open the window, one-handed, with the baby starting to wail with 
hunger into her shoulder. The raven flew out, and was gone in the blaze of pale 
sunlight.



It was the first day of the first year of Karis Gdeon. She huddled on the 
rough, unfinished boards of the shearing-house attic, weeping. Garland had his 
arm stretched across her broad back. Leeba, recently awakened, huddled with her 
arms wrapped around Kariss bent legs, frightened into tears herself.
Emil had been the one who talked to the storyteller, through the medium of Karis 
and the raven, but it had been Karis who offered the storyteller her death. Now, 
Emil knelt beside Medric, who under Kariss direction had laid out the glyph 
pattern on the floor, using cards borrowed from a sleepy and confused Paladin.
Medric said unhappily, This is worse than reading Koles.
She was able to give us some clues of how to read it, Emil said.
But glyphs without context. .. !
The reader always creates the context.
We are not seeking a subjective truth, though. And to read these cards as 
though my experience of them somehow reflects a political reality is not just 
specious. Its dangerous.
Emil put his hand on the seers shoulder. His three earrings glittered briefly 
in a beam of sunlight. We sent her out to explore the wilderness. Now she has 
found a way through, but it is up to us to read the trail markings so we can 
follow her.
What if we are too stupid?
Stupid? Oh come now, Medric!
To Garland, this discussion was incomprehensible. He understood, rather vaguely, 
that Emil had thought it reasonable to let a casting of cards determine 
Shaftals future. He understood now that Medric, who would be responsible for 
interpreting those cards, thought that to read them reliably was impossible. But 
Medrics explanation for his reluctance made no sense, and neither did Emils 
steady assurance that it could be done. What if Emil were as mad in his way as 
Medric was in his? Surely, Norina would not allow lunacy to continue. Garland 
glanced hopefully at her.
Norina stood with her arms folded, her back against a post that supported the 
center beam. She watched Medric fret over the incomprehensible glyphs. Her face 
was inscrutable.
When Norina killed the storyteller, it would be with that very expression on her 
face: passionless, impersonal. She was as mad as the rest of them.
Kariss desperate, shuddering sobs had fallen silent. One of her clenched hands 
unfolded, to stroke Leebas head. Jhan, who embraced Karis on the other side, 
dug out a preposterously clean handkerchief for her to use. Leeba made a fretful 
sound, and Karis said hoarsely to her, Im sorry Im scaring you. But Im just 
sad.
Youre always sad, Leeba said.
Karis let her limbs unfold to take the child into her embrace. Im sorry. But 
you make me glad, you know.
Emil said, Karis, can you talk to me about politics?
Karis, bowed over Leeba, did not respond.
Emil persisted. I think I must call an assembly, and it will take two months at 
least to gather people together. I have the Paladins now to act as messengers, 
but I assume we wont be bringing them to Watfield with us
Youre going to visit the center of Sainnite power without any Paladins? said 
Mabin, who had joined them earlier. Well, this is certain to be a short-lived 
government.
Karis looked up then. That battle last night was the last. There will be no 
more bloodshed in Shaftal.
Mabin looked blank, and Garland felt that blankness also. No bloodshed? How?
Norina said, Under the law, the Gdeons declarations are to be understood as 
fact.
Her words only sound like hope to me! said Mabin.
Norina straightened from her post. Break the law at your peril, Mabin. Her 
tone was cold.
Fact? said Karis in a small voice.
You speak for the land, said Norina to Karis, as though that explained 
everything. Youll get accustomed to it.
Not by accident, Norinas foot sharply nudged Mabins. The councilor said, If 
Karis says we dont need an army to defeat an army, then she must be correct. 
She looked like she had taken a mouthful of putrid fish and was trying to 
determine how to spit it out.
For war cannot make peace. Emil gestured at the cards on the floor. And I see 
no war there. Do you, Medric?
Medric said irritably, This is not a predictive casting. Its an advisory 
casting. He sat back on his heels. War, defeat, victory, none of these are 
advised.
Abruptly, mysteriously, Garland understood all of them. Medric, who examined 
possibilities, could conclude that war might continue, despite the storytellers 
advice. Except Karis had said that it wouldnt. And Mabin clearly thought that 
peace without victory would be impossible, and Norina might well have agreed 
with her, except that the law required her to agree with Karis, no matter what. 
So she agreed with her.
Karis said flatly, The war is over. A statement of fact.
Kariss advisors all nodded distractedly: fire logics uncertainty was resolved; 
air logic shifted its entire rationale to match a new principle; earth logic 
remained inarguable. Emil, apparently the quickest to readjust his thinkinga 
dancer, that man, always poised on his toessaid, Well, Medric will grumble 
over the cards, however long it takes. You and I, Karis, we need to decide what 
I am to do, if I am not re-establishing the old government.
Karis shut her eyes. Emil began to say something apologetic, but a gesture from 
Norina silenced him. Garland, still embracing Karis, thought she might be 
analyzing the distribution of weight on that loaded food tray she had once 
described. Her desperate sorrow was not pastand would never be, perhaps. But 
Karis said sturdily, Call an assembly, Emil, and name everyone who attends it a 
councilor of Shaftal.
Emil blinked. No Council of Thirteen? No Lilterwess Council?
The Lilterwess Council is to be formed by the Gdeon, said Norina. But if she 
chooses not to form one, and to transfer their power directly to the assembly, 
that does not contradict any law.
It contradicts tradition began Mabin, and got herself kicked again. 
Apparently, she was to endure a painful re-training, but Garland could not 
manage to feel sorry for her.
Karis said, Master seer, what do you think?
Medric looked up from his glyph puzzle. For once, he did not protest the formal 
way she had addressed him. And his spectacles seemed perfectly clear. You are 
choosing the right way. Now leave me alone.
Emil asked Mabin, Norina, and Jhan to help him decide who to invite to the 
assembly, and how to compose the important letter that would coincidentally 
announce to all the people of Shaftal that, after twenty years of chaos, they 
had a Gdeon again. Apparently, Emil would then recruit the entire company of 
Paladins to simultaneously write dictated copies of the letter, which the 
Paladins would hand-deliver to the recipients. Garland cried, Do you mean to 
tell me that every single Paladin carries pen and ink?
Emil blandly produced a pen and a packet of ink from his waistcoats inside 
pocket. Mabin kept hers inside her black jacket, in a buttoned pocket that 
seemed designed for no other purpose. I dont believe it, Garland muttered in 
Sainnese.
As Emil took his contingent towards the stairs, he said over his shoulder, 
Garland, I know youll make Karis eat, but get her to rest also, will you?
When they were gone, Karis commented, Apparently, youre the one who gets the 
impossible task, Garland.
I beg to differ, muttered Medric.
Karis kissed Leebas head again. Listen, Leeba! Theyre singing the First-Day 
song! Lets go down and watch them put out the candle.



Chapter Thirty-Three



The second day of the new year ended prematurely as the weary sun was engulfed 
by advancing clouds. In the brief twilight the stars appeared to cast away their 
light with frantic haste before the clouds smothered them. By this frail, 
rapidly failing illumination, Clement led the company of soldiers down the hill, 
into the gently sloped grazeland of a river valley blanketed by faintly 
glimmering snow. The soldiers snow shoes crunched; they walked in a fog 
breathed out by their weary fellows.
Because Clements thoughts were in turmoil, she had given her company no rest 
that day. The mornings chatter had long since given way to plodding silence. In 
the dark valley stood a cluster of buildings: an established, successful 
farmstead that boasted a huge red cow barn.
A big shaggy dog came out from underneath a porch to bark a sharp alarm, and in 
a moment the door opened to spill its light. An angular woman with a lantern in 
her hand examined the company of soldiers bearing down on her, quieted the dog 
with a command, then turned and spoke into the doorway.
By the time the soldiers had all reached the bottom of the slope, a dozen of the 
cow farmers had come out onto the porch. Clement stepped into the light.
The level look that the angular farmer gave Clement was a puzzlement. Seth 
turned and spoke to her family, words Clement could not hear, and then she came 
down the steps. She said, Your people can sleep in the barn, in the milking 
room. Theres a stove, and fuel. Take straw to make beds. You do know the 
difference between straw and hay? And light no open flames, of course. She 
added, Well bring down some bread and cheese, or we can cook a hot meal if you 
want to wait for it.
Clement heard words come out of her mouth: No, all I ask is shelter and 
permission to draw from your well.
Theres a pump in the milking room.
Both of them were performing parts. This performance was necessary. But the old 
illness came over Clement, a self-loathing that for two days had continually 
risen like nausea, only to recede in response to the counter-pressure of panic. 
The self-loathing was familiar; it arrived after every battle, and lingered 
longer every time. The panic, that was new.
Clement spoke some words that were not necessary or part of a performance. My 
people will do no harm to your family or your familys livelihood. I promise 
you.
Seths right eyebrow raised, very slightly. This is a rare assurance. This 
neutral comment revealed something in Seth that Clement could not clearly see or 
make sense of. It was not what it should have been: not anger, nor resentment, 
nor hatred.
There was no reason why even a modicum of trust should exist between them, and 
Clement was wasting her time looking for it.
Clements company was conveying impatience by shuffling their feet, gasping 
loudly at the cold, and rocking their weight noisily in the snow. Clement said 
over her shoulder, Captain Herme, take the company to that big barn, but dont 
go in until I get there.
When she could hear the companys sledges starting to move behind her, she said 
to Seth, Well be gone when you come down for the morning milking, and you 
wont know we were there.
More promises? Seth took a step forward. Is Clem your true name?
Lieutenant-General Clement.
Both Seths eyebrows lifted now, but still there was no visible revulsion.
Clement said, I apologize for deceiving you.
Oh, I imagine that you thought honesty was impossible, said Seth.
I should have chosen not to pretend my way into your bed.
A corner of the cow fanners mouth curled. Make amends, then, she said. Come 
to my bed againwithout pretense, this time.
The sound of the soldiers snow shoes had become distant. The farmers had begun 
to go back inside the house, though some lingered to keep an eye on Seth. 
Clement noticed these things. She also noticed how the cold was seeping upward 
from her feet, how weariness crushed her earthward, how sounds echoed in the 
crisp air. But Seths words seemed beyond understanding.
My fire is lit, Seth said. My family will let you come in. There is no lock 
on any door. You only have to find your way to me.
It is impossible, said Clement.
It seems simple to me.
Clement heard crunching footsteps. Captain Herme, having complied with Clements 
command, apparently had now taken it upon himself to make sure of her safety. 
Fortunately, he did not understand Shaftalese. Clement said to Seth, Youve 
asked for an end to pretense. But if I came to you, pretense would be 
unavoidable. The pretense that we are not enemies.
Seth said quietly, You and your people are strangers. I and my people are 
offering hospitality, according to the traditions of Shaftal. WeIchoose to 
offer it. Now what will you choose, Clem?
Lieutenant-General? said Herme tentatively.
She said to him, Yes, Im coming. In Shaftalese, she said to Seth, There is 
no choice.
There is, Seth said. I am giving you the choice.
But Clement had already forced herself to turn and walk away.



Over thirty years ago, when Clement was first judged mature and skilled enough 
to go into battle, duty had become the fence that delimited the territory of her 
life. When she led her rested soldiers up the slope in the morning, leaving the 
milking room as pristine as it had been when they arrived, that was duty. When 
she did not raise a hand in farewell to the woman who stood watching from the 
porch, that was duty. That her heart rebelled was, and always had been, 
irrelevant.
Ten more nights, at ten more farms, Clement requested shelter for her company. 
Shelter was freely given, food was generously cooked and served. Clement 
continued to demand that the soldiers behave courteously, and that they accept 
this food and shelter as a girt and not a right. The soldiers gradually shifted 
from resentment to amazement. Clement herself was surprised by the cautious, 
awkward, but inexplicably friendly conversations initiated with her by their 
involuntary hosts.
Is it true your people are refugees? asked one old man.
How can you survive without a family? inquired a shy young woman.
A middle-aged woman with gnarled, work-hardened hands declared, If you soldiers 
can make flowers bloom you can grow vegetables. And when Clement and her 
soldiers were leaving, the woman tucked some packets of vegetable seeds into 
Clements pocket and urged her to plant them.
What has come over these people! exclaimed Herme.
Clement was unnerved. When and how had the Shaftali people become so 
well-informed? How did the woman know that soldiers grow flowers, for example? 
The members of Clements company, who could not understand these conversations, 
were mystified enough by the hospitality, but Clement felt that a monstrous 
disaster loomed just beyond the limits of her ability to see and understand it.
Even though the company slept warm and ate well, it was no easy journey. Clement 
participated in the rotation of hauling the sledges and sitting the night watch. 
When a storm blew in, or the wind turned particularly cold, or the trees took it 
upon themselves to dump loads of snow onto their heads, she cursed the hostile 
landscape as viciously and sincerely as the rest of them. When they were tired, 
or fighting their way up a hill, or wanting courage for crossing a frozen river, 
she joined with them in singing to raise their spirits or keep the pacea 
breathless, harsh, and tuneless chorus, perhaps, but sometimes even she felt 
carried by the sound of it. She sat with them on straw or stone, and ate 
whatever they ate, and slept wherever they were sleeping, and by the third night 
of their return journey had acquired two bedfellows. Should you sleep cold just 
because youve been promoted? the soldier asked, when she and her partner 
hauled their blankets over to Clements solitary bed, in a very drafty barn.
Youve been good to us, her partner explained vaguely.
Its a cold night.
And theres that wind.
By the gods, said Clement, with all sincerity, I could use a warm nights 
sleep.
After that, every last one of the solders in the company, including Herme, 
seemed to forget who Clement was. They shouted at her when necessary, and did 
not take their cold hands from their pockets to salute, and even called her by 
name. She pretended to be oblivious to this deterioration in discipline.
The entire company recovered abruptly from their sloppiness when they entered 
Watfield. Ill pull that sledge, Lieutenant-General, one of her companions 
said, and she was gently, irresistibly forced into the proper position for a 
commanding officer, the center of the column. Well, Captain, she said 
regretfully to the man she had been calling Herme for the last eight days. I 
guess the journeys over.
Yes, Lieutenant-General.
Id like to thank the company myself when were inside the gate. And Ill ask 
Commander Ellid to give the company a few days rest before you return to 
regular duty.
Thank you, Lieutenant-General. The company will certainly appreciate that.
It was a gray day, and the bright colors of the citys latched shutters and 
doors were further muted by a haze of chimney smoke. They walked between ridges 
of snow that walled either side of the road, and the sledge runners clacked 
rhythmically on exposed cobblestones. The garrison gate lay ahead. Clement could 
hear a distant cheer as the gate guards spotted them, and then a bugle pealed 
the news of their arrival. Suddenly the entire company walked in step, lined up, 
straight-backed.
By some unlikely piece of luck, Gilly was already waiting at the gate. Clement 
could see him, hunched like a crow on his exceptionally steady horse, exactly as 
he had been when she left. Had he been as haunted by anxiety as she had been, 
this last month?
Now they were passing the building that housed Clements small, peculiar family. 
The door opened; the girl-nurse came out onto the stoop with the heavily-bundled 
baby in her arms.
Clement had broken formation and climbed the stairs before it even occurred to 
her that now the entire company had no choice but to come to a disorderly and 
rather confused halt. She took her son in her arms. He seemed to be asleep. The 
small weight of his body simultaneously relieved and oppressed her. She kissed 
his forehead softly so as to not awaken him.
The girl-nurse looked pale. Is my son well? Clement asked. Has Gilly looked 
after you?
Of course, the girl said, looking flustered.
Come into the garrison with me. Captain Herme
Clement gave the baby back to the girl, and the captain stepped forward to help 
her down the stairs. Now the door opened again, and the storyteller came out, 
carrying a basket, with her heavy cloak loosely wrapped around her shoulders.
Clement thought, Now it begins.
She said, Storyteller, are you on your way into the garrison? You might as well 
come with us.
The storytellers dark, narrow, sculpted face was beyond reading. Yet it seemed 
to Clement that the woman knew she had no choice but to comply. The storyteller 
followed the girl-nurse down the steps, and silently accepted the soldiers 
greetings. The company continued its progress, and was admitted with the usual 
fanfare into the garrison, as Gilly watched, his ugly face drawn and unsmiling.
Clement made a laudatory speech and dismissed the weary company. As the soldiers 
sorted out their gear and began to disperse, Clement took the gate captain 
aside. Captain, I want you to take the storyteller into custody and keep her 
under guard in the gaol. Do it as quietly as you can. I dont think she will 
resist.
Yes, Lieutenant-General. May I ask
No, I cant explain.
He gave her a stiff salute, signaled his company, and with several soldiers 
behind him approached the storyteller. She spoke a couple of words, and handed 
the captain her basket. Then she turned and walked off with the soldiers. It was 
a very quiet arrest, but the girl-nurse noticed and understood. Uttering a small 
moan, wild-eyed, she clutched the baby to her breast. What reason had she to 
fear she might be next?
Gillys stolid horse breathed out a puff of fog as Clement went to him, and took 
his proffered hand in a pretense of greeting.
What are you doing? he asked in a low voice.
I believe the storytellers tribe is Ashawalai, the tribe that would destroy 
us, a seer once said.
Gilly said after a moment, Seers visions are explanatory or tentative, not 
necessarily predictive. Even if she is a survivor of that unfortunate tribe . . 
.
She also may be the Lost Gdeons lover.
Gilly sharply turned his head to look after the departing woman and her 
respectful escort.
Clement said, She might be fully capable of destroying us.
With a Gdeons power behind her? Most certainly. Gillys gaze became 
unfocused. Then he blinked, and said, Clem, look up at the roof.
Clement did. Two ravens stood together near the roofs edge. One of them watched 
the departing storyteller. The other looked directly into Clements eyes.
They can behave like natural birds when they choose to, said Gilly. At the 
moment, apparently, they dont so choose. How long has that one been following 
you?
I dont know. Clement felt very cold.
The other one follows the storyteller. As Gilly spoke, the raven lifted up and 
flew over the rooftops, towards the gaol. I think it would be safe to say that 
nothing you have done since the ravens first appeared a month ago, has gone 
unnoticed. If the storyteller is the Lost Gdeons lover, then there seems 
little doubt whose supernatural agents these birds are.
The remaining raven continued to gaze at Clement, an unearthly, unblinking 
stare. Clement, her face stiff with cold, said with difficulty, Until this 
moment, I thought I was just guessing.
How will imprisoning the storyteller prevent our destruction? Isnt it possible 
you might bring destruction upon us?
Dont you think I have driven myself mad with that question already?
You look mad, he said, with a frail shadow of his old sarcasm.
A soldier approached with the storytellers basket, which was crammed with the 
babys supplies. She said to give you this, Lieutenant-General.
Gilly said, Youre taking your son back inside the walls?
Put the basket with my gear, Clement told the soldier. Gilly, how did you 
know I would arrive today?
The storyteller told me. Not just the day, but the hour as well.
Apparently, she expected to be arrested. Why didnt she flee?
There was a long, strange silence. Well, heres Cadmar, Gilly said, as though 
that were some kind of answer.
Cadmar strode down the road briskly, with Ellid practically trotting behind to 
keep up. Clement said, Ill deal with him. Ill meet you in your room, in about 
an hour. Will you get that girl and my son settled in my quarters?
Gilly leaned over stiffly, to clasp her hand again. What will happen to us? he 
asked. Fortunately, he did not seem to expect an answer.



Cadmar was only interested in the success of Clements mission, and since all 
the attackers of the childrens garrison had been killed, with no Sainnite 
casualties, he considered it a success. Clement explained very precisely why and 
how this success could prove to be a disaster, but Cadmar would not hear of it. 
With Willis dead, he said, the movement he had inspired would surely falter. 
Cadmar also dismissed the importance of Medrics book. This Medric himself 
admits he is a traitor to his own peopleand he obviously is a madman. Get Gilly 
to read some of it to you and youll see what I mean.
It was without much hope that Clement explained to Cadmar why she had arrested 
the storyteller. By the time she was done, Cadmar appeared to doubt her 
stability. There is no Gdeon! He went on to explain why, as though she were a 
particularly simple child who could not seem to learn anything. This mission 
has been a trial, he finally said patronizingly, and, dismissing her, told her 
to get some rest.
Clement had expected nothing else from him. As long as she had known Cadmar, 
what he could not understand or imagine he had always declared impossible. She 
went to her quarters to change into a fresh uniform, to reassure the nearly 
hysterical girl-nurse, and to pick up her sleeping son. Ill watch him for a 
while. Why dont you take a nap? You look tired.
The girls bleak stare followed Clement out the door.



In Gillys room, the fire had been built up and a lamp had been lit, and now he 
sat in a sturdy chair near the fireplace, waiting for her. Well, I have to find 
some kind of proof that even Cadmar will accept, said Clement wearily as she 
sat down beside her old friend. He treated me like an addle-pate, of course.
Of course, said Gilly. And if not for those ravens, Id agree with the 
general. This is another puzzlement, Clem: you wonder why the storyteller did 
not try to flee; I wonder why the ravens want us to realize they are watching 
us.
Or why Medric wanted us to know the contents of his book. Or why a woman 
whose power can shift the very foundations of the land has done nothing at all 
for twenty years.
Well, as far as Cadmar is concerned, that inaction proves that she doesnt 
exist.
Gilly said quietly, Cadmar can only imagine her as a general, like him. And you 
and I also have fallen into that error, up until now. But if we now imagine that 
this womans inaction has been intentional, then, suddenly, we must reconsider 
everything. When the old general sent a battalion to eliminate an entire people 
from the face of the earth, did he never once think that his actions might well 
be causing the very fate he intervened to prevent? Surely this Ashawalai woman, 
this storyteller, has pursued our destruction for nearly six years because of 
what we did to her people.
Yes, Clement said. She had considered this possibility so often that it had 
finally lost its ability to dismay her.
For a long time, the two of them sat side-by-side by the crackling flames as 
though they had nothing of importance to do. Clement, who for nearly a month had 
worried about the son she had abandoned to the care of a callow girl, allowed 
herself a little while to think of him. He did not seem much bigger; but would 
he be livelier now? Would he recognize her at all, or would he mistake the one 
who fed him for his mother?
Gilly had asked earlier what would happen to them. And now Clement wondered what 
would happen to her son, should the Lost Gdeon exercise her destructive power 
as Willis claimed she would.
She said musingly, My mother saved me and her flowers. . . but after all, she 
was merely running away from soldiers much like her, and she knew that a ship 
was waiting, and the tide was turning. All she had to do was reach the boat 
before the people chasing her did.
Gilly said, Welt, your problem is much more complicated. If you can confirm the 
storytellers identity, will that prove the Lost Gdeons existence?
Clement said sadly, The storyteller will soon explain everything. She will not 
be able to help herself.
Dont torture her, Gilly said.
She looked at himher monstrous friend, whose sympathy for this monstrous woman 
would only be more acute, now that he had an inkling of what her life had been 
like. She said, One womans life gives us the lives of six thousand soldiers.
Exactly, grated Gilly. Her life, not her death. And after all she has 
survived, you wont be able to frighten her with mere pain, not unless you 
torture her beyond recovery.
I must prove something, somehow!
Fine. Torture the storyteller, get your proof, win Cadmars approval. . . and 
what have you really gained? Youve hardened the Gdeons determination, and 
youve thrown away an extremely valuable hostage. Im starting to think you are 
addle-pated.
No, Im cornered.
At this moment, it is only your thinking that is cornered.
Bloody hell, Gilly! Get me out of the corner, then!
Is it possible you will notcannotrespond defensively to this threat? This 
seer, Medric, seems to think its possible. Gilly stood up stiffly, and went to 
the lamp table to leaf through the crudely constructed little book that lay 
there.
Watching him, Clement felt a darkness descend on her. What if Medrics book had 
been a weapon? And that weapon had reached its target: not her, not Cadmar, but 
the Shaftali man who advised them both? What if Medric had won Gillys heart?
Gilly found a page he had marked, and began to read out loud. Clement could 
hardly pay attention. But the words were rhythmic, the sentences clear. Dismayed 
as she was, Clement began to listen.
What has always distinguished the Shaftali people is their hospitality. The 
great historians have written of it repeatedly: of the effort the Shaftali 
people go through, to treat every stranger as a member of the family. They say, 
perhaps rightly, that this tradition has an element of self interest, for to 
feed and shelter the homeless wanderer prevents crime and theft. But in fact 
this custom goes much deeper than self-interest.
 The Land of Shaftal is unforgiving, a place of harsh winters and brief 
summers, where sometimes only luck might decide the difference between death and 
survival. In such a brutal land, it seems the people should also become brutal. 
That once was the case, long ago, in the time of the first Gdeon, Mackapee. But 
as Mackapee sat in his isolated cave by a peat fire, watching over his sheep, he 
imagined Shaftal as a community based on mercy. Kindness and generosity, he 
wrote, can never be earned and will never be deserved. Hospitality is not an act 
of justice, but of mercya mercy beneficial to everyone, by making it possible 
to depend on and trust each other.
But now, Shaftal has again become a merciless place. I do believe the 
Sainnites more than deserve the destruction that even now bears down upon them. 
But the Shaftali people will one day regret that they allowed their land to be 
transformed by rage.
He interrupted himself. Why are you looking so desperate?
Those farmers, she said.
Which farmers?
All of them! Seth, the woman with the vegetable seeds, the man who knew the 
Sainnites are refugees.
That is in the book.
That we dont have families?
In the book.
Hell! I knew there was something ominous about those peoples behavior! They 
all had read the book!
Clement had left Gilly in the dark, she realized, but in a moment he had 
achieved his own understanding and was saying, They offered you hospitality, I 
gather. And you find it reasonable to conclude that the hospitality was actually 
threatening. Does it not occur to you that if Medric is with the Lost Gdeon, 
and published this book with her consent, perhaps with her participation
You want to believe this man is sincere. And you want to believe that what he 
wrote, the Gdeon agrees with.
He looked at her a long time before he looked away and said regretfully, I do 
want to.
But in fact they have much to gain by making us believe they dont intend to 
destroy us. If we lower our defenses
No, a Gdeon is not a general! She does not think this way.
Whatever she is, that doesnt change what I am. When my people landed here on 
the shores of Shaftal, perhaps we could have thrown ourselves on the mercy of 
the Shaftali people. But we made ourselves criminals instead! How will we escape 
that culpability, Gilly?
Gilly shut the book and lay it down. For some time, he stood beside the bright 
flame of the lamp, with his ugly head bowed over the table. At last, he said 
quietly, You were just a child, Clem. It was your elders, including your 
mother, who made the choices that made you a criminal. And now you have a son. 
What will you choose for him?
The crackling of the fire seemed awfully loud. The scraping of Gillys cane on 
the floor made Clement flinch. She looked down at her sleeping son and felt the 
depth of what she had done to herself when she allowed him to be put in her 
arms. How could she bequeath to this baby the violence and ostracism that shaped 
her life? How could she not bequeath it to him?
He lay very still. It seemed odd that he had not awakened yet. She opened the 
blanket to feel his chilly, flaccid hand.
Gilly, stop blocking the lamplight! Gilly hastily stepped back from the table.
She turned the baby so the light shone full on his face. The violet shadows that 
bruised his eyelids seemed stark and terrible. She had seen children who were 
sick unto death. She knew what it looked like.
Gilly came over to her. He looked into the babys face. He put an arm across her 
shoulders. Of all the clumsy, graceless actions Clement had seen him do over the 
years, this was by far the most awkward.
She pressed her face against his arm, which was all knotted with the muscle it 
took to support his ungainly bodys weight on the cane. Ill send for the 
midwife right away, he said. Listen, he added desperately, perhaps fearful 
that Clement would weep. If youre a criminal, so am I. And Ill gladly share 
your fate with you, if I can die your friend.



Chapter Thirty-Four



Sometimes a babe just fails, the midwife said. The nurses milk is plentiful, 
but milk does no good if the child wont suck. He was born early, and his mother 
diedsuch infants commonly dont survive. The midwife gave Clement a cool 
glance. She seemed to think Clement should have expected this outcome.
Clement sent the midwife home.
The baby remained with his nurse in Clements quarters. Though Clement pursued 
business that was too urgent to wait, she forced herself to keep returning to 
make certain the frightened girl attempted to make the baby take the breast. 
Each time Clement returned, she took up her son, and held him, and watched the 
nearly indistinguishable movement of his breathing. Each time, she learned a new 
lesson in excruciating helplessness.
She could endure anything but hopeless waiting. That her urgency drove her out 
again into the bitter night seemed almost fortunate.



In the refectory, she talked to the night watch as those soldiers came on duty, 
and then to the much larger day watch as they came in for their evening meal. 
She found some soldiers who had been posted in South Hill, and in nearby Reece 
before that. They remembered the seer, Medric, quite vividly: a ridiculous, 
voluble little man, nearly blind without his spectacles, hopelessly bad at 
combat, and, reportedly, a drunk. Yet under his guidance the Sainnites in Reece 
had decimated the Paladins, and at first it had seemed they could do the same to 
the Paladins in South Hill. The informants agreed on the mans practical 
incompetence, and doubted he could have survived as a deserter. It did not occur 
to them that such a man might get himself some powerful friends.
The ringing of the night bell customarily would have ended Clements inquiries 
for the day, but if she delayed until the dawn bell, Ellid would inevitably hear 
of her activities, and just as inevitably would ask Cadmar why Clements 
inquiries had not proceeded by the usual slow but methodical transfer from 
commander to captain to soldiers. Then Cadmar would certainly stop her 
investigation and might well relieve her of duty, for she was acting without 
orders.
Clement burst into barracks, roused the sleepers, dealt with the affronted 
company captains, and dismayed the soldiers with her urgent questions. By 
halfway to morning, Clement had spoken to all four hundred soldiers in combat 
companies, and also to the armorers, the cobblers, and the stable crew. It was 
in the stable that she finally found a man, the stable captain, who had 
participated in the attack on the Ashawalai. A bow-legged man Clements age or 
older, he had been burned while rescuing horses from last summers fire, and 
after all these months the injury still kept him awake nights. In the back room 
of the newly built stable, he stoked the fire in the stove and set on top of it 
a rusty pot of what appeared to be treacle, though he claimed it was tea. He 
appeared to view Clements unprecedented visit as the opportunity for a 
leisurely chat to while away the night, and he was less than pleased when, upon 
learning that his duties had prevented him from attending any of the 
storytellers performances, she insisted that he immediately put on his coat and 
come to the gaol with her.
The night had gotten bitter cold. The deserted roadways, transformed to narrow 
passageways by the piled-up snow, offered a very slippery argument for the value 
of hobnailed boots. It was the kind of cold that silences speech, but Clement 
persisted with questions that the captain answered with chilled brevity.
He had witnessed the attack on the Ashawalai from a distance. The Sainnites 
approach had been noticed in time for the tribal warriors to set up a defense, 
but the war horses had galloped right over them, and had herded the fleeing 
villagers into the second prong of a two-pronged attack. What followed was a 
bloody slaughter.
So that was it? Clement asked. The Ashawalai were all killed?
We certainly wished that were true. Some ten, twelve days it took us to get out 
of the mountains, and sometimes we feared not one of us would get out alive. 
They burned our supply wagons, drove our pack animals over a cliff, and shot a 
dozen pickets. That was just the first day.
How many survivors were there, do you think?
We didnt know. We hardly saw them.
What did the people of this tribe look like?
Like racers: deep chests, light build, strong legs. Its hard to even breathe 
in them mountains. And if youre not grinding your way up a heartbreaking slope, 
youre trying to keep from falling down one. Those people, they could run all 
day up and down those vicious ridges, and then they would sneak into our camp at 
night, and cut throats so quietly no one would even notice until fifteen or 
twenty soldiers were dead. It got so no one dared sleep.
They were fearsome, then. But what was their appearance?
Dark skin. Black hair: straight, coarse, long as a horses tail. Eyes the color 
of their skin. Their faces were sharp and narrow. Long, braided hairdozens of 
braids, all knotted together.
There was a silence while in her mind Clement compared this description to the 
storyteller, and found no difference but in the length of her hairexcepting 
that solitary braid.
The stable captain said, Youre not thinking this storyteller is the one that 
was captured alive? Because I can tell you now, shes not.
One of these warriors was captured alive? she said in amazement.
She lured us into a canyon, and then her companions dumped a mountain of rocks 
onto our heads. We pulled her out of the rocks, and it turned out she spoke 
Sainnese, so the commander thought she might be some use, and didnt kill her.
Good gods, she spoke Sainnese? Would you recognize her, do you think?
I tell you, its not her. This warrior we captured, her back was broken. She 
was paralyzedwhen they chopped off some of her toes she didnt even flinch. And 
her skull was cracked, too, a kick from a war horse, probably. The medic figured 
shed die any moment, but she was still alive when we reached the garrison. I 
dont know what became of her, but she sure isnt walking on her own two feet!
They had reached the gaol. As they went through the ritual of recognition and 
admittance, Clements exhausted thoughts were overcome by a dreadful image of a 
woman warrior like herself__
maimed, broken, tormented by memories of a massacreand yet alive. Then, Clement 
and the stable captain stood at the barred door of the gaol cell. Within, the 
storyteller sat awake, huddled in her cloak, gazing blankly into darkness. 
Clement held up the lantern so its light could enter through the grate. The 
stable captain peered in. He stumbled back. He gave Clement a look of terrified 
disbelief. Its her.



In Clements bed the girl-nurse slept, puffy-eyed and tangle-haired, in a mess 
of blankets that testified to a terrible restlessness. She must have realized 
the child was sick, and was terrified even before she saw the storyteller 
arrested. But she had found a temporary peace now, and Clement left her alone. 
The baby, closely wrapped in his basket near the fire, was still cold, still 
limp, still unresponsive, but still breathing. She talked to him softly and bid 
him farewell. An eventful, possibly dreadful day lay before her, and she doubted 
she would manage to see him alive again.
She left him in his basket, and went to Gillys room. Perhaps two hours remained 
before Cadmar would have reason to angrily summon her, and even the sight of 
Gillys sleeping face, gray and drawn with pain, could not make her wait to 
awaken him. She shook him. He opened his eyes, squinting in the lantern light. 
You look like hell, he mumbled.
She sat heavily in the chair by his bed. Ill help you to get up. I dont even 
know where to look for your aide at this hour.
Give me some time to wake up, or Ill just fall over. How is the baby?
I doubt hell survive the morning.
He sighed.
Gilly, what do you know about earth magic? How does it work? What can it do?
Earth magic? Gilly rubbed his face with one hand. It is physicala physical 
power with a physical existence. It inhabits the flesh of the earth bloods, and 
it flows out of them through physical contact. Whatever earth witches do, they 
do it with their hands.
Are earth bloods healers?
Yes, people with earth talent might be healers, farmers, stone masons, artisans 
of any type.
Could an earth witch heal a broken back that had caused paralysis?
Gillys painful effort of sitting up was excruciating to watch. He finally said, 
I doubt it. I dont know what the limits are, but surely something so dramatic 
would be talked about.
Could a Gdeon?
A Gdeon? Gilly considered. Yes, it seems possible.
Clement said, Well then, the proof of the Lost Gdeons existence, and the 
proof of the storytellers identity may all be written down, in a document that 
even Cadmar can read.
What document? said Gilly with great surprise.
The storytellers body: her skin, her bones, her scars.
Gilly rubbed his furrowed face again. You must be awfully frightened, Clem, he 
said. Terror brings out your genius.



The storyteller waited, as she always waited, in silence and stillness, without 
impatience or fear. Gilly entered the cell behind Clement and sat heavily on the 
stone bench.
The walls of the cell were shiny with ice. A barred window, as big as a hand, 
let in a little gray light. When the wind picked up, it blew in a cloud of fresh 
snow. A few flakes decorated the storytellers shoulder.
Clement said, Take off your clothes.
The storyteller commented, This is a strange conclusion.
Gilly said sharply. What do you mean?
In the silence that followed, the storyteller stood up and undressed. Under 
cloak and jacket she wore her close-fitted suit of heavy gray wool. Under that 
there was silk, and linen, and under that nothing. Her skin, even the skin that 
was never exposed to sun, was brown, almost black. She had a light build, a deep 
chest, and powerful legs. It was not at all difficult to imagine her running 
lightly up and down the vicious ridges of the high mountains, or sneaking into a 
heavily guarded camp to cut the throats of sleeping soldiers.
Clement lay her hand on the womans bare shoulder. She felt a shudder, but the 
storyteller only seemed to be shivering from cold. Clement put a hand to the 
womans coarse, stiff hair. She dug her fingers to the skull, and her fingertips 
encountered the hard ridge of a healed fracture. She felt how the womans hair 
tangled there, where it grew out crooked from a ragged scar. How long has it 
been since your head was broken? Clement asked.
My head was broken? the storyteller asked.
Surely this flat curiosity was feigned? Exasperated, Clement said sharply, Turn 
around so I can see your back.
The storyteller turned impassively.
Good gods! Gilly, hold up the lantern!
The storytellers back was a shocking patchwork: a disease, or a terrible burn, 
had left large pale patches in her skin. But when Clement touched the pale skin, 
she found it soft, healthy, unweathered as a childs. What could cause such a 
thing?
Gilly said, Lying a long time on the back in an unclean bed can cause the flesh 
to be eaten away, Ive heard. He was speaking with difficulty; the lantern 
trembled in his hand.
Clement said, Did that happen to you, storyteller?
The storyteller said nothing.
Hold still. Clement pressed her fingers down the length of the womans 
backbone. When she found the lumpy mass of a healed bone in the womans lower 
back, she felt no surprise, only relief. She knelt, taking the lantern from 
Gilly to illuminate the womans bare feet. Some of her toes were brown, others 
were pink. And then, as Clement raised her face, she found right in front of her 
nose the distinct, round scar of a gunshot wound in the side of the 
storytellers thigh.
You must have taken that gunshot when you were in South Hill, Clement said. 
When you were a Paladin. But a wound like this would have putrefied. It 
wouldnt be a clean scar like thisin fact, you should have lost your leg 
entirely.
The storyteller looked down at her. What a story my skin is telling you.
I read here that you are longtime enemy of my people, an Ashawalai warrior 
whose back was broken six years ago.
Katrim she said.
What?
You believe I am an enemy of your people, a Paladin, and a katrim!
I believe you are the last survivor of the Ashawalai. I believe your injuries 
were healed by the Lost Gdeon.
The storyteller said, May I get dressed?
Oh, for gods sake! What possible purpose can your pretense of forgetfulness 
serve?
I do not pretend. Without permission, the storyteller began dressing.
Clement sat next to Gilly and put her head in her hands. Her relief had given 
way to crushing exhaustion. Like a wanderer lost in a dark night, she could see 
no further than her next random step. After a nights desperate work, she could 
prove that the Lost Gdeon existed. And now she had no idea what to do with that 
knowledge. Gilly, help me.
Gilly said, I have always believed the storyteller to be telling the truth as 
she understood it. Storyteller, will you tell us what is your purpose in 
Watfield?
I am collecting stories, the storyteller said.
It occurs to me that a fire blood could probably make a great deal of sense of 
us, just by hearing our stories.
The storyteller looked up from doing her buttons. A fire blood can make sense 
of anything. Perhaps I could also, were I more than half a person.
You are half a person? said Gilly blankly.
That is what the raven told me.
Clement lifted her head from her hands. Gods of hell! she breathed.
Youve been talking to a raven? said Gilly casually. What did you talk 
about?
You must ask the raven, Lucky Man. I do not owe you a story.
Clement was nonplused, but Gilly apparently had overcome the lingering mental 
dullness caused by his pain draught, for he promptly said, But you do owe a 
story to Clement, now she has read to you the story in your skin.
Prompted by a jab of Gillys elbow, Clement said politely, I would very much 
like to hear this tale.
The storyteller covered her once-mutilated feet with heavy wool socks. Then, she 
reached into her left boot and took out her packet of glyph cards. The raven 
told me that I am part of a whole, and that the remainder of my self is lost. In 
return for this story, he asked me to cast the cards, to answer a question. The 
question was, Hew can the Sainnites be overcome without destroying the spirit of 
Shaftal? This is how I answered him.
As she lay fifteen glyph cards on the bench in a complicated arrangement, Gilly 
said in a low voice, To read the glyphs with any depth requires long studyand 
I thought this arcane knowledge was lost entirely. How a tribal woman learned it 
is difficult to imagine.
Apparently finished laying out the cards, the storyteller put on boots, jacket, 
and cloak. She pulled the hood over her head, and sat on the bench with her 
knees tucked to her chest and her cloak wrapped around herself against the cold. 
The illustrated people on the glyph cards variously spoke, shouted, screamed, or 
wondered but they were all speechless, and the odd situations the cards 
depicted seemed meaningless. Gilly said, Ask her to explain, Clem.
Clement said, Explain these cards to me, as you explained them to the raven.
I could not explain the pattern to the raven, and I cannot explain it to you.
You cast the cards without understanding them? said Gilly in dismay. What 
good do you suppose it did the raven?
The storyteller said, The raven did not seem disappointed.
The dawn bell began to ring. Its crisp sound could be heard clearly in the small 
cell. The storyteller said, This is the twelfth day of the new year. Now I am 
done telling stories.
And, though Clement and Gilly both asked increasingly frustrated questions, the 
storyteller remained as implacably and unreadably speechless as her cards.



Chapter Thirty-Five



In one of four rented rooms, in the center of a table, there lay a small, 
bloodstained file. A raven had filched it from a dead womans pocket and had 
brought it to Karis, who had carried it in her own pocket for the last five days 
of their grueling journey to Watfield. Next to the file lay Emils pocket watch, 
ticking merrily, oblivious to its exile from the little room where Emil and 
Medric studied, questioned, and argued over a pattern of glyph cards laid out on 
the floor. The twelfth day of the first year of Karis Gdeon had dawnedand 
Karis sat at the table with her head in her hands, still waiting for her two 
wise men to tell her what to do.
Nearly six years had passed since Garland left Watfield to become a wandering 
exile. Last night he had returned, hauling a sledge packed with blankets and 
cooking gear, surrounded by a dozen companions, including Councilor Mabin and 
six of her Paladins, plus one bored and irritable little girl, and a raven too 
tired to fly. To find shelter at that late hour for such a number of travelers 
had proven quite difficult. Garland had heard the midnight bell ring in the 
garrison as they finally built up the fires in their rented rooms.
Just past midnight, Norina had sat beside Karis at this very table. It is time 
for the storyteller to die.
Karis said, The Sainnites imprisoned her this afternoon. Shes safely out of 
your reach.
Norina had silently studied her, until Karis hid her face in her hands and told 
her to leave her alone.
Norina said to Garland, Has Karis slept at all since Long Night?
Shes slept a little, some nights.
She has a sturdy constitution, but she cant continue like this.
Karis said, Leave the nagging to your husbandhe does it better. And go away.
Norina had complied, but not for long. The Paladins, sent out to locate some 
specific townsfolk, began to return with them: more of Emils numerous friends, 
Mabins agents, members of the local Paladin companyall confused by this abrupt 
summons from their beds, and inclined to react with amazed tears when they were 
introduced to Karis. She endured their adulation with a certain graceless 
patience. Mabin and Norina talked with these people all night, and Emils 
incomprehensible work with the glyph cards was frequently interrupted as he was 
asked to greet newcomers, or to answer questions.
Soon after dawn, when the city elders arrived, Garland went out to purchase a 
nearby bakers bread as it came out of the oven. But Karis could not eat 
anything. Now, the two of them sat alone, waiting.



Clement and Gilly arrived in Cadmars quarters a few moments behind Commander 
Ellid. They walked in on her complaint about not having been forewarned of 
Clements actions, but Cadmar was still too dumbfounded at what he was hearing 
to have yet become angry.
Clement attempted to explain herself.
Ellid, who knew nothing of the political matters that concerned Clement, lapsed 
into a bewildered silence, which she broke only once to comment, Well, perhaps 
there was some justification.
But Cadmar scarcely seemed able to hear what Clement was saying. I told you to 
rest!
Yes, general.
And instead you took it upon yourself
Gilly said, General, in this one case, perhaps . . .
Cadmar roared, I will not overlook it!
In the past, Clements frequent disagreements with Cadmar had always been 
resolved by a combination of persuasion and manipulation in which Clement and 
Gilly had usually collaborated. Clement knew better than to oppose Cadmar 
directly: Cadmar loved to fight and delighted in displaying his superiority, and 
she could not possibly win against him. Now, the flood of Cadmars rage washed 
over her, and she could only endure the shouting, seething at the waste of time.
At last, she was able to say, I apologize, general.
But to Clements surprise, Ellid said, General, if I may speak, it does seem 
that what Clement has learned is quite urgent.
Cadmar glared at her, then turned a suspicious look on Gilly, who managed to be 
preoccupied with trimming a pen. Cadmar said reluctantly, Tell me again what 
youve learned, Lieutenant-General.
Clement told him again. When she finished, he was staring at her with such 
disbelief that her heart sank. She had thought she was prepared to battle him 
into comprehension, but her will simply failed her.
She said hopelessly, Whether Im right or not, general, we must have some kind 
of plan
At that moment a shame-faced soldier came in, carrying a glittering knife that 
was cautiously wrapped in a piece of leather. Gilly had taken custody of the 
storytellers glyph cards, and Clement had told the soldiers on guard there to 
search the storyteller, and to block the cell window to prevent any further 
conversations with ravens. The soldier gave Clement the knife he had found on 
the storytellers person, saying, Careful, Lieutenant-General. Its got a 
wicked edge on it.
As the soldier left the room, Cadmar, still in a temper, began vehemently 
stating the various reasons why it was impossible to develop a strategy without 
any solid information about the enemys plans. Of course he was correct; but 
that their task was impossible did not alter the fact that they needed to do it. 
It would be easiest if Cadmar could argue himself into accepting that fact, so 
Clement pretended to listen to him, while with feigned abstraction she unwrapped 
and examined the little knife.
It was the most beautifully crafted blade she had ever set eyes on. The metal 
shone like polished silver, and though its surface was smooth as glass Clement 
could see wavery lines, like ripples in sand on a beach, as though the molten 
metal had been folded and hammered flat, over and over. Clement was no expert in 
metal-craft, but the skill displayed here seemed, simply, beyond possibility.
Clement stepped over to Gilly and showed the knife to him. He stared, and 
muttered, No mastermark? A metalsmith of such skill, working in secret?
Cadmar paused in his argument to glare at them. Clement had not taken off her 
coat, so she dropped the blade into her pocket. And then she noticed a stinging 
in her fingertip, and a swelling bead of blood. She could have sworn she had not 
even touched the blades edge.



One of the Paladins had brought in a plate of hot dumplings for Karis, but the 
plate remained untouched. Garland picked up Emils teapot and re-filled Kariss 
cup: a bit of porcelain the size and weight of an empty egg shell.
Karis gave a flinch. How hard is it to avoid cutting yourself?
What? Garland said.
Zanjas knife. Every time someone touches it, it draws blood. Karis poked the 
raven-scavenged file with her fingertip. Even an act so innocent as making a 
knife, or a file, isnt innocent at all. Blood is shed. People die.
The file, rolling away before her fingertip, struck Emils watch with a metallic 
ring.
And yet I must act, said Karis heavily.
The door opened. Mabin, apparently immune to weariness, came briskly in. How 
long does it take to read a handful of symbols? Karis did not even look at her.
The old councilor sat down, and looked at the ticking watch. When do we run out 
of time?
Karis said, When I go mad.
A little before that, I hope. Mabin picked up the file and rubbed its rough 
surface lightly with her fingertips. She said, Karis, its not your fault: they 
could have cut through the padlock with any file.
Karis turned to her. She said in some astonishment, Are you trying to be kind 
to me?



Cadmar seemed to think he was making a speech. Over twenty years have passed 
since our people in a decisive victory became the rulers of Shaftal. At great 
risk we destroyed every last one of these so-called witchesfire bloods, dirt 
bloods, and all the rest of them. Theres been not a hint, not a whisper, of 
magic as long as I can remember! Clement watched him pace and gesture. No doubt 
he was imagining the shouts of praise and bursts of applause that would greet 
his resonant words. Willis was dead, and Cadmar was not particularly clever, but 
she could think of no other important difference between the two leaders.
Gilly sat on his stool, gray-faced with pain. His hooded gaze was hard, bitter, 
and even contemptuous. He had been a desperate street beggar once, and Cadmar 
had ridden past on a fine horse, and noticed him, and given him a ride, a meal, 
a place to shelter from the cold. For such minimal kindness, a crippled child 
might sell his soul and not be blamed for it. Clement could not so easily excuse 
herself.
She said abruptly, General, Ive neither slept nor eaten since yesterday.
Cadmar glanced at her, then at Gilly who had not yet been able to take his 
morning tincture, then at Ellid, whose breakfast was probably congealing in her 
quarters as her lieutenants wondered what had become of her. Come back in half 
an hour, all of you, said Cadmar. And I want to hear what you imagine might be 
done to avert this supposed threat.
Dismissed, Clement started for the stairs. She heard Gillys door close quietly, 
and then the distant slam of the outer door behind Ellid. But Clement remained 
at the foot of the stairs. She could not take the first step up that long climb 
to her quarters, where the hysterical girl watched over the dying infant. She 
simply could not do it.
She finally walked back down the hall to the outdoor door. The soldier on duty 
opened it with a smart salute, and politely advised her that since it was bitter 
cold she had better button her coat.
She did so, standing at the top of the steps, squinting in the pallid light. The 
rising sun could be spotted between rooftops. The road was empty, the 
construction work halted by cold, everyone not on guard duty huddled indoors. 
She went down onto the ice, which made secret, crunching sounds under her boots.
After a few steps, she could not continue. She could not see. She stood in the 
blank, cold light of day where anyone could have observed her, with tears 
scalding her cheeks.
Something black flapped across her vision. Wiping her eyes on her sleeve, she 
said harshly, Tell the Gdeon Im a weakling. I dont care.
The raven gazed at her through one eye, and then the other. The birds lack of 
expression and attentive energy seemed to invite her to further explain herself. 
Clement said, My son is five weeks old. He doesnt even have a name. And he is 
dying.
The raven maintained its illusion of interest.
Clement tried to imagine what the bird might want from her. And then, she 
reached very cautiously into her pocket for the storytellers knife, found a bit 
of string in another pocket, and used it to bind the leather around the blade. 
She lay it on the snow, and stepped back.
The raven walked to the slim packet, hooked a claw into the loop of the string, 
and lifted off. In a long, gradual climb, the bird swam through bitter air to 
the rooftops, over the rooftops, over the garrison wall, and out of sight above 
the city, with the storytellers blade dangling from his claw.
Gods of my mother, thought Clement. The Gdeon is already here.



Karis raised her head sharply from where it rested in the support of her palm.
Garland lifted his head from his arms. He had, though it seemed impossible, been 
dozing.
Karis said fiercely, I need some milk!
If youll eat one of those dumplings, Ill go get some, said Garland.
Karis picked up a dumpling and took a bite. She raised an eyebrow at him.
Chew, he said. Swallow. All right, I am going.



Clement was the last to re-enter Cadmars room. She had a hot roll in her hand 
and a half dozen more crammed into her pockets. She gave one to Gilly, who had 
washed and shaved, but did not seem much improved. His gaze asked her a question 
she could not interpret. She offered one to Ellid, who appeared only more 
worried, now that she had taken some time to think.
Cadmar said sarcastically, Well, Clement, what do you think we should do? Shall 
we send out our soldiers? To where? To attack what?
Clement said, We dont have to go out looking for the Lost Gdeon. Shell come 
in person to rescue the storyteller, as she did before when the storyteller was 
Mabins prisoner. And shes going to do it soon, for shes already in Watfield.
Gilly gave her a startled look. If the Gdeonthe supposed Gdeonis in the 
city . . . and she wants to be sure of the storytellers safetyand youve made 
it impossible for that bird to keep an eye on her
Shell be at the gate at any moment, Clement finished for him.
Ellid grunted with dismay, but Cadmars face lit up.
Clement said, What will we trade the storyteller for?
Cadmar said, If a woman claiming to be the Gdeon shows up at our gate, do you 
really think Ill bargain with her?
Clement sat in a chair, tore open a roll, and made herself take a bite. Even 
fresh from the oven, the bread was dry and tasteless.
Cadmar said, You thought it would be so complicated. But all we have to do is 
kill her.
Frowning worriedly, Ellid looked at Clement. Although Ellid was an inadvertent 
ally, unused to this alliance, she already seemed to have learned that it was 
Clements job to contradict Cadmar.
But what could Clement say to him? Her son was dying, Kelin was dead, those 
children in the garrison would never see their homes again. Why was her heart 
still torn like this? Why not kill the Gdeon? Why did she want to make an 
argument she herself did not believe?
She said nothing. In silence, she ate her roll.



When Garland returned, the room was cold with a recent draft, and Karis was 
forcing shut the window sash. The plate of dumplings was empty. Garland said 
accusingly, You fed your meal to the ravens?
Karis held up a glittering blade.
The knife? How did the raven get it?
Her smile was tight, and her eyes were a bit strange: focused, but also 
intensely preoccupied. Garland gave her the small bottle of milk he had 
purchased. She put it into the inside pocket of her long woolen doublet, lay the 
glittering little blade in her toolbox on the floor, and picked up Emils watch. 
She crossed the room, opened a door, and tossed in the watch. There was a 
startled exclamation. Emil came out with the watch in his hand, having 
apparently managed to catch it before it met its demise. He said, Are we out of 
time? Or merely out of patience?
Im going to the garrison now, Karis said.
He blinked at her, rubbed his eyes, and blinked at her again.
Wild-eyed and gaunt with weariness, Medric came out of the room. Glancing in, 
Garland saw the glyph cards arranged carefully on the floor. Karis said to 
Medric, Tell me how you read the storytellers glyph pattern.
So our torture is finally to end? Well, what shall we decide this pattern 
means, Emil?
Emil looked very unhappy. If we could have some semblance of certainty!
Pretend that youre certain, said Karis.
We believe we need to kill someone, and we are only guessing who. Wouldnt you 
rather we could be positive?
There was a silence, but not a particularly long one. Karis said, I have with 
me a very small assassin. Who shall I kill?



Clement finally brought herself to say reasonably, If the woman is the Gdeon, 
she may not be easy to kill. Isnt that right, Gilly?
Not easy, said Gilly morosely. And certainly we would not be wise to try.
Cadmar said, But we are soldiers and I dont see why this storytellers scars 
convince you of anything other than that shes had a dangerous and lucky life.
A recovery from paralysis, said Clement. Regrown body parts.
Cadmar snorted. Impossible.
Well, general, thats exactly my point. Doomed to keep repeating the arguments 
that Cadmar would not ever become able to hear. Clement said, This Lost Gdeon 
may be able to do anything!
But we dont know that.
If we let her demonstrate her power so that we become certain, then it will be 
too late to negotiate, she said impatiently.
What would you have me do? His voice, gaining volume again, had also gained an 
edge of sarcasm. The first woman who tells me shes the Gdeon, should I bow to 
her and give her the keys to the garrison?
Clement cried recklessly, General, if she is the Gdeon, youll wish you had!
Cadmar loomed over her, his face flushed red with anger.
Fists clenched, Clement forced her voice to plead rather than shout. Talk to 
her first, she said. General, just talk to her first.
General! The gate captain looked in the door. His expression was one of 
bafflement.
Cadmars big hand clenched Clements shoulder painfully. What is happening at 
the gate?
General, three people are asking to speak to you. One is that cook who deserted 
some years ago.
Of course it would be the cook, thought Clement wildly.
He says one of the people with him is Councilor Mabin. And the other he 
introduces as the Gdeon of Shaftal.
Cadmars not inconsiderable strength was crushing Clement into her chair. What 
do they want?
The cook says they are here to make peace.
Cadmar snorted. Captain, have someone fetch Gillys horse. Tell those people 
that I am coming. Do they have weapons?
I dont see any, General, but I havent searched themtheyre still outside the 
gate, of course.
Dont let them in. And Captain, let your soldiers be prepared for action.
We are always prepared, said the captain stiffly.
As he left, Cadmar explained to Gilly, I need you to translate.
He was going to talk to the Lost Gdeon.
Perhaps, thought Clement, we might yet survive.



Its a little late to be wishing Id never heard the sound of Kariss ax that 
day, Garland thought, as he stood beside Karis at the garrison gate. Or he 
should have left these odd people the day the raven first talked to him, when 
Karis gave him money and told him to go his way. But he had fallen in with them 
instead, and now here he stood, with a half dozen guns and crossbows trained on 
him by the armored guards in the towers.
Ridiculous! said Mabin, stiff and impatient at Kariss other side. How much 
weaponry do they think it takes to kill three unarmed people? Have they no 
skill, or art?
She was comparing them to the stylish Paladins, Garland supposed. Certainly, 
these armored killers seemed no more subtle than an angry bear or a deadly 
avalanche. But he could not imagine why Mabin found this fact surprising or 
worth commenting on. Perhaps, he thought, she was covering up her fear. He did 
not find this reassuring.
Since announcing she was going to the garrison, Karis had hardly spoken at all. 
Now she waited silently, with a gloved hand gripping one of the gates iron 
bars, as if she were about to utter a disparaging comment on its workmanship. 
She gripped the iron a bit too hard, though. Garland could see the tense muscles 
swelling under her coats heavy wool.
The dozen guards inside the gate, who bristled with guns, blades, and other 
weapons, and stood in a formation that seemed poised to go barging through the 
gate, snapped themselves into rigid attention. The general is coming, said 
Garland shakily.
Karis looked at him and then, very lightly, lay her left hand reassuringly on 
his shoulder. The war is over, Garland.
I dont think these soldiers have heard that news.
A big man, isnt he? commented Mabin skeptically as General Cadmar strode into 
view, with several soldiers trailing him, and his crippled Lucky Man riding 
behind on horseback. Which one is his lieutenant?
That hungry woman, Garland said.
Mabin peered through the gate at the rigid, hollow-eyed, weary woman, who kept a 
few reluctant paces behind her superior. Hungry, she agreed. And worried. 
Very worried.
By contrast, the general, though he kept his face schooled to an expression of 
grim severity, showed no sign of having suffered lately. He is complacent at 
his good fortune, said Mabin, with no little sarcasm. He can hardly wait to 
see us die.
Kariss hand had tightened on Garlands shoulder. He glanced at her worriedly, 
for his frail courage was entirely propped up by hers. She was breathing too 
fast, her face was pale, her expression startled and dismayed. She stared at 
Cadmar.
Karis? said Garland.
Mabin glanced at Karis. What is it?
Karis pressed her lips together and gave a slight shake to her head. The general 
was approaching, his people holding a few paces back. Lieutenant-General Clement 
was staring at Karis now, seeming to share her mysterious startlement. Baffled, 
Garland turned his attention to the general who so many years ago had demanded 
that Garland cook badly. His glance passed over Garland without any sign of 
recognition. General Mabin, Cadmar greeted his old adversary.
Mabin looked distinctly disgusted.
Garland said in Sainnese, General, this is Karis, the Gdeon of Shaftal.
The bottom half of the gate was solid iron, but, like Karis, the general was so 
tall that the metal shielded less than half his body. The iron bars divided his 
upper body into vertical segments: gray uniform under a heavy coat of wool-lined 
leather, a furrowed face that may once have been handsome. Kariss thicket of 
hair curled manically while his was straight and thinning, but his hair may have 
once been bronze like hers. Karis had his broad shoulders. He had her big hands. 
They stood eye to eye, and those eyes were blue, an eye color scarcely ever seen 
in Shaftal outside the southern grasslands.
Gods of hell! breathed Garland in disbelief.
Cadmar glanced blankly at him.
In Shaftalese, Garland said to Mabin, He is her father.
Well, what do you have to say? said Cadmar impatiently in Sainnese.
Mabin said, Tell the general hell wish hed been less careless with his 
sperm!
Karis said, very quietly, What difference does it make? Just tell him why were 
here, Garland.
What difference does it make? Garland looked back at Cadmar. How could this dolt 
not see what stood before him? Cadmar had carelessly, indifferently, obliviously 
spawned his own salvation, the bloody fool! All he had to do was recognize what 
a great and terrible thing he had done!
But Garland, dizzy with wanting to shout at the man, desperately holding back 
the horror that lay behind his anger, forced himself to say, General Cadmar, 
Karis Gdeon and General Mabin are here to make peace with the Sainnite people.
Looking amused, Cadmar gestured to the crippled man, who rode his horse up to 
the gate. The Lucky Man gave Karis a sharp, inquiring glance: the look of an 
intelligent man who desperately wished for the answers to the questions he could 
not ask. But, in stiff Shaftalese, he said, Madam, the general wishes to know 
your terms.
Karis, she corrected him. Gilly, will he make peace? On any terms? Or is he 
just playing with us?
The ugly man looked like he wanted nothing more than to honestly answer her 
question. But he was on the Sainnite side of the gates iron bars, and that fact 
meant he had long ago traded his freedom for security. He said to Cadmar, in 
Sainnese, She asks if you are sincerely interested in making peace on any 
terms.
Will the Paladins lay down their arms? asked Cadmar loudly.
Garland translated.
What is this, a duel of questions? said Mabin. Is giving a straight answer a 
sign of weakness?
Im afraid it is, said Garland.
Karis said, Lucky Man, tell him that when the Paladins no longer need weapons, 
they will lay them down. Will the Sainnites lay down their arms?
Will the Shaftali people acknowledge the Sainnites as their rulers? Cadmar 
countered.
Karis looked into his hard, mocking eyes. Do you truly believe that people can 
be ruled? she asked in amazement.
While the Lucky Man translated, Garland heard Mabin say, This is just a game to 
him, Karis.
I need to be certain that its hopeless! Karis said.
The general seemed to find Kariss most recent question disconcerting, or 
perhaps merely irritating. You offer me nothing! he said. Why should I make 
peace?
I am offering you something: a choice. I will make peace with you, General 
Cadmar. Or I will make peace without you.
Mabin, who had been nonplused when Karis gave her the identical choice, seemed 
much amused by Cadmars bewilderment. Then, the general uttered a harsh, mocking 
laugh, and gesturedat the pistols and crossbows overhead, at the bristling 
soldiers that surrounded him. You threaten me?
Surely the person who needs no weapons is far stronger than the one who does, 
said Mabin. Perhaps it was a Paladin maxim. Garland was not certain who Mabin 
meant to address, but the Lucky Man translated her words, and Cadmar no longer 
seemed amused.
Karis said, I will not give you this choice again. Will you make peace?
Cadmar said, You give me no reason to choose!
Karis said to Mabin, rather blankly, How could I possibly give him a reason? 
Then Karis glanced deliberately at the tired, desperately attentive woman who 
stood several paces away, but well within hearing. Reasons are created by the 
reasoner!
The lieutenant-general looked jolted, and half opened her mouth as if to protest 
that a soldier, whose job is to obey orders only, certainly has no use for 
reasoning.
The Lucky Mans translation was distracted and awkward. Cadmar glared 
impatiently at him.
Mabin was saying to Karis, If the general is incapable of making his own 
reasons, hes incapable of making peace. Is that what youre thinking? Karis 
nodded. Thats a pretty piece of air logic, Mabin said dryly.
Its hopeless. By any logic.
The Lucky Man had not missed this interchange. As he summarized it in Sainnese, 
he tried to soften it. But the general turned on Karis. Incapable? Because I 
choose not to bow my head to a rabble of dirt-grubbing peasants? Because
Garland, beginning to translate, noticed distractedly that Kariss often-mended 
glove had worn through again in the palm. Her soot-black skin showed through in 
patches framed by frayed red yarn as she lifted her left hand from his shoulder, 
took hold of the thick iron bar, and bent it neatly aside like a green twig. She 
reached through the gate, and took hold of Cadmar by the collar. The heavy wool 
of his uniform ripped like paper.
The generals big hands pounded helplessly at hers. His shout became a gurgle.
The lieutenant-general cried sharply, Hold!
The silence and stillness that reigned there at the gate was a wonder. The 
fascinated, horrified soldiers stood rigid as stone, unable to shoot lest they 
injure or kill the general by accident. Then, Lieutenant-General Clement stepped 
forward. Clement! cried the gate captain. The Lucky Man grabbed for her 
shoulder, but missed. She heedlessly put herself within reach of Kariss other 
hand, and said, Let him go. Please. I beg you.
Karis said, just as calmly, Only a fool picks a fight with a blacksmith.
Another maxim, thought Garland wildly. This one was probably from Meartown, 
where fistfights were said to be rare.
The lieutenant-general put her hand on the arm that was strangling Cadmar to 
death. She said reasonably, Your strength came from him, though.
He left me to become a smoke-addicted child whore in Lalali. What strength I 
have certainly did not come from him.
Cadmar struggled again in Kariss grip. She tightened the garrote of his collar, 
and he stopped, his eyes starting to glaze.
Garland looked at the lieutenant-general. She seemed only distantly aware of 
Cadmars desperate, humiliating position. She seemed to be thinking of something 
elsesomething painful enough to make the soldiers mask slip off her face. She 
said, My people have forgotten how to take responsibility for a child, Cadmar 
among them. It is true.
Karis gazed at her steadily, patiently, as though she were waiting for a wild 
bird to make up its mind to alight on her finger.
Clement said, But do you want to be the kind of person who would murder her 
father because of his carelessness?
I will not murder your general for that particular carelessness, Karis said 
quietly. His personal failings are no longer important.
Garland knew what Karis really meant, but Clement looked expectantly at her, as 
though she thought she had won something.
With her right hand, which had not let go of the gate, Karis bent another iron 
bar casually out of the way. The lieutenant-general, either very brave or very 
well-disciplined, did not flinch or draw back out of reach. Karis reached into 
her doublet and then put her hand through the bars of the gate. She offered 
Clement the bottle of milk. This is your sons life, she said. Give it to 
him, Clement.



Clements ungloved hands were numb with cold, but the bottle was warm from the 
Gdeons breast. Clement closed her hand around the bottle and then she jammed 
it into her pocket.
She had been precisely, deliberately, irresistibly coerced, and she knew it.
The Gdeon said, very gently, Im sorry for what Im about to do to you. She 
released her hold on Cadmars throat. He stumbled back, gasping for breath, then 
opened his mouth in a raw shout of rage.
Karis gazed somberly at him through the twisted bars of the gate. The iron lay 
between his fist and her.
Clement had stepped forward to steady him, but that courtesy only brought her 
within range. I should have known better, she thought, just before his massive 
fist smashed into her face.
When Clements vision cleared, she found herself sprawled on ice and 
cobblestones. There was a lot of shouting. She was dragged aside like a sack of 
turnips. Something clattered lightly on the stones. She reached for it, but 
could not quite seem to grab hold of it. It was farther than she thought, then 
closer. Finally, she grasped it, and examined it with puzzlement.
A piece of a shattered crossbow bolt.
She lifted her head and peered at the guard tower. Her vision swambut those 
dismayed shouts concerned her.
Lieutenant-General, keep your head down!
It was very forward, and very thoughtful, of the soldier to shout at her like 
that. She ignored her, and with some effort got herself on her elbows, knees, 
and finally to her feet, in a sickeningly spinning world.
The soldier caught her before she fell again.
I have got to talk to the general, she slurred.
Not wise, the soldier said. Give it a moment. Youre addled from the blow.
Wise? She looked at her in confusion.
Gods of hell, said the soldier. Why cant they get the gate unlocked?
Clement looked at the gate. The captain fought the key in the resisting lock. He 
shouted an order at the towers. Clement looked upwhen would the sky stop that 
nauseating spin? In the towers, armored soldiers picked up a ladder. It fell 
apart in their hands. Rungs clattered onto stone. Side supports broke into 
pieces.
The whole world seemed to be coming apart. Perhaps the guns also lay in pieces. 
Not a shot had been fired.
Clement wrenched herself out of the stunned soldiers grip. Cadmar and Gilly had 
taken shelter against the wall on the other side of the gate. She stumbled 
acrosswere the stones actually heaving under her feet?
Cadmar! she cried.
He turned. His throat was already bruising purple. His face was red. He had the 
weird, blank gaze of a berserker.
She shouted at him. Call after the Gdeon! Tell her youve changed your mind! 
Tell her you will make peace!
The soldier had been right: she was addled. And she was too slow to turn away 
from his fist. Her nose gave a sickening crack. She went down in snow. She could 
not pay attention to much of anything for a while. Then, she realized she was 
suffocating on snow and blood, and began choking and coughing, and then she 
could breathe.
Her face was a pain so vivid that it cleared all the clutter of fear straight 
out of her mind.
She felt her pocket. The bottle of milk had not broken. She rested her battered 
face gently in the soothing, scarlet-stained snow, and waited for the chaos to 
end and the bleeding to stop.



Chapter Thirty-Six



The soldiers and their shattered weapons were trapped behind walls they could 
not climb and a gate they could not open. Garland strolled away with Kariss 
hand again on his shoulder, and Mabin snickering to herself at Kariss other 
side.
Emil stepped out of the alley from which he had been watching, and showed them 
the way down a maze of back roads. They were not escorted by the visible and 
remarkable Paladins, but by a half dozen ordinary, if somewhat self-important, 
townsfolk. These people looked sidelong at Karis, who plodded like a plow horse 
coming home from the fields.
Near someones back garden, Norina paced up and down by a covered delivery 
wagon. She uttered an exclamation at the sight of Kariss face. What happened?
Karis crawled into the delivery wagon and folded herself up in a corner. Norina 
gave Emil a significant glance, and followed her in.
What went wrong? Emil asked tiredly.
Mabin leaned her head close to his, for the gathered people had anxiously drawn 
forward. General Cadmar is Kariss father.
Emil glanced sharply at Garland, who nodded a confirmation. Did she kill him? 
Emil asked. Or not?
Garland thought that if Karis had killed Cadmar it would have devastated her. 
And if she hadnt, it still would have devastated her. In the shadows of the 
van, Kariss face seemed like a pale mask. Norina had clasped one of her hands, 
and was talking to her urgently, with her mouth close to her ear.
She seemed resolved, Mabin said uncertainly.
She killed him, Garland said.
Emil glanced at him again, inquiringly. Garland held up his hands as Karis had 
when she put them both through the gate. This is your sons life, he quoted 
Karis, gesturing towards the right. Then, he gestured towards the left, holding 
an invisible Cadmar by the throat, speechless.
This is my fathers death, said Emil.
Garland put his hands down, feeling extremely self-conscious. Mabin was giving 
him a very surprised look, but Emil clasped Garlands elbow and said, I knew 
you were the right one to send in with her.
They got in the wagon and closed the doors, and were taken on a jolting journey 
across rough cobblestones. Garland supposed that Norinas fierce whisper 
continued to fling itself at Kariss obdurate silence, but all he could hear was 
the rumble of the wheels. When the wagon stopped and the door opened, the light 
revealed a sight Garland had never imagined possible: Karis in a huddle, with 
her face buried in Norinas shoulder, Norinas hand stroking the mad tangle of 
her hair.
Yet another contingent of awestruck citizens had met the wagon at the back of a 
dry goods shop. Emil firmly pushed the crowd back, and Karis crawled heavily out 
of the wagon. White-faced, stark-eyed, she began to remove a ragged glove so she 
could properly greet this new group of strangers, but Emil said firmly, Karis, 
youve done enough. Whos in charge here? Take us where were going, please.
Walking next to Karis, Garland took part of her weightnot a light burden. Karis 
asked Norina, Wheres Leeba?
Is there something wrong with your ravens? Emil!
Emil extricated himself from an intense conversation with Mabin. Norina said to 
him, Weve got to find the ravens somehow, and get them into shelter. And does 
anyone know exactly where Leeba is?
Shes with my children, ice skating, a nearby woman said. The pond is over 
theresee those treetops?
Emil said, Send someone to bring Leeba to Karis. And Jhan alsohes with her.
Ill go myself. The woman left.
Emil picked another member of their escort, apparently at random, who found 
himself in a very peculiar conversation with the Gdeon of Shaftal as she 
attempted to tell him where the ravens were by describing what the birds could 
see. They walked down a narrow passageway between buildings, and Karis was 
saying, It seems like a big garden, with a fountain in the middle.
Is there a red and green house nearby, with a tower? And a lightning rod with a 
blue glass ball in it? Apparently, Emil had managed to pick the exact person in 
their group who knew every minuscule detail of his towns landscape.
Karis stumbled on a loose cobblestone. Up ahead, there stood an extremely 
dilapidated house, with a Paladin standing guard at the sagging back gate. They 
appeared to have arrived at their next destination.



The babys girl-nurse still huddled in the bed, but she was awake, and wide-eyed 
with fear. Lieutenant-General, Im sorryI didnt know The baby lay in his 
basket, blanket-wrapped, though the stupid girl had let the fire practically 
burn out. The girls terrified babbling continued, but Clement paid her no heed. 
She picked up her son and sat down by the cold hearth.
A couple of confused soldiers had helped Clement to her quarters, and now stood 
uncertainly in the doorway. Clement broke the wax seal on the milk bottle, stuck 
in her finger, and let a drop of milk fall from her fingertip to the babys 
mouth.
She waited. His mouth moved. She dipped her finger again, and put it into her 
sons mouth, and felt the slight movement of his lips and tongue as he sucked.
A drop of blood fell from her nose to his blanket. As she tilted her head so the 
blood would run down her throat, she noticed the wide-eyed soldiers. Escort 
this girl out of the garrison.
Im not sure we can.
If they havent got the gate open yet, lower her over the wall with a rope. 
Tell her to go home to her parents.
Yes, Lieutenant-General.
The other soldier said sympathetically, The generals got a heavy fist, eh? 
Ill find a medic for you.
They left, dragging the sobbing girl, who probably thought she was going to be 
killed. Clement fed her son from her fingertip. Later, she paused to build up 
the fire and to boil a clean bottle. She returned to find the baby blinking at 
her from his basket.
She said, Well, Ive ruined my career for you.
His mouth opened; he sucked her finger hungrily.
She said, more to herself than to him, So the child creates the parent, eh? 
Backwards though it seems? She added, Listen, little guy. I have to tell you 
some surprising news: you arent going to be a soldier.



As they entered the run-down, back-alley house with a roof that seemed certain 
to leak and a garden that was piled with frozen ordure, Garland could hear a 
muted commotion of cleaning, of furniture being brought in and the rapid, 
confident banging of several carpenters hammers. They entered a big, crowded 
kitchen, and Garland was immediately irritated to see how far advanced the 
cooking had gotten without his help. A survey of the first-floor rooms revealed 
that all the bedrooms were in the midst of a frenzy of cleaning, so he told 
Norina to bring Karis into the parlor. As Garland put together a plate of bread 
and cold meat and got a pot of tea steeping, Jhan arrived with Leeba, followed 
by a woman carrying two exhausted ravens. In the parlor, Karis held Leeba on her 
lap, and listened, as though she had no other concerns, to her daughters 
excited account of alphabet lessons, ice skating, and playing with a pet ferret. 
Jhan had gotten Kariss boots off and was affectionately admonishing her for 
getting her feet wet.
Garland sat on the stool beside Karis and piled a little mound of cold ham onto 
a small, slim square of black bread, dabbed it with mustard, and decorated it 
with transparent sweet pickles. This he rather summarily slipped into Kariss 
mouth. Leeba found the operation hilarious and demanded that she be allowed to 
help. Karis ate passively and obediently from her daughters hand. For the first 
time, Garland could see the lingering ghost of Karis the smoke addict, who had 
gotten in the habit of cooperating with the people who worked to make her 
survive a drug that eventually killed everyone who used it. It was a terrible 
insight.
Garland felt Norinas discomforting gaze on him, as he piled up more ham for 
Leeba to feed to Karis. Carefuldont let it fall apart, he said, as the 
little girl snatched it from him.
Karis doesnt like pickles, Leeba announced when a pickle slice fell to the 
floor.
She does so. Youre the one who doesnt like pickles.
The ravens dont even like pickles, Leeba persisted, as Emil came in with 
another raven. Open up! she said severely to her mother, and jammed the food 
into her mouth.
Garland glanced at Norina finally. The Truthken had done something to Karishad 
grabbed hold of her somehow and pulled her back from a cliff she was about to 
fall over. Now the danger was past, and Norina looked cool and distant as ever, 
and the hand she rested on Kariss shoulder was merely reminding her that she 
was there.
Emil, that pot on the table should be ready to pour, Garland said.
Emil had put his raven on the back of a chair. Bless you, he said sincerely 
and began pouring tea. Do you want some, Karis?
No tea, Jhan said. By Shaftal, shes going to sleep.
Karis wiped mustard from her lip. I am? How?
Feet first. Jhan had one of Kariss big, callused feet in his hands. He 
reached for the oil that he had set on the hearth to melt and proceeded with a 
demonstration.
Karis sank visibly into her chair. The Sainnites she began.
Mabin, who had just come in, said, Karis, give some credit to your people. If 
Sainnites start tearing things apart, well take care of it. You dont actually 
have to solve every single problem with your own hands.
As Emil gave Mabin a confused look, Norina uttered a sharp laugh. Are you 
supplanting me as Kariss scold? I doubt she can endure two of us, but Id be 
glad to find a new occupation.
No, thank you. It seems a pointless job.
Emil went to lean wearily by the fireplace. Karis, Im told the Sainnites 
managed to get two parties of soldiers over the wall, but that the soldiers seem 
very skittish and are only going through the motions of hunting for us. Every 
person in Watfield is keeping an eye on them. Believe me, it is safe for you to 
sleep.
Karis had shut her eyes. Whatever Jhan was doing to her foot seemed 
irresistible. I suppose, she said. Since theyre got no weapons.
Emil straightened sharply, and had to steady his teacup in its saucer. None at 
all?
Karis murmured, Jhan, I concede. Your power is greater than mine.
Jhan said, Leeba, let Karis lie down on the floor. You can help her take a 
nap, if you want to.
Even the edged weapons? said Emil, as Leeba crawled off Kariss lap.
Dull beyond repair, said Karis. Even the kitchen knives.
Garland stood up. Ill get some blankets and a pillow.
But he paused at the door, distressed suddenly by the memory of that tired and 
hungry soldier, the lieutenant-general, reeling back from the generals vicious 
blow. Emil?
Emil was sipping spilled tea out of his saucer. He gave Garland a glance of a 
sort that had never been directed at him before: not merely inquiring, but 
respectful. It was unnerving.
Do you want to make the Sainnites completely desperate? Garland asked.
No, no, not at all. I want them reasonable.
Without kitchen knives, theyll have nothing to eat but porridge. Thats going 
to make them desperate.
Emil gazed at him thoughtfully, obviously waiting for a suggestion.
Lets feed them a decent meal, Garland said.
Mabin uttered a snort of disbelief. Five hundred soldiers?
Emil, leaning on the wall again, crossed one booted foot over the other. Oh, 
Garland can do it, he said.



A tap at the door awoke Clement, and she was surprised to find that the room had 
grown dark, the fire had burned to coals, and her infant son slept in her arms, 
in the tangled mess the girl-nurse had made of the blankets on the bed. The 
medic had come by to set her broken nose. The pain had been awful, but somehow 
she had fallen into a doze despite it.
The door opened. Clem? Can I come in? It was Gilly.
Has the garrison fallen apart yet? Clement asked indifferently. She got up, 
and helped her old friend to a chair, and put the baby in his arms. The baby 
squinted at Gilly, yawned, and uttered a mild complaint.
Gilly blinked down at the infant, and smiled reluctantly. This Gdeon exercises 
a cruel generosity, eh? She gives you your hearts desire so you can destroy 
yourself with it. But youre so glad you dont even care that youre dead.
She apologized, Clement said wryly. She lit a lamp, looked around rather 
hopelessly for something to eat, and was briefly distracted by the sight of her 
face in the little mirror tacked to the wall.
Youre even uglier than me at the moment, Gilly said.
I see that.
I always feared Cadmar would smash your face in someday.
It was inevitable, really.
Have you heard? The postern gates and the water gate cant be opened. The 
weapons cant be repaired. Not a blade in the garrison will hold an edge. Weve 
got nothing to defend ourselves with but our bare hands.
Clement couldnt bring herself to be concerned. She sat heavily beside him, her 
face throbbing. So what will Cadmar do? Surrender, or let us be massacred?
Hell, I dont know. The mans been in a temper all afternoon. Maybe hes trying 
to shout the Gdeon to death. Do you think shes actually his daughter? She 
seems too astute, frankly.
The baby yelped. Are you hungry again, Gabian? Clement picked up the bottle 
that she had left to keep warm on the hearth. Gilly handed her the baby.
A good name, he commented. Your mothers, I believe.
Gabian sucked the bottle energetically, gazing into Clements face, apparently 
indifferent to her swollen nose and black eye.
Has Cadmar had you write my demotion orders yet? Clement asked.
Not yet. But you dont actually care, do you?
Clement looked at her bent, worried, desperately unhappy friend, and felt a 
wrenching helplessness. Gilly, Ive reached the end.
Gilly gazed determinedly at his hands, which rested on his sturdy, battered 
cane. Youre going to desert. I knew that when I heard you had sent the girl 
away. Youve got to get out now, or your son will starve. But where can you hope 
to find shelter? I know you, Clem: maybe you imagine that cow farmer would be 
glad to see you again, but youll never impose such a risk on her. The local 
Paladins might find a use for you, but not a use you could accept. The Gdeon, 
though, shes gone out of her way to put you in this position. What do you 
think? If she shelters you, will she allow you to advocate for your people 
without actually betraying them? Thats a very difficult balance to keepI 
should know.
Gilly continued to gaze at his folded hands, as though this simply was not a 
conversation that could have been conducted eye-to-eye. Thinking of Gillys 
uneasy life of betrayal made the choice Clement was contemplating even more 
discomforting. Every day she would walk into this Gdeons circle of advisors, 
negotiate the strange Shaftali customs, and be subjected to their seething 
hostilities. And she would be friendless for the rest of her life.
Gilly, I need you to come with me.
Gilly gave her that familiar sideways glance, and asked dryly, Are you 
proposing to sling me over the wall in a basket, like Gabian?
Oh, hell, she muttered, reminded that they were practically prisoners in their 
own garrison, and that her nimble-minded friend was in fact a cripple. Ill 
have to come back for you somehow.
Ill certainly be glad to see you, said Gilly. But they both knew perfectly 
well that the risk to Clement would be too great, and that once Clement was 
gone, Cadmar would make certain Gilly didnt follow her. In the meantime, 
Gilly said steadily, you can make it easier on yourself by getting the Gdeon 
to give you some kind of assurance. It wouldnt hurt to win yourself some of her 
gratitude. Bring her the storyteller. Thats a woman who can climb a wall, Id 
wager.
Clement had scarcely been thinking, she realized, or she would have thought of 
this on her own.
And do it tonight, Gilly added. For Cadmar has ordered her executed 
tomorrow.
Bloody hell! Gilly, I cant get the storyteller out of gaolthe soldiers wont 
let me. And if I try Ill just get myself arrested. And if I even were willing 
to attack my own people to win her freedom, what would I attack them with?
Gilly raised a hand to rub his face. His calm was finally shaken. Oh, Clem, she 
must not die! Just because Cadmar cant smash his fist into the one hes 
actually angry at, and hes using the storyteller as some kind of proxy
That stupid man will assuage his injured pride even if it destroys his entire 
people in the process.
Now youre sounding mutinous, said Gilly seriously.
She got up abruptly, and handed Gilly the protesting baby. Im going to open 
the window. Keep him out of the draft, will you?
The window had not been opened since autumn, but with some banging and effort 
she managed to wrestle up the sash. The ice and snow that coated the shutters 
cracked loudly as she swung them open. The stars were coming out. The sky, that 
gorgeous deep blue that she loved, breathed down at her its bitter breath. She 
said out the window in a low voice, Is there a raven here? I want to send a 
message to the Gdeon.
She heard nothing. The garrison itself lay in unearthly stillness. The night 
bell suddenly began to ring, and she muttered, Gods, this is a demoralized 
silence.
No knives, said Gilly sardonically. Therefore, no supper.
Is that it? Hell! She leaned out the window and twisted her body, so she 
looked up at the eaves of her own roof. Raven! she called, more loudly, 
feeling foolish, though Gilly maintained a serious silence.
She heard a scrabbling, and then, almost invisible against the sky, a head 
peered down at her. She heard a voice, like the creaking of old hinges. Hold 
out your arm.
Gilly, it talked!
Of course it talks, said Gilly. Youre still capable of surprise?
She stuck her arm out the window. There was a dry, heavy flapping, and the raven 
landedungainly, claws digging through heavy wool cloth into skin. She brought 
him in, a heavy, drooping, ice-decorated bird.
Put him by the fire, said Gilly reasonably. Close the window. Give him 
something to eat.
Doing all this took a while. Clement shook the crushed remains of the rolls out 
of her coat pockets. Standing on the chair near the fire, the raven ate these 
crumbs, and drank water from her washbowl. All this was not so strange, until 
the bird said, Thank you.
He flapped his wings, spraying Clement with ice water and slush. He fluffed his 
feathers in the warmth of the fire and looked like he would now go to sleep.
She said, My message to the Gdeon is urgent. Can you carry her a note?
The raven said, Emil is addressing you. Please speak your mind.
Clement looked at Gilly rather desperately. But he seemed to think that holding 
the baby was participation enough.
What one raven knows, we all know, explained the bird. Emil has a raven 
beside him, saying your words to him.
And what else was that raven saying to him, Clement wondered rather wildly? 
Would it describe her dark, disordered room, her battered face, her hunched 
companion and the restless, grunting baby that he awkwardly dandled on his knee?
The raven added, unnervingly, Emil is sitting with Karis while she sleeps. The 
room is dark, like this one. Karis is asleep on the floor, near the fire. She 
has hardly slept since Long Night, and he does not wish to wake her up. He asks 
that you speak with him instead of her. How can he win your confidence?
Who is Emil?
The raven said, Emil was commander of South Hill company for twenty years, and 
is now a General of Paladins, and a councilor of Shaftal.
He was the commander in South Hill? Clement stared at the raven and demanded, 
irrationally, What happened in South Hill? When that woman in our gaol, who 
used to be a warrior of the Ashawalai
Katrim, corrected the raven.
Katrim, she said irritably. She became a Paladin in South Hill, didnt she? 
Under Emils command! And something happened there.
The storytellers name then was Zanja naTarwein. She came to South Hill 
Company wanting to kill Sainnites. But she turned her back on this war, and 
opened the way for others to follow her Emil, and Medric, and Karis. Zanja 
became a hinge of history, an opener of doors.
Well, she had better get some more doors opened quickly, for she is going to be 
executed tomorrow, at dawn.
The raven said nothing at all.
Clement stumbled on, scarcely able to believe what she was doing, even as she 
did it. Id like to save her, but I cant. Perhaps theres something you or the 
Gdeon could do.
The raven said, Emil asks for your patience. This is a painful problem.
Clement had been pacing the cold room, but now she sat down abruptly, in a chair 
near Gilly. I make a traitor out of myself to a raven, she muttered, And I 
get only silence in response. Who do I complain to?
The raven finally spoke. It is better that the storyteller be killed.
What? How could it be better?
It is difficult to explain. Zanja naTarwein is no longer alive, and the 
storytellers death will be a gift to her.
Her separated spirit can be made whole by killing her? said Gilly.
Yes.
This makes sense to you? Clement asked.
Gilly shrugged crookedly. I believe its fire logic.
It is fire logic, the raven said.
As the raven fluffed his feathers in the heat, Gabian watched the black bird 
with fixed fascination. Clement finally said, I want to come over the wall 
tonight, and join the Gdeons service.
It was impossible to understand nuances in the ravens inhuman voice. But the 
promptness of his reply suggested a lack of surprise. Lieutenant-General 
Clement, you will serve Shaftal best by remaining where you are.
Now Im in disgrace, theres nothing I can do except bring my son to safety 
before your people attack.
There will be no attack. We are here to make peace.
But the Gdeon said her offer of peace was Cadmars only chance.
She said she would make peace without him, the raven said.
Something in the ravens words gave Clement pause. Gilly said, That is what she 
said. He also paused.
Oh, bloody hell, Clement breathed. Gilly, where is Cadmar?
Gilly said sharply, Youve got to keep away from the general! If something 
happens to him, youll be blamed! Clem, listen to me!
Look after the baby, she said, and ran out the door.



Chapter Thirty-Seven



Garland found the kitchens oven to be quite cantankerous, but he and his fellow 
cooks eventually managed to get it to produce a halfway decent tray of meat 
turnovers. He brought one to the Paladin who sat writing a letter by candlelight 
as he kept watch outside the parlor door. He took another into the parlor to 
give Emil. Emil, seated in an upholstered chair, flanked by a flock of extremely 
weary ravens, made a silencing gesture.
Karis, bolstered by feather pillows and wrapped in blankets, slept on the floor. 
Before Jhan was half finished with her, she had fallen profoundly asleep: 
oblivious as he stripped her to the skin, unconscious when several people lay 
hands on her to help turn and arrange her nerveless form. Garland had taken 
Kariss clothing into the kitchen, but then lost custody of it to the people who 
could sew. The worn state of her relatively new clothing offered an appalling 
measure of how hard Karis had been working.
Garland put the plate at Emils elbow, and then quietly added wood to the fire. 
Kariss big hand was outspread on the floor, as though even in her sleep she was 
trying to hold the pieces of a broken thing together.
Emil said in a low voice, Raven, tell me what is happening now.
A raven spoke. The Lucky Man has placed the baby in the basket. Now he speaks: 
I see you are a subtle people. His tone is ironic.
The fire, rising in the fireplace, crackled softly.
Tell the Lucky Man he can remind Clement that reluctance to take power is a 
virtue here. Is he following her to see whats become of the general?
Yes.
Tell him its not contagious.
The raven said, He seems nonplused. He has left the room now.
You birds have an astonishing vocabulary, Emil muttered. He stood up stiffly. 
Garland, the storyteller is to die at dawn. How can they kill her with all 
their weapons broken?
Garland felt a twist of sickness. A heavy ax on the back of the neck.
Emil flinched. Then he took a breath and said in an even voice, Without a sharp 
edge, the executioners going to need a good aim.
They dont miss, Garland said. Its a point of pride. But that wont make you 
feel any better.
Nothing will. Not only did I have to kill her, but I have to keep killing her. 
My ethical training has rarely seemed so inadequate. All I can do is endure, but 
to endure such an awful thing seems impossible.
Emil looked at Karis then, with a wrenching interlarding of compassion and 
pride. Must I awaken her?
Dont you dare!
She has to be told.
You keep away from her! Sit down and eat your supper! Leave that poor woman 
alone! If Garlands rolling pin had not been in the kitchen, he would have made 
himself ridiculous by brandishing it.
Emil sat down and picked up the plate from the table. He took a bite of the 
turnover, and shook his head in amazement. I dont know how you do it. Then he 
looked up, and smiled faintly at Garlands face, which must have had a strange 
expression. No, I dont know how I do it either, he said. Are you going to be 
up all night?
Yes, Emil. I expect we all will. People are out there sewing Karis a new 
undershirt, knitting new gloves, mending her boots, stitching up her popped 
seams, and patching the holes in her breeches. Other people keep dropping by to 
discuss recipes and where to locate ingredients. And were cooking, of course.
Of course. Do they mind taking orders from a Sainnite?
No more than you do, apparently.
Emils grin had only the slightest twist of sorrow. Its not obedience, he 
said. Its self-interest. Do you think I could have another one of these ?



Clement pounded pell-mell down the stairs. A couple of soldiers who kept an 
anxious watch inside the front door leapt up, startled, from a distracted game 
of cards. With the pain in her face jolted back into agony, Clement had to reach 
for a door post for support. Is the general in his quarters?
Yes, Lieutenant-General. Commander Ellid was with him for a while, and then we 
brought him some porridge.
You better sit down, said the other, and guided her to his chair. She sat 
blinking at him, puzzled, trying to think of how or when the soldiers of 
Watfield had started being so thoughtful and proprietary.
Its broken, eh? said the soldier, gesturing at her face.
I sure do wish I had ducked.
The soldiers grinned. And then, as the grins faded, the anxiety settled back 
into their faces. The entire garrison was waiting helplessly for the ax to fall; 
Clement doubted anyone would get much sleep tonight.
She said, I have to talk to the general. But I dont dare go near him if he 
hasnt cooled off. Would one of you go ask him if hell see me?
The kind soldier went off down the hall, and the other one collected the cards 
and started shuffling them. How are people doing? she asked him.
Well, Id feel better if I had a decent blade.
Down the hall, the kind soldier uttered a sharp shout.
Clement had choreographed her share of battles, then stood back and watched them 
unfold with the same sense of unreality. The soldier dropped the cards. They ran 
to Cadmars room. They found him sprawled upon the floor, with his face in a 
pool of thick, bloody vomit.
The kind soldier grabbed Clement by the arm. It might be the plague. Dont go 
in there!
She let him pull her back from the doorway. Her panic wasnt feigned as she 
turned to him and cried, Go get the medics!
I will, Lieutenant-General. But please, dont go in there! He spoke wildly, 
and his fearful eyes said her own terrified thought: Dont leave me with no one 
to stand behind!
She took a breath. Ill wait here until you come back. I wont go any closer to 
him.
Gilly arrived before the medics did, carrying Gabian in the basket, with the 
bottle of milk and other necessaries tucked around the baby. By then, Clements 
heart had stopped its pounding, and she said to Gilly very calmly, Get my son 
out of here.
They were alone in the hallway. The soldier had gone into Cadmars room, 
muttering fatalistically, First in, first dead. The door was closed now.
Emil says its not contagious, Gilly said.
Clement had to remember who Emil was. She cried, And you believe him? He 
promised no attack! Now were isolated from the city, with our gates and walls 
preventing us from infecting Shaftal, and we could all simply die in here.
You called the Gdeon a generous woman not long ago. You said she was of a 
woman of her word. And her words were very specific. Clem
I dont want
But think of what it means!
They glared at each other by the dim light of a distant lamp. Then, in a fierce 
whisper, Gilly said, Clem! Think what you can do for your people!
He had put the babys basket on the floor. Now, he picked it up. Ill keep the 
baby in my room. Send a soldier to help me, will you?
She nodded stiffly. Gillys words lay in her mind like an unopened package. He 
walked awkwardly away, leaning on his cane, hauling the baby. A few minutes 
later, the medics arrivedthree of them and a half dozen soldiers.
Their faces told her theyd rather risk contact with the sick man than be in her 
position. She whole-heartedly agreed with them.



Clement sat at her work table with her hands cupped very cautiously over her 
face. She had moved the raven to a chair in a shadowed corner, because this was 
sure to be the kind of night that people would come barging in unannounced. What 
lay upon her now was the weight of silence. Clement assumed that extra watches 
had been placed on the wall, but there were no alarms. Gilly had sent a message 
assuring her that Gabian seemed quite well. Her sons absence left her room 
echoing with emptiness. All across the garrison, frightened captains were 
feigning unconcern as the terrified soldiers under their command bolstered their 
courage with boasting or distracted themselves with card games. Ellid would have 
been out making her rounds, reassuring people somehow, but the soldier bearing 
the devastating news of Cadmars illness would have found her by now.
There would be no attack tonight. To defeat five hundred soldiers, even disarmed 
ones, would take some effort. The local Paladin company could not muster more 
than seventy experienced fighters, and even that would take a few days at this 
time of year. Of course, there was nothing to stop the Watfielders from simply 
rising up and throwing themselves on the Sainnites in a grand fistfightnothing 
but the wall, and a gate that would not open. But, more likely they would just 
watch and wait while Cadmars illness spread through the garrison, and the few 
soldiers who didnt die of illness died of starvation. It would be over long 
before spring, with not a blow struck.
Clement heard a footstep outside the door. Come in, she said, and a soldier 
stepped inan old man with a left hand so badly smashed in an old battle or 
accident that his fingers were now frozen in a useless claw. Clement remembered 
the soldiers name, and asked him in to warm up by the fire. The man handed her 
a note from the medics, put a log on the fire, and warmed his hands by the 
flames.
The note was scrawled on a torn piece of paper: Fever, delirium, lumps in 
groin, one dead flea. Too early to judge outcome.
But a woman who can dole out life can dole out death just as easily. Clement 
dropped the note onto the coals and watched it shrivel, puff into flames, and 
become ashes. The soldier said, Its bad, eh?
The generals certainly picked a bad time to get sick, said Clement. Why do I 
remember you? Did you know my mother?
I knew her pretty well. We all were on the same boat, you know. You were just a 
little bit of a thing. Dreadfully seasick. But tough. We all told Gabian you 
were going to be an officer. I guess shed be pretty proud of you right now, 
Lieutenant-General.
Proud of what? Clement wanted to ask. My lousy luck! But this was no time to be 
imposing her low spirits on anyone else. She said, ThanksIll try to keep that 
in mind. How are people doing, do you think? This news about the general is 
going to be hard to take, Im afraid.
The old man looked at her. Do you think so, Lieutenant-General? His words were 
neutral, but his tone had a sharpness to it. I guess Id better get back. 
Thanks for the warm-up.
Clement was left alone to think about Cadmar: a courageous, handsome, powerful 
man with the luck of the gods, who made a reputation for himself by barging into 
impossible situations and then fighting his way out unscathed. Clement had 
adored him once, had even indulged in fantasies of a covert love affair. That 
was before Gilly, before Clement watched Cadmars casual abuse of a helpless 
boy, and his stupid disregard for Gillys vivid intelligence. After Gilly had 
given Clement a point of comparison, she had loved Cadmar no more. In fact, she 
had become determined to make herself what Cadmar was not, and she had been 
young enough still that reshaping herself had at least seemed possible.
Yet Cadmar was a man to stand behind. An overshadowing obstacle, he was also a 
substantial shield and a convenient excuse. Clement had railed against him, 
suffered under him, detested herself for the tricks she employed to get around 
him. Yet, despite the long years of repugnance, now that it seemed likely that 
Cadmar soon would be gone, what Clement felt was simple terror. She would be 
unshielded. She would be the one in front, and the lives of six thousand 
soldiers would entirely depend on her. If she failed, she would not have anyone 
else to blame.
She wanted the bloody idiot back.



She heard voices in the hallway, and lifted her head from the table. She felt 
empty, dazed, and then, as she stood up, dizzy.
Commander Ellid came in without bothering to knock. A soldier was standing in 
the hallway, with a lantern at her feet. Ellid surveyed the room, glanced at 
Clement, then said to the soldier, Bring the lieutenant-general a load of wood, 
and find her something to eat. Kick a cook out of bed if you have to. She shut 
the door behind herself and added, Well, Lieutenant-General, dont you look 
like hell.
Ill take your word for it. What do you think, Ellid, is this worse than the 
night they burned down the garrison?
Much worse. Theres nothing to do. Nobody to kill, no fires to fight. Sit down, 
will you?
It did seem like a good suggestion. Clement sat and pushed out the other chair 
with her foot. Ellid sat next to her and said, This morning, I thought I was 
about to initiate your demotion. And then I was thinking you were a bloody 
genius. By afternoon I was thinking you had gotten yourself beaten to death. And 
now youre about to become general. My days been pretty lousy, but it must look 
good to you.
I wouldnt want to be you either right now, Clement said truthfully. Are the 
medics certain now that Cadmars dying?
Hes only got a few more hours, they say. They never heard of an illness moving 
so fast. They put themselves in quarantine, and theyre desperately hoping its 
the kind of illness that doesnt spread.
During Clements solitary wait, her apprehensiveness seemed to have consumed 
itself. She said, No one else will get sick. I know it for a fact. And I dont 
know whats going to happen next, but Im pretty sure it wont be what anyone 
expects.
Ellid looked blank. Begging your pardon, Lieutenant-General...
Oh, for gods sake, Ellid, were alone in the room.
Clement, Ellid corrected herself. And then she seemed to think for a while. 
You know some things that I dont know. No, never mindI doubt weve got time 
for you to explain. Tell me what you need from me.
Whatever I do, it wont be what anyone expects, either. I need the whole 
garrison behind me, though: absolute obedience, no hesitation. Every last bloody 
soldier.
All right, Ellid said absently, as though she were waiting for Clement to ask 
for something difficult.
Thats it. You better get busy.
You got it already.
Ellid, I commanded a garrison for five years myself. I know for a fact I 
havent got it already.
I guess you dont know everything. There was some fifty soldiers watching this 
afternoon when Cadmar smashed your face after you saved his worthless life. And 
every last one of them wanted to beat the hell out of him. And theres another 
fifty soldiers that just came back from a tough campaign with you, and all 
theyve been talking about is how hard you worked to make sure they got through 
it without even a touch of frostbite. And theres not a soldier in the garrison 
who doesnt remember that youre the one who kept us all from burning to ashes 
this summer. Youve got their loyalty, Clement. Because you earned it. Tell them 
what to do, and theyll do it.
Clement simply could not think of a reply. The expression on her facewhat 
remained of her facemust have been completely blank.
Ellid got to her feet. Im going to assign a signal-man to you, and Ill make 
sure every captain in the garrison knows that when the bugle blows, thats your 
voice giving the orders. She paused. A favor, Clement. A little thing.
What? Clement said doubtfully. It was difficult to believe any favor could be 
small at the moment.
Dont put your life at risk, eh? The last thing I want is to inherit this 
bloody mess from you.
Clement said, Thats exactly what I told Cadmar the last time he promoted me. 
And now look at whats happened.



The kitchen had gradually emptied out, and Garland, too tired to go through the 
trouble of finding a bed, dozed on the hearth. Down the hall, he heard the 
Paladins voice, and then he heard Medric saying urgently, Etnil! Wake her up! 
Now!
Garland grabbed Kariss mended, cleaned, ironed, and neatly folded clothing, and 
ran to the parlor. Medric, standing in the doorway with a blanket trailing from 
his shoulders, said vigorously into the parlor, Not only is it a mistake to try 
to protect her, but its generally a good idea to keep out of her way, under all 
circumstances. Yes, thats a useful principle. His spectacles, reflecting fire, 
made his eyes into a circle of light.
Emil said, Oh, I was just waiting for you to wake up and tell me what to do. 
Come in, will you? Or at least allow Garland to pass. Is there a Paladin out 
there?
Yes, Emil, said the Paladin.
You might as well start waking up the house.
Garland went in, to find Emil kneeling near Karis, holding his watch up to the 
firelight. What time is dawn in the garrison, Garland?
When the bell rings. Sainnites ignore Shaftali time. But we cant hear the 
garrison bells here; I think were too far away.
Emil turned to the dark flock of birds. Ravens, what time is it in the 
garrison?
An hour to dawn, a raven replied.
What is happening there?
Clement is eating.
Have the raven ask to be let out the window. I hope hes recovered enough to 
fly.
They waited. The raven said, It has been done. The raven can fly.
The raven is to fly to the gaol and watch over the storyteller. Emil sighed. 
At least Karis will be able to answer her own questions. He leaned over her 
curled, limp form. Karis, Im sorry, you must wake.
This gentle approach had no apparent effect. Emil resorted to vigorously shaking 
her. Eventually, Karis sat up and gazed dazedly at Medric, who crouched at her 
feet now, talking rapidly though not very coherently. She put her arms through 
the new linen undershirt that Garland offered and tugged it over her head. She 
said, Garland, do you know what happened to my boots?
A cobblers been working on them. Theyre out in the kitchen.
Can you find my coat, too? And my toolbox?
Emil said worriedly, Tell me what youre going to do.
She lifted her big hands, and examined them, minutely, with a certain 
puzzlement. Im going to get a tool. And Im going to do something with it.
Medric uttered a grunt of laughter. He said to Emil, Im going to go put some 
clothes on.
But what...?
Medric looked blurrily but intently at Emil over the top of his lenses. Oh, 
Emil, this is the easy part. Dont try to understand. Just follow her.



The hall outside Cadmars room was crowded with people, none of whom had any 
business there. At Clements approach, a babble of voices rose up. Lieutenant 
General, we cant put an edge on the weapons. We cant repair the guns. The 
gate wont. . . General Cadmar...?
Ive had a full report from Commander Ellid, she said. I am entirely aware of 
our situation.
Someone insisted, panicky and desperate, But theyll attack us at first light!
Theres not going to be an attack.
Then why are we waking up the day watch already, an hour before dawn?
You mean people were actually able to sleep? She looked at them, eyebrows 
raised, until a few of them, at least, managed crooked smiles. Now what are all 
of you doing here? You think youre the only ones who are worried? And that if 
you could just talk to someone in charge, something would be done about it?
Their lingering mutter of voices fell silent. She said, Were in a bad 
position; theres no doubt about that. Those people at the gate yesterday, they 
wanted to make an impression, and theyve made one. But what kind of strategy is 
that? To hit us hard and then walk away? They dont intend to fight us! Theyll 
be coming back, but now weve had time to think, theyll be wanting to talk 
again. Should an entire garrison go into a panic over a simple conversation?
After a silence, one of the frightened soldiers said, What kind of 
conversation?
Hell, I dont know. But I can talkyou all know that.
There was a startled silence, and then a burst of laughter. The soldiers began 
to leave, but they wanted to touch her first, as though she were some kind of 
luck charm. It took some time for the hall to empty. When they had finally 
dispersed, Clement opened Cadmars door and went in. She said to the startled 
medics, I just want to see him. I wont touch him.
A window had been cracked open despite the cold, but it didnt do much to 
relieve the ungodly stink of the room. Cadmar lay quiet in a neat bed, garishly 
illuminated by bright lamps. Everyone loses at least one battle, thought 
Clement, looking down at the fallen mountain of a man. Perhaps Cadmar had 
forgotten that, or had chosen to never know that one day he would be completely 
outmatched. By a flea, eh? she said soberly. I guess Ill have to take that 
as a warning.
A medic said, There are never any fleas at midwinter, because of the cold. Its 
very strange.
Very strange, she agreed.
Cadmar struggled for a breath and then lay still again.
She reminded herself again that he had helped her, taught her, and supported her 
rise. But it all seemed long ago. She turned away.
Ill be waiting in the hall, she said.



The light was rising. The ravens flew up in a crowd, uttering sharp cries that 
seemed like curses. They wheeled into the paling sky. One by one, as people 
followed the ravens out the narrow door, they looked up to check the time and 
weather. Garland thought it looked to be a fair day, tolerably cold but bright 
for once. Leeba, still half asleep in Jhans arms, peered up at the sky like 
everyone else. Where is the sun? she asked.
Its coming up over there. He pointed eastward.
She looked towards the east in sleepy amazement. Why? she asked.
Karis was already walking away down the street, bare-headed, with her coat 
unbuttoned. In her right hand she held a gigantic hammer, its handle worn to fit 
her hand, scorched black by the heat of the metal it had shaped over many years. 
She wore no gloves. There was no time for Garland to run back in and find some 
for her.
At Kariss elbows, Norina and Emil took big steps to keep up with her. The 
others crowded along behind: the Paladins, adjusting their weapons and 
tightening up their buckles, Medric, waving ink-stained fingers and talking 
excitedly to no one in particular, Jhan, attempting to explain the sunrise to 
his daughter, and Garland, with his pockets crammed with apples and biscuits and 
a nice wedge of cheese, in case anyone became hungry.
They turned onto the main street. Citizens still in their night-clothes peered 
out their front doors at them. People who had kept watch on the street corners 
all night trotted up to talk with Mabin, and then ran off, on what errands 
Garland could not guess.
The city smelled delicious, of roasted meat, onions, pastry crust, cinnamon and 
burnt sugar.
Jhan said vaguely, But this isnt a feast day.
Its a new feast day. The feast of following without knowing why.
Rabbit wants to walk, Leeba declared.
Were practically running, Jhan said to her, more than a little out of 
breath. Tell your rabbit to be patient.
Rabbit knows.
Well, tell the lizard, then. I dont think he knows.
Leeba held the wooden lizard, and the stuffed rabbit peeked out of the front of 
her coat. She shook the lizard roughly and told him to be patient and to stop 
complaining.
The trotted down the street. As they drew close to the garrison, the dawn bell 
began to ring.



Clement had set a chair under an unshuttered, east-facing window and had watched 
as the darkness became light. The signal-man squatted nearby with his back 
against the wall. The bugle hanging around his neck began to gleam, as though it 
were collecting every bit of this winter dawns sparse light.
The dawn bell rang. Clement stood up abruptly and paced down the hallway, 
cursing under her breath.
That Clements first words to the Gdeon would be an explanation of why and how 
the storyteller had died in their custody was intolerable. What Emil had said 
about the necessity of the womans death had made no sense and did not matter.
Cadmars door opened. A haggard medic looked for her. General Clement, he 
said. General Cadmar is dead.
Come with me! she said to the signal-man. And she ran down the hollow hall, 
out the door, down the ice-slippery steps and into the road.
The garrison was awake. She felt it: coiled, alert, listening.
The snow that was piled high on either side of the road made the path through 
seem like a cave, a tunnel, paved with extraordinarily slippery stones. Somehow, 
Clement managed not to fall.
In the distant yard that abutted the outer wall, four soldiers stood. In the 
middle of their circle, a slim gray figure knelt and obediently lay her head 
upon the block.
Clement shouted at the signal man, Stand down! It was an order that should 
stop even a battle-mad soldier mid-stride, mid-blow. Gasping for breath, the 
bugler brought the bugle to his lips, but the noise that came out was an 
unrecognizable spurt of sound that to any listener would seem a meaningless 
accident.
The sky seemed full of ravens.
Hell! Clement cried helplessly. Do not kill her! Do not kill her! Her voice 
echoed back at her.
The ax rose. The ax fell.
The garrison wall burst open.



Chapter Thirty-Eight



Squatting on her heels, Zanja read Medrics book until the water in her pot 
boiled. She had read the book many times, but it seemed different every time she 
read it. When the water boiled, she shut the book and steeped her tea. As she 
looked up from the porcelain pot with a poured cup of tea in her hand, she 
noticed the owl perched atop a stone, gazing at her. The owl had the 
passionless, infinite eyes of a god. Surely, Zanja thought, the land in which 
she endlessly traveled was a place in the owls mind.
Salosa, is it finally time for me to die? she asked. The owl said, You die 
painfully at every crossing. Yet you have never refused to cross. Why is that? 
Zanja said, Because it is my duty to my people. Speak again, said the owl. 
The truth this time. Because you named me a crosser of boundaries when I 
became a katrim.
Speak again, said the owl. More accurately. Zanja thought, and said at last, 
Because crossing boundaries gives me joy.
That is a good reason, said the owl. Remember it.



When Karis struck the wall, the hammer-head fractured like glass. The hammer 
handle shattered to splinters. Pieces of the hammer exploded out from Kariss 
hand, burning as they flew from shadow into sunlight. The sound of that blow 
reverberated in Garlands head. The feeling of it shook his joints loose, so he 
felt that he would collapse; that nothing could possibly remain standing.
The stones of the wall simply let loose of each other. The wall fell down before 
Karis, nearly obscuring her in a shimmering cloud of shattered mortar and 
dislodged snow. Through the dust, Garland caught occasional glimpses of her: 
legs straddled, hands open, feet buried in restless rubble.
Leeba shrieked wildly, Look! Look at that! Oh! She held the wooden lizard over 
her head, so that he could see. Stones crashed, cracked, and clattered. Beyond 
this racket, a bugle was sounding. Garland shouldered his way through the 
awestruck Paladins to Emil, on whose dust-caked face glowed the sunlight that 
broke through the widening breach in the wall.
Emil, said Garland humbly, that bugler is signaling the soldiers to stand 
down.
Emil rubbed dust and tears from his eyes. To stand down? Well! He grinned 
ferociously at the crumbling wall. I guess even the Sainnites dont want to 
know what its like for Karis to lose her temper.



The storyteller genuflected, folded neatly over her bent knees with her hands 
tied behind her. Her face was crushed into the shattered ice that covered the 
block. Across her back sprawled the spread wings of a fallen raven.
Lieutenant-General Clement? said the executioner. The wall was disintegrating 
beyond him, and he started nervously at every new crash.
General Clement, she said. Cadmars dead. What happened?
The bird tangled with the ax.
And what?
The ax hit the block, not the prisoner.
But she looks dead!
I guess shes fainted. Shall I? He hefted the ax.
Gods, no! Put that down.
Still gasping for breath, with the bugler still sounding his signalhalf of the 
soldiers of the garrison seemed to have already arrived, but now stood back in a 
disorganized rabbleClement unbuttoned her coat to be used as a stretcher, and 
suddenly a dozen soldiers were there doing what she wanted, though she had not 
seen them arrive and did not remember giving any orders. As the soldiers tucked 
the storyteller and the folded up raven into the coat, Clement called, 
Signal-man: honored guests in the garrison!
The puzzled bugler began playing the new signal. Ellid, who approached from a 
distance, flanked by several of her lieutenants, shouted, General Clement! Your 
orders?
Just follow me, Clement said.
They went plowing through the snow: Clement, starting to feel the cold; the 
senior officers pretending they knew what they were doing; the four soldiers, 
carrying the storyteller between them; and the bugler blaring away at the rear. 
All along the edge of the field, the captains were frantically getting their 
companies in order. For no apparent reason, the soldiers began to cheer.
And then Clement realized they were cheering for her. It made no sense.
And then it did make sense: those shouts made her feel like she could do 
anything. And by the gods, she needed to feel that way, or she was going to 
collapse just like the wall, right there in front of five hundred soldiers.
She and her entourage reached the wall as another arm-span of it came crashing 
down. The breach was already as wide as three wagons, and where the wall had 
collapsed lay an ever-shifting and spreading field of restless rubble, of stones 
that rolled and rolled and did not rest until they were no longer touching any 
other stone.
A rolling stone bumped into Clements foot. On the other side of the restless 
rubble stood a woman in a flapping red coat. At her right stood a lanky gray man 
with the fire of sunrise in his face. At her left stood a wiry, cool woman whose 
glance was like a sharp blade drawn across skin. Flanking her were a half dozen 
black-dressed, gold-earringed Paladinsnot farmers with weapons, but the kind 
Gilly had once called deadly philosophers. Clement noticed Councilor Mabin, the 
ubiquitous runaway cook, a jumpy little man in sun-drenched spectacles, a 
sturdily built man with a joyous, shrieking little girl in his arms. And beyond 
them were gathering astonished townsfolk, with their coats thrown on over 
night-clothes and their bare feet jammed into boots they hadnt taken the time 
to strap up.
Clement started forward across the unsteady stones. Karis met her in the middle. 
Her unbuttoned coat revealed plain work clothes, and a belt from which small 
tools dangled and danced: a folding rule, a fat pencil, a utilitarian little 
knife. Her boots looked as if they had walked down every last one of Shaftals 
godawful roads.
She offered her bare hand. Clement clasped it, and felt like she had grabbed 
hold of a piece of hot iron.
The war is over, Karis said.
The stones heaved underfoot. The soldiers were shouting Clements name. The war 
is over, Clement affirmed, as definitely as she could manage to say such a 
preposterous thing.
The cold woman at Kariss left turned to face Shaftal. She cried, in a voice 
that seemed trained to carry long distances, The war is over!
Clement glanced backwards at Ellid, who had climbed up the rock pile behind her. 
Signal peace. Make bloody sure the soldiers act happy about it.
Yes, General.
Clement turned back to face the steady, implacable gaze of Shaftal. Do you want 
to discuss some details?
A deep humor came into the face of the man at Kariss other side. Three 
earringsa Paladin general. Emil, Clement realized.
Karis said, The Sainnites will not be harmed or attacked, and you will not harm 
or attack the people of Shaftal. The people of Shaftal will offer you the 
hospitality of strangers and eventually the hospitality of friends.
The rocks slipped away from under Clements feet, but the powerful grip on her 
hand balanced her. The cold woman at Kariss left said, General, say that you 
will do whatever is necessary to make these things happen.
Clement opened her mouth to speak, and then there was a great, terrible pause.
I am a Truthken, the cold woman said, answering a question Clement had not 
asked.
Clement said, I have to tell you, I dont know how to make peace. I cant be 
certain that all the garrisons will follow me. And I may only be general for a 
few months.
The Truthkens expression became distinctly appreciative. I understand these 
qualifications.
Clement said, I will do whatever is necessary to make peace with Shaftal.
Karis, the general declares a sincere intention.
Oh, well solve these problems, Karis said.
The bugler had begun sounding a sequence of notes that had never been heard in 
Shaftal. Clement couldnt even be certain her soldiers knew what the signal 
meant. But Ellid had also sent her officers in person to pass the word, and the 
soldiers voices were a rising roar. On the other side of the wall there also 
rose up a growing wave of cheers. A bell had begun to peal.
Surely, Clement thought belatedly, none of this is possible. It can not 
possibly be so simple as this.
Karis said, What happened to the storyteller?
Clement said, A raven got in the way of the ax. It missed her entirely. But she 
seems to be unconscious.
The gray man uttered an exclamation. Karis, why did you interfere? How many 
times must we make up our minds to kill her?
One last time, Emil, Karis said.



Are you the one whos managing this business of feeding the garrison? Were 
ready with the bread.
Garland was being addressed by a rather floury woman, who had seen fit to tuck 
under her arm a hot loaf of bread, which crackled and steamed in the chill. She 
brought him into a wonderful conversation about butter and jam with a dozen 
other people. Then Medric blundered into the crowd of cooks, his vision obscured 
by a paste of snow and powdered lime. Is Garland here? Ive got to get to 
Karis. Useless bloody spectacles!
Garland took him by the elbow, saying irritably, If you would just ask Karis to 
mend your vision, you could throw the spectacles away.
That startled Medric into a moments silence, but then he responded firmly, 
Just because she can fix everything doesnt mean she should. Get me over these 
rocks, brother.
As they tripped and stumbled their way across the spreading carpet of rock, 
Medric said, Can you see Karis? What is she doing?
Shes on her knees in the snow. Theres a raven beside herit looks like its 
dead. She has a woman, a body, in her arms. It must be Zanja. Gods, does Karis 
get to feel not even a moments triumph?
Medric swayed wildly from side to side. What in Shaftals Name has she done to 
these rocks? This wall will never be finished falling! I would not have expected 
her, of all people, to be so immoderate!
Garland said, Norinas unbuttoning her coat to get at her dagger.
Medric shouted shrilly, Gods of hell! Karis! Dont let her do it! Arm waving 
wildly for balance, he added, Did they hear me?
Emil had turned; he noticed their approach. He lay a hand on Norinas arm. Emil 
heard, Garland said.
Of course he heard, Medric said. Hes a listening sort of man! Are we 
anywhere near them yet? How long do these bloody rocks continue?
The snows next, Garland said. Here we go.
They waded past Sainnite officers, who clustered intently around their rapidly 
talking new general. Emil had come through the snow to meet them and took 
Medrics other elbow. Karis says her heart is still beating, but the spirit is 
gone. She says she just needed to know for herself. And now she does know.
But she only knows what her hands can tell her, Medric said. She cant know 
that the storyteller is dead because she was expecting to be killed. But think, 
Emil, think of whats possible now!
Think? said Emil. At this moment?
Must we go through this again? said Norina impatiently as they drew up to her.
Heres Karis, Garland said, and put Medrics hand onto her shoulder.
The limp woman lay in Kariss arms. A piece of cut rope hung from one of the 
womans wrists, and a long, slender braid of her hair trailed across the snow. 
Garland remembered her vividly: her silence, her alert, fierce attention, her 
astonishing courtesy, and the extremely pared-down beauty of her sharp-edged 
face. But now she merely looked dead.
Karis raised her bowed head. What, master seer? she said. Her voice, her face, 
her eyes, all were terribly calm.
Medric felt blindly for the womans head, picked up the long braid, and wrapped 
it several times around one of Kariss hands. If this hair were a rope, and 
Zanja were dangling at the end of it, what would you do?
Karis looked blankly at her hand. And then she closed her fist over the slender 
braid, and pulled.



The barren land of the unending mountains sped past below. The sun popped into 
the sky and popped down again. Day became night in the blink of an eye. Dizzy, 
sick, numb, shouting with pain, Zanja dangled by the hair from the claws of her 
god. Faster and faster, the owl flew. Time passed in a blur, thousands of 
nights. She cried, Salosa, when will this journey end?
Salosa looked down at her. The gods eyes were round circles of light. The 
gods feathers frayed out into blinding fire. There is another boundary you 
must cross, said the owl. And then the god let her go.
She cried, Not again! She fell: into light, a blare of horns, a shattering 
ringing of bells, hoarse cheering voices, fragments of speech, torn shreds of 
blue and red and then an eye-burning white. She was falling, tumbling through 
light, through brittle air and wide spaces. She saw faces, stones, a glittering 
cloud, the round, blinding face of the sun.
She stared at it until a hand covered her eyes, and a beloved, racked voice 
said, Youll go blind that way.
No, she breathed. No! she cried in despair. More words would not come.
Voices spoke, but the words shattered into fragments. There was no pattern, no 
meaning, no possibility of understanding.
Zanja felt a dizzying, tilting sensation. Blinding light again, followed by 
impenetrable shadow. Hands gripped her clothing, voices filled her ears. She 
cried, Godshow could youhave I not served you?
Shaftal, a blurry voice said. Oh, blessed day!
Something heavy enwrapped her: a comforting warmth, and then the sensation of 
being held, rocked, the voice, less blurry now, saying roughly, Zanja, Zanja 
naTarwein, oh my sister . . .
She heard a heartbeat. She felt the rise and fall of a ragged breath. Who was 
calling that familiar name? Emil? she said in disbelief. Is everyone dead?
The shadow that blocked the blinding light bowed over her. No one is dead, 
said Emil.
Karis is dead.
No.
I heard her voice.
You heard her living voice with your living ears.
What, she said in bewilderment.
Look over there. Do you see that wall?
She peered in the glare of light. She saw stones letting go of each other and 
falling in a happy tumble. Not a wall, she said. Rubble.
Well, it was the wall of Watfield garrison. And look over there.
She turned her head and saw a proud, rigid woman in Paladins black, taking the 
hand of a younger, tireder, prouder woman in Sainnite gray.
Mabin? said Zanja.
And Clement, General of Sainnites.
Oh. Oh, Emil!
Now the confusion of voices began to sort itself out: Norina, scolding as usual, 
Medric, making a rather plaintive speech on the difficulties of getting 
desperately needed assistance, and then Kariss distinct raw voice, saying, 
Just take one step forward so I can reach you.
Zanja peered into the haze of light and watched Karis pluck the spectacles from 
Medrics nose, spit on the lenses, and wipe them clean on the tail of her shirt. 
She examined them critically in the sunlight, then put the spectacles back on 
Medrics face. He blinked at her. Then, he looked down at Zanja and cried with 
vivid joy, Its you!
Zanja felt the confusion beginning to claim her again. She did not feel certain 
Medrics assertion was correct. Medric dropped to his knees in the snow and 
grabbed one of her hands in his. Emil, shes awfully cold.
Karis, can you ask Clement if theres a place indoors, by a fire, where we can 
go?
Karis looked down at them. She seemed terribly far away. Someone was 
energetically beating a cloud of dirt and snow from her red coat. She turned 
away.
Medric said giddily, Zanja, have you heard? This is the thirteenth day of the 
first year of Karis Gdeon! And we have a truce!
Emils voice rumbled in his chest, a warm vibration against Zanjas ear. So 
many people will not forgive us for this peace. Peace without justice, theyll 
say, is not peace at all. And those Death-and-Life people, just because Willis 
is dead
Zanja mumbled into the scratchy warmth of his shoulder, Enough worrying.
Medric snorted with amusement. Just try to make him stop!
Norina is glaring at me, Emil said.
No doubt she thinks Shaftals councilor should do official sorts of things, 
rather than sit like a weeping lump in the snow with his best friend in his 
arms. Look, here comes Jhan. Hell want to take a good look at Zanja. Oh, and I 
hope youre readythough Im sure youre notfor Leeba.
Leeba careened into them. Zanja tried to put her arms around her, but it was 
impossible to hold her. Might as well try to embrace a windstorm. My life! she 
thought in astonishment. And it fell on her, with all its weight and wonder, and 
no matter how she tried to grasp it, it eluded her, and yet it was hers.
Little Hurricane, she cried, I missed you!



Chapter Thirty-Nine



Hermes company had taken it upon themselves to clear out the large room that 
was serving them as sleeping quarters. By the time Clement arrived, the room was 
not only clean, but furnished with chairs, tables, even a threadbare carpet and 
hastily polished lamps. Unsettled dust was still swirling in the lamplight, and 
a fire, nursed by two attentive soldiers, burned briskly on the hearth. The 
soldiers who had been clustered around Clement had been dispersed by a crisp 
storm of commands, and now she was alone, withastonishinglynothing to do.
Weak-kneed, shivering with what she hoped was merely cold, she collapsed into a 
chair.
By a feat of soldiers magic, Herme instantly appeared before her. General, 
what are your orders?
She wanted to tell him to stop calling her general. But she dared not disturb 
the illusionit was an illusion, wasnt it?that seemed to be held together by 
words alone. So she said to Herme, Captain, please inform your company of my 
gratitude for their quick action.
Yes, General.
Well be wanting a lot of hot tea.
Thats on its way, general.
Tell Commander Ellid I want to speak with her.
Yes, General.
That is all.
He saluted and disappeared. Almost immediately, a soldier snapped open the door 
to admit Ellid, in a wash of cold air.
Your soldiers are making quite a show of themselves, Clement told her.
Managing to look gratified, Ellid reported that more than half the wall had 
fallen, and that it continued to fall. The front gate now lay flat on its face. 
Watfielders were walking across it to deliver basket after basket of hot bread, 
fresh butter, and sweet jam.
Unable to bring herself to be concerned about the wall or the gate, Clement said 
weakly, Hot bread?
Ellid grabbed a soldier. Get some of that bread in here for the general.
Whats delaying our guests? Clement asked.
Ellid gave a wry grin. Better guests than conquerors, eh? The Gdeons people 
wanted her to show herself to the Watfielders. You can hear them cheering out 
there. The local Paladin commander just strolled brazenly in, and the two 
Paladin generals are briefing him before he goes off with my people to discuss 
details of the truce here. Ive told them to produce a proposal by noon and its 
coming direct to me and you. I assume youll want to use it as a model for the 
other garrisons. Do you want me in here, General, or out there?
Out there. Visible. Very visible.
Yes, General. What else?
Has someone gone to fetch Gilly?
Yes, but you know it takes time to get that man out of bed. And Ive told the 
company clerk to get some sleep because hell be up writing orders all night. 
And you had better talk to the Paladin generals about security for our 
messengers to the other garrisons.
Right, Clement said, in a daze of exhaustion.
Ellid looked gravely down at her. You sure managed to look like you knew what 
you were doing out there.
You know bloody well it was a blind charge.
Thats a secret between you and me, General. The soldiers think youre some 
kind of magician who pulled a truce out of the teeth of disaster. And thats 
exactly what they need to be thinking.
Oh, hell, Clement said. You mean I have to continue this pretense?
Ellids grin was more than half a grimace. The door opened, and this time the 
cold air smelled like a bakery. A crowd of people, some soldiers and some not, 
carried in the storyteller, with the little girl riding behind on her fathers 
shoulders, crying imperiously at them to be careful and vehemently waving a 
painted lizard in the air.
A soldier deposited a glorious basket of marvelous bread in Clements lap. Ellid 
said, My lost cook gave me a distracted greeting, and promises that soup, meat, 
pies, and other fine foods are soon to follow the bread. If you want to make an 
old woman happy, youll think of a way to make him a soldier again!
She left to look after the garrison.
Clement breathed in the scent of the bread. She picked up a round loaf and the 
warmth was almost painful on her numbed fingers. She tore off a piece, and the 
crust shattered, and the interior let out a cloud of exquisite steam. At last, 
she took a bite and let out a small moan. The cold fled from her flesh, but the 
pain revived: face, shoulder, hip, muscle. She had been smashed, bruised, 
broken, depleted, and worn out by these momentous days and nights, and it seemed 
only right that this should be the case.
She forced herself to stand up and walk over to the one person in the room whose 
condition was worse than hers. The storyteller had been deposited on the hearth 
with a much-worn coat over her shoulders and the red-cheeked little girl tucked 
under her arm. The child noticed Clements approach and said with hostility, 
Its another one of those soldiers.
The storyteller slowly looked up at Clement. Her dark skin had turned gray with 
cold, her lips blue. Her muscles were still spasming with shivers. Apparently, 
the cold of the unheated gaol had nearly killed her before the execution squad 
even arrived. Clement squatted down beside her, knees cracking, muscles 
quivering. She proffered the basket. Warm bread?
The storyteller said, Do you truly think I will break bread with you?
Clement instinctively jerked back, lost her tenuous balance, and nearly dropped 
the basket in the effort to catch herself. Even the man who was unstrapping the 
womans boots looked shocked. Zanja!
Why are you so mad? the little girl asked nervously.
Clement set the bread basket securely on the floor. Zanja naTarwein?
As the woman glared, the man said politely, Yes, General, she has been 
restored.
So this was the one Clement had feared: who had survived a skull fracture, a 
broken back, torture, and imprisonment; who had emerged from a valley populated 
by corpses determined to exterminate the killers of her people; who had suborned 
both the Sainnite Medric and the Paladin Emil; who had not merely found the Lost 
Gdeon but had won her love; and who had finally sundered her very soul... all 
for the sake ofrevenge?
Ill just leave the basket here, Clement said. Feeling truly battered, she 
gathered herself to rise, but simply could not do it.
General, youre hurt! Let me help you, said the man.
Zanja said, No, Jhan.
It is not right
Brother healer, heed me!
Apparently perceiving something that Clement could not, the man sat back on his 
heels, restraining his reflexive kindness with an obvious effort. Less than a 
year ago, a person of his generosity and knowledge had taught the Sainnites how 
to save themselves from the plague. Perhaps it had in fact been this very man. 
Unfortunately, not all Shaftali were like him.
When Clement looked at the silent warrior, she looked into the other face of 
Shaftal: unbowed, unforgiving. Every attempt to overcome the people had not 
merely increased their resentment, but also their ability to resist. Clements 
acts, and the actions of all the soldiers like her, had created this unrelenting 
enemy and all the enemies like her. With a great deal of effort they could be 
killed, but they could not be eliminated.
What do you want from me? Clement asked in Sainnese.
The warrior replied in the same language. You took no risk when you put 
yourself at the Gdeons mercy. Karis is so fearful of doing harm that she has 
repeatedly refused to act at all. You had good reason to expect only 
generosity.
Clement protested, My desire for peace is sincere! Ask that Truthken
If you misrepresented your intentions in her presence you would not be alive 
now. But sincerity is not enough. Zanja naTarwein was speaking with an effort, 
yet her words were like the storytellers: precise and devastating.
Clement urgently wished that she could get away from her. But she could not. 
What would be enough? she asked. If I offered you as many soldiers to kill as 
we killed in your village
It would not be enough.
If I had the power to undo the past
You could not help but undo the marvelous along with the despicable.
The weight of those words, the horror of them, felt unendurable. Clements eyes 
were burninga general does not weep! Yet she spoke, inadequately, words that 
broke even as she uttered them. What my people did to yours was despicable. I 
am sorrydesperately sorry.
There was a silence. The warrior took a breath and looked away, as though she 
also were fighting tears. Suddenly, she did not seem terrible at all. She said, 
The valley of my people is populated by nothing but bones. The memories of 
their deaths will haunt me until the day of my own death. But your sorrowlike 
my sorrowis not enough.
Then nothing can be enough.
The katrim looked at her. If that is true, then lasting peace is impossible. 
Nothing has been gained today.
Dread replaced the last remains of Clements relief as she realized how truly 
Zanja naTarwein had spoken. So many people had been wronged, over so many 
years! Somehow, reparations must be made, or the peace of words would never 
become a peace of fact. Yet Clement had nothing to offer Shaftal. Nothing.
Surely seven thousand Sainnite soldiers was not nothing!
As sometimes happens in extreme exhaustion, Clement felt a hallucinatory 
clarity. She understood exactly what must be done.
She said, If my people become Shaftali, would that be enough?
The last survivor of the Ashawalai people turned her harshly beautiful, starkly 
alien face to her. You will offer them to Shaftal?
Every stupidity of the last thirty-five years had come from the Sainnites 
unwillingness and inability to change. Certainly they had not been welcomed, 
permitted, or encouraged to belong in Shaftal. But neither had they tried to be 
anything other than conquerors. To attempt it now might be so difficult it 
verged on the impossible, and might take the rest of Clements life to achieve. 
But wasnt her only other option to take Cadmars well-trodden road, a cowards 
way of self-induced oblivion and obstinacy, to delude her people with visions of 
heroism as she marched them to destruction?
Clement said, half to herself, I must do better than merely preserve the past. 
For I have a son. She looked up at Zanja. So even if I fail at everything 
else, I will offer myself to Shaftal. And though I fear I wont live long enough 
to see this promise fulfilled, Ill do all I can to transform my seven thousand 
soldiers as well.
And then Clement felt sick with disorientationgiddy, grief-struck, 
light-headedand the man had leapt up to steady her, to help her get securely 
seated on the floor, to bow her head between her knees until the nauseating 
dizziness had lifted. When her ears had stopped roaring and the cloud of her 
vision had cleared, Clement cautiously lifted her head.
I am satisfied, said Zanja. Her spasms of shivering had eased. The little girl 
was saying to her irritably, You talk funny! Why are you doing that? The man 
spoke soothingly to the child as he returned to his examination of Zanjas feet. 
You Ashawalai are a sturdy folk, he commented.
Zanja reached for one of the loaves of bread and tore it in half. She said to 
the child in Shaftalese, I have been speaking with General Clement in the 
soldiers language, Little Hurricane. Look here is some jam in this basket. Do 
you want some on your bread?
With the restless child successfully distracted by bread and jam, Zanja gave 
Clement a serious look. I will eat with you now, she said, and handed Clement 
the remains of the loaf. With the crisp crunching softly in her teeth she added, 
I am a crosser of boundaries ...
It sounded so like the storytellers opening ritual words, I am a collector of 
tales, that Clement rubbed her face in bafflement.
To cross is my callingmy curse
Your gift! protested the healer.
Zanja smiled wryly. That also. And my joy.
I thought your curse was telling stories, said Clement.
The storyteller is gone, said the healer. Zanja doesnt even remember her.
Medric says the storyteller was killedthat she had asked to be killed. She 
must have known that she had completed her task. Zanja brushed breadcrumbs from 
her fine wool clothing. Clement watched her knife-scarred hand in dazed 
fascination. Did this woman not remember doing up those silver buttons? Did she 
not know how she came to be in Watfield garrison? Did she remember none of the 
stories she had been told? She seemed remarkably composed for a person who had 
awakened to find the walls falling down around her.
A crosser of boundaries, Clement thought, might be accustomed to such abrupt and 
inexplicable transitionsaccustomed enough that she could mask her 
disorientation as effectively as Clement could mask her fear.
Zanja glanced at Clement, still smiling wryly. Even to my kinfolk I always 
seemed peculiar, she said. But I might be a useful friend to you, General.
Gods of my mother!
The little girl, jam-smeared, looked worriedly at Clement.
Zanja surprised me, Clement explained to her. Your mother is a very 
surprising person.
The girl said, But she just wants to be your friend. Why, Zanja?
Zanja stroked a hand affectionately down the childs tangled hair. She needs a 
friend to teach her how to be Shaftali.
She wont be a soldier any more?
Maybe shell be a different kind of soldier.
I do need your help, Clement began.
Zanja interrupted her. In Shaftal, no ones judgment overrules the judgment of 
a Truthkenexcept the Gdeons, of coursefor a Truthken represents the law. 
Therefore, General
Wont you be one of the people who calls me Clement?
Yes, Clement. I advise you to do whatever Norina tells you to do.
Clement turned her head and found the Truthken standing beside her. The woman 
gave Zanja a keen look, then, in a swift glance at the healer, seemed to ask and 
receive an answer to a question. She turned to Clement and said, General, Karis 
has asked to speak to you.
Of course, said Clement.
She was able to stand and began to follow the Truthken, but then turned back to 
clasp Zanjas hand in farewell.
You are becoming a Shaftali already, said Zanja naTarwein. In the black 
center of her dark eyes there was a flame.
While Clement had been preoccupied, the room had become crowded: soldiers and 
Paladins in what appeared to be equal numbers were standing against the walls. 
The Paladins, all of whom seemed to possess extraordinarily graceful manners, 
were attempting to engage the uncomprehending soldiers in conversation. In the 
center of the room, the Gdeons people formed a constantly loosening and 
tightening knot around Karis, who was kneeling at Gillys feet with his hands 
clasped in hers. No one appeared to find her behavior unusual.
Herme hurried over when she beckoned him. Tell your people to ask the Paladins 
to teach them Shaftalese, she said.
Herme managed to maintain his bland countenance. Yes, General.
The Truthken murmured, Watch Karis, General. See how he refuses, she 
insiststhere, its over already.
Karis had risen. Her big hands stroked down the twisted, hunched line of Gillys 
back. Then, she stood talking to him casually, with a hand on his shoulder. 
Clements cynical old friend stared up at Karis with an expression of bedazzled 
adoration.
Clement said, Very instructive. But I think Ive already studied that lesson.
The Truthken said, Save yourself some trouble, then. Ask her what Shaftal needs 
of you, and promise to do whatever she says. Call her by name, look her in the 
eyethough it makes your neck hurtand dont mince words.
I will. Thank you.
Clement wiped her sweaty palms on her trousers, and stepped forward to clasp the 
Gdeons hand. Karis, what have you done to my friend?
She replied blandly, Nothing, really. I just made his back stop hurting.
Well, for her perhaps it was nothing, thought Clement. By the gods, the woman 
was big, and wildly disordered, as though she had come in from a storm wind and 
had not yet caught her breath. But her devastatingly gentle handclasp was still 
warm. I thought we should discuss Shaftal, she said, as though the problems 
they faced could be dispensed with in a single conversation.
Karis, I want my people to become Shaftali. Do you think that would be 
possible?
Karis gave her a very surprised look, then cast an amazed glance at the 
Truthken, who said dryly, Zanja is already doing what she does best.
Oh, said Karis. Her face crinkled up as though she were suppressing a 
sneezeno, a laughand she said with exaggerated disgust, Fire logic!
Oh ho! cried the peculiar little man in spectacles. He peered at Clement with 
intense curiosity, as though he could scarcely wait to see what she did next. 
Councilor Mabin, who remained excessively upright under these very strange 
circumstances, gave the little man a look of withering disapprovala wasted 
effort.
Clement bent to mutter in Gillys ear, Youve never looked at me the way you 
were looking at Karis.
Of course not, Clem. You never deserved it. He added, straight-faced, Has 
anything important happened?
Gabian announced his presence with a loud yelp. Clement lifted him out of his 
basket, and he flapped his arms enthusiastically. Dont make me giddy, she 
admonished him. Gillys obviously lost his mind, and one of us must keep a 
clear head.
Karis held out her big hands, and Clement put her son into them. Competently 
cradled, Gabian blinked at Karis with dim-witted devotion.
Then Emil pushed his way in, assured Clement that they all certainly hoped the 
Sainnites could become Shaftali, and introduced Medric, who said cheerfully, I 
imagine you hoped youd never hear of me again. What did you make of that cow 
farmer, eh?
Watch out, Karis interjected. You are completely surrounded by dangerous 
busybodies.
Clement suddenly had to sit down again: she was so dizzy with trying not to 
laugh, and her face hurt abominably. Karis sat next to her with Gabian in the 
crook of her arm. So gently that Clement could hardly feel it, Karis nudged 
Clements broken nose into better alignment. The pain went completely away.
So the seven of them sat knee-to-knee, passing Gabian from lap to lap, arguing 
vehemently about what to do next. Medric said that transforming Sainnites into 
Shaftali was possible but not easy, for they would have to neither hurt the 
soldiers pride or arouse the Shaftali anger. The Truthken reminded them that it 
was human nature to escalate conflicts and hold grudges. Emil thought they might 
counter old bitterness with intelligence, insight, hope, good will, generosity, 
self-interest, education, and wisdom.
And coercion, Clement said.
Persuasion, said Karis.
Oh, persuasion, said Medric. Like iron before your hammer? That kind of 
persuasion?
I doubt it will be that easy, said Karis.
Clement said, If my people arent attacked or forced to go hungry, theyll 
follow my ordersfor a time. But eventually Ive got to win their consent, not 
just their obedience. I think its the same problem youve got, Karis, only 
worse. I have to give them a reason to surrender the only thing theyre proud 
of, in exchange for something theyve always scorned. Right now, Ive got no 
idea how to do that.
Medric peered at her and said, quite unnervingly, The same way it happened to 
you, General.
So Clement found herself thinking what had happened, really: the plague, Alrin, 
the fire, Kelins death, the kidnapped children, the storyteller, Davis rescue, 
Seths embrace, Gabians birth, Medrics book, Williss death, Cadmars fist, 
and the madness of the last two days. Each situation had been accidental or 
unpredictable, yet together they had changed her, so that when Zanja insisted 
that she confront the last, radical truth, she had been prepared to do so. 
Clement shut her eyes, pressing her fingers against her eyelids, trying to 
remember the storytellers glyph card pattern. In the middle, there had been a 
wall. A pile-up of images leaned against it, one after another.
The wall fell down, Clement said.
Ho! cried Medric triumphantly. Exactly!
Emil put a restraining hand on the giddy mans knee. By the land, General, you 
do astonish me. You would not believe how many nights we spent studying those 
cards.
Which cards? asked Zanja. Supported by the healer at one side and the child at 
the other, she was standing shakily at the edge of their close-crowded circle. 
As they hastily put Zanja in the chair the Truthken vacated for her, Gilly 
produced the storytellers card pack out of a pocket. She accepted the cards as 
if they were old friends she had feared lost, but gave him a puzzled look.
Gilly was yourthe storytellersfriend, said Clement.
I am sorry I do not remember you, sir. But thank you.
She handed the cards to Medric, who, declaring vehemently that he never wanted 
to see a glyph card again, hastily passed them to Emil. These cards get 
resurrected as often as you do, Emil commented as he knelt on the floor and 
began laying down the cards.
Zanja watched intently as Emil reproduced the pattern the storyteller had made 
for Clement in the gaol. When he finished, Zanja let out her breath in a huff. 
Its as bad as Koles.
The seer collapsed in a paroxysm of laughter. Grinning, Emil collected and 
handed Zanja the pack of cards. Mabin, apparently as baffled by their amusement 
as Clement was, commenced a speech about the historical importance of this 
occasion. But she was summarily interrupted by the runaway cook, who led in a 
parade of self-conscious townsfolk carrying steaming hot, luscious-smelling 
dishes. Under the influence of this extraordinary meal, seriousness became 
impossible. Even the soldiers, who had been dutifully but grimly attempting to 
say a few words in Shaftalese, began to laugh a little as they ate standing up 
with their erstwhile enemies.
Gilly lay his gnarled hand over Clements. With meals like this, the peace will 
last forever, he said. What fool would fight when he could be eating, eh?
Clement gazed fondly at her old friend, who had the sleeping baby tucked into 
the crook of his arm. A lot of work lies ahead of us, though.
Work worth doing, he replied.
At last.
Clement looked across the table at Karis, who was poking distractedly at her 
beef in onion sauce over shredded potatoes. Zanja, who had eaten only some more 
bread and the richly flavored soup, now rested her head against Emils shoulder. 
The two of them could have been lovers, so delighted were they by each others 
company. But Zanja and Karis had not spoken to each other yet, had not even met 
each others gaze.
This had been a remarkable morning. But much yet remained to be resolved.



Only rubble remained of the wall that had divided Sainnite from Shaftali. On one 
side of the fallen wall, new timber frames had been established in the 
snow-covered ashes of burned buildings. On the other side, the stone and slate 
buildings of the Shaftali town seemed almost bereft without the garrison wall to 
crowd up against. The stones were still rolling; the rubble piles continued to 
spread and flatten until no stone lay atop any other. Soldiers and townsfolk 
stood watching the restless rocksfearful, curious, or amazed.
This is Watfield, Zanja reminded herself: a prosperous midland city, fortunately 
situated on the River Corber, which was an important route for bringing goods 
into and out of Hanishport, six days journey to the east. Despite these facts, 
Zanja felt utterly dislocated and kept seeking the sun to remind herself that 
she was walking north, with the sun sinking westward and the Corber behind her 
to the south.
She wore a jacket of finely woven wool with silver buttons; she was wrapped in a 
thick cloak with a silver clasp at the shoulder. Her head felt light; her hair 
was gone. The people around herher familythey also were changed. Leeba had 
learned some caution. Emil had become a Paladin general. Karis
Karis and Clement had stepped onto the fallen gate piled with empty food 
baskets. Clement, m her begrimed leather coat and squashed hat, might have just 
come home from a bruising campaign. The baby Gabian was buttoned into her coat, 
with the top of his blue cap just under her chin and her gloved hand supporting 
the back of his head. Karis towered over her: her hair in a tangle, her red coat 
powdered with pulverized mortar. Leeba rode on her hip, asking question after 
question with no pause for the answers. Karis looked as ordinary as she could 
ever manage to look: a laborer in the midst of an exhausting building project. 
But her stance had a weighty dignity that spoke of the power of ten 
generationsthe power of Shaftals seeds, stones, wombs, hands. And the power of 
finally knowing what to do with that power.
Karis crouched over to kiss Clement like a sister. The hoarsely cheering people 
who crowded the street seemed to swallow their shouts for a moment, and the 
soldiers cheers also faltered. For a long moment Karis gazed gravely at the 
silent, frowning group that stood just beyond the gate, draped with white 
banners on which were painted namesthe names of the dead?
Zanjas heart clenched with the old guilt and sorrow. Surely, the ghosts of the 
Ashawalai people would condemn her for making peace with their killers, just 
like these name-draped witnesses condemned Karis for it. And surely, by refusing 
to satisfy them, Zanja and Kariswere condemning themselves to the unending 
haunting of other peoples unsatisfied angers.
What have I done to us? Oh, what have I done? Zanja dug a hand into her pocket 
and felt there the familiar, worn, warped pack of glyph cards. But even these 
could not comfort her. The storytellers glyph pattern had seemed not merely 
ambiguous, but unreadable. Had life become so momentous that all her answers 
would now be nothing but a tangled muddle of contradictory possibilities? She 
almost missed the clean clarity of those empty monthsyears, reallyof walking 
the mountainous wasteland between life and death.
Then, she felt the strong grip of Jhans supporting hand on her elbow. Youre 
awfully tired, he reminded her in his old, timely, pragmatic way.
They walked through Watfield down a street so crowded with people they sometimes 
could scarcely get through. At Zanjas left, Medric maintained a continuous 
commentary. Here come the town elderstheyre looking rather self-important, 
arent they? Are they telling Emil that theyve found us another place to stay? 
Thats too bad. I rather liked that drafty, humble old house in the alley. Does 
Karis think she has to talk to every single person in Shaftal, starting with the 
people of Watfield, right at this moment? Well, perhaps she does! But surely 
shell wear out her voice again? There, Norina has put a stop to that nonsense. 
We dont all have Kariss supernatural energy! Emil is looking pretty worn, 
dont you think? Still, well be up talking half the night, just like the 
Sainnites will. Greetings, Garland, youve been busy! Is it possible that you 
and I are now Shaftali?
This last was addressed to the cook, who was toting a basket of wax-covered 
cheese, dusty bottles of spirits or wine, and highly polished apples. Medric had 
predicted hed find his way to them, and here he was, no longer lost. The cook 
said, Well, werent we Shaftali already? Oh, theres the man with the bacon. 
He trotted off to add another package to his basket, to acquire a second basket 
crammed with bread, and to converse joyfully with a woman riding atop a wagon 
load of barrels. Everyone he talked to was left smiling in his wake, as though 
happiness were a contagion. His pockets were crammed with packages, and people 
pressed more items on him until his baskets overflowed.
Zanja stared about herself at the high slate rooftops, the extravagant lightning 
rods, the crowded shops of the prosperous city. And then they came to a square, 
with a wide park whose bare trees were exuberantly decorated with bright ribbons 
and paper flowers. At one end stood an ugly, looming, massive stone building. 
The Paladins had to press people back to create a passage. Karis followed her 
escort, and at least the wildly clamoring people had the sense not to mob her. 
So they reached their destination and climbed an impressive flight of stairs to 
the front door, where Karis turned and patiently let the people of Watfield look 
at her: a big, determined woman who knew exactly what to do. Finally, she 
stepped through the door, and her people followed her into an echoing, 
extravagant hallway.
Even Medric was astonished into silence.
Zanja said, People live like this? Why, do you suppose?
No one seemed capable of responding. Heres the cloakroom, said a Paladin.
After Zanja had taken off her boots, she sat on the bench in that vast, warm, 
convenient cloakroom. As it filled with boots and coats, it emptied out of 
people, and soon she sat alone there, breathing in the rising odor of leather 
oil and wet wool. The puddles of slush melted into the mats. She realized 
abruptly that she was waiting for the short night to end, and the swift sun to 
rise. She rubbed her face, and pressed her fingers to her aching eyes.
The door opened, and Emil looked in at her. There are more comfortable places 
to be alone, if thats what you want.
Emil, Im afraid.
Id be afraid too, if I could find the time for it.
This house!
He groaned. Not you too! Everyone tells me that they cant endure a single 
night here! And Karis has declared this place to be a travesty. No more 
complaining, please! He entered the cloakroom and took Zanja by the hands. If 
you love me
If?
Because you love me, he corrected himself, with a smile that could not quite 
erase the lines and shadows of weariness from his face, I beg you to let me 
spend just one night of my life on a feather bed!
Feather bed? she said, incredulous.
Oh, my dear, you cant imagine how soft
She began to laugh, and was still laughing as he pulled her to her feet and 
tugged her back into that overpowering hallway. He gave her a ragged 
handkerchief to mop up her tears. Her diaphragm hurt, but she felt relieved, as 
though she had in fact been weeping.
Can I make a bargain with you? he asked. That youll never ask me to kill you 
again?
In exchange for what? she gasped, still out of breath.
Well, what do you want?
Eventually, sobered, she said, I dont know how to answer you.
Emils hand rested on the small of her back; she put her arm around him and they 
walked silently, apparently aimlessly, past clutters of dusty, grotesque 
furniture. The monstrous house seemed to have swallowed everyone into its 
echoing maze of rooms and hallways.
Emil finally said, You are a hero of Shaftal, you know. You deserve to have 
whatever you want.
He turned down another hallwaytheir path was so complicated Zanja doubted she 
could find her way back to the front door entered a self-important anteroom, 
and went through that, into a bedroom full of gleaming furniture, thick carpet, 
and rich draperies. This room, at least, seemed recently cleaned.
Karis sat near the hearth on a cushioned stool, taking tools out of her tool 
box, unwrapping them, examining them, testing their sharp edges, rubbing them 
with an oily rag to protect them against rust. She said grumpily, as Emil came 
in, But Im not going to sleep in that awful bed.
You can stand out in the snow all nightI dont care, he replied.
Zanja found herself paralyzed in the doorway, unable to cross the threshold. 
Emil said to Karis, What are you doing, anyway?
Karis gently extricated a small plane from the box. Zanja could remember when 
Karis had shaped that planes body and forged its blade, but she could not 
remember what this particular plane was designed for. When Karis invented a 
tool, she also invented the need for it, and Emil went about the country showing 
the new tool to carpenters, who became better at their work by buying it.
The hand that does the work creates the tool; the tool creates the work done by 
the hand. By earth logic, action and understanding are inseparable.
Zanja said, The tools remind Karis who she is.
Karis looked at her. Do your tools remind you of who you are? Her eyes had a 
deep, rather dangerous brightness to them. She reached again into her toolbox, 
and although the tool she had removed was swathed in leather, Zanja recognized 
it. Karis held up the little knife that had been her first gift to Zanja.
Zanja had come into the room somehow, had dropped to her knees on the lush 
carpet.
Karis said, Clement confiscated this blade from youfrom the storyteller. But 
then she gave it to a raven, to bring to me. That one gesture made everything 
possible. She pressed the leather-wrapped blade into Zanjas hand.
In a moment, Zanja said, When they took the blade from me from the 
storytellershe felt a terrible loss. She knew that she had always carried the 
blade with her, though she couldnt remember where it had come from or what it 
represented to her. But she treasured it anyway. It allowed her to keep 
believing that she had a past, that she was someone, and not merely a container 
of stories. But after they had taken the blade and the cards, she had nothing of 
her own.
She looked up at Emil, who had given Zanja the cards, who now wearily leaned 
against a chair back but seemed unwilling to sit down. She loved the glyph 
cards too, she said, for the same reason. She added, The storytellers 
memories are very strange.
He signaled with his eyes, telling her to look again at Karis. She had taken 
Zanjas dagger out of her toolbox and was holding it out to her.
I left it lying on our bed, Zanja said.
Did you? When Norina brought it to me, she didnt say where you had left it. 
Karis paused, and added apologetically, Im as stupid as ever about symbolism.
I dont remember feeling angry, but to leave the knife in the bed we had shared 
for five years, that was an angry gesture. I cant believe I did such a thing.
I do remember being angry with you, Karis said. With you and with our 
familyand with Harald. But its gone now.
There was a long silence, during which the faint sound of Emil shifting his 
weight seemed awfully loud.
Zanja said, The storyteller thought she had murdered her wife.
Will you take the blade, Karis said impatiently. Or not?
Of course I will! Zanja took the dagger out of her hand.
Emil straightened up rather stiffly. Im going to bed. My only wish is that no 
one bother me before breakfast. Everyone else will eventually end up in the 
kitchen this evening, I expect, sitting on the floor and drinking beer like the 
rustics we are, and eating with our fingers whatever amazing thing Garland cooks 
up next. Oh, Karis, I suppose I should warn you that Garland has fallen in love 
with the kitchen.
What? No! Emil!
But he was gone, the relieved liveliness of his voice already swallowed by the 
houses maw.
Now its inevitable that well live in this ugly travesty, said Karis 
gloomily. This building is an affronta waste of good land and good stone. How 
shall I endure calling it my home?
Zanja put her head on Kariss knee. In a moment, Kariss hand stroked her head, 
and Zanjas skin came alive, like dry tinder catching fire. Karis gave a gentle 
tug to her solitary braid. Zanja murmured, You practically pulled it out by the 
roots already.
Ungrateful
I am not at all ungrateful. Do you know, someone has mentioned to me that its 
the thirteenth day of the first year of Karis Gdeon? How did that become 
possible?
After a silence, Karis said, Thirteen days? Surely its been thirteen years.
Zanja raised her head, for Kariss voice had been harsh in its center and ragged 
at its edges. Whats so awful about that bed? Why cant you bear to lie down in 
it?
Those bedposts are overbearing. The carving is grotesque. The whole thing is an 
ostentatious monstrosity.
Zanja looked at the bed. It truly was an awful thing; she herself couldnt 
imagine lying in it. So take a chisel to it, she said.
Karis blinked at her. By Shaftal, Ive missed you. Eyes glittering, she 
reached for a chisel in its protective wrappings and a wooden mallet that lay 
nearby. Then she chose a crosscut saw, its handle darkened by oil and age. This 
wont take long, she said.
Not much later, they made love on the feather bed, amid wood chips and sawdust, 
as the ornate bedposts burned briskly in the fireplace.
A new age in Shaftal had begun.



Laurie J. Marks lives in Melrose, Massachusetts, where she gardens and corrects 
papers when shes not writing in the Melrose Starbucks.